Author: lostfigment

  • Chapter 5 – A New Beginning

    2 August – 12 August 9:29

    The journey to West Hill would take two to three days, depending on the weather, and Ariana once again found herself enjoying Berthold’s company. The gentle sway of the ship and the endless expanse of sea provided a calming backdrop as they talked. She shared stories of her time in Kirkwall, speaking of her friendship with Varric and the sense of independence she had started to find there. As before, she kept certain details vague, mindful of Varric’s penchant for discretion.

    Berthold, in turn, regaled her with tales of his recent voyages. “You wouldn’t believe it,” he said, leaning casually against the ship’s railing, his eyes on the horizon. “Three months ago, I docked in Cumberland, and there was this merchant peddling ‘dragon teeth.’ Claimed they were talismans of protection, guaranteed to ward off everything from storms to, I don’t know, bad hair days. Turned out they were just carved chicken bones. The man sold out before the guards even got wind of it.”

    Ariana laughed, shaking her head. “And people actually believed him?”

    “Oh, you’d be surprised, my lady,” Berthold said with a grin. “Folk’ll believe anything if it comes with a good story. Kind of like your friend Varric, I imagine.”

    “Varric would’ve at least made it entertaining,” she replied, her tone light. “And probably worth the coin.”

    Berthold chuckled, nodding in agreement. “True enough. That dwarf could sell snow to a man in the Frostbacks.”

    As they sailed closer to West Hill, Berthold offered her what little he knew about the port. “Not much to say about West Hill, really,” he admitted. “It’s small, mostly a waypoint for traders heading to Redcliffe or Denerim. You’ll find a few decent taverns near the docks, though, and the road south isn’t too dangerous—at least as long as you stay clear of the forests at night.”

    When he saw her thoughtful expression, Berthold hesitated before adding, “I wish I could introduce you to someone like Varric down there, but Ferelden’s not exactly crawling with merchant princes. Still…” He gave her an encouraging smile. “You’re not the same girl I dropped off in Kirkwall. You’ve grown a lot. I think you’ll be just fine.”

    The early morning light was breaking over the horizon when they finally reached West Hill. The air was cooler here, tinged with the earthy scent of the Ferelden coast. As they docked, Ariana felt a mix of anticipation and unease—another step into the unknown, this time without the safety net of Varric’s presence.

    As they disembarked, Berthold turned to her, his expression warm but serious. “Take care of yourself, alright? I’m usually in West Hill about once a month. If you need anything—or if you want to get word to Varric—leave it with the dockmaster here. I’ll make sure it gets to him.”

    Ariana hesitated for a moment, then stepped forward and wrapped her arms around him in a quick but heartfelt hug. “Thank you, Berthold. For everything. And for leading me to Varric. I don’t think I can ever repay you for that.”

    Berthold patted her back, a bit surprised but not displeased. “Ah, now, none of that. You’ve done the hard part yourself. You’ll do fine, I know it.”

    As she stepped away, Ariana gave him one last grateful smile before turning toward the unfamiliar streets of West Hill. With her satchel slung over her shoulder and the lessons she’d learned in Kirkwall fresh in her mind, she felt ready to face whatever challenges lay ahead.

    ~~~

    West Hill truly was more waypoint than settlement, a fortress-turned-town with stout stone walls and hardy residents. Ariana’s first impression was of a place both practical and resolute, its people focused on the business of trade and travel. She found a few merchants easily enough and managed to replenish her supplies, though she marveled at how well Varric had already equipped her pack. Every item was chosen for utility, and she smiled faintly at the care he had taken to prepare her.

    The locals she spoke with were friendly and eager to share advice. They recommended a route through Crestwood, a quiet village that offered a good place to rest before heading to the docks at Lake Calenhad. From there, they explained, she could find a small but reputable tavern called The Spoiled Princess, which served travelers heading toward the Circle Tower at Kinloch Hold. However, they cautioned her that the road south from the Lake Calenhad docks was sparse, with few settlements before Lothering. “You’ll want to be ready to camp in the wilderness,” one merchant warned, his expression serious.

    Ariana thanked them and spent the rest of the day exploring the modest marketplace, taking in the sights and sounds of the bustling town. She secured a simple room at a local tavern for the night, its worn wooden beams and smoky hearth offering a sense of comfort. The room itself was small but clean, its single bed and modest furnishings a welcome respite before the long journey that awaited her. As she lay in bed, her thoughts wandered to the path ahead, to Crestwood, and beyond that, to the mysterious Kinloch Hold looming in her mind like a mythic beacon.

    The next morning, Ariana set off early, her pack slung over her shoulder as the road stretched out before her. The journey to Crestwood would take about two days from what she had learned. It was mostly solitary, winding through rolling fields and sparse woodlands.  The occasional traveler passed her by—merchants and farmers bound for West Hill—and she exchanged polite nods and brief words of greeting. The road was peaceful, and the sun shone brightly, but Ariana remained alert, her daggers close at hand. Kirkwall had taught her to be cautious, even in the quietest of places.

    As she walked, she couldn’t help but reflect on how vastly different Ferelden felt from the Free Marches. She had grown up surrounded by bustling estates, orderly gardens, and towering cityscapes. Here, there was nothing but open sky and endless fields stretching as far as the eye could see. The air was crisp and carried the faint scent of wildflowers and freshly tilled earth, a stark contrast to the salty winds of Kirkwall and the perfumed courtyards of her family’s estate.

    It’s so… open, she thought, marveling at the sheer expanse of the horizon. Back home, her world had always felt confined, hemmed in by walls both literal and figurative. Even in Kirkwall, with its towering black cliffs and labyrinthine streets, there had been a sense of structure. Here, the landscape felt untamed, almost limitless. It was beautiful in its simplicity, but it also unsettled her. The wide-open spaces made her feel small, exposed, as though she were walking under a watchful sky.

    The villages she passed through were similarly quaint, their simple homes built of wood and stone, surrounded by small farms and pastures. She noticed how the people worked side by side, their lives seemingly unhurried and focused on the land. The contrast to the bustling, chaotic energy of Kirkwall couldn’t have been more striking. For all its danger and corruption, the city had been alive with movement, its people driven by ambition, desperation, or both. Here, everything seemed slower, quieter. Ariana wasn’t sure yet if she found it comforting or alien.

    On the first night, she found herself faced with a challenge she had never encountered before: camping under the open sky. Growing up, she had always been surrounded by walls—her family’s estate, Kirkwall’s towering stone structures. Even when she had traveled with her family, they had stayed in comfortable inns, or other noble estates. The idea of sleeping alone, without shelter or guards, was both thrilling and unnerving.

    She chose a spot on a gentle hill, its crest offering a clear view of the stars above. With trembling hands, she unpacked the bedroll Varric had included in her kit and fumbled with the small flint and steel to start a fire. It took her longer than she cared to admit, but when the fire finally caught, a triumphant smile spread across her face. I did it, she thought, a small spark of pride warming her alongside the flames.

    As the night deepened, Ariana sat by the fire, her knees tucked to her chest, staring up at the vast expanse of stars. They felt brighter and more numerous here than she had ever seen in Kirkwall or Ostwick, their light unblemished by city smoke or lanterns. The Visus constellation shone prominently, its familiar shape grounding her in this unfamiliar world. She traced its outline with her finger, whispering its name as though it might grant her strength for the road ahead.

    Lying back on her bedroll, she marveled at how strange yet comforting the experience was. The night air was cool against her skin, the sounds of crickets and rustling leaves surrounding her. There were no walls, no ceilings, no constraints—just the endless sky above and the gentle sway of the grass around her. It felt freeing in a way she hadn’t expected, as though the open world was welcoming her, encouraging her to keep going.

    This isn’t so bad, she mused as she stared at the stars. For all her nervousness, there was something profoundly soothing about being out here alone, relying only on herself. It was as though the world itself was cradling her, whispering that she could handle whatever came next.

    When sleep finally claimed her, it was peaceful, dreamless, and deep. She felt truly untethered—free to rest, free to dream, free to forge ahead on her own terms.

    ~~~

    By the time Ariana reached Crestwood, her legs ached, and her supplies were slightly diminished. The village, nestled along the edge of a winding lake, was as quaint as the locals in West Hill had described. Narrow streets flanked by simple stone and timber homes bustled with quiet activity, while the laughter of children echoed faintly in the crisp afternoon air. The shimmering lake nearby, its surface dotted with fishing boats, immediately caught her eye. Beyond it, the imposing structure of a dam and the weathered remnants of an old fort stood out against the landscape.

    Curiosity tugged at her as she observed the dam, a marvel of stonework and ingenuity that seemed out of place in such an unassuming village. She made her way closer, finding a path that led to a better view. The dam stretched across the lake’s outlet, its sturdy construction weathered by time but still solid. Water spilled through controlled channels, cascading down into the valley below with a constant roar. Crestwood’s entire existence seemed intertwined with this dam—a lifeline and a symbol of resilience.

    Beyond the dam, her eyes traced the silhouette of Caer Bronach, the old fort perched on a rise overlooking the lake. Its once-formidable walls bore the scars of abandonment, yet its commanding presence lingered. Ariana wondered about its history—who had lived and fought there, what battles it had seen, and why it had been left to decay. For a moment, she allowed herself to imagine what it might have been like to stand there as a defender, watching over the lake and the village below.

    The quiet hum of Crestwood drew her back from her thoughts, and she turned toward the tavern near the village center. Its wooden sign swayed gently in the breeze, and the scent of roasted meat wafted out, beckoning her inside.

    The interior was warm and inviting, with a roaring fire crackling in the hearth. Wooden beams, darkened by age, stretched overhead, and the scent of stew and freshly baked bread filled the air. Locals sat at scattered tables, speaking in low, familiar tones. It was humble, unpretentious, and utterly different from the bustling energy of Kirkwall or the rigid formality of her childhood in Ostwick.

    After securing a room for the night, Ariana sat at a small table and allowed herself to savor a meal of hearty stew, fresh bread, and cider. She listened to the villagers’ conversations—simple talk of fishing, harvests, and the occasional trouble with wolves in the hills. It was a far cry from the politics and intrigue of Kirkwall, yet there was something soothing in its simplicity.

    Later, as she settled into her room, her thoughts lingered on the dam and the fort. Crestwood seemed like a place where history slept, its scars visible but unspoken. In its quiet way, it reminded her of herself—a place defined by what had come before but still standing, still enduring.

    As she lay in the modest but comfortable bed, the realization struck her like a sudden gust of wind. Kinloch Hold. That’s where Michael is stationed.

    Her heart skipped a beat. Michael—her older brother, the one who had always tried to run around after her trying to keep her out of trouble when they were kids. The one who had chosen his own path by joining the Templar Order, defying their mother’s expectations. Why hadn’t she thought of this sooner? Should she try to see him?

    The thought filled her with equal parts excitement and dread. If anyone would understand her decision to run, it would be Michael. But then again, he had chosen the Chantry, which was another path of their obligations. She had chosen to run from all obligations… What if he didn’t understand? What if his loyalty to the family and the Chantry outweighed his understanding of her choices?

    I have time to think about it, she told herself, trying to push the uncertainty aside. A couple of days, at least. I’ll decide by the time I reach The Spoiled Princess.

    With the thought lingering, she allowed herself to drift off to sleep. As dreams claimed her, she saw images of the dam, the fort, and Kinloch Hold rising above the lake—a path both uncertain and promising stretched before her.

    ~~~

    Ariana awoke in her small room at the Crestwood tavern to the soft light of dawn filtering through the simple wooden shutters. Rather than setting out immediately, she decided to take a day to explore the village and its surroundings. There was something about Crestwood that intrigued her—its combination of serene beauty and hints of a storied past.

    She made her way to Caer Bronach, the old fort perched on the hill overlooking the village. The climb was steeper than she had expected, but when she reached the top, the view took her breath away. The lake stretched out before her, shimmering in the morning light, and the entirety of Crestwood lay nestled in its shadow. She wandered through the fort’s weathered ruins, running her fingers along the moss-covered stone walls and imagining the stories they held. 

    The fort’s strategic position made it clear why it had once been so important. She could picture the defenders stationed here, watching over the lake and the dam, protecting the village below. Despite its current state of abandonment, it still felt alive with echoes of the past. Ariana found herself lingering, taking in the quiet majesty of the place as the wind rustled through the grasses growing between the stones. 

    After exploring the fort, she descended back toward the dam. The closer she got, the more impressive it appeared. The sound of rushing water filled her ears, and she paused on the path to marvel at its construction. It was a feat of engineering she couldn’t quite wrap her mind around—a symbol of both resilience and survival. The dam had clearly withstood the test of time, much like the people of Crestwood themselves. 

    As the sun dipped lower, she returned to the village, stopping by a small marketplace to replenish her supplies. She exchanged polite conversation with the merchants, finding them straightforward and unpretentious. They reminded her of the people she had encountered in Lowtown—not as hardened, perhaps, but with the same practical air of those who knew how to endure life’s challenges. 

    That evening, back at the tavern, Ariana allowed herself one last quiet meal by the fire. Her thoughts drifted to the road ahead—to Lake Calenhad, The Spoiled Princess, and the possibility of crossing paths with her brother. 

    The next morning, Ariana set out southwest from Crestwood, her pack secured and her spirits steady. The locals had told her the journey to the Lake Calenhad Docks would take two days if she kept a steady pace. She followed the well-trodden road, which wound through rolling fields and patches of forest. 

    The air was crisp, the scent of earth and greenery filling her lungs as she walked. This was the longest stretch of uninterrupted travel she had undertaken since leaving Ostwick, and she found herself thinking back to how her journey had begun. She smirked at the memory of boarding Berthold’s ship, expecting her path to be defined by sea travel and bustling cities. Now, here she was, trekking through the Ferelden countryside, surrounded by nothing but open land and endless sky. 

    I suppose this is where the real adventure begins, she thought with a chuckle, adjusting the straps of her pack. 

    The first night, she camped again beneath the stars, her fire crackling softly as she sat cross-legged on her bedroll. She stared at the constellations, tracing their shapes and feeling a familiar comfort in their presence.

    By the afternoon of the second day, Ariana caught sight of the shimmering expanse of Lake Calenhad. The docks came into view shortly after, bustling with activity as boats unloaded their cargo and passengers disembarked. She paused at the edge of the road, taking in the scene.

    Among the crowd, she spotted a few figures in familiar armor—Templars. Her breath caught for a moment, her eyes narrowing as she considered her options. So much for avoiding Michael entirely, she thought, a flicker of nervousness running through her. Still, she reminded herself that she had resolved not to seek him out. If their paths crossed by chance, she hoped he wouldn’t turn her in, but there was no sense in tempting fate. 

    Carefully keeping her distance from the Templars, she approached The Spoiled Princess, a modest but well-kept tavern near the docks. Its wooden sign swung gently in the breeze, and the sound of laughter and conversation drifted from within. She stepped inside, scanning the room before heading to the bar. 

    “What can I get you?” the tavernkeep, Gilbert, asked, his tone brisk but not unfriendly. 

    “Just some bread and cheese, please,” Ariana replied, keeping her voice calm. 

    Gilbert returned a moment later with her order, along with a small goblet of wine. She discreetly counted out 30 coppers from her pouch and handed them over before choosing a seat in a quiet corner of the room. As she ate, she kept her back to the wall, her eyes scanning the room as Varric had taught her. 

    The Templars remained near the door, engaged in their own conversation and paying her no mind. Ariana allowed herself to relax slightly, though she remained vigilant. Her journey had been long, and she was sore and weary from the road, but she felt a flicker of satisfaction knowing she was one step closer to the life she was trying to build for herself. 

    Just a few days here, she thought, finishing the last of her meal. Enough to rest, resupply, and decide my next move. 

    ~~~

    Unbeknownst to Ariana, someone had been watching her closely since the moment she stepped into The Spoiled Princess. Seated quietly at a table near the door, Ser Cullen Rutherford, an off-duty Templar, had a practiced eye for anyone who looked out of place. From the instant she walked in, he noticed something unusual about her demeanor.

    She moved with a confidence that was subtly at odds with her circumstances. Her dark brown hair, pulled back into a loose braid, was slightly disheveled from travel but still carried an air of care. Her attire was practical—well-suited to the road—but far too fine to belong to an ordinary traveler. The leather of her boots and the detailing on her belt hinted at wealth, yet they bore the marks of days, perhaps weeks, on the road.

    Cullen’s eyes narrowed slightly as he observed the way she surveyed the room. She wasn’t just looking around; she was assessing, her gaze lingering on the Templars by the door, the barmaid refilling mugs, and the men hunched over their dice games in the corner. Her posture was relaxed but ready, her movements deliberate. To most, she might appear unremarkable—a tired traveler seeking food and rest. But Cullen had spent years honing his instincts, and this girl didn’t fit the mold of anyone who simply stumbled into a tavern.

    Her eyes caught his attention next. Her eyes, a vibrant mixture of green hues and flecks of gold, held secrets untold, beckoning anyone who dared to look closer. He couldn’t place her age exactly—late teens, perhaps—but those eyes told a story of someone who had seen more than their share of the world. They flicked briefly toward his table before returning to the room, missing nothing.

    He noted her pack, set down beside her chair with a care that spoke of experience. It wasn’t just tossed aside like most travelers would do. No, she placed it where it could be reached quickly. The small details painted a picture, one that Cullen found increasingly intriguing: a girl of noble bearing, on the road alone, carrying herself like someone who had learned vigilance the hard way.

    And yet, there was an unguarded moment as she sat back, sighing softly. Her shoulders relaxed slightly as if the weight of the journey had momentarily slipped from her. It wasn’t weakness, Cullen realized, but resilience—someone holding herself together because she had no other choice.

    Cullen’s curiosity deepened as he continued to observe her. A runaway? he wondered. But there was something more to her than that. Her wariness, in particular, caught his attention. Her gaze lingered on the Templars stationed by the door—not too long, but just enough for him to notice. It wasn’t the casual glance of a traveler unfamiliar with the Order’s presence. No, this was different. Her shoulders tensed ever so slightly, and her posture shifted, her body angling subtly away from them, as though she were instinctively trying to avoid drawing their attention. The movement was small, almost imperceptible, but Cullen’s trained eyes caught it.

    She’s wary of Templars, he realized. And that was enough to set his thoughts racing. Was she a mage on the run? It would explain her caution, the deliberate way she scanned her surroundings, and the telltale guardedness in her eyes. Her refined movements and confident bearing spoke of a noble upbringing, but the way she carried herself now—always alert, always calculating—suggested someone who had been living outside of their comfort zone for some time.

    Fortunately, Cullen was out of uniform, his civilian clothes blending him into the room. He leaned back in his chair, letting his gaze linger just enough to study her without being overt. The Templar in him needed to question her, to understand why she seemed so out of place. The man in him simply wanted to know her story.

    Cullen leaned back in his chair, watching her carefully. If she is a mage, she’s done well to stay under the radar. There were no outward signs of magic—no nervous twitches, no hurried movements—but that only made him more intrigued. Most young mages would falter under scrutiny, but she moved with a calculated confidence, as though she’d been coached.

    He tapped his mug softly against the table, the sound deliberate but light enough not to draw attention from anyone but her. Ariana’s eyes flicked toward him, a brief flash of confusion crossing her face before her expression smoothed. No panic, no recognition—just mild curiosity. That, more than anything, confirmed his suspicion: she wasn’t accustomed to seeing Templars or their like, at least not enough to fear them outright.

    Rising to his feet, Cullen straightened his tunic and approached her table with a measured, friendly stride. He smiled, adding just the right amount of charm to his tone. “Mind if I join you?”

    ~~~

    Ariana held the stranger’s gaze for a moment before nodding and motioning for him to sit. She couldn’t help but notice how striking he was—short, curly blond hair that seemed effortlessly tousled, hazel eyes that held a quiet intensity, and a broad, well-built frame that suggested strength and discipline. Despite herself, her gaze flickered downward for a brief moment, and she realized with embarrassment that she had bitten her lip. Get a grip, Ariana, she scolded herself. He’s just a man, not the Maker come to life.

    His disarming smile and easy manner threw her off for a moment, but she quickly composed herself, gesturing to the seat across from her. “If you wish,” she said simply, her tone calm and neutral.

    As he sat, he gave her a friendly smile, his eyes studying her with a subtle curiosity. “I haven’t seen you around here before,” he said, his tone warm and conversational, as though it were the most casual observation in the world.

    “Just passing through,” she replied, keeping her voice measured, then turned the question back on him. “Are you from around here?”

    “Cullen,” he introduced himself, offering only his first name and skillfully sidestepping her question. “And you?”

    She hesitated. Something about his response—or lack thereof—set her on edge. He hadn’t answered her question directly, instead giving her his name and deftly steering the conversation back to her. The maneuver was smooth, practiced. Clever, she thought. And probably hiding something.

    “Ryss,” she said finally. Her smile was polite, but her tone carried an edge of suspicion.

    Cullen inclined his head slightly, acknowledging her answer. His gaze lingered, not in an intrusive way but with a kind of quiet curiosity. She could feel him assessing her, trying to piece her together, and it only made her more cautious. She couldn’t afford to let her guard down now—not when she was this close to leaving Kirkwall behind for good.

    Cullen leaned back slightly, adopting a more relaxed posture, though his mind was anything but. “I’m from Lothering,” he offered casually. “Passing through on merchant business.”

    Ariana’s lips twitched, almost forming a smirk, though she caught herself in time. Merchant? The word felt foreign coming from someone like him, with his clean, upright bearing and sharp, deliberate movements. No merchant she had ever met carried himself like that. Soldier, maybe. Or something close.

    She continued to nod politely, keeping her face neutral, but the realization dawned on her like a warning bell: Templar. Her stomach tightened. If she had any lingering doubt, it faded as she noticed the subtle way his gaze shifted over her—calculated, observant. He wasn’t just chatting with a stranger; he was assessing her, picking up on the same cues she worked so hard to hide.

    Don’t panic. He doesn’t know anything yet, she reminded herself. She’d been careful not to use her first name or reveal too much, but if this man had even the faintest connection to Michael, her cover could crumble faster than she could react.

    Deciding to pivot the conversation, she leaned forward slightly, her tone soft but pointed. “So,” she said, her hazel-green eyes meeting his with quiet insistence, “what is it that you really do? Because I’ve met plenty of travelers and merchants, and you… don’t quite seem like any of them.”

    Cullen’s easy smile faltered for just a moment, a flicker of hesitation passing over his face before he quickly recovered. She had him cornered, and they both knew it. He couldn’t exactly come out and say he was a Templar—not without tipping his hand entirely. But he also couldn’t let the question hang unanswered.

    ~~~

    Cullen sighed inwardly, recognizing he had to tread carefully. The sharpness in her gaze told him she wasn’t someone who could be easily deceived. “Alright,” he said, his voice dropping slightly as he leaned forward, offering a faint smile. “You caught me. I wasn’t entirely honest.”

    He paused, as if weighing his words, then continued. “I do some work on the side—security, mostly. Mercenary work, if you want to put a name to it. Not always the kind of thing people look kindly on, so I tend to avoid leading with that.” He glanced at her, his expression contrite but with a touch of charm. “I didn’t want to ruin the chance to strike up a conversation. After all, it’s not every day someone like you walks into a place like this.”

    Cullen let the compliment hang, watching her reaction closely. It wasn’t entirely untrue—she was striking, not just in appearance but in the way she carried herself. Still, he was testing her, gauging whether flattery would lower her guard.

    Ariana tilted her head slightly, her hazel-green eyes narrowing in playful skepticism. “Mercenary work, you say?” she replied, her tone almost teasing. “I suppose that explains why you don’t quite look like the merchants I’ve met.”

    He chuckled softly, leaning back in his chair with a relaxed air. “It’s honest work, even if it doesn’t come with much prestige. Keeps me on the move, at least.”

    She studied him for a moment, her lips twitching into a small, knowing smile. “Alright, I’ll forgive you—for now. But only because you’ve managed to make this conversation interesting.”

    Cullen grinned, the tension easing between them. “I’ll take what I can get.” He allowed a moment of silence to settle, then leaned forward again, his expression turning thoughtful. “But since we’re being honest, what about you? You don’t exactly blend into a place like this. And if I’m not mistaken, that accent isn’t Ferelden.”

    Ariana tensed ever so slightly, though her composure remained intact. Her mind raced, sifting through Varric’s lessons. Simple enough to satisfy, or complicated enough to be interesting. She took a measured breath, meeting his gaze with just the right touch of vulnerability. “If you must know,” she began softly, “I’m running from family obligations. Nothing scandalous, just… expectations I didn’t want to live up to. I’m looking for a fresh start, somewhere I can make my own decisions for once.”

    Her words were careful, deliberate, but the subtle tremor in her voice gave them an authenticity Cullen found difficult to doubt. He nodded, leaning back slightly as he considered her answer. “I can understand that,” he said, his tone sincere. “Sometimes, the hardest thing is figuring out who you are apart from what everyone else wants you to be.”

    Ariana’s eyes flickered with surprise, her defenses momentarily softening at his empathy. “Exactly,” she murmured, her voice almost wistful. She quickly recovered, brushing a loose strand of hair behind her ear. “It’s not easy, though. Starting over.”

    “No, it’s not,” Cullen agreed, his gaze steady. “But it’s brave.” His words were simple, but they carried weight, and Ariana seemed to warm to him as she heard them.

    Their conversation carried on, the initial wariness between them giving way to a cautious camaraderie. Cullen found himself genuinely captivated by her—her wit, her poise, the way she carefully chose her words without seeming guarded. She was unlike anyone he had encountered, and the more they talked, the more his curiosity grew.

    But amidst the ease of their exchange, Cullen’s original purpose remained. He still wasn’t certain of who—or what—she was. Her grace and caution hinted at someone accustomed to maneuvering within noble circles, yet she carried herself with the practiced vigilance of someone on the run. Not a typical mage, he thought, but the possibility lingered at the back of his mind. For now, though, he chose to let the conversation unfold, knowing that the truth, whatever it was, would eventually reveal itself.

    As he listened, his initial calculation began to waver. Protectiveness crept into his thoughts, unbidden but undeniable. Whatever she was running from, he found himself wishing to keep it far from her, to ensure she stayed safe. It was a surprising and uncomfortable feeling, one he wasn’t sure what to do with—but for now, he simply listened, letting the evening pass with the quiet intrigue that only she seemed capable of stirring.

    ~~~

    Ariana wasn’t sure when the conversation had shifted from polite exchanges to something deeper. It had started simply enough—Cullen pointing out the safest routes through Ferelden, Ariana sharing what little she knew about the area from Berthold. But as the hours passed, their topics expanded, covering everything from local myths to far-off tales of adventure.

    Ariana shared one of Berthold’s more colorful stories about a pirate who claimed to have found a cave filled with lyrium, only to lose it after a tidal wave swept his ship away. Cullen chuckled at the absurdity, leaning forward slightly as he replied, “Sounds like the kind of tale people tell after one too many pints. But who knows? Ferelden has its share of hidden treasures.”

    He went on to recount a story of his own—a rumor about an abandoned village in the Bannorn where the wind carried strange whispers through the trees. “Superstition, probably,” he said with a grin. “But it kept the local merchants from using the road nearby for months.”

    They fell into a rhythm, trading stories, neither fully realizing how much of their guard had slipped. Cullen’s anecdotes, while careful not to reveal his Templar affiliation, often carried a sense of duty and discipline that Ariana couldn’t ignore. And yet, there was something undeniably warm about him—a charm she found herself drawn to despite her better judgment.

    At one point, as Cullen laughed at her incredulous reaction to one of his tales, Ariana caught herself staring. Maker, he’s handsome, she thought, her gaze lingering on the way his eyes crinkled when he smiled. The realization jolted her, and she quickly looked away, chastising herself. Stop it. This isn’t safe. She forced herself to focus on her drink, pretending she hadn’t just entertained the thought.

    But as they continued talking, Ariana couldn’t help but feel comfortable in his presence—a rare feeling since she’d left Kirkwall. There was something steady about Cullen, something she couldn’t quite place but trusted instinctively. It was a dangerous thought, she knew, but it lingered nonetheless.

    The spell was broken when Gilbert cleared his throat, pulling them both back to reality. Ariana glanced around, startled to find the tavern nearly empty. She exchanged an embarrassed smile with Cullen, who seemed just as surprised.

    Gilbert approached, and Ariana realized she still needed to secure a room. “Do you have any rooms available?” she asked.

    The tavernkeep nodded. “Two silver a night.”

    She reached for her pouch, handing over the coins with ease. Cullen watched her, his initial suspicions softening. A runaway mage would have been far more cautious about spending, and her demeanor didn’t carry the telltale edge of someone hiding from the Circle. While she was clearly running from something, Cullen was increasingly convinced it wasn’t the Order.

    Rising from his seat, Cullen gave her a respectful nod. “Goodnight, Ryss,” he said, his tone genuine. “If you’re still here in a couple of days, I’d like to see you again.”

    Ariana couldn’t suppress the smile that tugged at her lips. “You know where to find me,” she replied softly.

    As he left, Ariana felt a strange mix of relief and reluctance. She reminded herself of the risks—Templars frequented this place, and staying too long could draw unwanted attention. Yet, as she climbed the stairs to her room, she found herself hoping she’d have just one more evening like this before she moved on. Just one more, she thought, though she knew better than to make such promises to herself.

    ~~~

    Ariana spent the next two days settling into a rhythm at The Spoiled Princess, letting herself recover from the journey and acclimate to the peacefulness of Lake Calenhad. Each morning, she strolled along the lake’s edge, marveling at the stillness of the water and the way the sunlight danced across its surface. It was nothing like the bustling chaos of Kirkwall or the carefully manicured beauty of Ostwick’s courtyards. It was untamed, vast, and utterly serene.

    But her thoughts kept drifting back to Cullen. There was a comfort in his presence that she couldn’t shake, an unexpected connection that made her feel safe yet unsettled. It was dangerous, this feeling—this pull toward someone she barely knew. He’s handsome, kind, and easy to talk to, she admitted to herself, biting the inside of her cheek. But then she’d remind herself of the risk. What if he’s not who he says he is? What if he’s been hired to find me?

    The thought made her stomach twist, yet it was impossible to reconcile with the Cullen she had spoken to. He had been so genuine, so disarming, that she couldn’t bring herself to believe he meant her harm. Still, caution whispered at the edges of her mind.

    On the third evening, as the sun dipped low and painted the sky in hues of gold and crimson, Ariana returned to the tavern, half-hoping she’d find him there again. The air was cool, carrying the faint scent of the lake, and she tried to keep her expectations in check. But as soon as she stepped inside, her eyes landed on him, seated at the same corner table as before. He looked up, his face breaking into a warm smile when he saw her.

    “Mind if I join you?” she asked, echoing their first meeting.

    He couldn’t help but smile. “Not at all.”

    They fell into conversation as easily as before, their words weaving through stories and anecdotes, each feeling the same unspoken ease that had drawn them together. Ariana found herself sharing more of Berthold’s tales, this time about a merchant who claimed to have bartered with a spirit for eternal good luck—a story that earned a hearty laugh from Cullen.

    “I’ll have to remember that one,” he said, his eyes crinkling with amusement. “Though I’m not sure I’d take my chances with a spirit, even for good luck.”

    Their banter flowed naturally, but as the evening deepened, Ariana’s curiosity sharpened. “You mentioned you’re a mercenary,” she said, her tone casual but her gaze searching. “Have you ever been hired to track someone down?”

    Cullen’s easy demeanor faltered for a split second, his mind scrambling for a response that wouldn’t give away his true identity. “That’s not really my line of work,” he said smoothly, leaning back in his chair. “I deal more with… protecting assets, ensuring goods make it where they’re supposed to go.”

    Ariana nodded, but she wasn’t entirely convinced. Something about the way he deflected made her wary, though she knew better than to press. “I see,” she said simply, keeping her expression neutral.

    As their conversation moved on, she found herself asking another question, this one slipping out before she could stop herself. “Do you have anyone waiting for you back home?”

    The question startled her as much as it did him. She immediately regretted it, feeling heat rise to her cheeks. Why did I ask that? It doesn’t matter. It shouldn’t matter. She bit the inside of her cheek, berating herself for letting her curiosity get the better of her.

    Cullen tilted his head slightly, a flicker of surprise in his eyes before his expression softened. “No,” he said after a moment. “No one waiting for me.” He hesitated, then added with a small smile, “And you?”

    Ariana’s lips quirked into a faint, almost wistful smile. “No,” she replied quietly. “Not anymore.”

    The silence that followed was comfortable, though heavy with unspoken thoughts. Ariana chastised herself again for the fleeting thrill she felt at his answer. This can’t go anywhere. I can’t let it. Yet, despite her better judgment, she was drawn to him.

    As the tavern began to empty, Cullen leaned forward slightly, his voice quiet but steady. “I’d like to show you something,” he said, his hazel eyes meeting hers. “Down by the shore tomorrow morning, if you’re willing.”

    Ariana hesitated, but only for a moment. “Alright,” she said, her voice soft. “I’ll meet you at the docks.”

    Their parting smiles lingered, and as she made her way upstairs to her room, she couldn’t shake the feeling that tomorrow would bring something she wasn’t entirely ready for—something that both excited and terrified her in equal measure.

  • Chapter 4 – Taking The Next Step

    10 Justinian – 2 August 9:29

    Varric leaned against the bar at The Hanged Man, his ever-watchful eyes scanning the tavern’s lively crowd. The clinking of mugs, bursts of laughter, and heated murmurs filled the room. It was a normal night—until one of his more reliable contacts approached, slipping into the seat beside him with an ease that belied the weight of the information he carried. 

    “Evening, Tethras,” the contact began, nursing a drink Varric had silently ordered for him. “Thought you’d want to know—got something that might pique your interest.” 

    Varric arched a brow, leaning forward slightly. “You know me too well, Jarvik. What’ve you got?” 

    Jarvik leaned in, lowering his voice. “Charles Trevelyan, Bann of Ostwick. Arrived in Kirkwall last night, staying at the old Trevelyan estate in Hightown.” 

    That gave Varric pause. He tilted his head, his sharp mind already dissecting the implications. “Trevelyan? Isn’t that the manor that’s been gathering dust since Lady Cecile kicked the bucket? What’s the Bann of Ostwick doing in Kirkwall?” 

    Jarvik shrugged, clearly intrigued by the mystery himself. “That’s the thing. No one knows. Lady Cecile’s estate was never sold, just left to sit. And Trevelyan—he left his bannorn behind, no retainers or announcements. It’s odd, right? Bann like him doesn’t just up and leave his lands without a damn good reason.” 

    Varric hummed thoughtfully, his fingers drumming lightly against the bar. Nobles didn’t abandon their posts unless it was for something big—scandal, crisis, or desperation. His mind sifted through possibilities. 

    “Anything else?” he asked. 

    “Not much. The place is cleaned up, though. Looks like they’re settling in for a stay, not just passing through. No pomp, no ceremony. Quiet as a mouse.” Jarvik downed his drink. “Figured you’d want to know. Always good to keep tabs on Hightown, yeah?” 

    “Yeah,” Varric said absently, his mind already running through the implications. He tossed a coin onto the bar, gesturing for Corff to get Jarvik another drink. “Thanks for the heads-up.” 

    As Jarvik melted back into the crowd, Varric turned the information over in his mind. The Trevelyan name stirred something faintly familiar, but nothing concrete. It was Ariana’s face that surfaced unbidden in his thoughts, and he frowned slightly. No… couldn’t be. If this Bann came here for her, why wouldn’t he send retainers? Why show up himself? 

    Still, it was a curious coincidence. Ariana had spoken often about her father during their conversations. A man who loved stargazing, history, and archery—a man she clearly adored. She had never mentioned his name, but Varric was no fool. Bann Charles Trevelyan’s sudden arrival in Kirkwall struck him as too convenient. 

    But why now? 

    Varric filed the information away, his gut telling him not to ignore it but to tread carefully. He had grown fond of the girl, and if this Bann was here for her, the situation could get complicated fast. Until he had more to go on, though, he decided to keep his suspicions to himself. 

    Lifting his mug, Varric leaned back, the chatter of the tavern washing over him as his mind worked. Kirkwall always has its surprises. Let’s see where this one leads. 

    ~~~

    The sun hung low over Kirkwall’s skyline, casting golden light on the bustling streets of Lowtown. Ariana walked briskly alongside Varric, her boots scuffing against the uneven cobblestones. A few passersby glanced her way, their expressions ranging from indifferent to mildly curious. She had grown used to the layered smells of the city—the tang of salt from the docks, the smoky undertone of distant foundries, and the mingling aromas of cooking fires and unwashed bodies. It was a far cry from the perfumed courtyards of her family’s estate, but she found she didn’t mind. 

    Varric led the way with his usual effortless confidence, greeting people with a nod or a word, exchanging smiles and barbs with the familiarity of a man who knew every inch of this city. Ariana kept close, her sharp eyes watching and learning. Over the past month, she’d begun to feel at home here, but she was still acutely aware of her inexperience. 

    “Here we are,” Varric said, stopping in front of a small shop with faded signage. He gestured toward the door. “Think you’re ready to handle this one on your own, pup?” 

    Ariana tilted her head, unsure. “What exactly am I handling?” 

    Varric chuckled, crossing his arms. “Simple delivery. Drop off the package, make sure you get the payment, and don’t let anyone hustle you.” 

    Her eyes narrowed slightly as she adjusted the satchel slung over her shoulder. “Seems straightforward enough.” 

    “Don’t let that fool you,” Varric said with a grin. “Nothing in Kirkwall is ever as simple as it seems. But I have faith in you, pup. Go on—I’ll be here if you need backup.” 

    Ariana squared her shoulders and stepped inside. The dimly lit shop smelled faintly of herbs and leather, its shelves lined with jars, trinkets, and bolts of faded fabric. The shopkeeper, a wiry man with a graying beard, looked up from his counter with a practiced wariness that melted slightly when his gaze landed on her. 

    “This is yours?” she asked, pulling the small parcel from her satchel and setting it on the counter. 

    The man nodded, his movements slow and deliberate. He opened the package and examined its contents—a small set of silver coins, polished to a mirror-like shine. After a moment, he nodded again and handed her a pouch of gold in exchange. 

    Ariana took the pouch and paused, feeling its weight in her hand. Her brow furrowed slightly as she shifted it, realizing it was too light. She glanced up, her gaze sharp, catching the shopkeeper’s eyes. 

    “This isn’t all of it,” she said evenly, her voice calm but firm. 

    The man blinked, feigning surprise, but when her steady expression didn’t falter, he relented with a muttered curse. Reaching beneath the counter, he produced another smaller pouch, tossing it onto the counter with a grunt. 

    Ariana gave him a slight nod, a knowing look in her eyes. “Thank you,” she said, tucking both pouches into her satchel. She turned and walked out without another word, her steps even and confident. 

    Outside, Varric leaned against the wall, arms crossed, his grin widening as she approached. “How’d it go?” 

    She held up the pouches, a satisfied gleam in her eye. “He tried to short-change me, but I called him on it. He gave me the rest without too much fuss.” 

    Varric let out a laugh, shaking his head. “I knew you had it in you, pup. First lesson of Lowtown: everyone’s testing you. Glad to see you passed with flying colors.” 

    Ariana couldn’t help but smile as they walked back through the winding streets. Her heart still raced, but the small victory filled her with a growing sense of confidence. As Varric filled the silence with one of his many stories, she realized how much she had learned under his guidance—and how much she still had to learn. 

    “You’re getting the hang of this,” Varric remarked, his tone warm. “Not bad for a noble pup fresh out of her gilded cage.”

    Ariana smirked, glancing his way. “Well, I’ve had a decent mentor.”

    “Decent?” Varric echoed, mock offense coloring his tone. “I’m practically a legend. Don’t undersell me, pup.”

    “Legend?” she shot back, arching a brow. “The kind they tell to scare kids into behaving, maybe.”

    He chuckled, shaking his head. “Careful, pup. You keep this up, and you might hurt my feelings. A wounded dwarf is a sad sight to see.”

    “Right. I’ll alert the Chantry,” she teased, her eyes glinting with humor. “I’m sure they’ve got a litany for hurt egos.”

    Their banter carried on as they wove through Lowtown’s winding streets, drawing the occasional curious glance from passersby. Ariana found herself relaxing, the rhythm of their exchanges becoming as familiar as the cobbled roads beneath her feet. She’d started to understand the way Varric worked, his sharp humor masking genuine care, and she’d begun to give as good as she got.

    As they turned a corner, her expression softened. “I suppose you’re right, though. I’ve learned a lot. More than I expected, really.”

    “That’s the thing about this city,” Varric said, his grin widening. “Kirkwall has a way of teaching you lessons whether you want them or not. You’re adapting faster than most.”

    “I don’t have much of a choice,” she admitted, her voice quieter now. “But… it’s strange. I didn’t think I’d enjoy this life, but I do. At least, parts of it.”

    He glanced at her sidelong. “Parts like running errands for me? Be careful, pup. If you start liking those, I’ll make you my full-time lackey.”

    “You’ll have to start paying me a lot more,” she retorted, her smirk returning. “Besides, if anyone’s the lackey here, it’s you. I’ve seen the way you jump when Corff yells for another barrel of ale.”

    Varric barked a laugh, holding up his hands in surrender. “Alright, alright. I’ll give you that one. But don’t let it go to your head. Kirkwall doesn’t need another wiseass running around.”

    “Too late,” she said with mock seriousness, folding her arms. “You’ve already corrupted me.”

    As they reached the next destination, Varric paused, his expression softening slightly. “For what it’s worth, pup, you’re doing fine. More than fine. You’re smart, adaptable, and just stubborn enough to make it in this city. That’s more than I can say for most people.”

    Her teasing demeanor faltered for a moment, replaced by something more vulnerable. “Thank you, Varric. For everything.”

    “Don’t get sentimental on me,” he replied with a grin. “You’re paying me back in errands, remember?”

    “And witty repartee,” she added, her smile returning.

    “Can’t put a price on that,” he quipped, patting her shoulder as they continued on.

    Ariana smiled. She was realizing she felt like she belonged—even if it was just in the fleeting, messy, chaotic rhythm of Kirkwall and the company of a certain sharp-tongued dwarf.

    ~~~

    As time went on, Varric found himself assigning Ariana more tasks. It wasn’t just about delivering packages anymore. He had started testing her with small but meaningful errands that required a sharp mind and quick thinking. 

    Sometimes, he accompanied her, watching how she navigated Lowtown’s crowded streets, her instincts sharpening with every outing. Other times, he sent her out alone, observing from the shadows or waiting for her to report back. Each time, she impressed him more. She didn’t just do the job; she adapted to the situation, always looking for the smartest way to get things done. 

    One afternoon, he sent her to collect information from one of his informants, a cagey elf who worked as a dockhand. Varric trailed behind, keeping a low profile as she approached the man. Her tone was confident but disarming, her words calculated yet warm enough to put the elf at ease. She returned with exactly the details Varric needed, no more, no less. 

    “You’ve got a knack for this, pup,” he told her later, his voice laced with approval. “Not bad for someone who didn’t even know where Lowtown was two months ago.” 

    Ariana’s smile was small but genuine. “I’m learning from the best,” she said lightly, but the sincerity in her tone didn’t escape him. 

    Since hearing about Charles Trevelyan’s arrival, Varric had made sure to keep her out of Hightown, sticking to errands that kept her well within the maze of Lowtown’s streets. He needed more information before deciding what to do with that particular piece of news. For now, it was better she stayed far from prying eyes and the kind of people who might recognize her.

    ~~~

    By the time Solace rolled around, Varric’s network had filled in more pieces of the puzzle regarding Charles Trevelyan, the elusive noble holed up in Hightown. The Bann of Ostwick was keeping a low profile, rarely leaving his inherited manor. Servants moved in and out regularly, delivering packages and carrying correspondence, but Charles himself remained a ghost—visible only in the rarest moments. 

    What caught Varric’s attention, though, was a whisper from one of his informants. A servant had overheard Charles asking another about news of a missing daughter. That one phrase was enough to solidify Varric’s suspicions. 

    It was her. It had to be. 

    The likelihood of another noble girl with Ariana’s background—running away and hiding in Kirkwall—was nearly nonexistent. Varric leaned back in his chair at The Hanged Man, his fingers absently drumming against the tabletop as he mulled over the information. 

    So, the Bann is looking for her. The question is: why? 

    Varric didn’t think Charles Trevelyan had come to Kirkwall with the intent to drag Ariana back by force. That didn’t match what the pup had told him about her father. If the man was truly here for that, why would he waste time with letters and questions instead of sending mercenaries to sweep the streets? 

    No, this felt different. The fact that Charles had come himself instead of sending retainers spoke volumes. It reeked of personal concern, not political obligation. A father looking for his daughter, not a Bann seeking to reclaim property, Varric thought grimly. 

    But knowing that didn’t mean he could drop his guard. The man might be desperate, but desperation could make even the kindest of people unpredictable. Varric had seen it too many times in Kirkwall to take any chances. 

    What made him hesitate most of all, though, was how much he cared for Ariana. She wasn’t just a runaway noble anymore; she was his pup. He’d taken her under his wing, watched her grow in confidence and skill, and seen the fire in her eyes when she talked about her newfound freedom. 

    The thought of her being dragged back into a fate she clearly despised filled him with a protective anger he hadn’t expected. 

    Varric sighed, downing the rest of his drink in one go. He’d need more information before deciding what to do. He wasn’t ready to tell Ariana about this yet—not without knowing Lord Trevelyan’s intentions. If the Bann was here to bring her back, Varric would fight tooth and nail to keep her out of that gilded cage. 

    He leaned forward, his expression hardening as he made his decision. “Alright, old man,” he muttered under his breath, imagining Charles Trevelyan sitting in that Hightown manor. “Let’s see what kind of father you really are.” 

    For now, he’d tread carefully. But one thing was certain: no one was taking his pup away. Not without a fight. 

    ~~~

    For the next couple of weeks, Varric allowed Ariana to operate more independently, not one task at a time, instead assigning her entire routes. He watched Ariana grow more confident in her role. Whether collecting information, delivering subtle messages, or running errands that required both discretion and charm, she was proving herself capable. He assigned people to shadow her when he couldn’t accompany her personally, not that she knew it. Ariana handled herself well, and the reports were always smooth—no trouble, no missteps. But Varric wasn’t the sort to take chances, not in Kirkwall and not without knowing who was looking for her.

    Meanwhile, his eyes remained fixed on Hightown. The Trevelyan estate had become a subject of particular interest. His contacts confirmed what they had whispered before: Bann Charles Trevelyan had arrived alone, save for his personal guards and a handful of servants. There were no mercenaries, no sign of a grand scheme, and no indication that Charles intended to reclaim his daughter by force. The noble spent his days writing letters and rarely ventured beyond the walls of the long-abandoned manor. 

    Satisfied with his findings, Varric decided it was time to test the waters. 

    The evening had grown quiet by the time Ariana returned to The Hanged Man. Varric had been waiting for her, his suite lit by the soft glow of lanterns and the familiar clutter of maps and papers spread across the table. As she stepped in, he gestured for her to sit, a thoughtful look on his face.

    “There’s something I thought you might find interesting, pup,” he began, his tone casual, though his sharp eyes betrayed his intent. “We’ve got a nobleman staying in Hightown this season. Odd timing, really. The manor he’s staying at had been empty for over a decade.”

    Ariana tilted her head, her brow furrowing in curiosity. “Is it unusual to buy abandoned property?”

    Varric chuckled softly, leaning back in his chair. “Not at all. People do it all the time. But here’s the kicker—it wasn’t sold. Turns out, the current occupant is an heir who’s come to claim it after all this time. That’s rare. Most heirs don’t bother unless there’s a reason to. And this noble? He hasn’t left the place much. Servants come and go, but he stays put. Keeps to himself.”

    Her expression shifted, her intrigue evident. “So not attending any social events then? That does sound somewhat strange.”

    “It gets stranger,” Varric continued, his gaze sharp as he leaned forward. “This particular noble left his bannorn unattended to come here. Now, as someone who’s been around nobles a time or two, let me tell you—that’s not normal. A man with lands and responsibilities doesn’t just up and leave without a good reason.”

    Ariana’s posture stiffened, and Varric noticed the flicker of recognition in her eyes. Her hazel-green gaze, which he had come to realize shifted with her emotions, seemed darker now, like the mossy earth of a shadowed forest. Concern, longing, and unease danced across her face, and he knew she was starting to connect the dots. 

    He’d seen the way her eyes brightened, gleaming like polished jade when excitement took hold of her, or softened to the muted green of moss when her thoughts turned inward. Right now, they were unmistakably mossy—deep, pensive, and guarded.

    “I… I assume you know which noble I mean?” Varric said, softening his tone.

    “Charles Trevelyan,” she whispered, the name barely audible. Her breath caught as tears welled in her eyes. A small, hesitant smile appeared, only to falter as the weight of the revelation sank in.

    Varric nodded, his voice gentler now. “From what I’ve heard, he’s been looking for someone. A daughter.” 

    Ariana’s hands trembled, and she quickly wiped at her eyes, her emotions a storm of relief, longing, and fear. “You said he hasn’t left the manor?” she asked, her voice shaky.

    “That’s right,” Varric confirmed. “He’s stayed mostly indoors, writing letters and relying on his staff for errands. No sign of mercenaries or hired muscle. Just him and his personal guards.”

    Ariana’s mind raced. Part of her ached to see her father, to hear his voice and feel the warmth of his presence. But the life she had built in Kirkwall—the freedom she had fought for—was fragile. Could she trust him not to take her back to the life she had escaped?

    “I need to see him,” she said finally, her voice steady despite the tears brimming in her eyes. “But I can’t risk it if there’s any chance of being taken back. I won’t go back to Ostwick, Varric.”

    Varric placed a reassuring hand on her shoulder. “Don’t worry, pup. This’ll be on your terms. I’ll set it up, make sure you’ve got a way out if things go south. You’ll have nothing to worry about.” 

    Ariana exhaled a shaky breath, then, to Varric’s surprise, stepped forward and wrapped her arms around him in a sudden, heartfelt hug. “Thank you, Varric,” she murmured, her voice thick with emotion. 

    Varric froze for a brief moment, caught off guard, before letting out a soft laugh. “Alright, alright,” he said, awkwardly patting her back. “You’re lucky I’m a sucker for sentimental moments, pup.” 

    Pulling back, Ariana gave him a small, teary smile, her cheeks flushed. “Sorry,” she said quickly, brushing at her eyes. “I just… I wouldn’t even be here without you.” 

    He smirked, waving it off as if it were nothing. “Hey, what’re friends for? Now, get some rest. Tomorrow, we’ll figure out how to handle this.” 

    She nodded, her gratitude still shining in her mossy-green eyes, before heading to her room. Varric watched her go, shaking his head with a grin. “She’s going to make me soft,” he muttered to himself.

    Varric leaned back in his chair, his thoughts heavy. He had no doubt Charles Trevelyan’s intentions were genuine—he’d seen enough of the man’s movements to believe that. But Ariana’s life was her own now, and Varric would make damn sure it stayed that way. 

    “Don’t worry, pup,” he muttered to himself, a wry grin tugging at his lips. “You’re not going anywhere unless you want to.” 

    ~~~

    Throughout the morning, Varric set his network into motion with the precision of a master storyteller weaving his tale. Messages came and went, each one ensuring that every detail of Ariana’s meeting with her father would go smoothly. He mapped escape routes, memorized the Trevelyan household’s routines, and ensured that his people would be stationed nearby should things go sideways. It wasn’t just about making sure Ariana was safe; it was about giving her the chance to face this moment on her terms. 

    By midday, when Ariana returned from her errands, Varric noticed something was off. She carried out her tasks with her usual diligence, but her focus wasn’t as sharp. Her mind was elsewhere, her hazel-green eyes clouded with thoughts she hadn’t voiced. 

    “Alright, pup,” Varric began as she set down a stack of papers on the table. “Are you going to tell me what’s got you so distracted, or do I have to guess?” 

    Ariana glanced at him, startled, and then offered a sheepish smile. “I’m fine,” she said quickly, though the tension in her shoulders betrayed her. 

    Varric grinned, deciding a little teasing might lighten her mood. “Fine, huh? Should I start calling you Lady Trevelyan now? Or maybe just ‘My Lady’ to keep it simple?” 

    She shot him a mock glare, swatting his arm. “Stop it, Varric,” she muttered, though a small laugh escaped her. 

    “Ah, there’s the pup I know,” Varric said, leaning back with a satisfied grin. 

    By late afternoon, Varric’s plans were fully in place. His contacts had confirmed Charles Trevelyan’s evening routine: the Bann typically retired to his study around eight, alone but for his personal attendant. The household staff, briefed and cooperative, agreed to leave the servant’s entrance unlocked, and a few of Varric’s people were stationed nearby to ensure a clear escape if things went awry. Everything pointed to this being genuine. From what Varric could tell, Charles Trevelyan was a father searching for his daughter, not a nobleman laying a trap. 

    As the sun set, Varric and Ariana walked together through the well-lit streets of Hightown, the grandeur of the district a stark contrast to the shadows of Lowtown they usually called home. Ariana’s posture was tense, her hands gripping the edges of her cloak as her eyes darted toward the imposing estates. 

    “Relax, pup,” Varric said softly as they approached the Trevelyan manor. “You’ll be fine. He’s your father, not a dragon. Besides, I’m not going anywhere.” 

    They reached the servants’ entrance, where Varric stopped and placed a reassuring hand on her shoulder. His usual grin was softer now, edged with something almost paternal. 

    “I’ll be right here,” he promised. “If anything feels off, you come straight back. Understood?” 

    Ariana nodded, swallowing hard. “Understood,” she said, her voice steadier than she felt. 

    She slipped inside, the quiet of the manor wrapping around her like a familiar, yet distant memory. The halls were both strange and comforting, the echoes of her upbringing mingling with the uncertainty of her present. 

    As she made her way to the study, her heart beat faster with each step. The longing to see her father, to hear his voice again, warred with the fear that he might try to take her back. But she needed to do this. She needed to know. 

    When she reached the study door, she paused, her hand hovering over the handle. Slowly, she pushed it open, the faint creak of the hinges breaking the silence. 

    Inside, Charles Trevelyan sat by the fire, a book in hand and a glass of amber liquid at his side. His once-pristine appearance was slightly disheveled, his face lined with worry. He looked older, weighed down, and yet seeing him brought a wave of bittersweet recognition.

    The door creaked again as she stepped inside, and Charles looked up. His eyes widened, the book slipping from his hands as he stared at her. Relief washed over his features, followed by disbelief and a flood of emotion he couldn’t contain. 

    “Ariana?” he whispered, his voice thick, as if he dared not believe his eyes. 

    As soon as Charles realized it was truly her, he put down his drink, letting his book drop to the floor. The look on his face said everything Ariana needed to know: this wasn’t a trap. Her heart swelled with relief, and before she knew it, she had crossed the room, rushing into his arms. He rose from his chair just in time to catch her as she wrapped her arms around him, her head resting against his shoulder. They held each other tightly, as if trying to bridge the months they’d been apart.

    Finally, Charles eased back, just enough to take in Ariana’s face, his eyes filled with questions and worry. “Are you alright?” he asked gently, his voice tinged with a mixture of relief and concern.

    Ariana nodded, a soft smile tugging at her lips. “I’m fine, truly. I… I’ve made friends along the way.”

    Charles’s brows lifted slightly, and he motioned for her to sit by the fire. “Tell me everything, Ari. I want to hear about these adventures of yours.”

    She settled into the chair beside him and began recounting her journey, starting with her escape from Ostwick, finding a compassionate ship captain who had helped her, and how she’d met Varric in Kirkwall. Charles listened intently, his expression shifting between pride, admiration, and concern. It was as if he were hearing a tale of courage and defiance about a stranger, not his own daughter. When she finished, her voice softened, and she asked the question that had been burning in her heart.

    “Do I… have to go back?” Her gaze met his, hopeful yet wary.

    Charles let out a long sigh, his eyes clouding as he began to explain. He told her of the chaos her disappearance had caused—the fractures in the family and the fallout with the Duke and Duchess of Markham. Ariana listened, guilt tugging at her as he recounted the toll it had taken on him, the arguments with her mother, and the increasing pressure from the Deckens. She lowered her head, murmuring an apology, but Charles shook his head firmly.

    “You have nothing to apologize for, Ariana,” he said, his voice steady but full of emotion. “Nothing. If anything, I should have done more to protect you from this fate.”

    For a while, they spoke quietly, sharing pieces of the time they had missed in each other’s lives. But Ariana’s lingering question resurfaced, heavier this time. She looked up, her eyes full of both hope and fear. “Does this mean… I can stop hiding? That I could stay here in Kirkwall? Or even return to Ostwick someday?”

    A shadow crossed Charles’s face. He took a deep breath before responding. “Ariana, you know I would never force you to do anything again. But… the Duke, Duchess, and your mother do not see things the same way. I ordered your mother to end the arrangement with the Deckens, but they refuse to let it go. They see your leaving as an insult they cannot ignore.” His voice hardened slightly. “The Duke of Markham has hired mercenaries to look for you. He’s been telling anyone who will listen that you abandoned your engagement. For now, you certainly can’t go back to Ostwick. And staying here in Kirkwall, may shield you for a time, but mercenaries would eventually search for you here.”

    Ariana’s shoulders sagged slightly, understanding the risk in his words. Charles continued, “Perhaps if you stay away—at least until Frederick marries—then the Duke and Duchess will have no reason to pursue you anymore.”

    At that, he remembered something and stood, walking to his desk. “Speaking of Frederick, he left this for you.” He handed her a sealed envelope, the familiar handwriting on the front bringing a bittersweet smile to her lips.

    Slowly, she broke the seal and unfolded the letter. She read it carefully, her emotions shifting as Frederick’s words sank in:

    Ariana,

    I do not know where to begin, except to say I am sorry. Truly, deeply sorry. For not trusting you enough to share what was coming. For betraying the friendship that has always meant so much to me. 

    I was a coward, Ariana. I thought that by staying silent, by hoping things would work themselves out, I could avoid losing you entirely. Instead, I hurt you. I made you feel trapped in a way no friend ever should. That is something I will carry with me for the rest of my life. 

    You were right to leave. As much as it pains me to admit it, I understand. While I would have been happy with you—more than happy, truly—I know now that you could never feel the same. And that is not your fault. Feelings cannot be forced, and I should never have hoped that time or circumstance would change yours. 

    Still, I hope you find what you are looking for, Ariana. I hope you find someone who sees you for the remarkable person you are and who makes you happier than I ever could. You deserve a life free of cages, free to choose your own path and walk it as you see fit. 

    But I must also warn you. While I will not pursue you, and I will do my best to dissuade my parents, they are… determined. They see your departure as an insult—one they believe must be rectified. I fear they will not give up easily, and I urge you to stay far from Ostwick and Markham. 

    Please, Ariana, be careful. You are stronger and more capable than anyone I know, but the world is not always kind to those who defy it. Promise me you will stay safe. 

    Though we may never meet again, know that I will always care for you and wish for your happiness. 

    -Frederick

    By the time she finished, tears glistened in her eyes, and a small, sad smile played on her lips. “If you ever see Frederick again,” she said softly, folding the letter carefully, “tell him I forgive him. I truly hope we see each other again someday.”

    Charles nodded, a faint smile crossing his lips. They sat quietly for a moment, letting the weight of their conversation settle. Yet as they continued to talk, Charles’s pride in her shone through. His expression softened as he regarded her, the fierce determination and independence she had gained since she left Ostwick.

    “Promise me you’ll write from time to time, Ari,” he said finally, his voice full of quiet concern. “Let me know that you’re safe.”

    Ariana nodded, her expression serious. “I promise. My friend here in Kirkwall will make sure word reaches you.”

    Charles seemed reassured, a touch of relief easing the tension in his face. “Then I’ll be content with that,” he said, giving her hand a squeeze. “To avoid suspicion, I’ll need to return to Ostwick soon. I’ve left the bannorn unattended long enough. But, Ariana… you’ve grown into someone far stronger than I ever gave you credit for. I know you’ll find your way.”

    Ariana smiled, feeling her father’s pride bolster her resolve. “I’ll take your advice and move on from Kirkwall soon. But I’ll write as soon as I’m settled somewhere safe.”

    As they said their goodbyes, her heart felt lighter. Though the path ahead was uncertain, she knew she carried her father’s support and his unwavering belief in her. It was all the reassurance she needed to face whatever challenges lay ahead.

    ~~~

    As Ariana descended the stone steps of the Trevelyan manor, Varric straightened from where he leaned casually against the wall by the servants’ entrance. He had been keeping watch, just in case, his sharp eyes scanning the dimly lit street for any signs of trouble. When she appeared, he caught the faint smile on her lips and the brightness in her eyes—a stark contrast to the nervous, apprehensive girl who had gone inside.

    “Was beginning to worry, pup,” he teased, pushing off the wall and striding toward her. “But, given the lack of shouting, screaming, or fleeing servants, I figured things went alright.”

    Ariana laughed lightly, a sound Varric hadn’t heard from her in some time. “It went… better than I could have hoped,” she admitted, her voice carrying a warmth that hadn’t been there before.

    Varric grinned, relieved. “Good to hear. Let’s get back to The Hanged Man before your noble instincts make you try to apologize to someone for being late.”

    As they walked through the quiet streets of Hightown, Ariana’s step seemed lighter, and her demeanor more relaxed. Varric observed her carefully, his sharp eyes catching the subtle shifts in her expression. She was still carrying something heavy, though she wasn’t ready to share it yet. He decided not to press—Ariana had a way of opening up when she was ready, and pushing her never worked.

    Back at The Hanged Man, Varric ordered two ales and led Ariana to their usual corner table. He leaned back in his chair as she recounted the evening. She spoke of her father’s relief at seeing her, the conversations they had shared, and his warnings about the dangers posed by the Duke and Duchess of Markham. As she spoke, Varric listened intently, the pieces of her story fitting neatly into the puzzle he’d been piecing together since the day they’d met.

    But then, her tone shifted, and the flicker of sadness in her mossy-green eyes returned. “He doesn’t want me to go back,” she said softly, her hands resting on the worn wood of the table. “But he thinks… staying here might not be safe for much longer either.”

    Varric raised a hand, cutting her off. “Hold up, pup. Did you just say the Duke and Duchess of Markham? The same Markham that’s practically the jewel of the Free Marches?” He leaned forward, his tone growing sharper. “You failed to mention that the people you pissed off weren’t just some minor nobles—they’re about as connected as it gets.”

    Ariana winced slightly but nodded. “Yes, and they’re furious. My father said they’ve already hired mercenaries to look for me. They see my leaving as an insult they can’t ignore.”

    Varric sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose. “Great. So, we’re not just dealing with nobles nursing bruised egos; we’re dealing with nobles who have coin and clout to throw around. That means more resources, better contacts, and a whole lot harder to hide from.”

    “I know,” she said quietly, looking down at her hands. “That’s why I need to leave Kirkwall. It’s too close to Ostwick, and my father thinks it’s only a matter of time before someone connects the dots.”

    Varric sat back, his expression thoughtful. “He’s right about that. If they’re serious about finding you—and it sounds like they are—Kirkwall’s not going to be safe for much longer. The city’s got its secrets, but even secrets don’t stay buried forever when enough gold’s involved.”

    Ariana frowned, her gaze dropping to the table. “Where could I even go?” she asked, her voice tinged with uncertainty. “Where would they not find me?”

    Varric rubbed his chin, considering his answer. “Ferelden,” he said finally. “It’s not so bad. Sure, it’s got a lot of mud and more mabari than anyone knows what to do with, but it’s a good place to disappear. Start with Lothering. Quiet little outpost village. I doubt anyone from the Free Marches would bother looking there.”

    “Lothering?” Ariana repeated, her brow furrowing.

    Varric nodded. “Yeah, it’s small, out of the way. Plenty of farmers, traders, and Chantry folk, but not much else. If it doesn’t suit you, you can move on to Denerim. It’s big enough to hide in, and no one there will know or care about some noble from Ostwick.”

    Varric studied her for a moment, his usual smirk replaced by something more serious. “Alright, pup. But let’s make one thing clear: you’re not leaving without a solid plan. We’ll make sure you’ve got everything you need to stay ahead of these nobles and their hired goons. If they’re coming for you, we’ll make damn sure they don’t catch you.”

    Ariana managed a small, grateful smile, though the sadness in her eyes remained. “Thanks, Varric.”

    Varric leaned back, crossing his arms with a smirk. “Hey, don’t go getting sentimental on me now. You’re just going to Ferelden, not the Fade.”

    Ariana chuckled, her spirits lifting despite the looming danger. For now, she had the beginning of a plan, a path forward, and someone she trusted at her side. It was enough.

    ~~~

    The evening was calm, with the usual clamor of The Hanged Man muffled by the walls of Varric’s suite. Ariana lounged in a chair across from him, sipping a cup of watered-down wine while Varric polished the infamous crossbow resting across his lap.

    “I’ve been meaning to ask you about that,” Ariana said, gesturing toward the crossbow. Her hazel-green eyes gleamed with curiosity. “It’s… unique. I’ve never seen anything like it. Where did you get it?”

    Varric smirked without looking up, his fingers moving deftly over the well-worn wood and metal. “Ah, Bianca. She’s one of a kind, pup. You’ve got a good eye.”

    “And?” Ariana prompted, raising an eyebrow. “What’s the story? How did you come by it?”

    He leaned back, a roguish grin spreading across his face. “Well, since you asked… I won her in a game of Wicked Grace. Against Paragon Branka herself, no less.”

    Ariana blinked, her expression incredulous. “A Paragon of the dwarves? Really?”

    Varric nodded, his grin widening. “Oh, absolutely. Branka was visiting Kirkwall—incognito, of course. We had a few drinks, and one thing led to another. High stakes, a tense final round… and here she is.” He held Bianca up as if presenting evidence.

    Ariana stared at him, deadpan. “That’s the story you’re going with?”

    Varric chuckled, clearly enjoying himself. “Fine, fine. You caught me. The real story? She was a gift from a mysterious old beggar. Gave her to me in an alley one night, then vanished into thin air like some sort of divine messenger.”

    Ariana crossed her arms, giving him a skeptical look. “Right. A divine messenger. In an alley. Try again.”

    He sighed theatrically, scratching his chin as if in thought. “Alright, you win. I bought her off a crooked merchant in Lowtown. Came with the previous owner’s hand still wrapped around the trigger.”

    That earned him a wide-eyed look of shock before Ariana shook her head, laughing despite herself. “How do you even come up with this nonsense?”

    “Practice,” he shot back, his tone light. “But if you’re looking for the truth, you’ll have to keep looking. Bianca’s origins are one of those things I like to keep… flexible.”

    Ariana tilted her head, studying him. “Fine. Don’t tell me. But what about her name? Bianca. That must mean something.”

    At that, Varric’s grin faded into a softer, more guarded smile. His fingers stilled on the crossbow, his gaze dropping to the weapon as if seeing something far away. “Bianca…” he began, his voice quieter. “That name involves a girl and a promise.”

    Ariana leaned forward, sensing the shift in his tone. “What kind of promise?”

    He met her eyes, his expression unreadable but tinged with something deep and private. “It’s the one story I can’t tell, pup.”

    She held his gaze for a moment, realizing that this wasn’t a joke or a diversion. This was a line she couldn’t cross. Respecting his silence, she nodded and leaned back. “Fair enough. Everyone’s allowed to keep a secret or two.”

    “Glad you understand,” he replied, his grin returning, though softer than before. “Now, how about you tell me more about how you’re planning to use what I’ve taught you out there in Ferelden?”

    As the conversation shifted, Ariana couldn’t help but glance at Bianca one more time, wondering about the story behind the weapon that Varric carried so closely. Whatever the truth, she knew it was something that mattered deeply to him—just as their friendship now mattered deeply to her.

    ~~~

    Varric approached Ariana one morning, his expression a mix of satisfaction and bittersweet resolve. “Got a message from Berthold,” he announced. “He’ll be heading down to Ferelden after he picks up some goods from the docks. Sets sail the day after All Soul’s Day. He’s willing to give you passage to West Hill.”

    Ariana felt a swirl of emotions—relief that the plan was coming together and a tinge of sadness knowing her time in Kirkwall was nearing its end. But it also meant she still had a few more weeks with Varric, and she was determined to make the most of them. She resolved to throw herself into her work, helping Varric wherever she could and preparing herself for the next step in her journey.

    Over the following weeks, Ariana immersed herself in their shared routines. The news from Berthold had left her feeling both excited and anxious—anticipating the adventure ahead but dreading the inevitable goodbyes. Kirkwall had become more than just a place to hide; it had become a home. And leaving Varric behind felt like leaving behind part of herself.

    Varric, ever the pragmatist with a hidden soft side, seemed to sense her conflicted feelings. He kept her busy with more challenging tasks, giving her opportunities to take the lead in negotiations or deliveries. Mornings often began with the two of them sitting in his suite at The Hanged Man. Varric, ever the storyteller, mapped out the day’s work with exaggerated flair, turning even mundane tasks into something exciting.

    When they weren’t working, he made sure to share some of Kirkwall’s small treasures with her. He took her to a quiet overlook above the docks where the horizon stretched endlessly, ships bobbing like tiny toys in the harbor. He brought her to a tucked-away food stall in Lowtown that sold the best meat pies she’d ever tasted. It was as if he was giving her pieces of the city to carry with her when she left.

    One afternoon, as Ariana wandered the bustling market on an errand, something caught her eye. A small stand of handmade trinkets displayed a cloth and leather bracelet with a silver plate engraved with the Visus constellation. Her breath caught. The sight of it brought her back to that Summerday night—the star that flickered, the decision that changed her life, and the path that had led her to this moment.

    The bracelet was simple but meaningful, and as she turned it over in her hands, a thought struck her. Varric wasn’t one for frills—his style was practical, save for the necklace he always wore—but this was different. Small and unobtrusive, it could be tucked under his glove, a private reminder of their bond. Without hesitation, she bought it, her heart warm with the thought of giving it to him.

    Later that evening, as they returned to The Hanged Man after another day of work, Ariana approached Varric, her hands clutching the bracelet. She hesitated briefly before holding it out to him.

    “This is for you,” she said softly. Her voice carried an unexpected vulnerability as she explained, “This constellation—the Visus—it’s… special to me. The night I ran away, I saw a star in it flicker, like it was guiding me. Finding this now… it feels like it’s meant to be.”

    For a moment, Varric’s usual playful demeanor gave way to something quieter, more reflective. His eyes flickered with an emotion he rarely let surface—pride, affection, and something bittersweet. He cleared his throat, slipping the bracelet under his glove. His grin returned, though softer this time. “Well, pup, you’re going to turn me into a sentimental old dwarf.” He held up his hand, wiggling his fingers. “Now I’ve got a little piece of you to keep me on the straight and narrow.”

    Ariana smiled, feeling a surge of warmth and gratitude. In that small exchange, she knew that no matter where her path took her, Varric would always be a part of it. For now, though, she focused on savoring the time they had left.

    As All Soul’s Day had approached, the reality of her departure became harder to ignore. Ariana found herself lingering over small tasks, savoring the routine she had built in Kirkwall. She cleaned her little room at The Hanged Man meticulously, packed and repacked her bag, and spent her evenings with Varric, soaking in every moment of his company.

    Their bond had grown into something rare and profound, a friendship rooted in mutual respect and understanding. He was her mentor, her confidant, and in many ways, her family. Leaving him behind felt like leaving a piece of herself, but she knew it was necessary.

    ~~~

    The next morning, Varric walked her down to the docks, where Berthold was waiting with his ship. As she reached for her coin pouch, Berthold held up a hand. “Not necessary,” he said with a warm smile.

    Ariana smiled gratefully, and both she and Varric thanked him for his kindness. Just before she boarded, Varric pulled a small, wrapped package from his pouch and handed it to her.

    “Open it,” he said with a grin, watching her intently.

    Curious, Ariana unwrapped the package, revealing a simple leather choker with a pendant etched with the familiar pattern of the Visus constellation. Her breath caught as she traced the delicate lines of the constellation, its image perfectly capturing the starry guide that had led her here. Tears welled in her eyes as she looked up at Varric, a soft, grateful smile breaking through the emotion.

    “Maybe this way,” Varric said quietly, his voice uncharacteristically gentle, “our journeys will always find a way to bring us back together.”

    Ariana wrapped her arms around him, unable to find the right words. She’d miss him more than she ever expected, but having this pendant felt like carrying a piece of him with her, a quiet compass that would guide her wherever she went.

    “Thank you, Varric,” she whispered, her voice thick with emotion. She slipped the choker around her neck, fastening it with a reverent touch, feeling the pendant rest warmly against her skin.

    Varric gave her shoulder a gentle squeeze, his expression warm but steady. “Just remember to stay sharp, pup. And keep in touch. You’re family now.”

    Ariana smiled, the warmth of his words settling over her like a blanket. “You’ve taught me more than you realize, Varric. I don’t think I’d even recognize myself without you.”

    With one last, long hug, she stepped back, wiping away her tears. She thanked him once more and turned to board the ship, her fingers brushing the pendant as the boat pulled away. The necklace was a reminder of his guidance and friendship, filling her with the courage she needed for whatever lay ahead, knowing Varric—and the memories of Kirkwall—would always be with her.

  • Chapter 3 – A New Fate

    3 Bloomingtide – 8 Justinian 9:29

    Ariana sat on the deck, her arms wrapped loosely around her knees as the ship gently swayed beneath her. The sun blazed brightly above, its warmth cutting through the cool sea breeze, and the endless expanse of water stretched out before her, glinting like molten silver. The rhythm of the waves and the creaking of the ship’s timbers were soothing, lulling her into a rare moment of calm. She hadn’t slept the night before, her thoughts racing too fast to allow rest. But now, exhaustion tugged at her, though her nervous energy kept her upright.

    This was her first time at sea, her first time leaving Ostwick entirely. The world ahead was unknown—terrifying and exhilarating all at once. Just a few hours into the journey, she had experienced things she’d only read about in books: the salty tang of the air, the way the ship danced over the waves, and the strange but comforting camaraderie among the sailors. Every moment felt like a chapter in an adventure she hadn’t expected to start so soon.

    A shadow fell across her, and she glanced up to see Berthold, the ship’s captain, standing nearby. He leaned casually against the railing, his weathered face softened by a small, knowing smile.

    “Kirkwall can be a dangerous place, my lady,” he said, breaking the silence. His voice was calm, almost fatherly. “I hope someone’s waiting for you there.”

    Ariana stiffened, her mind racing. Did he know who she was? Had she given herself away somehow? She turned to him, her face a mask of polite confusion.

    “Not to worry,” Berthold assured her, raising a hand as if to dispel her fears. “Your secret’s safe with me. I’ve carried enough passengers over the years to recognize when someone’s running from something—or someone. I imagine whatever you’re leaving behind is worth braving the dangers ahead?”

    Ariana hesitated, his words cutting closer to the truth than she was comfortable with. After a moment, she nodded, her voice barely above a whisper. “I… don’t know. It’s a life I don’t want. A cage.”

    Berthold’s expression softened. “I did always think, for all the grumbling we common folk do about our lot in life, you nobles can have it worse sometimes. From what I see, your lives are often decided for you before you even take your first breath. Can’t say I’d trade places with you, even for all the coin in Thedas.”

    Ariana blinked, surprised. “You wouldn’t?”

    He chuckled, shaking his head. “Not a chance. Life as a trader isn’t always easy, sure. The storms, the pirates, the stingy customers. But there’s nothing like the open sea, or the thrill of a good bargain. Meeting folks from all over—the good, the bad, and the downright strange. No one decides where I go or what I do. I can’t imagine giving that up.”

    “What’s life as a trader like?” she asked, the innocence in her question betraying just how little she knew of the world beyond her gilded cage. She felt a flicker of genuine curiosity, trying to picture what a new life might look like.

    Berthold’s face lit up as he launched into tales of his travels. “Oh, where to start? Dwarves are some of my favorite folk to trade with, though Maker knows they’ll haggle you down to the last copper. You’d think they were trying to save Orzammar itself with how fiercely they guard their coin.” He chuckled. “I remember one dwarf in particular—Branvar, from Kal-Sharok. Spent three hours arguing over the price of a single crate of ale, only to decide at the end that he wanted twice as much. Still, sharp as they come, those dwarves. Always good for a laugh once the deal’s struck.”

    Ariana couldn’t help but smile at the mental image of a stubborn dwarf haggling Berthold into the ground. “And what about the sea? Do you ever get tired of it?”

    “Never,” Berthold said with a wistful smile, leaning against the railing. “There’s a freedom out here you can’t find anywhere else. Sure, it’s not without its dangers—storms that’ll make you question every life choice, and pirates that’ll have you reaching for your sword before they even board. But every sunset out here is different, and every port holds a new story. There’s nothing like it.”

    He glanced at her, his expression turning thoughtful. “Kirkwall, though—that’s a city unlike any other. Chaotic, dangerous, but alive in a way few places are. Should take us about three days to get there if the weather holds. I take it you’ve never been?”

    Ariana shook her head. “No. I’ve read about it, though. They say it’s a city where people go to get lost.”

    “That it is,” Berthold agreed, his gaze distant. “Some find opportunity, others find trouble. The question is, which one are you looking for?”

    She didn’t answer immediately, her thoughts drifting to the unknown future waiting for her. Finally, she said, “I’m not sure yet. But I think I’ll find out soon enough.”

    Berthold nodded, satisfied with her answer. “Well, you’ve got some time to think it over. In the meantime, get some rest. You look like you’ve been up all night.”

    Ariana smiled faintly, watching as he moved off to oversee his crew. She leaned back against the railing, her gaze returning to the horizon. The sun was beginning to dip lower, casting the sea in shades of gold and crimson. For the first time in what felt like forever, she felt the faintest hint of hope. The road—or rather, the sea—ahead was uncertain, but for now, that uncertainty meant freedom.

    ~~~

    The soft rocking of the ship and the distant cries of gulls woke Ariana from a restless sleep. She blinked against the sunlight streaming through the small cabin’s porthole, momentarily disoriented. Then the events of the past day rushed back to her, and her stomach fluttered with a mix of nervousness and anticipation.

    After dressing quickly, she made her way up to the deck. The morning air was warm and salty, the horizon stretching endlessly before her. The sea was a deep, vibrant blue, and the ship moved steadily through the gentle waves. The crew bustled about, adjusting sails and hauling ropes, their movements a practiced dance.

    Berthold stood near the helm, overseeing the activity with a calm, steady presence. Ariana hesitated before approaching, unsure if she would be in the way, but her curiosity got the better of her. She had spent her life surrounded by books and lessons, yet nothing had prepared her for this—a life lived so freely, so far from the rigid structure of noble obligations.

    “Good morning,” she said softly, stepping up beside him.

    Berthold glanced down at her and smiled, his weathered face kind. “Morning, my lady,” he replied, his voice tinged with amusement. “You’re up early.”

    “I couldn’t sleep much,” she admitted, her gaze drifting over the deck. “I wanted to… learn more. About the ship, the crew, how everything works.”

    He raised an eyebrow, clearly amused by her eagerness. “Well, then,” he said, motioning to the bustling activity around them. “What do you want to know?”

    “Everything,” Ariana said earnestly, her eyes bright with curiosity. “What are they doing? How does it all work? What types of jobs are there on a ship like this?”

    Berthold chuckled, shaking his head. “Everything, she says. Alright, let’s start with the basics.” He gestured toward the crew hauling ropes at the bow. “Those men are adjusting the sails to catch the wind better. It’s all about balance—too much sail, and we’re at the mercy of the wind; too little, and we’re not going anywhere.”

    He then pointed to a younger sailor scrubbing the deck. “Not the most glamorous job, but every ship needs someone to keep her clean. A filthy deck makes for a dangerous one.”

    Ariana nodded, taking it all in. “And what about navigating? How do you know where we’re going?”

    “Ah, now that’s my job,” Berthold said with a grin, tapping the helm affectionately. “Between Ostwick and Kirkwall, we don’t stray too far from shore. The coastline is our guide during the day. At night, the stars take over. A good captain knows both by heart.”

    Her questions continued as they moved around the ship, Berthold patiently answering each one. He found her innocence both endearing and amusing. It was clear she had lived a sheltered life, her world confined to the walls of noble estates and the pages of books. Yet there was a spark in her, a hunger for knowledge and experience that reminded him of his younger self.

    As they stopped near the rigging, Berthold crossed his arms and regarded her thoughtfully. “How old are you, anyway?” he asked, his tone casual but curious.

    “Sixteen,” she replied without hesitation, glancing up at him. “Why?”

    He raised an eyebrow. “Sixteen and running off to find your way in the world. Brave… or foolish. We’ll see which one soon enough.” He leaned back against the railing. “Do you have any skills? Anything useful out here in the real world?”

    “I can ride a horse,” she said quickly, then paused. “And I can fight. My father taught me how to use daggers and a bow.”

    Berthold tilted his head, intrigued. “That’s more than most nobles can say. Though I doubt you’ll find much use for horseback riding aboard a ship.” He smirked, his tone teasing but not unkind.

    Ariana smiled faintly, acknowledging the truth in his words. “What about you?” she asked. “How did you become a trader?”

    Berthold’s expression softened as he considered her question. “Wasn’t much of a choice, really. My father was a sailor, and his father before him. Grew up on the water, learned the trade as soon as I could hold a rope. Took over my own ship when I was barely older than you are now.”

    “Do you ever regret it?” she asked, her voice quiet.

    “Not for a second,” he replied firmly.

    His words struck a chord in her, echoing her own desire for freedom. She didn’t say anything, but her expression must have given her away, because Berthold added, “Whatever you’re running from, my lady, I hope you find what you’re looking for. Kirkwall’s no easy place, but it’s a place to start.”

    They stood in silence for a moment, the wind tugging at her hair and the salty air filling her lungs. Ariana felt a flicker of hope. She didn’t know what lay ahead, but at least now, she wasn’t alone.

    ~~~

    The next morning, Ariana woke to the gentle sway of the ship, the rhythmic creaks of its timbers lulling her into a rare moment of calm. The exhaustion of the last few days had finally caught up with her, granting her a deep, dreamless sleep. As she stretched and rose, the smell of salt air and the faint cry of gulls greeted her, drawing her toward the deck.

    Berthold was already there, standing at the helm, his hands steady on the wheel. He turned as she approached, his usual friendly grin lighting his weathered face. “Good morning. We should be in Kirkwall by nightfall.”

    Ariana nodded, the nerves in her stomach tightening at the thought. “Thank you,” she said, her voice soft as she leaned on the railing, gazing out over the endless expanse of blue.

    Berthold joined her a moment later, gesturing out toward the horizon. “First time on the sea?”

    “It is,” she admitted, smiling faintly. “I never realized how vast it was.”

    He chuckled. “Aye, it can make you feel small, but that’s not always a bad thing. Keeps a person humble.”

    As the ship cut through the calm waters, Berthold began to speak of the Free Marches, filling the air with stories of cities and ports, of bustling markets and treacherous waters. His voice carried the weight of years spent on the sea, and Ariana listened intently, eager to soak up every word.

    “Kirkwall is… unique,” he said, hesitating slightly as though searching for the right word. “It’s an old place, built on dark roots—quite literally. The city’s a fortress in all but name, carved from quarries and foundries where slaves once toiled for the Tevinter Imperium. Its black stone walls stretch up for miles, visible even from far off, and its cliffs bear the scars of an ugly history.”

    Ariana frowned slightly. “I’ve only read some stories about its history.”

    “Aye,” Berthold said grimly. “Kirkwall’s past isn’t one it’s keen to forget. Those cliffs? They’re etched with carvings of the Old Gods—remnants of Tevinter’s rule. The Chantry’s been working for years to erase them, but the stone remembers.”

    The weight of his words settled over her, and she glanced out at the horizon, wondering what kind of place she was sailing toward. Berthold continued, his tone lighter now as he offered practical advice about the city.

    “Traders can be ruthless there,” he warned, “but you seem sharp enough to avoid the worst of it. Just remember—never show all your coin and keep your wits about you in Lowtown. It’s a dangerous place for anyone, especially a young girl traveling alone.”

    “I’ll be careful,” Ariana assured him, grateful for his guidance. Despite her nerves, she felt a flicker of determination. Kirkwall might be a city of shadows, but it was also a place where people could disappear, start anew.

    As the afternoon passed, Berthold shared more stories, regaling her with tales of stubborn dwarven merchants and cunning Rivaini sailors. His anecdotes painted a picture of a world far broader than she had ever imagined, and she found herself smiling, her spirits lifting with each passing hour.

    When the sun began to dip toward the horizon, casting a golden glow over the water, Berthold offered her one final piece of advice. “When we reach port, you might want to try The Hanged Man in Lowtown. The proprietors are good folk—trustworthy, and they have a way of keeping trouble out. You look like you could use a few steady people around.”

    Ariana smiled, her gratitude genuine. “Thank you, Berthold. You’ve been more help than I could have hoped for.”

    Berthold chuckled, waving her thanks away. “You remind me of my niece—headstrong, with a good head on her shoulders. Can’t help but feel a bit responsible.”

    Ariana met his gaze, sensing the sincerity in his words, and returned his smile. “Then I’m glad to have met you, Berthold. I hope to meet more people like you on my journey.”

    He scratched his beard thoughtfully. “Now that I think of it, if you do head to The Hanged Man, ask after a man named Varric Tethras. Dwarven fellow—good sort, and well-connected. If you’re looking to keep a low profile, he might just be able to help you.”

    “Varric Tethras,” Ariana repeated, her eyes brightening. “I’ll remember that.”

    As the ship sailed closer to Kirkwall, the city’s imposing outline began to emerge against the reddening sky. The towering black walls rose like sentinels from the cliffs, and the massive bronze statues of the Twins of Kirkwall flanked the channel leading to the city’s interior. The sight was both awe-inspiring and foreboding, a reminder of the power that had shaped this place and the darkness that lingered in its stones.

    A chill ran through Ariana as she took in the crude carvings of the Old Gods, half-effaced by the Chantry’s efforts but still watching over those who entered. The weight of the city’s history pressed down on her, but she lifted her chin, determination flaring within her. Whatever awaited her in Kirkwall, she would face it head-on.

    Berthold placed a reassuring hand on her shoulder. “Remember what I told you, and trust your instincts. Kirkwall is a hard place, but I think you’re ready enough for it.”

    Ariana nodded, gripping the railing as the ship passed between the Twins of Kirkwall. The city loomed ahead, its shadow stretching over the water like a dark promise. Taking a deep breath, she steeled herself for whatever lay beyond those black walls.

    ~~~

    The ship docked with a groan of wood against stone, the salty air mingling with the earthy scent of the city’s docks. Ariana’s first impression of Kirkwall was its sheer scale—the black stone walls looming above her, casting deep shadows over the bustling port. The clang of iron, the shouts of dockworkers, and the distant hum of the city created a cacophony that was both overwhelming and exhilarating.

    As Berthold oversaw the unloading of his cargo, he turned to Ariana with a small smile. “Well, this is it. Welcome to Kirkwall.”

    Ariana returned his smile, feeling a mixture of gratitude and trepidation. “Thank you, Berthold. For everything,” she said sincerely. “Could I trouble you for one last favor? How do I get to The Hanged Man from here?”

    Berthold chuckled, clearly pleased that she had taken his advice to heart. “A wise question, lass. Lowtown can chew you up and spit you out if you don’t know your way. Pay attention now,” he said, gesturing toward the labyrinthine streets that stretched beyond the docks. “You’ll want to follow the main road there”—he pointed—“but once you reach the stairs leading to Lowtown, keep your head down and your eyes forward. No eye contact. If anyone thinks you’re lost, they’ll try to take advantage. Act like you belong, and most folks will leave you be.”

    Ariana nodded, her nerves tingling. “Got it. Anything else?”

    “It’s getting dark,” Berthold added, his tone shifting to one of caution. “This time of day, the Docks can be dangerous. Watch your pack—pickpockets are quick here. And if you do get lost…” He hesitated. “Look for someone in Templar armor. They’re not all saints, but they’re more likely to help than anyone else. Assuming you’re not a mage, of course,” he added with a wink, lightening the mood.

    Ariana laughed softly, though she couldn’t help but feel slight unease at his warning. “Thank you again, Berthold. Truly.”

    He gave her a kind smile and clasped her shoulder briefly. “Take care, Ryss. And remember—trust your instincts.”

    With that, Ariana turned and made her way into the city, clutching her pack tightly. The streets were as chaotic as Berthold had described, filled with shouting merchants, scurrying workers, and the occasional flash of steel glinting in the torchlight. She kept her head down, moving purposefully as she navigated the maze-like alleys leading to Lowtown.

    After a few wrong turns and tense moments, Ariana finally reached the wide, weathered steps into Lowtown. The air grew heavier as she descended, the stone walls around her radiating heat and grime. The streets below were narrower, dirtier, and far more crowded than the Docks. Lowtown buzzed with life, but it was a chaotic, unwelcoming kind of life—hawkers shouting over one another, drunks stumbling out of taverns, and shadowy figures lurking in doorways.

    She kept Berthold’s advice in mind, avoiding eye contact and moving with as much confidence as she could muster. Finally, she spotted a weathered wooden sign hanging above a heavy door—The Hanged Man. Relief washed over her as she pushed the door open and stepped inside.

    The tavern was dimly lit, the air thick with the scent of spilled ale and wood smoke. The hum of conversation and occasional bursts of laughter filled the room, giving it a rowdy but strangely welcoming atmosphere. Ariana scanned the room, unsure where to begin.

    ~~~

    Varric Tethras leaned back in his chair, casually swirling the ale in his mug as his sharp eyes scanned the dimly lit room of The Hanged Man. The usual crowd filled the tavern—mercenaries nursing cheap drinks, traders boasting loudly, and the occasional cutpurse lurking in the shadows. But tonight, he was on the lookout for something—or rather, someone—different.

    Berthold’s message had been vague: Dropped off a young lady in Kirkwall, in need of discretion and guidance. Thought of you, Varric. That was all the trader had sent, but it was enough to pique the dwarf’s curiosity.

    When the door swung open and she stepped inside, Varric spotted her immediately. She didn’t blend in with the crowd. No, this one moved with a deliberate elegance that marked her as someone out of place. Her clothing, though practical, carried an understated refinement that was rare in Lowtown, and the way she carried herself—shoulders back, chin slightly raised—screamed noble upbringing. Varric smirked. Well, well, Berthold, you didn’t mention I’d be babysitting a noble pup.

    She hesitated in the doorway, her gaze darting around the room before heading toward the bar. Varric didn’t move, simply watching as she approached the tavernkeep.

    “I… I’d like something to eat, please,” she said, her voice steady but with a hint of uncertainty.

    The tavernkeep raised an eyebrow, his tone brusque. “What’ll it be?”

    “I… I’m not sure,” she replied, glancing around as if hoping for guidance.

    Varric decided to intervene, his voice cutting across the tavern with practiced ease. “Corff, get the girl some bread and cheese from my stock.” Motioning to the tavernkeep.

    The young woman turned toward him, her hazel-green eyes meeting his. There was a mixture of relief and wariness in her expression, but also a spark of curiosity. Good, Varric thought. She’s got some fire in her.

    Corff, used to Varric’s antics, simply nodded and moved to fulfill the order. Varric waved her over. “Come on, pup. Join me at my table. Let’s talk.”

    Ariana followed him, a small smile forming as realization dawned. “You must be Varric,” she said, the smile growing as she remembered Berthold’s advice. “Thank you. I suppose Berthold gave you some warning I would be here?”

    Varric chuckled, motioning her to sit across from him. “Oh, I would have noticed you regardless, but yes, he may have put in a good word. Figured I’d be expecting someone, but I did not expect a noble pup like you.”

    Ariana hesitated, her eyes dropping to the table. “It is a long story,” she began, unsure how much to disclose.

    Varric waved his hand dismissively. “Trust me, everyone in this place has a story. You’ll have to get used to sharing bits of yours. If you do not, that is how they get you,” he said with a grin. “Just keep it simple enough to satisfy, or complicated enough to be interesting.”

    She could not help but smile at his words, something about his presence putting her at ease. Berthold had told her she could trust him, and, though she had no reason to, she felt like she could. After a moment, she began to speak, telling him of her life in Ostwick, her family’s expectations, and her desire for freedom, though she kept certain details guarded.

    Varric listened with rapt attention, only occasionally interjecting with a witty comment or a word of encouragement. His easygoing manner and knack for storytelling softened the weight of her confession, and for the first time in days, she felt a sense of relief in sharing her burden.

    When she finally finished, Varric nodded thoughtfully. “Well, pup, I’ve heard worse reasons for running away,” he said, a wry smile on his lips. “For now, you’re safe here. Corff,” he called to the bartender, “prepare an extra room. Our guest will be staying with us for a while.”

    Ariana looked at him, surprise evident in her eyes. “Thank you, Varric. I do not know how to repay your kindness.”

    He gave her a shrug, his grin widening. “Consider it a favor to Berthold. Besides, Lowtown could always use one more pup with a good head on her shoulders. Stick around—I think you’ll find the city grows on you.”

    She smiled, gratitude evident in her expression. “Well, then, thank you. I hope I don’t disappoint.”

    Varric leaned forward, his grin turning mischievous. “Oh, I’m counting on you to keep things interesting. Welcome to Kirkwall. Stick close, and you might just survive the week.”

    As the two shared a meal, the tension in Ariana’s chest began to ease.

    ~~~

    The morning light filtered through the grime-streaked windows of The Hanged Man as Varric called Ariana over to his table, a mischievous grin on his face.

    “Up and at ’em, pup. You’re coming with me today,” he announced, standing up and slinging a satchel over his shoulder.

    Ariana looked at him, slightly surprised. “Is this… work?”

    Varric chuckled. “You could call it that. Let’s just say I have a few errands to run, and it’s time you got a proper tour of the city. People will think twice about bothering you if they see you with me. Besides, you’ll learn the best way to get around Kirkwall without looking like a fresh target.”

    As they made their way through Lowtown’s narrow, crowded streets, Ariana’s curiosity got the better of her. She glanced at Varric, noticing the effortless way he navigated, greeting people with a nod here, a word there, and, occasionally, a small exchange—a whispered word or a piece of parchment passed discreetly into his hand. He seemed to know everyone, and everyone seemed to respect him.

    “So, Varric,” she ventured, “who exactly are you? What is it that you do?”

    Varric’s eyes twinkled with amusement. “Me? Oh, I’m just the merchant prince of Kirkwall, pup. Running businesses, collecting goods, delivering orders… all the usual things merchants do.”

    Ariana’s brow rose, catching his playful tone. “Really? Because it looks like more than just ‘delivering goods’ from where I stand.”

    He laughed, unfazed. “You know, you have the right instincts, I’ll give you that. Well, like any good merchant prince, I dabble here and there. Let’s call it a mix of business and… strategic information gathering.”

    Throughout the day, Varric continued to share bits and pieces about himself, though she noticed he varied his answers—a blend of fact and flourish. She refrained from pressing him, but it became clear that his “business” was anything but typical. He collected information, delivered messages, and, occasionally, simply exchanged quiet nods with people in shadowed corners.

    At one point, Varric led her into a quieter alley where the din of the market faded to a low murmur. A hooded figure leaned casually against a crumbling wall, their posture relaxed but their eyes sharp. Varric greeted the figure with a grin and a casual, “Morning, friend.”

    Ariana stepped back, keeping to the shadows as Varric began speaking in hushed tones. She couldn’t make out most of their conversation, but a few words floated to her ears: “shipment,” “Deep Roads,” and “payment due.” The hooded figure handed Varric a small, sealed pouch, which he pocketed without a second glance. They parted with a nod, the figure disappearing into the crowd as if they’d never been there.

    When Varric rejoined her, Ariana crossed her arms, her brow furrowed. “Strategic information gathering, huh?”

    “Like I said,” Varric replied with a wink, “a merchant prince’s work is never done.”

    As the day wore on, Varric continued to weave through Lowtown, stopping here and there to chat with merchants, exchange coin, or collect small parcels. Each interaction seemed to tell a story, and Ariana found herself both fascinated and wary of the threads he was weaving.

    Between errands, Varric filled the time with stories about the city.

    “Kirkwall’s not just a city,” he explained as they paused at a bustling market stall. “It’s a chessboard. Every alley, every corner has its players—some pawns, some queens, and a hell of a lot of rooks just waiting to take you down if you’re not careful.”

    He gestured to the towering black walls that loomed over the district. “These walls? They’ve seen centuries of blood, sweat, and tears. Slaves built this city, you know. That kind of history doesn’t just go away. It soaks into the stones, leaves its mark.”

    Ariana listened intently, the weight of his words settling over her. “And you? Where do you fit in this… chessboard?”

    Varric smirked. “Oh, I’m just a humble storyteller, spinning tales and keeping my ear to the ground. Nothing more, nothing less.”

    By the time they returned to The Hanged Man, Ariana felt both exhausted and invigorated. The day had given her a glimpse of Kirkwall’s complexity, its dangers and its opportunities. She’d also seen a glimpse of Varric’s world, a world where information was currency and trust was earned carefully. For now, she decided she would work for him, learn what she could, and save some coin for her future journey.

    Varric clapped her on the back as they entered the tavern.  “Not bad for your first day, pup. You might just survive this city yet.”

    Ariana smiled, her confidence bolstered by his words. She had a long way to go, but she felt like she might be able to carve out a place for herself in this chaotic, unpredictable world.

    ~~~

    As the days passed, Varric found himself increasingly impressed by the determination of his new charge. More than once, he had stumbled upon her training in the quiet courtyard near The Hanged Man. She moved with the deliberate precision of someone who knew what they were doing but was still rough around the edges. Her strikes were sharp, her dodges nimble, and her footwork steady, but there was something about the rhythm of her movements—something hesitant, almost careful.

    This morning was no different. Standing in the shadow of an old stone wall, he watched from a distance as Ariana worked through a sequence of strikes and parries with her daggers. Her breathing was steady, her brow furrowed in concentration. She repeated the sequence, adjusting her form slightly each time, muttering under her breath when she wasn’t satisfied. Varric chuckled quietly, shaking his head. “A perfectionist, too,” he murmured.

    Varric leaned against the wall, Bianca resting on his shoulder, as a smirk tugged at the corner of his lips. She was good—better than most street thugs in Lowtown—but there was a finesse she hadn’t quite mastered yet. Still, for someone her age, her instincts were strong. Stronger than he’d expected.

    “You know,” he called out, breaking the quiet, “you’ve got decent moves, but you telegraph your strikes a little too much.”

    Ariana froze mid-swing, startled by the interruption. She turned to see him leaning casually, his grin as infuriating as ever. “You’ve been watching me?” she asked, a mix of annoyance and embarrassment coloring her tone.

    “Not the first time, pup,” he admitted with a shrug. “You’re consistent, I’ll give you that.”

    Ariana sighed, lowering her daggers. “Well, don’t hold back then. Tell me what I’m doing wrong.”

    Varric chuckled, strolling toward her. “It’s not so much wrong as it is… careful. Controlled. Let me guess—you’ve only ever sparred with someone who wasn’t trying to take your head off.”

    She tilted her head, her hazel-green eyes narrowing slightly. “My father taught me,” she said, a hint of pride in her voice. “He’s a skilled duelist and an excellent archer. But… I guess our sparring sessions weren’t exactly brutal.”

    “Figures,” Varric said, nodding. “A father’s sparring sessions are more about teaching discipline than testing limits. You’ve got the basics down, and it shows. But if you’re up against someone who doesn’t follow the rules, you’re going to need to get a little meaner.”

    Ariana smirked faintly, crossing her arms. “And you’re offering to teach me how to fight dirty, I assume?”

    “I’m offering to teach you how to fight smart,” he corrected, his grin widening. “You’ve got instincts, pup. And you’ve got talent. But there’s a difference between surviving a fight and winning one.”

    She considered his words, her gaze drifting back to her daggers. “Alright,” she said finally. “Show me what you mean.”

    Varric raised an eyebrow, amused by her willingness. “Lesson one: never let anyone get close enough to grab you. You’ve got daggers—use your reach. Lesson two…” He stepped closer, leaning in conspiratorially. “The next time someone underestimates you, make them regret it.”

    Her smile grew, she felt a renewed sense of purpose. She hadn’t just run away to survive—she had run to find herself. And maybe, with Varric’s help, she could achieve that.

    ~~~

    Varric had always been a good judge of character, and something about Ariana made him think she could handle herself—or at least learn to. Over the next several weeks, he made a habit of bringing her along as he went about his business in Kirkwall. At first, she followed quietly, her wide eyes taking in the chaos of Lowtown, the crowded markets, and the labyrinthine alleys. But as the days passed, she began to find her footing.

    Ariana shadowed Varric through the bustling streets, her steps quick and deliberate as she struggled to keep pace with his relaxed but efficient stride. He moved like he owned the place, which, in many ways, he did. Everywhere they went, people greeted him. Ariana stayed close, her eyes darting around as she tried to take in the unfamiliar sights and sounds without looking too much like a lost pup.

    “Rule number one,” Varric said as they turned a corner into a dimly lit alley. “Always look like you belong, even if you don’t. People here can smell fear—or wealth. Either one makes you a target.”

    “I don’t feel like I belong,” Ariana admitted, her voice low.

    “Fake it,” Varric said with a grin, glancing over his shoulder at her. “You’re already doing better than most nobles would. And besides, you’re with me. That helps.”

    As they moved deeper into Lowtown, he handed her a small, sealed letter. “Take this to the smith on the next street over—look for a shop with a green awning. Hand it to the old dwarf there and wait for his reply.”

    Ariana hesitated. “You’re not coming with me?”

    Varric shook his head. “Consider it a test, pup. Let’s see if you can navigate on your own. Just remember—head up, shoulders back, and keep your eyes forward. You’re not lost; you’re on a mission.”

    She nodded, clutching the letter tightly as she set off. The streets were crowded, and the noise was overwhelming—shouting merchants, clanging hammers, the hum of conversations in a dozen different languages. But she followed Varric’s advice, keeping her stride steady and purposeful. When she found the shop, a grizzled dwarf with a thick beard and an appraising gaze greeted her.

    “You’re the one Varric sent?” he asked, his tone gruff but not unkind.

    “Yes,” Ariana replied, handing him the letter.

    The dwarf took it, his eyes scanning her briefly before breaking the seal. After reading the contents, he nodded and handed her a small package wrapped in rough burlap. “Give him this and tell him the usual price.”

    Ariana tucked the package into her satchel and made her way back to Varric, her heart pounding with the thrill of having completed her first task alone.

    “Well?” he asked when she returned, raising an eyebrow.

    “Here,” she said, handing him the package. “The usual price.”

    Varric grinned. “Not bad, pup. Not bad at all.”

    ~~~

    Within a month, Ariana had started to feel more at home in Kirkwall. The city’s gritty streets and towering stone walls no longer felt as suffocating, though they still carried a weight of history and hardship she was only beginning to understand. The Lowtown air was thick with the scent of damp stone and cooking fires, the alleys alive with the hum of countless lives overlapping in the chaos of survival. It was a far cry from the manicured gardens and polished halls of her family’s estate, but she found a strange comfort in the unpredictability of it all.

    She still missed her father terribly. Nights spent stargazing or afternoons lost in conversation with him about history or swordplay felt like a distant dream, one she feared she’d never return to. But in the quiet moments, when the ache of homesickness faded, she found herself smiling more. Varric’s sharp wit and unshakable confidence were infectious, and she often found herself laughing at his jokes, even when they were at her expense.

    Her room at The Hanged Man was small and plain, but it was hers, and for the first time in her life, she felt truly free. The chipped walls and creaky floorboards bore no resemblance to the opulence of her childhood, but the simplicity of it all gave her a sense of ownership over her life that she had never known. She didn’t need to worry about perfect posture, proper diction, or embroidered gowns—no one cared here. And for that, she was grateful.

    Varric, for his part, watched her progress with a mix of amusement and pride. She was still green, still learning, but she was adapting—and fast. She picked up on the city’s unspoken rules with surprising ease, learning to navigate Lowtown’s winding streets and forge her own path among its denizens. Varric wouldn’t admit it to her, but he had grown fond of the pup. She reminded him of himself, in a way—scrappy and determined, with more grit than sense sometimes. It made him want to keep her close, to teach her how to survive Kirkwall’s cruelty without losing herself in it.

    As they walked back to the Hanged Man one night, Varric looked over to her and said “Don’t get too comfortable,” he warned, his tone light but tinged with seriousness. “Kirkwall has a way of breaking people, both literally and figuratively”

    Ariana smiled, raising her mug in a mock toast. “Good thing I have you then,” she replied, her voice filled with playful confidence.

    Varric rolled his eyes but couldn’t hide his grin. “Don’t get cocky, pup. You’re still a long way from being dangerous.”

    She laughed, the sound genuine and bright. “I know. I’ve learned more in the past month than I ever did in years of etiquette lessons.”

    Varric chuckled, raising his own mug. “Now that’s a low bar,” he teased. “But I’ll give you this—you’ve got potential. And potential, in this city, is worth more than coin if you know how to use it.”

    Ariana’s expression softened, and she nodded thoughtfully. “I’m starting to see that. And… thank you, Varric. For everything. I know I haven’t said it much, but you’ve made this bearable.”

    Varric waved her gratitude away with a dismissive hand, though there was a hint of warmth in his eyes. “Don’t mention it, pup. Just try not to get yourself killed. I’m not exactly running a charity here.”

    She grinned, her heart lighter than it had been in weeks. For all the city’s hardships, for all its dangers and shadows, she felt something she hadn’t felt in a long time—hope. And as the night wore on, the sound of laughter and clinking mugs filling the tavern, she began to believe that Kirkwall might just be a place where she could rebuild herself, piece by piece.

    ~~~

    The firelight danced across Ariana’s face as she sat in Varric’s suite at the Hanged Man, her posture relaxed but her eyes distant. Varric leaned back in his chair, swirling the amber liquid in his glass, his sharp gaze never leaving her. She’d been unusually quiet tonight, and that alone piqued his curiosity. Pup wasn’t the type to sulk, which meant something was weighing on her.

    “It was always one or the other,” she said suddenly, her voice low but steady. “Join the Chantry or marry well. No room for much else.”

    Varric raised an eyebrow, taking a slow sip of his drink. “Let me guess—neither option screamed ‘freedom.’”

    Ariana huffed a quiet laugh, the sound laced with bitterness. “Not even close. My father understood, though. He taught me things—things that weren’t expected of a noblewoman.”

    Varric watched her closely, noting the flicker of warmth in her eyes as she spoke of her father. He’d heard variations of this story before—noble girl, too smart or stubborn to fit her gilded cage. But there was something different about Ariana. She wasn’t just rebelling for rebellion’s sake. She was searching for something.

    “Like wielding a bow instead of embroidery?” he offered, smirking.

    She nodded, her expression softening as she leaned forward slightly. “Exactly. History, dueling, stargazing. He encouraged my curiosity, even when it annoyed my mother.”

    Varric chuckled, already piecing together the dynamic. “And I bet she wanted you quoting the Chant and perfecting your curtsy.”

    Ariana snorted, and Varric felt a flicker of satisfaction at drawing out that sound. “You’ve met women like her.”

    “Plenty,” he replied easily. “They’d love Hightown. Polished, pious, and perpetually poised.”

    Her smile faded slightly, and Varric noticed the tension creeping back into her shoulders. “She never understood me, or why I couldn’t just… fit the mold. For her, the Chantry was an ideal. For me, it was just another imperfect institution.”

    Varric hummed thoughtfully, swirling his drink again as he mulled over her words. She had the kind of insight that came from looking past the pretty façade of things—a rare quality, especially in someone her age. It explained a lot: her defiance, her independence, the sharp edge to her humor. She wasn’t just running from something; she was running toward something better.

    “So, you ran,” he said, his tone casual but laced with understanding.

    “I had to,” she said simply, her gaze steady. “I couldn’t live a life that wasn’t mine.”

    Varric leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees. “Well, pup, sounds like you’ve been fighting battles long before you got here.”

    Ariana’s lips curved into a faint smile, and for a moment, the tension between them eased. “Maybe. But I have a feeling Kirkwall’s battles will be different.”

    He chuckled, the sound low and steady. “Stick with me, and you’ll do just fine. This city doesn’t play fair, but something tells me you don’t fold easy.”

    As she smiled back, Varric felt a spark of pride—not in her decision to run, but in the person she was becoming. There was steel in her, forged by her past but tempered by her curiosity and kindness. She reminded him of someone who’d been knocked down but always got back up, stronger each time. And Maker knew, Kirkwall needed people like that.

  • Chapter 2 – A Sleepless Night

    2 Bloomingtide 9:29

    Ariana sat on the cool stone floor of her balcony, her legs drawn close to her chest, gazing up at the vast expanse of stars. The stillness of the night should have been comforting, but instead, it magnified the storm within her. Hours had passed since the announcement, since her world had shifted irrevocably, yet the ache in her chest remained as raw as ever.

    Her mind wandered to the weight of her name, Ariana Ryss Trevelyan, youngest daughter of Bann Trevelyan Ostwick. She had always known that being born into nobility came with expectations, obligations that couldn’t be ignored. As the youngest child, her role had been defined early—she was the backup plan, the insurance for her family’s alliances. With her siblings forging their own paths, her destiny had become one of duty above all else.

    Her older siblings had found their escapes, she realized bitterly. Mark, as the eldest, had inherited the title and the responsibilities that came with it, yet his marriage had been one of his own choosing—a rarity and a privilege she could only envy. Kira, the second oldest, had manifested magic, and though it had been a shock to the family, it had ultimately granted her freedom from this life. Freedom wasn’t the right word. It was an escape from the politics of all this but not freedom. But Michael, he had chosen his own path. He had wanted to escape this life as much as she did. It had been his choice to join the Templar Order, finding comfort in that life, at least she hoped.

    But for Ariana, there had been no escape. No magic to change her fate, no predetermined role to shield her from these burdens. Instead, she was left to bear the weight of her family’s remaining expectations, a pawn in the game of alliances and influence. She was the youngest, she should have joined the Chantry, however, Michael joining the Templars met their family’s obligation to the Chantry..

    And now this. A life she didn’t want, a marriage to a friend she cared for but could never love the way a husband should be loved. She wanted adventure, freedom—the chance to forge her own destiny, not one dictated by bloodlines and treaties.

    The Visus constellation caught her eye, a pattern she knew by heart, one of her favorites. Its sweeping lines and luminous arrangement had always held a special place in her heart, a celestial symbol that someone watched over her. Tonight, as the weight of the evening pressed on her, she clung to the familiar sight like a lifeline, searching its depths for solace.

    She stared at it, hoping against reason that the stars might offer her guidance, might show her a way to accept this fate. And then, as if in answer, the single star at the center of the constellation seemed to blink. Ariana froze, her breath catching as the tiny light flickered briefly, winking at her before glowing steady once more. It was subtle, so fleeting that she wondered if her mind was playing tricks on her.

    Yet the moment didn’t pass unnoticed—a sudden inexplicable certainty settled over her. It was a faint whisper, a barely perceptible pull, but it was there. Run, it seemed to say. Find your own path. She did not understand how or why, but she knew, deep in her soul, that this was what she needed to do. She needed to leave.

    Her heart pounded, the sheer impossibility of it striking her first. But as she sat there, the sensation rooted itself, growing stronger with every breath. This was her sign.

    Am I mad? she wondered, her mind racing as she considered the enormity of what she was contemplating. The very idea of running—leaving her family, her life, everything she had ever known—was absurd. Noble daughters didn’t flee into the night; they stayed. They obeyed. They fulfilled their duties.

    But the thought wouldn’t let her go. That faint whisper became louder, drowning out her doubts. Run.

    The more she thought about it, the clearer the pull became. Her entire life, she had played her part, followed the rules, smiled when required. She had accepted her place, even when it stifled her. But now? Now the chains felt unbearable. Is this desperation, she wondered, or am I truly seeing a sign?

    She glanced back at the Visus constellation, her hazel-green eyes lingering on the star that had flickered. The idea of running terrified her, but another part of her—a part she hadn’t allowed herself to listen to before—stirred, whispering of freedom. Of choice. Of a life that was hers, untethered by duty and expectation.

    Perhaps this is my only chance.

    The thought settled over her, bittersweet but resolute. She knew it wasn’t just about rebellion. It was survival—the survival of who she was, of who she could become. If she stayed, she would be smothered, consumed by a role she could never fully inhabit. But if she ran…

    Her hand tightened on the cool stone of the balcony. If I run, I have a chance.

    Her eyes lifted to the stars again, as if to seek reassurance. This time, the stars didn’t blink, but they didn’t need to. The Visus constellation stood steady in the sky, a guidepost for the path she had to take.

    Ariana stepped back into her room, her eyes scanning its familiar corners. Her gaze fell on a small box tucked beneath her bed, where she kept her modest savings and a few valuables. She pulled it out, her hands steady as she gathered what she needed: a small pouch of coins, a simple traveling cloak, and the daggers her father had gifted her. The blades, though ornamental, held weight in her hands—a reminder of the lessons he had taught her, the hours they had spent together in the practice yard. She traced the intricate patterns on the hilts, her chest tightening with the thought of leaving him behind.

    Sitting at her desk, she began to write. The first letter was for her father, the words coming quickly but not easily. She explained her decision as best she could, promising to be careful, to survive. She asked for his understanding, though she wasn’t sure he could give it. The second letter was for Frederick. She hesitated over this one, unsure how to put her feelings into words. Eventually, she told him the truth—that she was sorry, but she couldn’t go through with this. That she needed to find her own path. She folded the letters, sealing them carefully, and placed them on her desk.

    The room felt heavier now, as if aware of her intentions. She stood, taking one last look at the life she was about to leave behind. Her heart ached for the father who had done his best to protect her, for Frederick, who she hoped would understand someday. But she knew this was the only way.

    Slinging her bag over her shoulder, Ariana stepped out onto the balcony and climbed down, her movements silent and purposeful. The courtyard silent, bathed in moonlight, and for the first time, she felt the pull of something larger than herself.

    She glanced back once, her gaze lingering on the window of the room she had spent her whole life in. Then, with a deep breath, she turned and walked toward gate, leaving behind the only world she had ever known.

    ~~~

    Ariana moved quietly through the darkened hallways of the manor, her pack slung over her shoulder, her heart racing with a mix of fear and determination. Every step felt heavier than the last, the walls that had once offered her safety now looming like barriers she was desperate to escape. As she approached the kitchen, the faint glow of a lantern spilled into the hallway, and the sound of quiet rustling made her pause. She had hoped the household staff would be asleep, but as she peered inside, she saw Isabel stepping out of the pantry, clutching a sack of flour.

    “Ariana?” Isabel’s voice was soft, tinged with surprise. She set the sack on the counter, brushing the flour off her apron. Her green eyes fell to Ariana’s pack, then back to her face, the faint panic in Ariana’s expression giving her pause. “What are you doing?” she asked gently.

    For a moment, Ariana froze, caught like a child sneaking sweets from the kitchens. But this was Isabel—Isabel, who had dried her tears after countless scoldings, who had bandaged her scraped knees and cheered her victories in the practice yard. Lying to her felt impossible. Taking a deep breath, Ariana lowered her voice and began to explain.

    She told Isabel about the engagement announcement, the weight of her parents’ expectations, and her father’s quiet resignation. Her words tumbled out in a rush, her voice shaking as she described her decision to leave, to forge her own path rather than submit to a future she could not bear. Isabel listened in silence, her expression calm but her eyes full of understanding. When Ariana finished, Isabel nodded, her gaze softening.

    “Come here, child,” Isabel said, her voice firm but kind. “Sit down. Let me get you something to eat before you go.”

    Ariana hesitated, blinking back the sting of tears. She hadn’t expected anyone to help her, let alone Isabel. But the young woman’s steady presence was like a balm to her frayed nerves. She sat down at the counter, watching as Isabel moved around the kitchen with practiced ease.

    The kitchen smelled of warmth and comfort as Isabel pulled out a small loaf of bread, some cheese, and dried fruit, arranging them on a plate for Ariana. “You’ve always had fire in you, Ariana,” she said as she worked, her back turned. “You don’t belong in a cage, no matter how gilded it is.”

    Ariana looked down at her hands, her fingers curling into the fabric of her cloak. “I’m scared,” she admitted quietly. “I don’t even know if I can do this.”

    Isabel turned to face her, her green eyes steady. “Of course you’re scared. Anyone would be. But you’ve always been stronger than you think. And smarter than most give you credit for.” She reached out, placing a comforting hand on Ariana’s shoulder. “If anyone can do this, it’s you, my child.”

    As Ariana ate, Isabel began gathering supplies for her journey, wrapping Dalish hearthcakes in cloth and tucking them into her pack. The warm, spiced aroma filled the room, and Ariana felt a lump rise in her throat. Isabel wasn’t just helping her; she was sending her off with love and care, something her own mother had rarely given.

    Once the food was packed, Isabel led her through the quiet servant hallways, guiding her past shadowed corridors and back entrances. The weight of what she was doing pressed down on Ariana, but Isabel’s presence made it bearable. When they reached the manor gates, Isabel stopped, her hands resting gently on Ariana’s shoulders.

    “Listen to me,” she said, her voice low but fierce. “You are stronger than you know. And no matter where you go, no matter what happens, you always have a home here.” She pulled Ariana into a tight hug, her arms warm and protective, and Ariana felt the tears she’d been holding back finally spill over.

    “Thank you,” Ariana whispered, her voice breaking. “For everything.”

    Isabel released her, her eyes glistening but her expression steady. “Go now,” she said, her voice soft. “Before anyone notices. And don’t look back unless you mean to come home.”

    With a nod, Ariana turned, her heart heavy yet filled with a fragile hope. The breeze felt cool against her face as she stepped through the gates, the darkness swallowing her as she left the only home she had ever known. She looked back once, catching a glimpse of Isabel framed by the gate, her figure a silhouette against the faint glow of the manor. Then she turned away, her steps quickening as she disappeared into the night, carrying nothing but her pack, her courage, and the faint glimmer of the Visus constellation to guide her.

    ~~~

    As Ariana wandered the darkened streets of Ostwick, the enormity of her decision began to weigh on her. It wasn’t just the act of leaving—it was the question of where to go. The world was vast, and for all her dreams of freedom, she hadn’t planned this far ahead. She slowed her pace, her boots echoing softly against the cobblestones, her mind racing with possibilities.

    Ferelden? She had read much about the rugged land to the south, but most of what she knew painted it as a place of sprawling wilderness. Ariana had always loved stories of adventure and survival, but the thought of being alone in the untamed countryside, with no allies and no clear destination, gave her pause. Ferelden was full of villages and townships, but she knew little about navigating them—or their customs. What if she stood out too much? What if she wasn’t prepared for the dangers of such isolation?

    She considered Orlais next. The grand, glittering empire was renowned for its culture, its opulence, its intrigue. Too many nobles, she thought with a grimace. Her face would be scrutinized at every ball, every market. Even if no one recognized her as a Trevelyan, her bearing and accent might betray her as someone of noble birth. Orlais was a place of masks and subtlety, and Ariana doubted she could disappear into the shadows there. She’d heard enough stories of courtly games to know she wouldn’t last long before being swept into someone else’s schemes.

    Her thoughts turned to Kirkwall, a name she had come across in books and overheard in conversations between merchants and sailors. A Free Marcher city carved from ancient stone, it was described as chaotic, a place where power shifted as easily as the tides. Its reputation wasn’t flattering—it was a city of smugglers, slaves, and criminals, but it was also known as a haven for those who wanted to disappear. People got lost in Kirkwall all the time, or so the stories said. Ariana frowned, trying to recall more details, but her knowledge of the city was frustratingly vague.

    Kirkwall is a gamble, she thought. But it’s far enough from Ostwick that no one would think to look for me there immediately. And in a city like that, a person can become whoever they want to be.

    She exhaled slowly, her decision still uncertain but beginning to take shape. She didn’t need to know everything yet—she just needed a starting point. Kirkwall might be dangerous, but it was a place where she could find anonymity. And in the end, wasn’t that what she was running toward?

    By the time she reached the docks, her mind was made up. It wasn’t certainty, but it was a choice, and right now, that was enough. She moved purposefully among the ships, her gaze scanning the vessels and their crews. If she could find passage to Kirkwall, she would begin her new life there, free from the obligations that had bound her.

    She approached a ship where the crew was already bustling, hauling crates of goods aboard. The trader, a lean man with a sharp gaze and a well-worn coat, glanced up at her. “Lookin’ for passage, lass?” he asked, his tone more curious than suspicious.

    “Yes,” Ariana replied, her voice steady. “I need to get to Kirkwall. Are you headed that way?”

    The trader wiped his hands on his coat, squinting at Ariana with a shrewd, assessing gaze. He took in her travel pack and the quiet intensity of her hazel-green eyes. “Five gold for a cabin,” he said finally. “Food’s included.”

    Ariana nodded, relieved it wasn’t more. She didn’t know much about sea passage, but five gold didn’t sound unreasonable. Still, she was acutely aware of the pouch of coins hidden within her pack—more than enough to cover this trip and a few others. It’s fair, she thought, studying the trader. He looked like an honest sort, his face weathered by years of hard work, his movements efficient but without the sly edge of someone looking to cheat.

    Even so, she kept her expression neutral and her movements calm, making sure not to reveal how much money she carried. “Agreed,” she said, sliding the coins into his waiting hand without drawing unnecessary attention.

    The trader took the coins, weighing them briefly in his hand before pocketing them. He tipped his hat with a grin. “Berthold, captain of the Sea Gull, at your service,” he said, motioning toward the ship.

    Ariana hesitated, searching for a name to give. Her own was too risky—too recognizable. After a moment, she blurted out, “Ryss.” The name felt foreign on her tongue, but it would suffice.

    “Pleasure to meet you, Ryss,” Berthold said, not missing a beat. He gestured toward the gangplank. “Welcome aboard.”

    The Sea Gull wasn’t the largest ship in the harbor, nor the most pristine, but it had an air of reliability about it. Its deck was clean, the crew moving with practiced efficiency as they prepared for departure. Ariana stepped aboard, her heart racing. Each step felt like crossing an invisible threshold, further away from the life she was leaving behind.

    Berthold led her below deck to a modest cabin with a small cot, a wooden chest, and a porthole that looked out onto the sea. “You’ll be sharing the ship with a few other passengers,” he said as he leaned against the doorframe. “Merchants mostly, but they’re a quiet lot. You’ll have your space.”

    “Thank you,” Ariana replied, her voice soft.

    Berthold nodded, lingering a moment before speaking again. “Kirkwall’s not a forgiving city,” he said, his tone shifting to something almost paternal. “You’ve got the look of someone runnin’ from something. Whatever it is, just make sure you’re ready for what’s ahead.”

    Ariana met his gaze, her expression firm. “I’ll manage.”

    Berthold studied her for a moment longer, then gave a slight shrug. “Fair enough. Get some rest, lass. We’ll be leaving with the tide.”

    As the Sea Gull pulled away from the docks, Ariana stood on the deck, the sea breeze brushing against her face. The lights of Ostwick grew smaller and dimmer, fading into the horizon as the ship moved into open waters. She wrapped her arms around herself, the weight of her decision settling over her.

    Her gaze lifted to the sky, and she found the Visus constellation once more, its faint twinkle a quiet reassurance. She let the stars guide her thoughts, grounding herself in the vastness of the sea and the promise of a new beginning.

    Whatever awaited her in Kirkwall, she would face it. For the first time in her life, the path ahead was hers to choose.

    ~~~

    The sun had barely risen over the Trevelyan estate, casting a golden glow across the courtyard as Charles released another arrow. The bowstring sang as the arrow flew, striking the center of the target with a satisfying thunk. He exhaled, the tension in his shoulders easing slightly. Archery had always been his refuge, a way to find clarity amid the endless demands of noble life. But today, even the steady rhythm of his practice couldn’t banish the unease lingering in his chest.

    He nocked another arrow, drawing the string back as he focused on the target. His thoughts wandered to Ariana—how quiet she had been after the announcement last night, how her usual spark had dimmed. He had wanted to speak with her again, to offer some reassurance, but he hadn’t been sure what to say. What comfort could he offer when he had failed to shield her from the path laid out for her?

    “Charles!” Elara’s sharp voice cut through the morning air, breaking his concentration. His arrow veered off course, embedding itself in the edge of the target. He turned to see his wife striding toward him, her expression a mixture of irritation and impatience.

    “Elara,” he greeted her, lowering his bow. “What is it now?”

    “Where is Ariana?” she demanded, her tone brisk. “I’ve been looking for her everywhere. The seamstress is waiting, and we haven’t the time for her usual wandering.”

    Charles frowned, confused. “I thought she was still in her room. Why would she be out here?”

    Elara threw up her hands. “Because she’s not in her room! I assumed she would be with you. Maker knows she’s always trailing after you when she should be preparing herself for her duties.”

    Charles set his bow down, his frown deepening. “Elara, she needs time. You could at least give her a few days to come to terms with this engagement before shoving her in front of a seamstress.”

    “Time?” Elara snapped. “We don’t have time, Charles. The Duchess is expecting her measurements this afternoon. And besides, this arrangement is what’s best for her. She needs to stop running from her responsibilities.”

    Charles pinched the bridge of his nose, his patience wearing thin. “You speak of responsibilities as though she is livestock being prepared for auction. She is our daughter, Elara. She deserves better than to be ambushed with this.”

    Elara crossed her arms, glaring at him. “And what would you have done differently, Charles? Let her run wild for another year, hoping she magically comes to her senses? No. It’s time she understands her place.”

    Before he could respond, a creeping sense of unease settled over him. Elara’s words struck a nerve—not because of their content, but because of the implication. “You said she wasn’t in her room?”

    “Yes, of course,” Elara huffed. “Why else would I come here looking for her?”

    Charles straightened, his unease solidifying into alarm. “You mean you assumed she was with me?”

    Elara’s face faltered, her confidence wavering as realization dawned. “She’s not…?” Her voice trailed off, the color draining from her cheeks.

    The two of them stared at each other, the weight of the unspoken truth crashing down between them. Charles turned abruptly, striding toward the nearest servant. “Have you seen Ariana this morning?” he asked, his voice sharp.

    The servant shook her head. “No, my lord. Not since last night.”

    Elara’s voice rose, her panic evident. “Check the grounds! Ask everyone—she must be somewhere!”

    As the staff scattered to search, Charles felt a sinking dread. He already knew what they would find—or rather, what they wouldn’t. He headed toward Ariana’s room, Elara following close behind, her protests and reassurances a meaningless buzz in his ears.

    When they entered the room, it was immaculate, as though untouched since the night before. But Charles’ eyes fell immediately on the desk, where two envelopes lay side by side. His heart clenched as he moved closer, picking them up with trembling hands.

    One was addressed to him, the other to Frederick. He turned the letter over, noting the seal, and a heavy weight settled in his chest. He didn’t need to open it to know what it contained. His daughter was gone.

    “She’s left,” he said quietly, the words like a blow. Elara froze, her face paling as she stared at the letters in his hands.

    “No,” she whispered, shaking her head. “She wouldn’t—she wouldn’t do something so foolish.”

    But Charles knew better. His daughter was many things—impulsive, headstrong, stubborn—but she was not foolish. She had been pushed too far, and now, she had done the only thing she believed she could. She had run.

    “Elara,” he said gravely, handing her the letter addressed to Frederick. “Send for him. He deserves to know.”

    Without another word, he turned and left the room, the weight of failure pressing heavily on his shoulders. He would read Ariana’s letter alone.

    ~~~

    Charles sat alone in the dim light of his study, the unopened letter from Ariana in his trembling hands. The wax seal felt heavier than it should, as though it carried the weight of every choice he’d made—or failed to make—for his youngest daughter. He let out a slow, shuddering breath before carefully breaking the seal and unfolding the parchment. The familiar handwriting brought a pang to his chest, and he began to read.

    Father,

    I’m sorry. Please don’t be disappointed. I couldn’t bear it, but I also can’t bear to remain here.

    I don’t yet know where I belong, but I know it’s not as Frederick’s wife, as the next Duchess of Markham.

    I know life isn’t a fairy tale, but I think that there’s still more to it than this. I need to find the adventure that I know is somewhere out there waiting for me. With any luck, maybe I’ll even find my knight in shining armor who will come to my rescue when I need him…

    You have always supported me in the past, and I’m sorry I have to do this, but I know you can’t support me this time even if you were willing.

    I hope you can forgive me, Father.

    I love you. 

    Ariana

    Charles read the letter twice, his eyes lingering on her parting words. I love you. The ache in his chest deepened. He sat back in his chair, staring at the parchment as if it would reveal where she had gone or how he could fix this. But the answers were not there. He felt a sharp pang of guilt, of helplessness. “What have I done?” he murmured aloud.

    The sound of hurried footsteps broke through his thoughts, and moments later, Elara burst into the room with Mark trailing behind her. Charles didn’t look up as Elara’s voice filled the space.

    “What’s going on, Father?” Mark asked, glancing between his parents. He had clearly noticed the commotion spreading through the household. “Servants are saying Ariana is missing.”

    Charles didn’t answer, still staring at the letter in his hand as if it might somehow bring his daughter back. Elara, her patience already thin, stepped forward and snatched the parchment from him. “What does it say?” she demanded, unfolding it without waiting for his permission.

    Charles didn’t move, his voice low and heavy with despair. “She’s gone,” he said, his tone almost too quiet to be heard. “What have I done?”

    Elara’s eyes skimmed the letter, her face blanching as she read the words. Before she could respond, Charles rose from his chair, his composure fracturing as his voice rose. “This is your fault!” he roared, his eyes blazing with anger. “You pushed her too far, just as I warned you would!”

    Elara looked up from the letter, her face pale but defiant. “My fault? You were the one who indulged her all these years, Charles! If you had raised her properly, she wouldn’t have run off like some commoner!”

    Charles took a step toward her, his voice cutting through her words like a blade. “Do not put this on me. I indulged her because she deserved to have a childhood, something you never allowed her to have. You pushed and prodded, treating her like a pawn on a chessboard. And now, Elara? Now she’s gone.”

    Elara opened her mouth to retort, but Charles silenced her with a sharp gesture. “Do not speak of obligations to me. Do you know why she felt so trapped? It was because of you—because of your endless demands. All of House Trevelyan’s obligations have already been met. Mark has secured an alliance through marriage as heir, and Michael’s decision to join the Templar Order already fulfills our commitment to the Chantry. Ariana, as the youngest, should never have borne such burdens. She has no obligations; this was merely your obsession.”

    Elara’s face reddened, her jaw tightening as Charles’s words landed with a weight that hung heavy in the room. “You think I’m blameless? I’m not,” he continued, his voice steady and firm. “I didn’t stand up for her when I should have. But don’t think for a moment that you can justify what you’ve done any more than I can justify my silence.”

    Elara bristled, lifting her chin. “And what of our reputation, Charles? What will the Duke and Duchess think when they learn that their son’s fiancée has run off ? Do you understand the position this puts us in? What position this puts you in?”

    Charles’s jaw clenched, his eyes narrowing with a barely restrained fury. “Reputation?” he spat. “You dare speak of our reputation now, Elara? Let me make something perfectly clear. Whatever imagined duties you cling to—whatever schemes you concocted to elevate yourself in the eyes of the Decken family—they end here.”

    Elara opened her mouth to interject, but Charles raised his hand sharply, silencing her before she could utter another word. “You care more about what the Duke and Duchess think than about the safety of our own daughter! This farce of an engagement you orchestrated was never about Ariana’s obligations. It was about you. Your ambition. Your pride.”

    His voice grew colder, sharper, with every word. “I am ordering you to call off this engagement. Do you hear me? It is over. There will be no wedding, no alliance. And you will tell the Decken family yourself.”

    Elara’s face flushed with indignation, but before she could argue, Charles leaned closer, his voice dropping to a low, menacing tone. “And do not forget your own obligations. Your role, your duty, is to support this family. Do not make me remind you of what happens to noblewomen who overstep their bounds.”

    Elara froze, her lips pressed into a thin line as her composure began to crack. Charles straightened, towering over her as he delivered his final words. “Our marriage is done, Elara. It has been for years, but now… you have gone too far. You have pushed our daughter away, and for what? I will not stay in this house with you, not as anything more than an appearance for the sake of the Trevelyan name.”

    Turning away from her, Charles addressed Mark with a softer tone. “Take care of your mother,” he said quietly, though the command in his voice was unmistakable. “She will need you now.”

    Without another word, Charles took Ariana’s letter and left the room, the weight of guilt and regret settling heavily on his shoulders. He couldn’t undo the damage that had been done, but one thing was clear: his daughter’s escape was not just a rebellion—it was the price they were now paying for years of misplaced priorities.

    ~~~

    Frederick and his mother, Duchess Evelyn, were walking briskly through the hall, the weight of the morning’s tension palpable. Servants moved quickly around them, their faces tight with unease, murmurs of Ariana’s disappearance circulating among the household.

    They turned a corner and nearly collided with Bann Trevelyan. Charles stood stiffly, his face a mask of exhaustion and restrained emotion. In his hand was a folded letter, its wax seal already broken.

    “She’s gone,” Charles said, his voice low but steady as he extended the letter to Frederick. His gaze softened as he placed a hand on Frederick’s shoulder. “I’m sorry, son. Truly.”

    Frederick froze, staring at the letter as though it might burn him. A part of him wanted to shove it away, to deny what Charles was saying. Gone? Where could she have gone? Why didn’t she tell me?

    Duchess Evelyn began to speak, her voice tinged with indignation. “Bann Trevelyan, how could you allow—”

    Charles raised a hand, silencing her mid-sentence. His eyes, cold and unyielding, locked with hers. “Take it up with Elara,” he said sharply before turning back to Frederick. His hand lingered briefly on Frederick’s shoulder, a fleeting gesture of comfort, before he walked away, leaving mother and son standing in the corridor.

    Frederick’s chest tightened as he stared at the letter in his hand, the paper trembling slightly. His mother’s voice cut into his thoughts. “Well? Open it,” she said impatiently, her tone lacking any sympathy.

    Frederick’s head snapped up, his eyes blazing. “This is your fault,” he said, his voice low but laced with venom. “You and Lady Elara. She should never have been put in this position. She was my best friend, and I failed her—because of you.”

    Evelyn’s mouth opened in shock, but Frederick didn’t wait for a response. He turned on his heel, storming through the hall until he reached the gardens. The fresh air hit him like a splash of cold water, calming his fury just enough to allow him to focus.

    He sank onto a stone bench beneath a blooming cherry tree, the petals scattering around him as he unfolded the letter with trembling hands. His heart ached as he read each line, her words striking deep.

     Frederick,

     I don’t even know how to begin this letter, but I feel I owe you an explanation—though I fear it will not be enough. First, I must apologize. Not for leaving, but for something I should have said long ago. I’ve always known how you feel about me, and I’m sorry for pretending otherwise. I thought that by ignoring it, I could spare your feelings, but in the end, I see now that I only made things worse. For that, I am truly sorry.

     You were my closest friend, someone I trusted above almost anyone else. That’s what makes this hurt all the more. I can’t forgive you for hiding this from me—for knowing what was coming and saying nothing. But… I think I can understand it. You are the future head of the Decken family, and your responsibilities are heavier than mine could ever be. I know you were trying to manage an impossible situation, but I can’t be the one to share that burden with you.

     You deserve someone who loves you, Frederick. Someone who looks at you and sees a future filled with joy and hope. Someone who will make the weight you carry feel lighter, not heavier. I’m not that person, and I will not let us both be trapped in something neither of us truly wants.

     I wish you all the luck in the world, Frederick, and I hope one day you find the happiness you deserve. I hope one day you understand why I had to leave.

     Take care of yourself.

     Ariana

    Frederick exhaled shakily, her words cutting deeper than he thought possible. Her apology for pretending not to notice his feelings made his stomach churn with guilt. She always knew… and she spared my pride anyway. Her kindness, even in a moment of betrayal, felt like a dagger in his chest.

    His fingers tightened on the parchment, but as he read the last lines, a small, bitter smile crept onto his face. “You still think I deserve happiness,” he murmured to the empty garden. “You always had more faith in me than I ever deserved.”

    He leaned back against the bench, staring up at the tree branches above him as sunlight filtered through the petals. His heart was heavy with regret, but one thought rose above the rest: I hope you find the adventure you’re searching for, Ari. And I hope you’ll be alright.

    For a long moment, he sat there, holding her letter like a lifeline. Then he folded it carefully, tucking it into his coat pocket, and rose. There was nothing more to say, nothing more to do. He only wished the stars would watch over her the way she had always believed they could.

  • Chapter 1 – Our Story Begins

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    The Trevelyan estate glowed with a warm and inviting light, lanterns swaying gently in the evening breeze, their glow casting playful shadows across the manicured gardens. The sounds of laughter and lively conversation drifted through the open windows, but inside, Ariana sat stiffly on an ornate chair, her expression betraying her impatience.

    The gown was exquisite—a midnight blue masterpiece adorned with shimmering embroidery that resembled constellations. The high collar framed her neck elegantly, while the flowing skirts brushed the floor like starlight cascading around her. It was undoubtedly beautiful, yet Ariana couldn’t help but feel stifled by the weight of it, as if the dress itself were a cage.

    The servant fussed with the final touches on her hair, weaving silver pins into the loose layers that framed her face. Her hazel-green eyes, often bright and full of life, now gazed wistfully toward the window. Beyond the estate’s grand walls, the Summerday festivities were in full swing. Children’s laughter rang out, mingling with the faint notes of music from the city below.

    “Ariana,” came the sharp voice of her mother, Lady Elara, from the doorway. Ariana turned her head slightly, her expression carefully neutral as Elara’s critical gaze swept over her. “Stop fidgeting. You’ll wrinkle the fabric.”

    “I’m not fidgeting,” Ariana replied, though her hands betrayed her as they tugged idly at the folds of her skirt.

    Elara stepped closer, her heels clicking against the marble floor. Her gown, though less ornate than Ariana’s, exuded an air of authority. She adjusted the collar of Ariana’s dress with brisk precision, her lips pressed into a thin line. “You look like a child when you fidget,” she said curtly. “Remember who you are tonight.”

    Ariana bit back a sigh, choosing instead to glance out the window once more. The distant glow of lanterns in the city below seemed more inviting than anything within these walls. “Yes, Mother,” she murmured, her tone deliberately placating.

    The moment the servant stepped back to admire her work, Ariana rose quickly, eager to escape the suffocating presence of her mother. “May I be excused, Mother?” she asked, already moving toward the door.

    Elara hesitated, her sharp eyes narrowing. “Do not disappear tonight, Ariana. You’ll be expected at the ball.”

    “I won’t,” Ariana promised, though the words felt hollow even as she spoke them. Without waiting for further comment, she slipped out of the room and into the hallway, the soft rustle of her skirts muffling her hurried steps.

    She found Frederick near the grand staircase, his expression distant as he stared at the lively scene outside. Dressed in a well-tailored doublet of deep emerald green, he looked every bit the nobleman his mother expected him to be. But there was something in his posture—a stiffness, a weariness—that felt entirely un-Frederick.

    “Fred,” Ariana called softly, drawing his attention.

    He turned, his eyes lighting up briefly as he saw her. “Ari,” he greeted, using the nickname only he dared to. “You look… radiant.”

    “And you look like you’re trying to think of an excuse to run,” she teased, though her tone was warm. “What’s wrong?”

    Frederick hesitated, his hand brushing against the bannister as if anchoring himself. “Just… Summerday,” he said finally, though it was clear there was more on his mind.

    Ariana tilted her head, studying him. “Well, if you’re planning to run, I wouldn’t mind joining you.”

    His lips curved into a faint smile, the tension in his shoulders easing slightly. “I was about to head to the stables. Thought a ride might clear my head.”

    “Perfect.” Ariana grabbed his arm, pulling him toward the door. “Let’s go before my mother finds us.”

    They slipped out through the side entrance, the cool evening air washing over them like a blessing. The stars above Ostwick sparkled brightly, as if celebrating the season alongside the city. The stables were quiet, the horses shifting lazily in their stalls as Ariana and Frederick saddled two of the finer mares.

    Just as they were about to mount, Elara’s voice called from the shadows. “Ariana. Frederick.”

    They froze, turning slowly to see her standing at the edge of the stable yard, her arms crossed. Despite the scolding in her tone, there was a faint smile on her lips. “Don’t be late,” she said. “The ball begins in two hours. You’re expected to be there.”

    “Yes, Mother,” Ariana replied, her tone light but dutiful. As Elara turned and walked back toward the estate, Ariana exchanged a grin with Frederick.

    “Two hours,” she said. “That’s plenty of time.”

    Frederick mounted his horse with ease, his smile growing more genuine. “Let’s make it count.”

    And with that, they rode out, the wind tugging at their clothes and the stars above guiding their way. For a brief moment, Ariana felt free—free of expectations, of duty, of the weight her mother’s gaze always seemed to carry. But even as they raced across the fields, a small, nagging voice in the back of her mind reminded her that this freedom was fleeting.

    ~~~

    As they rode through the quiet fields surrounding the Trevelyan estate, Ariana leaned forward slightly in her saddle, the evening breeze tugging at her hair. She couldn’t help but steal glances at Frederick, the tension in his posture catching her attention. Something was bothering him—something he wasn’t saying. She bit her lip, trying to think of how to bring it up without sounding too pushy.

    “You’re awfully quiet tonight,” she finally said, her voice light but tinged with curiosity. “Did I drag you away from some noble pursuit? Or was the party too dull even for you?”

    Frederick smirked, though it didn’t quite reach his eyes. “You’ve always had a knack for saving me from boring conversations. I should be thanking you.”

    “That’s not an answer,” Ariana pressed, narrowing her eyes slightly. “What’s on your mind, Fred?”

    Frederick sighed, his gaze fixed on the path ahead. “Nothing you need to worry about, Ari.”

    “Too late,” she said, her tone softening but still insistent. “You’ve been acting strange lately. You can’t expect me not to notice.”

    He chuckled softly, the sound more forced than genuine. “You’ve got a habit of overthinking, you know.”

    “And you’ve got a habit of avoiding questions lately,” she shot back, her brows furrowing. “Come on, Fred. Talk to me.”

    Frederick glanced at her, his expression unreadable. “You haven’t changed at all, have you? Still the same relentless girl who dragged me into trouble at every opportunity.”

    “Don’t try to distract me,” Ariana said with a small smile, though her tone was half-scolding. “And for the record, you have dragged me into trouble just as often.”

    They reached a small hill overlooking the estate, the view of the lantern-lit courtyard and fields below making Ariana pause. Frederick dismounted first, tying his horse to a tree before turning to help her down. She accepted his hand, her fingers brushing his for just a moment before she stepped away to smooth her gown.

    “You’re different tonight,” Frederick said suddenly, his voice softer than usual.

    Ariana glanced at him, tilting her head in confusion. “Different how?”

    He hesitated, searching for the right words. “Not like the girl who dared me to climb the tallest tree just to prove I could.”

    “That’s because I’m wearing a dress,” Ariana teased, gesturing to the intricate fabric. “It’s harder to climb trees like this.”

    Frederick laughed, but it quickly faded into a sigh. “No, I mean… you’ve grown up. You’re still you, but… different.”

    Ariana blinked, caught off guard. “Well, you’re different too,” she said, her voice quiet. “You don’t laugh as much. And you’ve been keeping things from me.”

    His expression shifted, guilt flickering across his face. “It’s not like that, Ari. There are just… things I can’t talk about yet.”

    “You’re doing it again,” she said, frustration creeping into her tone. “Why won’t you just tell me? I’m your best friend, aren’t I?”

    Frederick’s shoulders tensed, and he turned to face her fully. “You are. Which is why I need you to trust me on this. Just promise me something, alright?”

    “What?” she asked, crossing her arms.

    “Whatever happens tonight, don’t let it change you.”

    Ariana frowned, her chest tightening. “Fred, you’re scaring me. What’s going to happen?”

    “Just promise me, Ari.” His voice was softer now, almost pleading.

    She hesitated, the weight of his words unsettling her. “Fine,” she said reluctantly. “I promise. But you’d better tell me what’s going on soon.”

    Frederick gave her a faint smile, ruffling her hair in a way that made her swat his hand away. “Good. Now, come on. We should get back before your mother sends a search party.”

    Ariana rolled her eyes but couldn’t help smiling as she climbed back onto her horse. Whatever was bothering Frederick, she would figure it out. For now, she focused on the wind in her hair and the fleeting sense of freedom as they rode back toward the estate.

    ~~~

    The ride back to the Trevelyan estate was quieter than Ariana expected. Frederick seemed lost in thought, his usual wit subdued as they approached the glowing lanterns of the courtyard. Ariana stole a few glances at him, but he kept his gaze forward, his expression unreadable. The unease that had been gnawing at her all evening returned with full force.

    As they passed through the main gates, the familiar figure of her father, Charles Trevelyan, came into view. He stood near the fountain, his hands clasped behind his back, surveying the courtyard with the calm air of a man who had long grown used to hosting grand occasions like this. His dark hair was streaked with silver, and though his face was lined with age, there was a warmth in his hazel eyes that immediately put Ariana at ease.

    “Ah, there you are,” Charles said, his voice carrying the faintest hint of amusement. “I was beginning to think you’d decided to skip the ball altogether.”

    Ariana slid off her horse, smoothing the folds of her dress as she approached him. “I was tempted,” she admitted, offering a small smile. “But Frederick thought Mother might send a search party if we stayed out much longer.”

    “More than likely,” Charles replied with a chuckle, his gaze softening as he looked at her. “You look beautiful, my dear. That dress suits you.”

    Ariana wrinkled her nose, glancing down at the elaborate gown. “It’s beautiful, but it feels like I’m being strangled by embroidery.”

    Her father laughed, the sound deep and warm. “That’s the price of being a Trevelyan, I’m afraid. Appearances above all else, according to your mother.”

    “Speaking of appearances,” Ariana said, lowering her voice as she leaned closer to him. “Frederick’s been acting strange all evening. Do you know what’s going on with him?”

    At the mention of Frederick, Charles’s gaze shifted to where the young man was dismounting his horse. Frederick hesitated, as though debating whether to join them, but after a brief glance in Charles’s direction, he quickly excused himself, muttering something about needing to prepare for the ball.

    Ariana frowned, watching him retreat toward the estate. “See what I mean? He’s avoiding you, and he’s barely said two words to me all night.”

    Charles sighed, his expression thoughtful. “Frederick’s been under a great deal of pressure lately, Ariana. Being the Duke of Markham’s heir is no small burden. I imagine it’s weighing on him more than usual. He did turn eighteen last month after all.”

    “Still,” she said, crossing her arms, “he could at least tell me what’s bothering him. We’ve known each other our whole lives.”

    Her father placed a reassuring hand on her shoulder, his touch grounding her. “Give him time. Whatever it is, I’m sure he’ll come around.”

    Ariana nodded, though her unease lingered. The bond she shared with her father was one of the few constants in her life. Unlike her mother, who saw Ariana as a project to mold and perfect, Charles treated her as an equal, valuing her thoughts and encouraging her curiosity. He was the one who had taught her how to ride, how to shoot a bow, and how to hold her own in a duel. He had given her the freedom to explore the world beyond the narrow expectations of nobility, even if only within the confines of their estate.

    “You know,” Charles said, breaking the silence, “when I was your age, I would have done anything to avoid these kinds of gatherings. Your grandmother used to drag me to every ball and banquet she could find, insisting it was for the good of the family.”

    “And did you hate every second of it?” Ariana asked, a teasing smile tugging at her lips.

    “Not every second,” he replied, his eyes twinkling. “But most of it, yes.”

    She laughed, the tension in her chest easing slightly. “Well, at least I’m not the only one.”

    Charles’s expression grew serious then, his hand squeezing her shoulder gently. “You’ll be alright tonight, Ariana. Just remember, these events are as much about endurance as they are about charm. You’ve got both in spades.”

    Ariana smiled up at him, her heart swelling with gratitude. “Thanks, Father.”

    As they turned to head inside, Ariana couldn’t shake the feeling that something was about to change—that the easy familiarity she shared with her father, with Frederick, with her life as it was, might not last much longer.

    ~~~

    The ball was already in full swing by the time Ariana made her way into the grand hall. The air was alive with the hum of conversation, the rustle of silks, and the soft strains of a string quartet playing in the corner. Guests milled about in finely tailored gowns and polished armor, their laughter and chatter blending into an almost overwhelming cacophony. The warm glow of chandeliers lit the room, their light reflecting off the polished marble floors and casting delicate patterns across the gilded walls. 

    Ariana moved among the crowd with practiced ease, offering polite smiles and greetings as she was introduced to lords and ladies from every corner of the Free Marches. “A pleasure to meet you,” she would say, the words falling from her lips with automatic precision. Years of etiquette lessons with her mother ensured she knew exactly how to hold herself, how to address a viscount versus a merchant lord, how to feign interest in the endless parade of names and titles. 

    But as the evening wore on, her energy began to wane. The practiced smile on her face started to feel heavy, her feet aching in the delicate shoes her mother had insisted she wear. She could hear Elara’s voice in her head, reminding her of the importance of maintaining appearances, of representing the Trevelyan family with dignity and grace. 

    She caught sight of her mother across the room, engaged in animated conversation with the Duchess Evelyn. The two women stood side by side, the picture of noble refinement, their laughter carefully measured, their smiles perfectly poised. Ariana’s stomach twisted. She didn’t know why, but something about their closeness tonight felt different—calculated. 

    As she excused herself from a conversation with a visiting merchant family, she found her way to one of the large arched doors leading out to the garden. Slipping through unnoticed, she let the heavy door fall shut behind her, cutting off the noise of the ball. 

    The night air was cool against her skin, a welcome contrast to the stifling heat of the crowded hall. The garden was illuminated by the soft glow of lanterns, their light casting long shadows across the carefully manicured hedges and flowerbeds. Ariana wandered along the stone path, her heels clicking softly against the cobblestones, until she reached a small bench beneath a towering oak tree. 

    She sat down, letting out a long sigh as she looked up at the sky. The stars were faint, their light dimmed by the lanterns and the distant glow of the city. Still, the sight of them brought her a small measure of peace. 

    Her mind wandered as she traced the constellations, her thoughts circling back to the evening’s events. The ball was no different from any other, yet something felt… off. It wasn’t just the endless parade of noble guests or her mother’s insistence on perfection. It was Frederick. 

    He had been distant all evening, even more so than usual. The ride earlier had been pleasant enough, but there had been a weight to his words, a reluctance in his eyes that she couldn’t ignore. He hadn’t met her father’s gaze in the courtyard, and even now, she realized, she hadn’t seen him much since the ball had started. 

    Ariana leaned back against the bench, closing her eyes for a moment as the questions churned in her mind. Why had Frederick been so strange lately? He had always been her closest friend, the one person she could count on to be honest with her. But lately, it felt like he was keeping something from her, something big. 

    Was he in trouble? Or was it something about the ball, the guests, the sudden attention their families seemed to be sharing? She opened her eyes, staring up at the stars once more. The familiar constellations offered no answers, their silent watch only deepening her sense of unease. 

    “Standing all by yourself again?” a familiar voice broke through the silence and her thoughts. 

    ~~~

    Frederick strode through the Trevelyan estate’s gardens, the laughter and music of the ball fading behind him. He’d seen her slip away earlier, a soft shadow against the lantern-lit paths, and though he had lingered for a time, guilt had gnawed at him. He had come out to find her, partly because he hated the idea of her being alone, but mostly because he couldn’t shake the weight of what he knew. 

    What was he supposed to say to her? How could he look her in the eye and tell her that her life was about to change in ways she couldn’t possibly imagine? That her parents and his had conspired to decide their futures without so much as a word to her? He knew Ariana—knew how fiercely she valued her independence, her freedom. She would feel betrayed, and he would be the one standing in the middle of it all. 

    He sighed, running a hand through his dark hair as he glanced around the garden. The soft glow of lanterns caught the edges of the trimmed hedges and cobblestone paths, but the night air did little to calm the turmoil in his chest. He spotted her sitting on a bench beneath an oak tree, her face tilted up to the stars, lost in thought. 

    For a moment, he hesitated. She looked so at peace, her dark hair spilling over her shoulders, the blue and silver dress catching the faint light. It suited her—the bold colors, the understated elegance. She was beautiful in a way that was entirely her own, a combination of strength and vulnerability that had always captivated him. To the rest of the world, she was the youngest Trevelyan daughter, but to him, she was a whirlwind of curiosity, rebellion, and quiet grace. 

    Frederick had known for years that he was in love with her. He had never said it outright, of course—how could he, when he knew she didn’t feel the same? Ariana was fiercely independent, and while she cared for him deeply, it wasn’t the kind of love he wanted. Still, some part of him had always hoped that, in time, she might see him differently. 

    He took a deep breath, forcing a smile onto his face as he approached. “Standing all by yourself again?” he called, breaking the quiet. 

    Ariana turned at the sound of his voice, a small smile tugging at her lips. “Fred,” she said, her tone light but carrying a hint of relief. “Avoiding the party too, are we?” 

    “Of course,” he said with a laugh, stepping closer. “You know me—I’d much rather be out here than listening to Lord What’s-His-Name brag about his latest hunting trip.” He hesitated, his gaze flicking to the stars above them. “But I saw you leave. Thought you might need company.” 

    She tilted her head, studying him. “You didn’t have to come after me, you know. I’m fine.” 

    “I know,” he said softly, sitting down on the bench beside her. “But… maybe I needed the company.” 

    Ariana smiled, but it didn’t quite reach her eyes. She leaned back, her fingers tracing idle patterns on the hem of her dress. “Do you ever feel like you don’t belong in any of this?” she asked after a moment, her voice quiet. 

    Frederick blinked, caught off guard by the question. “All the time,” he admitted, leaning forward with his elbows on his knees. “But I figured you’d be used to it by now. You’ve always handled this world better than I have.” 

    Ariana laughed, a soft, wistful sound. “Have I? Sometimes I think I’m just pretending. Smiling when I’m supposed to, saying the right things. But it all feels… hollow.” 

    He turned to look at her, his chest tightening. This was the Ariana he knew, the one who carried the weight of her family’s expectations even as she tried to carve out a piece of herself in the midst of it all. 

    “You know,” he said, his voice lighter now, “we could solve all our problems easily.” 

    She raised an eyebrow, a faint smirk playing at her lips. “Oh? And how’s that?” 

    Frederick grinned, nudging her with his shoulder. “We could get married. Think about it—our parents would stop nagging us, and you wouldn’t have to join the Chantry. It’d save us both a lot of headaches.” 

    Ariana rolled her eyes, laughing despite herself. “You’ve been saying that since I was twelve. It was ridiculous then, and it’s ridiculous now.” 

    “Was it?” he teased, though there was a flicker of something genuine in his tone. “I mean, come on—you could do worse.” 

    “I could also do better,” she shot back, her smirk widening. 

    “Ouch,” he said, clutching his chest in mock offense. “But seriously, think about it. We get along, we’ve known each other forever. It wouldn’t be the worst thing in the world.” 

    Ariana shook her head, still smiling. “You’re my friend. My best friend. That’s why this is silly. You don’t want to marry me any more than I want to marry you.” 

    Frederick’s grin faltered for just a moment before he covered it with a laugh. “Fair enough,” he said, leaning back against the bench. “But the offer’s always there, you know. Just in case.” 

    She gave him a playful shove, and for a moment, things felt normal again. But the weight of what he knew lingered in the back of his mind, a quiet reminder that this moment wouldn’t last. 

    “Come on,” Ariana said, standing and offering him her hand. “We should get back before our mothers come looking for us.” 

    Frederick took her hand, letting her pull him to his feet. “Lead the way,” he said, forcing himself to smile. 

    As they walked back toward the estate, he couldn’t help but glance at her out of the corner of his eye. He didn’t know what was worse—the thought of her hating him for not telling her the truth, or the knowledge that, even if she didn’t, she would never look at him the way he looked at her. 

    ~~~

    The garden’s quiet reprieve shattered as Lady Elara’s voice cut through the stillness like the toll of a bell.

    “There you are!” her mother exclaimed, descending upon Ariana and Frederick with a stern look that could wilt flowers. “Everyone has been looking for you.”

    Ariana turned slowly, her moment of peace slipping through her fingers. “I wasn’t—” she began, but her mother didn’t wait for an explanation. Instead, she grabbed Ariana’s wrist with surprising firmness, her cool blue eyes narrowing.

    “You will be the death of me, child,” Lady Elara chastised, her tone more exasperated than angry. “You cannot keep disappearing at these parties, especially not today.”

    “Mother, I wasn’t disappearing,” Ariana protested weakly, glancing at Frederick for support. But he, wisely, avoided meeting Lady Elara’s gaze, his posture stiff as he took a step back.

    “Enough,” Elara interrupted, her tone brooking no argument. “Come with me. Your father and I have a surprise for you.”

    The word “surprise” sent a ripple of unease through Ariana’s chest. Her mother’s idea of surprises often meant elaborate plans designed to secure alliances or elevate the family’s standing—plans that rarely accounted for Ariana’s feelings. She glanced at Frederick again, but he looked almost apologetic, as if he knew something she didn’t.

    Before Ariana could ask for clarification, Elara began fussing over her, brushing nonexistent dust from her gown and adjusting the high collar. “Hold still,” her mother ordered, the words more command than request. “We cannot have you looking anything less than perfect tonight.”

    The dress had already drawn every eye since Ariana had entered the hall. Its intricate embroidery sparkled under the lights, the delicate detailing along the bodice and flowing skirt giving it an ethereal quality. Yet Ariana felt trapped in it. The high collar, the fitted sleeves, even the way the fabric swirled when she walked—it all screamed of control, of being shaped into something she wasn’t.

    “Perfect for what, exactly?” Ariana asked, her unease growing. “What’s so important about today?”

    Lady Elara gave her a sharp look but said nothing, her silence more telling than any answer. She finally released Ariana’s wrist and motioned toward the estate. “Come along, now. We have kept the guests waiting long enough.”

    Ariana hesitated, a thousand questions swirling in her mind, but her mother was already walking ahead, her steps brisk and purposeful. Frederick lingered for a moment, looking as though he wanted to say something, but instead he mumbled an excuse and hurried after Elara.

    As they entered the estate, the warm glow of the chandeliers and the hum of lively conversation wrapped around Ariana like a net. The main hall was packed with nobility dressed in their finest, the room buzzing with the kind of polite, calculated energy that had always made her stomach churn.

    Her mother glided effortlessly through the crowd, exchanging smiles and nods with a practiced ease that Ariana had never managed to emulate. It was moments like these that highlighted the stark differences between them.

    Ariana’s relationship with her mother had always been… strained. Lady Elara was everything a noblewoman should be: poised, devout, and unwavering in her adherence to tradition. She had spent years trying to mold Ariana into a perfect reflection of herself.

    Her father, on the other hand, had been her sanctuary. Lord Charles Trevelyan’s love for his youngest daughter was evident in the hours he spent with her, teaching her history, dueling techniques, and even the constellations in the night sky. While her mother had drilled etiquette into her siblings, Charles had shown Ariana a world beyond noble obligations—a world of stories, strategy, and quiet rebellion.

    Her closeness to her father had always been a point of contention with Lady Elara. “You indulge her too much,” her mother would say, her disapproval clear. “She needs discipline, not distractions.”

    But her father had always smiled in response, his eyes twinkling with a mixture of pride and amusement. “Ariana needs to find her own way,” he would reply. “She has a strength most don’t see. It’s not something you can force into a mold.”

    That strength, Ariana suspected, was the very thing her mother sought to suppress. To Elara, a noblewoman’s worth was tied to her obedience, her faith, and her ability to secure alliances through marriage. Ariana’s defiance, her refusal to bend to tradition, was an affront to everything her mother valued.

    As they neared the main hall, Lady Elara turned back to her daughter, her expression softening just slightly. “Remember,” she said, her tone almost gentle now, “you are a Trevelyan. Tonight is important. Your father and I… we only want what’s best for you.”

    Ariana met her mother’s gaze, searching for sincerity beneath the layers of propriety and expectation. But before she could respond, Elara straightened, smoothing her dress and preparing to rejoin the crowd.

    Whatever “surprise” awaited her, Ariana doubted it was something she would want. But with Frederick avoiding her gaze and her mother’s cryptic hints, one thing was clear: tonight was about more than just Summerday.

    ~~~

    The warmth of the main hall did nothing to soothe Ariana’s growing unease. As they crossed the threshold, her hand rested lightly on Frederick’s arm, a facade for the gathered nobles. Her mother, Lady Elara, stood ahead with Duchess Evelyn, both women radiating the kind of confidence that could command armies—or at least an entire ballroom of guests.

    Elara didn’t waste a moment. She swept to the center of the hall, plucking a glass of wine from a passing servant with effortless grace. With a single motion, she raised the glass and silence descended over the crowd. The murmurs ceased, all eyes shifting toward her. The room seemed to shrink, the grand chandeliers dimming under the weight of expectation.

    “Friends, family, esteemed guests,” Lady Elara began, her tone rich with the confidence of a woman who had orchestrated every detail of this moment. Her gaze swept over the crowd, and Ariana felt as if her mother’s sharp eyes lingered on her, daring her to falter. “We are gathered tonight not only to celebrate Summerday but to mark the beginning of a new chapter—one of unity, prosperity, and promise.”

    Elara motioned for Ariana and Frederick to step forward, and though her feet moved of their own accord, Ariana felt as though she were walking to her doom. The starlit fabric of her gown whispered against the marble floor, its elegance a mockery of the turmoil building in her chest.

    Duchess Evelyn joined Elara at the front of the room, her smile broad and triumphant. She took Ariana’s free hand in hers, squeezing it with a maternal familiarity that made Ariana’s skin crawl. The Duchess’s voice was warm, her expression glowing with satisfaction. “Tonight, we celebrate the joining of two great houses,” she began. “It is with immense pride and joy that I stand with Lady Elara to announce the engagement of my son, Frederick Decken, and Ariana Ryss Trevelyan.”

    The words hit Ariana like a blow. For a moment, she thought she hadn’t heard correctly, but the thunderous applause that followed confirmed it. Her chest tightened as if the air had been stolen from the room. Her eyes darted to her father. Father, please. Stop this.

    She found him standing at the edge of the crowd, his expression pained, his shoulders slumped under the weight of unspoken words. When their gazes met, he looked away, retreating through a side door. It was as though he couldn’t bear to watch, leaving her to shoulder this alone.

    Beside her, Frederick remained silent, his expression unreadable. She glanced at him, hoping for an ally, but his gaze stayed fixed forward, his posture stiff and unyielding. His hand remained steady beneath hers, but the boy she had spent her childhood laughing with felt like a stranger in that moment.

    Duchess Evelyn’s voice broke through Ariana’s spiraling thoughts. “This union will symbolize the bond between our two cities and will mark the beginning of a legacy that will endure for generations. Together, Frederick and Ariana will usher in a new era of strength and stability for both Markham and Ostwick.”

    The weight of her future pressed down on her like an iron collar. The applause rose again, louder this time, but it felt distant, muted against the roaring in her ears. She forced herself to smile, her lips curving in the way she had been trained, though every muscle in her face protested. The crowd surged forward, nobles congratulating her, clasping her hands, and showering her with empty pleasantries that only deepened the pit in her stomach.

    “Two years from now, on Summerday, they will wed,” Evelyn declared, her voice ringing with triumph. “And tonight marks the beginning of that journey.”

    As the room began to shift back to conversation and merriment, Ariana seized the first moment of freedom to pull her hand away. She made an excuse about needing fresh air, slipping past the crowd with a grace born of desperation. She needed space, needed to breathe, and needed to escape before her carefully constructed composure shattered entirely.

    ~~~

    Ariana’s steps quickened as she reached the cool night air of the garden. The soft glow of lanterns strung through the trees did little to calm the storm raging inside her. She hadn’t even made it to the edge of the trellis before she heard his voice.

    “Ariana, wait!” Frederick called, his boots crunching against the gravel as he chased after her.

    She stopped but didn’t turn around, her arms crossed tightly over her chest. She couldn’t face him, not yet. The sharp sting of betrayal burned too fiercely in her chest.

    “Ari,” he said again, softer this time, as he caught up to her. “Please, let me explain.”

    Her shoulders stiffened at his use of the nickname he’d always called her. It once brought her comfort, a reminder of the bond they had shared since childhood. Now, it grated against her already raw emotions. Slowly, she turned to face him, her hazel-green eyes ablaze with the storm of emotions swirling inside her—anger, despair, betrayal, and an ache so profound it left her breathless.

    “Explain?” she echoed, her voice sharp and cutting. “What is there to explain, Frederick? That you knew? That you let me stand there tonight like a fool, blindsided by something you’ve apparently known for weeks?”

    Frederick flinched, guilt etched into every line of his face. “Ari, I wanted to tell you—Maker knows I did—but—”

    “But you didn’t,” she interrupted, her voice trembling with fury. “You’re my oldest friend. I’ve trusted you more than almost anyone, and tonight you betrayed me.”

    Frederick’s hand fell uselessly to his side as he looked down, unable to meet her gaze. “I didn’t mean to,” he said, his voice barely above a whisper. “I never wanted to hurt you.”

    “Then why didn’t you warn me?” she demanded, stepping closer, her hands trembling as they balled into fists. “You had weeks, Frederick. Weeks! You let me stand there, utterly humiliated, while you pretended like everything was fine. How could you do that to me?”

    He took a deep breath, his voice shaky but steadying. “Because I thought… I thought maybe this wouldn’t be so bad. That maybe—” He hesitated, his blue eyes filled with regret as they finally met hers. “That maybe you’d see that this could work. That we could work.”

    Ariana’s heart clenched at the raw emotion in his voice, but her anger burned brighter. “You thought I’d just go along with it?” she said, her tone dripping with disbelief. “That I’d be grateful for a life I didn’t choose?”

    “I’m in love with you, Ariana!” he burst out, the words tumbling out before he could stop them. “I’ve been in love with you for years. I thought… I hoped that maybe, if you saw this as a chance… we could finally—”

    “Don’t,” she said, her voice cold and final. “Don’t you dare try to make this about love. I’ve always known how you felt about me.”

    His eyes widened in shock. “You… knew?”

    She nodded, her expression hardening. “Of course I knew. But I didn’t want to hurt you, so I pretended not to notice. I thought it was kinder that way.” She took a step back, her arms dropping to her sides as her voice broke. “And knowing that makes this so much worse.”

    Frederick looked stricken, his mouth opening to say something, but no words came. Ariana pressed on, her voice trembling but determined. “You figured you could change my mind by force. By staying silent and letting them ambush me with this. You thought if I didn’t have a choice, I’d just… accept it.”

    “That’s not what I—” he started, but she cut him off.

    “Isn’t it?” she said, her voice rising with the weight of her anger. “If you had warned me—if you’d trusted me enough to tell me the truth—maybe we could’ve planned together. Maybe I could’ve found a way to make this… acceptable. We could’ve worked through this. But you didn’t. You decided for me.”

    Her words hung heavy in the air, a truth that neither of them could deny. Frederick looked like he had been struck, the weight of her accusations pressing down on him. “Ari,” he said softly, his voice breaking. “I thought—”

    “You thought wrong,” she said, her voice cracking under the strain of her emotions. “I might never forgive you for this, Frederick. And I know I’ll never trust you again.”

    The finality in her words hit like a dagger, and Frederick recoiled as though physically wounded. He opened his mouth to speak, but she had already turned, walking away from him and the shattered remains of their friendship.

    This time, he didn’t follow.

    ~~~

    Ariana pushed open the heavy doors of the library, her steps faltering as she took in the room bathed in the warm glow of the firelight. Her father, Lord Charles Trevelyan, sat in his usual chair near the hearth, a book resting in his hands. But he wasn’t reading. His gaze was distant, his expression heavy, as if he’d been carrying the weight of the evening for far longer than she had known.

    He looked up as she entered, his hazel eyes meeting hers, and in them, she saw the guilt she had been expecting. For a moment, she froze, unsure whether to unleash the storm inside her or beg for some semblance of comfort. Instead, she stepped forward, her voice trembling with a mixture of anger and heartbreak.

    “Why?” she demanded, the single word cutting through the quiet like a blade.

    Charles sighed deeply, setting the book aside as if it had suddenly grown too heavy to hold. “Ariana,” he said softly, “I knew you would come.”

    Her fists clenched at her sides, her voice rising despite her best efforts to remain composed. “Why didn’t you tell me, Father? Why didn’t you warn me? I trusted you—I trusted you more than anyone!”

    Her words seemed to strike him like a physical blow. He stood, his movements slow, his face etched with sorrow as he stepped closer. “Ariana, please,” he said, his voice low and measured. “I did everything I could. You must understand—”

    “Understand?” she interrupted, her hazel-green eyes blazing with emotion. “What is there to understand? You let me walk into that room completely unprepared, humiliated in front of everyone. I looked for you, hoping you would say something, do something, but you just stood there!”

    He looked away, the guilt on his face deepening. “It wasn’t my choice to make,” he said, his voice barely above a whisper. “Your mother… the Duke and Duchess… they planned this for months. By the time I knew, it was already set in motion. There was nothing I could do to stop it.”

    Ariana shook her head, her voice cracking. “You could have warned me,” she said, a tear slipping down her cheek. “You could have at least given me the chance to prepare.”

    Charles exhaled slowly, the weight of the years evident in his posture. “Ariana,” he began, his tone tinged with both regret and exhaustion, “you should have been sent to the Chantry years ago. It was expected, required of us. But I delayed it—for you. I wanted you here, with me. I did everything in my power to give you more time, to let you grow up as freely as I could manage. But there are limits to what even I can do.”

    She felt her chest tighten at his words, her anger warring with the ache of understanding. “You say you tried to protect me,” she said, her voice trembling. “But tonight… you handed me over without a fight. You gave up.”

    “I didn’t give up,” he replied firmly, his voice breaking slightly. “I just… ran out of options. This arrangement—it’s not what I wanted for you. But it is better than the alternative. Frederick is someone you know, someone who cares for you. At least this way, you have a chance to make something of it.”

    Ariana turned away, her arms wrapping around herself as if to shield her from the truth. “You don’t understand,” she said, her voice barely audible. “I don’t want this life. I don’t want any of it.”

    Her father stepped closer, his voice soft. “I know, my dear,” he said, the pain in his words unmistakable. “But there are things beyond our control—obligations we cannot escape, no matter how much we wish otherwise.”

    The tears she had been holding back finally spilled over, and she sank onto the nearest chair, burying her face in her hands as sobs overtook her. Charles hesitated for a moment before sitting beside her, pulling her into a gentle embrace. She didn’t resist, leaning into him as he held her, his hand brushing soothingly over her hair.

    “I wish I could have done more,” he murmured. “I wish the world were kinder to you. But even though it may not feel like it now, you are stronger than you know. You will endure this, Ariana. I have no doubt.”

    Her sobs subsided slowly, her body trembling as she clung to him. For a moment, she allowed herself to take comfort in his presence, even as the betrayal still lingered in her heart.

    “Even if it doesn’t seem like it,” he whispered, his voice breaking, “out of all my children, you are the one I love most. I hope you can forgive me someday.”

    Ariana didn’t respond, the weight of his words too much to bear. Instead, she let herself rest against him, the exhaustion of the night finally catching up to her. Together, they sat in silence, father and daughter, bound by love and regret, as the fire crackled softly in the background.