Tag: Frederick Decken

  • Chapter 36 – What Must Be done

    8 – 9 Cloudreach 9:34

    The following morning, Ariana sat at her desk, the thin parchment resting between her fingertips, the words etched upon it seemingly heavier than the weight of the ink itself.

    “Do what you must. Stay in the shadows. 

    -Dorothea” 

    She had expected this. From the moment she penned her letter to the Divine, she had known the response would be little more than permission to do what she had already resolved to do. Yet, seeing the words in front of her, their brevity so stark and unflinching, she couldn’t deny the sinking feeling that settled in her chest. 

    However, what was also painfully clear from the note was that they would get no help from the Chantry at this point. Stay in the shadows. “She makes it sound so easy,” Ariana murmured to herself, her voice tight with frustration.

    Her gaze dropped to the paper, her fingers tightening on its edges before carefully setting it down. She closed her eyes for a moment, steadying herself. The worst-case scenario was no longer a looming possibility—it was here, tangible, staring back at her in the Divine’s measured handwriting. 

    The room around her seemed quieter, the distant murmur of the house muffled as her thoughts began to race. This was no longer about mere rumors or speculation. It was real. The Rangers, her network, her decisions—they were all that stood between the vulnerable and the inevitable chaos that seemed to be encroaching on Kirkwall and beyond. 

    Do what you must.

    The words echoed in her mind, an affirmation of the responsibility she bore. Yet, for all her resolve, the reality of what lay ahead sent a chill down her spine. 

    The creak of the door was soft, but Ariana knew who it was without looking. Isabel entered the room quietly, a steaming cup of tea in her hands. She paused when she saw Ariana’s expression, her usually steady gaze faltering as concern flickered across her face. 

    “Child?” Isabel asked softly, setting the cup down with care. “What is it?” 

    Ariana opened her eyes, the faintest hint of weariness in their depths. She gestured to the letter, her voice quiet. “The Divine… has responded.” 

    Isabel reached for the letter, her eyes narrowing as they scanned the short message. A faint sigh escaped her lips, the weight of the words not lost on her. “I see,” she murmured, her voice steady but sympathetic. 

    Ariana let out a shaky breath, her hands falling to her lap. “It is worse than I thought. She has effectively told me to prepare for the worst—to do what is necessary.” 

    Isabel rested a comforting hand on her shoulder, her grip firm and grounding. “You have faced worse odds, Ariana. This is not the first time you have been tasked with the impossible, and it will not be the last.” 

    “Fixing ‘all the things’ in Ferelden was one thing,” she said bitterly. “There were no shadows. Rebuilding a town didn’t defy anyone. But here? Stay in the shadows.” She laughed without humor. “As if this is just another piece in her grand game.” For a moment, she wondered if that’s all she had ever been—a piece to be moved until sacrificed, all for a larger, unseen strategy.

    “Then you will adapt,” Isabel said firmly, her voice cutting through Ariana’s rising anxiety with practiced ease. “Because that is what you do, child. You adapt, you endure, and you fight for what is right.” 

    Ariana nodded, though her mind remained clouded, the letter’s implications swirling in her thoughts like a storm. “The Rangers will need to be more careful than ever now. And the mages… Maker, if Meredith discovers what we are doing—” 

    For a moment, Ariana’s gaze softened, gratitude flickering in her hazel-green eyes. Isabel’s unwavering confidence in her was a lifeline, the steady presence she often relied upon when everything else felt unmoored. 

    She picked up the letter again, folding it neatly with deliberate care and tucking it away into a small lockbox on her desk. “Stay in the shadows,” she repeated softly. “It seems that is the only choice left.” 

    Isabel nodded, a faint smile gracing her lips as she squeezed Ariana’s shoulder. “And you’ll do it well. You always have.” 

    The soft creak of the library door interrupted them. Ariana’s head turned sharply, and her heart skipped a beat as Frederick appeared in the doorway. His brow furrowed slightly as his gaze darted between the two women, picking up on the faint tension lingering in the air. 

    “Is everything all right?” he asked, his tone light, though his sharp grey eyes betrayed his curiosity. “You both look like you’re plotting something dramatic.” 

    Ariana immediately schooled her expression into something calmer, her posture shifting as if shaking off the moment. She offered a small smile, though it didn’t quite reach her eyes. “Just business,” she said with an airy tone, brushing her hands lightly along the desk. “A letter that needed sorting.” 

    Frederick’s eyes lingered on her for a moment longer, his expression searching as if trying to read between the lines. “Business,” he echoed skeptically, though his tone remained teasing. “Why do I get the feeling that you’re being purposefully vague?” 

    Isabel straightened, stepping back with a pointed glance at Ariana as if to silently say, this is yours to handle. “Because Ariana is purposefully vague,” Isabel replied dryly, a hint of humor easing the tension. She offered Frederick a polite smile. “I’ll fetch you both something to eat. No plotting on empty stomachs.” 

    Frederick chuckled as Isabel disappeared down the hall, leaving him alone with Ariana. He stepped further into the room, his gaze landing briefly on her desk before meeting her eyes again. “You’re not going to tell me what that was really about, are you?” 

    Ariana shook her head, leaning back slightly in her chair. “Not right now, Fred,” she said softly but firmly. “It’s just… things I need to sort out.” 

    He frowned, concern flickering across his face. “Does it have to do with what happened in the city? The Qunari? The injuries?” 

    Her smile faltered briefly, her fingers brushing absently over the edge of the desk. “Partially,” she admitted, her voice quieter now. “The Qunari uprising… it changed everything. The chaos, the desperation… Maker, Fred, I saw things I’d rather not remember.” She paused, her gaze distant. “And yes, I got caught in the middle of it. Too close to the fighting.” 

    Frederick’s brow creased further. “Ari—” 

    “Don’t,” she cut in gently, holding up a hand. “I’m fine now. Truly. And I promise, it’s nothing you need to worry about.” 

    Frederick’s gaze lingered on her for a long moment, the concern still evident in his expression. Finally, he sighed, giving her a small, reluctant smile. “I know better than to press you when you’ve made up your mind.” 

    “At least you should know better,” she replied with a faint grin, the tension in her shoulders easing slightly. 

    Frederick tilted his head, his tone lighter again. “For what it’s worth, you’re terrible at pretending you’re not up to something. You’ve always been the worst liar.” 

    Ariana laughed softly, shaking her head. “Only with you because you still let me get away with it.” 

    “For now,” he quipped, though the sincerity in his tone didn’t go unnoticed. “But if you need anything—anything at all—you’ll tell me, won’t you?” 

    Ariana’s expression softened, her gaze meeting his as she nodded. “I will,” she promised, though a part of her doubted she’d ever let him carry that burden. 

    Frederick seemed satisfied with that, leaning back against the nearby bookshelf with his easy, familiar smile. “Good. Now, let’s see what Isabel has prepared. If I remember correctly, she makes a mean lemon cake.” 

    Ariana chuckled, the heaviness in her chest lifting, if only slightly. “She does,” she replied, pushing herself up from the chair. “And you’ll owe me if I let you have the last slice.” 

    Frederick grinned, falling into step beside her as they left the library together. For now, the shadow war could wait—just a little longer.

    ~~~

    Ariana paced the length of the library, the Divine’s letter tucked securely in her pocket. The words weighed on her like chains, each step echoing her growing sense of entrapment. What if she’d been naive to think the Divine would ever act? Was she just a pawn, moved in a game far beyond her control? The thought sent a cold knot of anger and doubt tightening in her chest. The words felt like they burned there, a constant reminder of the dangerous path ahead. She had sent for Hawke and Varric as soon as the weight of the message settled. This wasn’t something she could manage alone.

    When Hawke and Varric arrived, the atmosphere in the estate was heavy. Isabel led them into the library, where Ariana stood by the table, a map of Kirkwall and its surrounding areas spread out, various notes and markings scattered across its surface. She turned to greet them, her expression serious but calm.

    “Pup,” Varric said, his tone light despite the tension in the room. “This must be something big if you’re calling us here so early.”

    Ariana offered a faint smile but didn’t return the jest. Instead, she retrieved the letter from her pocket and handed it to Hawke. “Here,” she said simply, her voice steady.

    Hawke’s eyes scanned the brief message, her brows knitting together as she passed it to Varric. “Do what you must,” she murmured, her tone dry but carrying an edge of understanding. “That’s ominous.”

    Varric read it next, his expression darkening slightly as he placed the letter back on the table. “She’s leaving it all on you, huh?” he said. “No guidance, no resources, just… good luck out there?”

    Ariana nodded, leaning against the edge of the table, though her mind remained clouded. Every word, every plan etched onto the map felt like a thread of a web she could no longer untangle. She had resolved to act, but the weight of knowing she might lead others into danger never fully left her. “Seems like it. But we don’t have time to dwell on what we don’t have. We have to move.”

    “What’s the plan, then?” Hawke asked, crossing her arms as she leaned back against a chair.

    Ariana gestured to the map. “Same plan we’ve been working, but now we need to start being faster and getting more people out. It also means we’ll need to start intercepting any mage transports into Kirkwall. Keep directing any mages you come across to the warehouse. The Rangers have it set up as a safe haven. From there, we can smuggle them out of Kirkwall to safety.”

    Hawke raised an eyebrow. “And if Meredith catches wind of this?”

    “She can’t,” Ariana said firmly. “We stay in the shadows. No one can know this is connected to the Rangers, or to me. If anyone asks, they’re just independent sympathizers.”

    Varric nodded, his fingers tapping idly on the edge of the table. “We should also alert our contacts in the mage underground. Let them know we’ll need to get better at this.”

    “I was hoping you’d bring that up,” Ariana said, glancing at Hawke. “Can you two handle that?”

    Hawke considered the question for a moment, her gaze drifting over the map. “We’ll talk to Anders. He should be able to coordinate with them.”

    “Good,” Ariana said, her tone resolute. “The more coordination we have, the better chance we have of avoiding detection.”

    Hawke straightened, meeting Ariana’s gaze. “You’re taking a big risk, you know.”

    “So are you,” Ariana replied. “But we’ve already seen what Meredith is capable of. If we don’t act, innocent people will suffer.”

    There was a moment of silence as the weight of the situation settled over the room. Varric broke it with a soft sigh. “Well, Hawke, it looks like we’re getting ready for war after all.”

    “Thank you,” Ariana said sincerely, her voice quiet but filled with gratitude. “Both of you.” 

    Hawke gave her a small smile. “Just promise me one thing.” 

    Ariana felt her curiosity stir, her gaze narrowing slightly as her mind raced to piece together Hawke’s cryptic words. “What’s that?” she asked, the question tinged with both suspicion and a flicker of concern. 

    Hawke’s smile widened, though there was a sharpness to her tone. “If this all goes sideways, don’t get yourself killed. I need someone to share the blame with.”

    Ariana chuckled softly, a small relief breaking through the tension. “Well… look at it this way. If I die, you won’t need to share that Champion of Kirkwall title.”

    Hawke’s laugh was quick and full, her tone playfully sharp as she leaned against the back of a chair. “Oh, didn’t you hear? Apparently, we’ll have to duel for the title.”

    Varric’s voice cut in smoothly, his usual swagger infused with mock seriousness. “For dramatic effect, naturally. I’ll make sure to pen the story so both of you look good. Can’t have the readers picking sides, after all.”

    Ariana shook her head, her lips curving into a wry smile. “You’d make it sound like we battled on the rooftops in a storm, wouldn’t you?”

    Varric grinned, tapping his chin as if deep in thought. “Hmm, now that you mention it, Pup, a thunderstorm could really set the scene. Adds a touch of gravitas to the whole affair.”

    Hawke raised an eyebrow, her smirk widening. “And who wins this epic duel, then?”

    “Depends who’s buying the drinks that night,” Varric replied smoothly.

    The banter rippled through the room like a calming tide, momentarily pulling Ariana from her thoughts. Yet beneath her faint smile, the weight of her responsibility simmered, a constant reminder that this fragile levity could shatter at any moment. Ariana allowed herself a brief moment to breathe, her gaze flicking to the map spread across the table, the lines and notes a stark reminder of the work ahead.

    Hawke’s tone softened, though her teasing edge remained. “In all seriousness, Ari, don’t get yourself killed. I like having you around, and besides… someone has to keep Varric in check.”

    Ariana’s expression gentled, her eyes meeting Hawke’s with quiet determination. “The feeling’s mutual. Just try not to get us both killed, alright?”

    Varric raised his hands in mock surrender. “Now, now, let’s not get sentimental. We’ve got a shadow war to run here, and I’d rather it not end with a tragic finale. Too many tears, not enough drinks.”

    “Noted,” Ariana replied, her voice lighter as she reached for her notes. “Let’s focus on keeping this as tear-free as possible, shall we?”

    Before any more could be said, the sound of footsteps approaching made all three of them pause. The door creaked open, and Frederick appeared in the entryway, his brow furrowed slightly as he took in the scene. “What’s all this? More scheming?” he asked, his tone casual but underpinned by curiosity.

    Varric and Hawke exchanged quick, wary glances, and Ariana straightened, stepping forward as if to intercept him. “Nothing to concern yourself with, Fred. Just… business.”

    Frederick tilted his head, his sharp grey eyes flicking between Ariana, Varric, and Hawke. “Business? With the Champion of Kirkwall? I’m not blind, Ari.”

    Ariana exhaled softly, her posture relaxing just a little. “It’s complicated, Fred. That’s all.”

    Frederick crossed his arms, his expression darkening slightly. “Is it as complicated as the rumors I’ve been hearing?”

    The room fell silent for a beat. Hawke and Varric stiffened almost imperceptibly, both of them glancing at Ariana for direction. Ariana’s brow furrowed slightly, her tone cautious as she asked, “What rumors?”

    Frederick took another step into the room, his gaze steady. “I’ve heard disturbing things about the Kirkwall Circle. It’s part of the reason I came.”

    Varric leaned back in his chair, his eyes narrowing. “What kind of disturbing things?”

    Frederick glanced at him before turning his focus back to Ariana. “The Knight-Commander of the Markham Circle reached out to me before I left. He’s an old friend, and… he’s worried. Deeply. He said there are whispers about Meredith’s methods—rumors that the Rite of Tranquility is being overused. That it’s being used as a weapon.”

    Ariana stilled, her heart sinking at the confirmation of what she already knew. This wasn’t just about saving lives anymore; it was about standing against a force far more corrupt than she had dared to admit. Her pulse quickened, and she felt the sting of bitter frustration—both at Meredith and at herself for not acting sooner. Yet to hear that others in the Templar Order were concerned was something else altogether. She exchanged a brief look with Hawke and Varric, the unspoken question hanging heavy in the air.

    Frederick, clearly unsettled, continued. “The Markham Circle is small, you know that. It has no political weight, no real influence. The Knight-Commander there believes Meredith’s focus isn’t on protecting mages but on controlling them completely—breaking them. He’s afraid to investigate any further.”

    Ariana’s gaze lingered on Frederick, searching his face for any hint of doubt or exaggeration. She wanted to believe they weren’t fighting a losing battle, but each word he spoke reminded her how deep the shadows had grown. Could they truly face this and survive? There was none. She turned her attention to Varric and Hawke, who both seemed to reach the same conclusion she had.

    Finally, Hawke broke the silence. “And what do you think, Frederick?”

    Frederick frowned, his voice quiet but resolute. “I think if half of what I’ve heard is true, Meredith is a monster. And someone has to stop her.”

    Ariana let out a quiet breath, her decision already made. She glanced at Varric and Hawke again, seeing the understanding in their eyes before turning back to Frederick. “Fred… this isn’t just gossip. It’s worse than you know.”

    He blinked, surprise flickering across his face. “You’re saying it’s true?”

    Ariana nodded slowly. “It’s worse. We’ve seen it firsthand.”

    Frederick looked at her, his expression softening with concern. “Ari, if you’re in danger—”

    “I’m not,” she cut in gently, though her tone carried the weight of her resolve. “But the mages are. And I can’t ignore it.”

    Frederick studied her for a long moment, his eyes searching hers. “You’re in the middle of this, aren’t you?”

    “We are,” Ariana admitted quietly, motioning towards Hawke and Varric. “And now, you’re part of it, too.”

    He let out a small breath, his lips quirking into a faint, resigned smile. “Well, I’ve never been one to sit on the sidelines, have I?”

    Varric snorted, shaking his head. “Looks like you picked a fine time to visit, my Lord.”

    Frederick’s grin grew, though it didn’t quite reach his eyes. “Better late than never.”

    Ariana stepped forward, her expression softening. “Fred… you can still walk away from this. I’ll understand.”

    He shook his head firmly. “No. I told you, if you ever need me, I’m here. You’ll need allies, Ari. And I’ll be one of them.”

    Hawke smirked, arms crossed. “I like him already.”

    Ariana smiled faintly, warmth flickering in her chest as she looked between them. For the first time in days, she felt a spark of hope. They weren’t alone in this. Not anymore.

    ~~~

    Ariana had chosen her outfit carefully that day—a deep sapphire gown with elegant tailoring that hugged her figure. The high collar and subtle embroidery of the fabric spoke of noble refinement without being ostentatious. The soft shimmer of the material caught the sunlight as she walked, her steps steady but light as she made her way through the cobbled streets of Hightown.

    She had hoped a stroll might help clear her thoughts. She asked Frederick for his company, needing someone to talk to, someone whose perspective she trusted. The Divine’s letter, the mages, the Rangers—it all weighed heavily on her.

    “You said the Markham Circle is small,” Ariana began softly, careful to keep her voice low as they walked side by side. “But can you find out if they have room to take in mages?”

    Frederick quirked an eyebrow, glancing at her with curiosity. “Of course, but why do you ask?”

    Ariana let out a faint sigh. “Part of our task, if we confirm the suspicions about the Rite of Tranquility, is to divert mages bound for Kirkwall elsewhere. But not all of them want to become apostates—some just want to be safe.” She let her words hang in the air for a moment, glancing at him. “It would be easier if we had Circles willing to accept mages quietly.”

    Frederick’s expression turned thoughtful, his voice measured. “You’re organizing something far bigger than you’re letting on, aren’t you?”

    Before she could answer, a sharp voice cut through the hum of Hightown. Ariana felt her stomach twist slightly, her thoughts snapping to attention as her mind raced to interpret the tension in that voice.

    “Ariana Trevelyan.”

    They turned in unison to find Knight-Commander Meredith standing a few paces behind them, her crimson-lined armor catching the sunlight, making her look more imposing than ever. Her piercing gaze scanned Ariana from head to toe, lingering with calculated scrutiny. There was no attempt at subtlety in her judgment.

    Frederick instinctively shifted a half-step closer, placing himself slightly in front of Ariana, his shoulders squaring as if shielding her.

    “I wondered how long it would take for our paths to cross,” Meredith continued, her tone clipped.

    Ariana’s expression remained neutral, though her back straightened instinctively. “Knight-Commander,” she replied evenly, inclining her head in a gesture that was polite but far from deferential.

    Meredith’s sharp eyes lingered on Frederick for only a second before turning back to Ariana. “It has come to my attention that you have been occupying a great deal of the Knight-Captain’s time.”

    “I’m certain that any time I’ve occupied has been during his off-duty hours only, Knight-Commander,” Ariana responded calmly despite the frustration that was beginning to settle in her chest.

    Meredith held her gaze, unyielding “It has also come to my attention that the Knight-Captain brought you to the Gallows and arranged for you to be tended to by several Circle mages. A careless use of magic caused by his distraction with you.”

    “Yes, I’m sure my dying would have been a far more convenient and less careless an act on the Knight-Captain’s part.” Ariana quipped, her tone purposefully light “However, I believe if you have concerns about his actions or his duties–“

    “His duties, girl, are of paramount importance—”

    “Lady Trevelyan,” Frederick interrupted smoothly, his tone cold and firm, cutting through Meredith’s condescension like a blade. “It is only proper that you address her as such. I am Lord Frederick Decken, son of the Duke Victor Decken of Markham. It is not often I see Templars addressing individuals of noble blood with such… directness.”

    Meredith’s gaze flicked to him sharply, clearly unamused, but Frederick stood his ground, his noble poise unwavering.

    Ariana glanced at Frederick with the faintest hint of appreciation before continuing, her tone measured but pointed. “If you are concerned about Cullen’s focus on his duties, perhaps you should address that matter with him directly. I am not privy to his assignments.”

    The flash of irritation that crossed Meredith’s face was fleeting, but Ariana caught it. Her chest tightened as the weight of Meredith’s words settled in—a subtle but undeniable threat to Cullen, to her, and to everything they were trying to protect. “You would do well to understand the delicate balance in this city,” Meredith said, her voice low and heavy with warning. “There are matters at play here that you cannot begin to comprehend.”

    “Oh, I am quite familiar with delicate balances,” Ariana replied, her tone sweetly polite, though her words carried weight. “Speaking of which, has there been any progress in the search for a new Viscount? Surely, the city cannot function properly without civilian leadership.”

    Meredith’s expression darkened, though she forced a tight smile. “The current situation requires stability. A change in leadership would be… premature.”

    “Curious,” Ariana said, her gaze unwavering. “I was under the impression that the Chantry frowns upon Templars wielding power in civilian matters. I imagine that must make this situation… uncomfortable for you.”

    Meredith’s jaw tightened, her composure slipping just a fraction. “I would caution you to tread carefully, Lady Trevelyan. Kirkwall is not a place for outsiders to meddle.”

    Frederick interjected, his voice calm but cutting, every word laced with noble authority. “Forgive me, Knight-Commander, but I must remind you that Lady Trevelyan is hardly an outsider. She has resided in Kirkwall for some time now, and as the daughter of one of Ostwick’s most prominent houses, she has every right to concern herself with the city’s wellbeing.”

    Meredith’s glare turned icy, but Frederick pressed on, unshaken. Ariana’s tension eased slightly at his calm confidence, but her mind churned, already anticipating the ripple effects of this confrontation. “Moreover, I agree with Lady Trevelyan in this matter. What I have witnessed here is deeply troubling, and I do intend to bring this back to my father in Markham and the noble houses of Ostwick. The other city-states will undoubtedly find it… unsettling to hear that Kirkwall appears to be under what one might call Templar occupation.”

    The subtle emphasis on the last words made Meredith’s face flush with barely restrained anger. “You speak of things you do not understand, my Lord.”

    “Do I?” Frederick replied smoothly, tilting his head in a way that somehow made the air even heavier. “Or do I speak of matters the Chantry might wish to address before they attract further… scrutiny?”

    Meredith’s eyes narrowed, her composure visibly cracking, though she held her silence for a moment longer. Finally, with an abrupt turn, she barked, “Good day, Lady Trevelyan. Lord Decken.”

    With that, Meredith spun on her heel and strode off, her crimson-lined cloak snapping behind her like the crack of a whip.

    The silence that followed was thick, punctuated only by the whispers of a few nobles lingering nearby who had clearly witnessed the exchange. Ariana felt the weight of their stares, the cold judgment of the court she had long since learned to navigate. But beneath her composed exterior, unease flickered—this exchange would carry far beyond Hightown’s cobbled streets.

    Ariana exhaled slowly, tension bleeding from her shoulders as she turned to Frederick. Gratitude flickered in her eyes, but beneath it lay a faint shadow of concern. “That was bold, even for you,” she murmured, her tone light but edged with sincerity. “You didn’t have to do that.”

    Frederick shrugged lightly, though there was a quiet resolve in his voice. “Of course I did. Your Knight-Captain ordered me to take care of you,” he joked, “And I meant what I said, Ari. I won’t let you stand alone in this. If I can take this fight into the light, to Markham, to the other city-states… well, that’s one less battle you need to fight from the shadows.”

    Ariana’s expression softened, genuine relief breaking through her carefully guarded demeanor. “Thank you, Fred.” Her voice softened, and for a moment, the weight of her burdens lifted. “You don’t know how much it means.”

    “Don’t thank me yet,” Frederick said with a small, self-deprecating smile. “I suspect Meredith is already plotting the fastest way to get rid of me.”

    Ariana laughed softly, shaking her head. “Just do try to not get yourself killed. I would feel bad about that… and I would miss you.”

    They continued walking toward the estate, Ariana aware of the lingering gazes from the nobles they passed. The story would spread like wildfire by the evening—Lady Trevelyan and Lord Decken standing up to the Knight-Commander. Ariana could only hope it wouldn’t come back to bite them.

    As they reached the estate, Frederick turned to her again, his expression serious. “She’s dangerous, Ari. You know that, don’t you?”

    “I know,” Ariana replied quietly, her gaze steady. “But someone has to stand up to her.”

    Frederick studied her for a long moment before nodding, his voice unwavering. “And I’ll be here to make sure you don’t have to do it alone.”

    ~~~

    A sharp knock echoed through Cullen’s quarters as he sat at his desk, buried in the endless reports that came with his station. The flicker of a nearby candle cast shadows over the papers, but his focus had begun to waver. “Enter,” he called, his voice steady despite his growing fatigue.

    The door creaked open to reveal a young Templar, his posture rigid and expression tense. He stepped inside, hesitating just long enough to catch Cullen’s attention.

    “Knight-Captain,” the Templar began, his tone careful, “there has been an… incident in Hightown. It involved the Knight-Commander, Lady Trevelyan, and Lord Decken.”

    Cullen immediately straightened in his chair, his heart skipping a beat at the mention of Ariana. “What happened?” he asked, his voice calm but firm, laced with urgency. “Be specific.”

    The Templar’s gaze flickered uncertainly before he continued, his words measured. “The confrontation occurred in full view of several nobles. Knight-Commander Meredith appeared… displeased with Lady Trevelyan’s presence in Hightown and her association with you, and…” the Templar paused, clearly uncomfortable.

    “And?” Cullen demanded, annoyance clear on his face.

    “And she was displeased that Lady Trevelyan had been brought here to recover from her injuries. The Knight-Commander suggested it was a ‘careless’ use of magic to save Lady Trevelyan’s life. However, Lady Trevelyan and Lord Decken were both… unyielding.”

    Cullen clenched his fists. Careless use of magic? The thought infuriated him. Could Meredith really believe he should have let Ariana die that night?

    He shook the thought from his mind and leaned forward. “Unyielding?” The single word was a prompt, one that carried the weight of his growing concern.

    The Templar nodded, a faint unease coloring his expression. “Meredith questioned Lady Trevelyan’s… influence over you and made it clear she did not approve. Lady Trevelyan, however, insisted that any concerns regarding your duties should be addressed to you directly. She… also pointed out that the Chantry traditionally opposes Templars exerting undue civilian authority, especially in the absence of a Viscount.”

    Cullen let out a slow, measured breath. His jaw tightened as the Templar’s account began to solidify the scene in his mind—Meredith’s sharp rebukes, Ariana’s calm but pointed responses, and the tension simmering between them.

    “And Lord Decken?” Cullen asked, his tone clipped.

    The Templar hesitated again, as though reluctant to recount the full exchange. “Lord Decken stepped in when the Knight-Commander addressed Lady Trevelyan… improperly,” he explained carefully. “He reminded her of Lady Trevelyan’s noble station and made it clear that speaking to her in such a manner was unacceptable.”

    The corner of Cullen’s mouth twitched slightly, though he quickly suppressed any sign of amusement. “I see,” he said, gesturing for the Templar to continue.

    The young man cleared his throat, clearly choosing his next words with care. “Lord Decken went further, stating that he would report the incident to his father in Markham and to the city-state of Ostwick. He expressed concern that Kirkwall’s governance… or lack thereof, might cause unrest among the Free Marches.”

    Cullen sat back, rubbing his temples as the full weight of the situation settled on him. He could almost hear Frederick’s voice, the carefully measured tone of a nobleman wielding influence like a weapon.

    “How did Meredith respond to that?” Cullen asked, though he suspected he already knew the answer.

    The Templar hesitated, then replied, “The Knight-Commander left abruptly. She was… visibly displeased.”

    Visibly displeased. That was an understatement. Cullen exhaled heavily, running a hand through his hair as he stared down at his desk. “Thank you for bringing this to my attention,” he said finally, his tone steady but clipped. “You are dismissed.”

    The Templar bowed slightly and left the room, the door clicking shut behind him. Cullen sat in silence for a moment, his thoughts a whirlwind.

    Ariana, with her sharp wit and unwavering determination, standing her ground against Meredith—it was both predictable and infuriating. And Frederick’s involvement only complicated matters further. Cullen felt a flicker of pride for them both, though it was overshadowed by the gnawing unease that had begun to settle in his chest.

    He knew Meredith too well. She wouldn’t see this as a mere disagreement or even an isolated challenge. She would see it as an affront, a direct threat to her authority. And Meredith did not take threats lightly.

    Cullen leaned back in his chair, his gaze fixed on the flickering candlelight. He wasn’t angry with Ariana—how could he be? She hadn’t sought out this confrontation. Meredith had provoked her. And yet, Cullen couldn’t shake the worry gnawing at the edges of his thoughts.

    She stood her ground, but at what cost?

    He could no longer deny the pattern. Meredith’s disdain for Ariana wasn’t just personal—it was a symptom of something far larger. She was tightening her grip on Kirkwall, and anyone who stood in her way, mage or otherwise, was a threat to be crushed. If she would call saving a life ‘careless,’ what hope did the mages have of being seen as anything other than tools to be controlled or discarded?

    With a weary sigh, Cullen stood. Whatever Meredith’s next move, he needed to be ready—not just for Ariana, but for everyone caught in her shadow.

    ~~~

    Ariana, Frederick, and Isabel sat in the kitchen, their conversation circling through lighter topics before inevitably returning to the day’s events.

    Isabel let out a quiet breath, both exasperated and impressed. “Still, you know how these things spread, child. By tomorrow, Hightown will be buzzing, and Cullen will hear of it sooner rather than later.”

    “I have never seen a Templar act the way Meredith did…” Frederick said, his tone tinged with confusion. “It seems Markham is right—she’s certainly wielding far more power than is appropriate.”

    Ariana leaned back slightly in her chair, exhaling softly. “She took advantage of the Qunari uprising and the Viscount’s death. With no civilian leadership, she’s been free to operate without oversight.”

    “That woman knows how to seize opportunities,” Isabel interjected, her tone edged with reluctant acknowledgment. “Her skill in that regard cannot be denied.”

    Ariana turned to Frederick, her gaze serious. “Frederick, find out about the Circle in Markham. Let me know if they can take in any mages. If we’re going to divert them from Kirkwall, we need safe places for them to go.”

    Frederick nodded, though his expression turned serious. “Just be mindful, Ari. You’re playing a dangerous game with someone who holds all the power in this city. I’ll help however I can. And I did mean it when I said I will take this back to my father.”

    Ariana met his gaze, a flicker of gratitude crossing her features. “I know. Thank you, Fred. Though, I have a feeling Meredith now sees us both as a threat.”

    Frederick looked contemplative, glancing toward Ariana. “This wasn’t just about you and Cullen, was it?” he asked. “Her reaction—it felt personal.”

    “I think in a way it was,” Ariana replied. “She wants me to step aside, to let her dictate his life, his choices. I think from her perspective I’ve stolen her protégé.” Ariana’s thoughts raced as she spoke. Varric had once told her how quickly Cullen had risen through the ranks after arriving in Kirkwall—a hollow man, driven only by duty and pain. But that wasn’t the Cullen she knew. His growth, his confidence, even his willingness to question orders—all of it had come after they’d reconnected. Meredith’s protégé might have followed her without question, but now? Ariana realized she had indeed taken something from Meredith, though not in the way the Knight-Commander believed. She had simply helped Cullen find himself again.”

    Frederick leaned forward, resting his arms on the table. “Do you think this will end with words, or is she planning something more?”

    Before Ariana could respond, the sound of the front door opening sent all three of them glancing toward the hallway. Their postures stiffened instinctively, the tension of the day making them alert. A moment later, Cullen appeared in the doorway, his presence filling the room with an unspoken urgency.

    “Ari,” he began without preamble, his golden eyes moving between her and Frederick. “What happened today? Why did you challenge Meredith?”

    Ariana raised an eyebrow, her irritation flickering to the surface. Why did I challenge Meredith? The question struck her like a sharp slap, her thoughts bristling. Is that really what he thinks? That I sought her out for sport? Her expression cooled as she met his gaze. “Why did I…? Cullen, I was out for a walk. She accosted me in the middle of the street. What was I supposed to do, bow down and apologize for my existence?”

    Frederick leaned back slightly, his expression calm but watchful. “If anything, Knight-Captain,” he interjected smoothly, “it was Meredith who provoked Ariana. She treated her with a disrespect unbecoming of her station, and I simply couldn’t stand by and let that continue.”

    Cullen’s gaze flicked to Frederick, a mix of gratitude and wariness in his eyes. “I’ve heard what happened,” he said, his tone measured. “But I also heard you plan to take this back to your father—and potentially the other city-states.” There was a note of caution in his voice now. “Do you think that’s wise? It could escalate things further.”

    Frederick studied Cullen for a moment before replying, his tone steady but firm. “It may escalate things, yes,” he admitted. “But the Free Marches operates on mutual respect and shared values. For one city-state to operate under Templar rule would be deeply concerning to the others.”

    Cullen frowned, his arms crossing as he leaned against the doorframe. “You must realize how dangerous this could be. Meredith will not respond kindly to outside interference.”

    “I don’t expect she will,” Frederick countered, though his tone remained diplomatic. “But that does not mean she should go unchecked. I don’t intend to send an army to her doorstep, Knight-Captain. I intend to share my observations with Markham and Ostwick’s leaders—quietly, for now. If Kirkwall’s stability is truly at risk, it’s better that the city-states are aware of it sooner rather than later.”

    Cullen’s jaw tightened, his concern evident. “And if this scrutiny puts more pressure on Kirkwall? If it makes Meredith’s grip even stronger?”

    Frederick’s gaze sharpened, though his voice remained calm. “If she tightens her grip, then she reveals her intentions for all to see. And that,” he said pointedly, “may be the very thing that forces change.”

    Ariana’s expression softened slightly as she glanced between the two men. “Frederick’s right,” she said, her tone quiet but resolute. “The Free Marches stands together, Cullen. If one city-state falters, the others will act. It’s always been that way.”

    Cullen sighed heavily, his hand running through his hair. “I just don’t want this to spiral out of control,” he muttered, his frustration evident. “Meredith is already watching you, Ari. This will only make things worse.”

    “She’s already watching me,” Ariana replied evenly. “What’s one more reason for her to glare at me from across the Gallows?”

    Frederick chuckled softly, though his expression remained serious. “Don’t worry, Knight-Captain. I’ve been in enough diplomatic circles to know how to tread lightly. For now, I’m simply gathering information.”

    Cullen’s gaze lingered on Frederick for a moment, his expression softening slightly. “Just be careful,” he said, his tone quiet but sincere. “Meredith isn’t someone to underestimate.”

    “Nor am I,” Frederick replied with a faint smile. “But your warning is noted, Knight-Captain.”

    Ariana stepped forward, placing a hand lightly on Cullen’s arm. “I know you’re worried,” she said gently. “But I promise you—today wasn’t about picking a fight. I handled myself, and Frederick has only ever had my back.”

    Cullen’s hazel eyes softened as he looked at her, his shoulders relaxing slightly. “I know,” he said quietly. “I just… don’t want to see either of you hurt.”

    Frederick smiled faintly, his tone lighter now. “Well, I’ve been following Ariana into trouble since we were children. I don’t intend to stop now.”

    Ariana was quietly grateful for having Frederick back in her life. And this new version of their friendship felt as it always should have been.

    The room relaxed slightly as the tension eased. Isabel, who had been listening quietly from the pantry, stepped forward with a raised eyebrow. “Well,” she said dryly, setting down a plate of hearth cakes, “it’s good to see you boys aren’t at each other’s throats. Let’s hope that continues.”

    Her humor was met with faint smiles, but the weight of the day’s events lingered. Cullen took a seat beside Ariana, the four of them sharing a quiet moment of understanding as the fire crackled softly in the hearth.

    ~~~

    The Gallows courtyard was alive with the clink of swords and the low murmur of voices as Cullen oversaw the morning drills. A group of recruits stood before him, their stances awkward as they tried to mimic his instructions. His voice was patient yet firm, guiding them with a steady presence.

    The sharp sound of boots striking stone interrupted the rhythm, and Cullen’s gaze shifted to see Knight-Commander Meredith approaching with her usual air of purpose. Her expression was taut with displeasure, her movements clipped. She stopped a few paces away, her piercing gaze locking onto him.

    “Knight-Captain,” she said curtly, her tone brooking no argument. “I need a word.”

    Cullen nodded to the recruits, signaling for them to continue their drills. “Of course, Knight-Commander,” he replied, his tone calm and measured. “What is it?”

    Meredith wasted no time. “It concerns Lady Trevelyan—and her companion, Lord Decken,” she began, her voice laced with irritation. “Their behavior yesterday was not only disrespectful but a threat to the stability of this city.”

    Cullen’s brow furrowed, unease stirring in him. “I’ve heard about the exchange,” he said cautiously. “From several witnesses.”

    Her lips thinned, but her irritation remained unchecked. “Then you know how reckless their actions were. Lady Trevelyan questioned my authority in front of onlookers, and Lord Decken—” Meredith’s voice dropped into a disdainful sneer, “—saw fit to threaten political repercussions. Do you not see how dangerous such influence can be?”

    Cullen’s jaw tightened, though his voice remained steady. “Knight-Commander,” he began carefully, “from the accounts I’ve received, Lady Trevelyan and Lord Decken were responding to your approach. They did not seek out conflict.”

    Meredith’s eyes flashed with anger, but she pressed on. “It matters little who initiated the conversation. Their words were inflammatory, undermining the authority of the Templars in a city that is already volatile. Someone like Lady Trevelyan—” she paused, her voice growing colder, sharper, “—is a destabilizing influence. And Lord Decken? He is a meddler, an outsider with no place here.”

    Cullen’s hazel eyes darkened, though his tone remained composed. “With respect, Knight-Commander, Lord Decken is the son of the Duke of Markham, and Lady Trevelyan is of Ostwick’s most prominent families. One with deep ties to the Chantry. They are hardly outsiders.”

    Meredith’s posture stiffened, her hands curling into fists at her sides. “Titles mean little here, Knight-Captain,” she snapped. “Kirkwall is not like the other city-states in the Free Marches. We cannot afford the luxuries of their politics. Her defiance—their defiance—can only sow division.”

    Cullen took a step forward, his expression unwavering. “With respect, Knight-Commander, Lady Trevelyan and Lord Decken did not act with defiance but with dignity. They addressed you with the respect owed to your station, even as they defended their own. To call their actions destabilizing seems… excessive.”

    Meredith’s eyes narrowed, and for a moment, the tension between them was palpable. “You may believe that,” she said icily, “but I assure you, Knight-Captain, their influence—her influence—will prove a distraction at best and a danger at worst. You would do well to consider the company you keep.”

    “Is this truly about their influence?” Cullen asked quietly, his voice firm. “Or is it about your disapproval of their association with me?”

    Meredith’s lips pressed into a thin line, her eyes flashing with restrained fury. “Your loyalties, Knight-Captain, are under scrutiny,” she said sharply. “Do not let misplaced affections cloud your judgment—or your duties.”

    Cullen’s voice lowered, his tone firm. “If you are questioning my duties, Knight-Commander, I would ask where I have faltered. Have I failed in my responsibilities?”

    Meredith’s mouth tightened into a thin line, her tone icy. “Your duties are not in question, but your judgment is. Bringing Lady Trevelyan to the Gallows for healing was a careless use of our resources.”

    “Careless?” he repeated, his voice low and measured, but with an edge of restrained anger. “Would you have had me let her die?”

    Meredith’s silence was deliberate, her gaze like ice. Cullen felt the words hang between them, cutting deeper than he expected. Misplaced affections, he thought bitterly. Meredith’s disdain for Ariana—and now Frederick—was not only personal but dangerously calculated. She saw them as threats, and she was determined to neutralize them.

    Cullen exhaled slowly, forcing his composure. “Knight-Commander, if you believe my association with Lady Trevelyan compromises my duties, I welcome a formal review.” His tone sharpened slightly. “But I will not stand for baseless accusations against those who have done nothing but act with integrity.”

    Meredith’s glare deepened, but she seemed to realize she would gain no ground here. With a sharp pivot, she turned on her heel, her crimson-lined cloak snapping behind her like a whip. “Watch yourself, Knight-Captain,” she said over her shoulder, her tone low and laced with warning.

    Her words struck a chord deeper than he wanted to admit. Ariana, with her unyielding courage, and Frederick, with his careful diplomacy, were weaving themselves into the fabric of Kirkwall’s politics. And while Cullen admired their strength, he couldn’t shake the nagging fear that Meredith’s wrath would fall harder on them because of him.

    He let out a weary sigh, his gaze shifting back to the recruits in the courtyard. What are we walking into, Ari? he thought, his chest tightening with a mix of pride and dread. And how do I protect you from it?

  • Chapter 35 – An Old Friend

    7 Cloudreach 9:34

    The past week had been blessedly quiet—a mercy Cullen hadn’t realized he needed until now. The stillness had given Ariana the space to find her footing again, and he could see the difference in her with each passing day. Though not yet fully herself, she moved with a grace that made him catch his breath. The spark of her smile, the way she leaned into him during their quiet moments, and the light in her hazel-green eyes that had been missing for so long—it all felt like the sun breaking through a long storm.

    Their fingers intertwined as they strolled side by side through the cobblestone streets of Hightown, the sun casting a warm glow over the bustling market stalls. Cullen found himself glancing down at their joined hands, his thumb brushing lightly over hers. He hadn’t realized how much he craved these small moments of connection until now.

    Ariana squeezed his hand gently, her steps careful but steady. To anyone watching, she appeared as poised and confident as ever, her injuries well-hidden beneath her deliberate grace. Cullen, however, noticed every subtle shift in her movements, every slight hitch in her breath. He remained attuned to her in a way that made him both proud and protective.

    “And then,” he said, his chuckle breaking the stillness, “the recruit raises his shield—except he’s holding it upside down. Completely oblivious. He honestly thought that’s how it worked.”

    Ariana’s laugh rang out, light and melodic, her grip on his hand tightening briefly. “Please tell me you didn’t embarrass him in front of everyone.”

    “I didn’t have to,” Cullen replied, his grin widening. “The others were too busy laughing. I might have let it go on a bit longer than I should have. But he learned to check his equipment properly after that.”

    Ariana shook her head, her hazel-green eyes sparkling as she glanced at him. “I’d say you’re cruel, but knowing you, you probably stayed late to help him practice.”

    Cullen shrugged, his smile softening. “Maybe. Someone has to.”

    Ariana tilted her head, her smile warm. “You know, you’re a lot softer than most would think.”

    He chuckled, his golden eyes crinkling at the corners. “Don’t let the recruits hear you say that.”

    “Don’t worry,” she teased, leaning in just slightly. “Your secret’s safe with me.”

    Cullen’s heart swelled at her words, his fingers tightening around hers. He wanted this moment to last, to savor the rare peace they’d found together. But just as Ariana opened her mouth to speak again, a voice called out from across the square.

    “Ari!”

    Ariana stopped mid-step, her hand still in Cullen’s. For a moment, her expression was unreadable, but then her lips curved into a wide smile. She let go of his hand, and Cullen felt the absence of her touch immediately. 

    “Fred!” she called back, her voice filled with excitement. 

    Before Cullen could fully process what was happening, Ariana took off running. She moved with the same confidence she always did, but this was different—carefree, unguarded. Cullen stood frozen as he watched her leap into the arms of the man who had called out to her. 

    He caught her effortlessly, his dark brown hair catching the light as he spun her around. They were both laughing, and for a moment, the sight unsettled Cullen in a way he couldn’t quite name. 

    He set her down gently, his hands lingering on her waist as he said something Cullen couldn’t hear from this distance. Ariana’s laughter faded into a softer smile as she replied, her head tilting slightly as if in playful admonishment. 

    Cullen stood where she had left him, his hands loosely clasped in front of him. He tried to push down the sharp pang of jealousy that flared in his chest. He had never seen her like this with anyone besides him—this unreserved, this free. 

    The rational part of him reminded him that there was nothing to be concerned about. Ariana was his—her strength, her will, her choices. But the sight of another man holding her, his expression warm and familiar, stirred doubts he thought he had buried. 

    Fred, Cullen thought, the name standing out sharply in his mind. He looked the part of someone Ariana could be with—a nobleman, poised and polished, with the kind of easy charm that seemed effortless. Cullen’s mind flicked back to what Ariana had told him months earlier, about the Chantry wanting her to reconsider her engagement. Is this him? 

    It wasn’t that Cullen didn’t trust her—he did, implicitly—but he couldn’t ignore the unease creeping into his thoughts. The way his hand lingered on her waist, the warmth in his smile, the shared laughter that seemed to speak of years of familiarity—it all chipped away at Cullen’s carefully maintained composure. 

    For a moment, he couldn’t stop himself from wondering. Is this the life she was supposed to have? The doubt came unbidden, and though he pushed it down, it left its mark. He was everything Cullen wasn’t—noble, refined, a man who could give her a life free of the burdens they carried. 

    Then, as though sensing his thoughts, Ariana turned back toward him. Her smile was radiant, her cheeks tinged with a faint blush. It wasn’t the kind of smile she offered everyone—it was meant for him, filled with a warmth that chased away his doubts. 

    Frederick followed her gaze, his own expression curious as he turned to face Cullen. The two men locked eyes for a moment, and though no words were spoken, the air between them seemed to shift. 

    Cullen straightened his posture, his hands relaxing at his sides as he waited for them to return, though his mind churned with questions he wasn’t sure he wanted answers to. 

    Ariana said something to Frederick, her smile lingering as she gestured toward Cullen. Whatever it was, Cullen couldn’t hear it, but the slight nod Frederick gave in response made Cullen’s chest tighten. 

    Who is he to her? Cullen wondered, even as he pushed the thought aside. 

    The moment stretched on, and though Cullen stood rooted in place, his world suddenly felt a little less steady.

    ~~~

    The sun warmed Ariana’s shoulders as she dashed across the cobbled streets of Hightown. “Fred!” she called, her voice carrying across the bustling square.

    Frederick’s grin widened as he stepped toward her, arms opening just in time to catch her as she leapt. He spun her around effortlessly, the movement accompanied by her delighted laughter. For a moment, it was as though no time had passed—just the two of them, as they’d been before everything had changed.

    “Thank you,” Frederick said softly as he set her back down, his hands resting lightly on her waist. His dark grey eyes held hers with sincerity. “For forgiving me. For…everything.”

    Ariana flinched slightly when her feet touched the ground, a sharp intake of breath escaping before she could stop it. Frederick’s brow furrowed, his concern immediate. “Are you alright?”

    She waved him off quickly, forcing a faint smile. “It’s nothing. Just…a leftover from the Qunari uprising. I’ll tell you later.”

    Frederick hesitated, his eyes scanning her for any sign of pain, but he relented with a small nod. “Alright, if you say so.”

    Ariana’s smile softened, her own voice quieter now. “Fred, I was upset, yes. But I’d never change anything that happened. You were my best friend. And in a way, I think I should be thankful.”

    He tilted his head, a playful smirk tugging at his lips. “Thankful? For running off into the unknown and leaving me to face the wrath of our families?”

    She nudged his arm lightly, laughing. “Yes. Because it led me here. To the life I was supposed to live.”

    His expression turned more contemplative, a trace of melancholy slipping in. “I’ve missed you, Ari. All these years. Maker, how I’ve missed my best friend.”

    Her heart ached at his words, and she reached out, resting a hand on his shoulder. “I missed you too,” she said sincerely. “Want to find a tree to climb? I could probably beat you to the top.”

    Frederick laughed, the sound rich and warm. “Can’t say anyone has dared me to climb a tree since you.” He glanced over his shoulder at the two personal guards lingering nearby, their expressions as stony as ever. “Though I doubt these two would let me, even if there were trees in Hightown to climb.”

    Ariana grinned. “You’re right. There aren’t many trees here. But I can take you somewhere if you’re desperate.”

    Frederick chuckled, shaking his head. “I appreciate the offer, but I think they’d have my head if I returned to Markham with dirt under my nails.”

    They both laughed, the easy camaraderie between them feeling as natural as ever.

    As the laughter faded, Ariana glanced at him, her brow furrowing slightly. “I’ve heard your mother’s been setting up marriage arrangements. And that you’ve been turning them all down.”

    Frederick sighed, the humor fading from his face. “She has. Relentlessly. But what you said in your letter… it rang true. I want to find someone who truly loves me, for who I am and not for the title I can give them.”

    Ariana’s smile grew, touched by his resolve. “I’m glad, Fred. You deserve that.”

    Frederick’s gaze softened, and then his eyes flicked past her to Cullen, who stood patiently where she had left him, his golden eyes unreadable from this distance. “And you?” Frederick asked, his tone turning teasing. “Can I guess you’ve found your knight in shining armor?”

    Ariana followed his gaze, her cheeks warming as her smile softened. “I did,” she admitted, her voice filled with quiet pride. “I love him, Fred.”

    Frederick turned back to her, a grin spreading across his face. “He definitely looks the part,” he teased. “And he’s undeniably handsome.”

    Ariana laughed, shaking her head. “And he’s the Knight-Captain of Kirkwall,” she added, her tone carrying a hint of pride.

    Frederick arched a brow, his grin widening. “Only Knight-Captain? Couldn’t find yourself a Knight-Commander then?”

    “Oh, don’t worry,” Ariana replied, her tone light and confident. “I wholly expect he’ll be the Knight-Commander of Kirkwall soon enough.” She gestured toward Cullen. “Come meet him. I think you’ll like him.”

    Frederick glanced at Cullen again, his smile turning curious. “If he’s anything like you, Ari, I think I will.”

    With that, Ariana looped her arm through Frederick’s, and together, they walked back toward Cullen. Her heart felt lighter, caught somewhere between the warmth of her past and the quiet certainty of her present.

    ~~~

    The moment Ariana and Frederick reached him, Cullen’s sharp eyes caught the subtle shift in her demeanor. She let go of Frederick’s arm as soon as she was close enough, slipping her hand through Cullen’s instead. The motion was so fluid, so natural, that it left no room for misinterpretation. As Ariana pressed closer to him, Cullen felt a surge of warmth when she tilted her head up slightly, her expression bright as she turned to address Frederick.

    “This is Knight-Captain Cullen,” Ariana said, her voice carrying an unmistakable fondness. Her free arm snaked around Cullen in an almost protective gesture, making him instinctively respond in kind. His arm moved to rest lightly around her waist, holding her close. “Cullen, this is Lord Frederick Decken, my best friend. We grew up together.”

    Cullen’s gaze flicked to Frederick, who smiled politely, his dark grey eyes warm and friendly. This was the man Ariana had been engaged to, the one she’d spoken of in passing. Yet, whatever jealousy had lingered earlier melted away in that moment. The way Ariana leaned into him now, the quiet but unmistakable statement she made by standing so close, her arm wrapped securely around his back—it left no room for doubt. She was his, and she wanted everyone, including Frederick, to know it.

    “My Lord,” Cullen said, extending his free hand with a small smile. “It’s good to meet you.”

    Frederick took the offered handshake, his grip firm but amiable. “Likewise, Knight-Captain. And it’s just Frederick, please. I’ve heard much about you from Bann Trevelyan.”

    “All good, I hope,” Cullen replied with a light chuckle, his tone easy. 

    “It is.” Frederick began, his smile turning mischievous, “And given the way she’s holding on to you now, I’m guessing you’re doing something right.”

    Ariana rolled her eyes but laughed softly. “Don’t listen to him. He’s been teasing me like this since we were kids.” She tilted her head toward Cullen, her hazel-green eyes sparkling. “Should we find somewhere to sit?”

    Cullen nodded, his arm still resting lightly around her waist. “Why don’t you join us for lunch, Frederick?” he offered. “We were just on our way to Café d’Or.”

    Frederick hesitated for only a moment before nodding. “I’d like that,” he said warmly.

    The café was quiet, sunlight streaming through the windows as the three of them settled at a corner table. Ariana sat beside Cullen, her hand occasionally brushing his as they shared the small space. Frederick, across from them, leaned back in his chair with the ease of someone well-accustomed to noble gatherings, but his focus was wholly on Ariana.

    “Do you remember Summerday when you were eleven?” Frederick asked with a grin. “The ball in Markham? You insisted we sneak out after dinner because you ‘weren’t ready for the night to end.’”

    Ariana groaned, though the laughter in her voice betrayed her amusement. “Yes, and you tattled on me to the steward.”

    “I tattled,” Frederick retorted, raising an eyebrow, “because you decided to climb one of the trellises in your brand-new dress. Your mother would’ve had my head if I let you ruin it completely.”

    Cullen chuckled, his gaze shifting between the two of them. “That sounds about right,” he said, his tone wry. “She does have a way of pulling people into her schemes.”

    “She always has,” Frederick agreed, his smile wide. “And the worst part was, I always went along with it. I should’ve known better, but I never could say no to her.”

    “Oh, come on,” Ariana said, waving a hand dismissively. “It wasn’t all bad. I taught you how to climb trees properly, didn’t I?”

    Frederick laughed, shaking his head. “You taught me how to fall out of trees as well.”

    Ariana tilted her head, pretending to consider this. “You never broke anything at least.”

    The table erupted into laughter, the ease between them palpable. Cullen listened with a quiet contentment, chiming in occasionally as Frederick recounted more childhood tales of Ariana’s mischief. Late arrivals to balls, mud-stained dresses, and all the antics of a girl who never quite fit into the mold of a perfect noble. Each story painted a picture of a young Ariana—spirited, fearless, and unapologetically herself.

    “She was always the troublemaker,” Frederick said finally, his tone affectionate.

    “She still is,” Cullen added, a knowing smile tugging at his lips.

    Ariana nudged him lightly with her shoulder but couldn’t suppress her grin. “And yet, you’re both here. I must be doing something right.”

    As the laughter subsided, Ariana turned to Frederick, her expression softening. “How long are you in Kirkwall?”

    Frederick sighed. “Only a few days. I’m staying at the inn here in Hightown, but it’s been a good visit so far.”

    Ariana’s brow furrowed slightly, and she shook her head. “That’s nonsense. You’re not staying at an inn when we have plenty of space at the estate. Isabel can prepare a room for you.”

    Frederick hesitated, glancing between her and Cullen. “I wouldn’t want to impose…”

    “You’re not imposing,” Ariana said firmly. “You’re family, Fred. You always have been.”

    Frederick’s gaze lingered on her for a moment before he nodded, a warm smile spreading across his face. “Very well, then. I’ll take you up on that.”

    As the three of them finished their meal, Cullen found himself at ease. Whatever lingering discomfort he might’ve felt had vanished entirely. Ariana’s bond with Frederick was clear—it was rooted in a deep, genuine friendship, a shared history that had shaped them both. But it was also clear that her future, her heart, lay firmly with him.

    ~~~

    The warmth of the afternoon sun followed them as they left Café d’Or, laughter lingering in the air from their conversation. Frederick walked a step behind Ariana and Cullen, observing their easy familiarity. Ariana’s hand rested in Cullen’s, her thumb brushing lightly against his knuckles. It was such a simple gesture, yet it spoke volumes about the bond between them—a bond Frederick hadn’t seen before, but one that now seemed as unyielding as the stone streets beneath his feet.

    Frederick hadn’t expected to feel anything other than joy at seeing Ariana again, yet a faint ache lingered in the corners of his heart. He’d spent years coming to terms with the fact that she would never be his, but seeing her now—so at ease, so wholly herself in Cullen’s presence—was both reassuring and bittersweet. He couldn’t help but think back to the girl who once dared him to race barefoot through Ostwick’s orchards, her laughter ringing out as she darted between the trees. She had always been a force of nature, as wild as the wind and just as impossible to catch.

    Cullen slowed his pace as they neared the Trevelyan estate, his reluctance evident in the way he glanced toward Ariana. “I need to head back to the Gallows,” he said softly, his voice tinged with regret. “The recruits won’t wait forever, and Meredith… she’ll be far from pleased if I delay those reports any longer.”

    Ariana tilted her head, her lips curving into a playful pout. “Are you certain you can’t stay a little longer?” she asked, though her tone carried no real expectation.

    Cullen’s smile softened as he reached out to brush a strand of hair from her face. “I’d love to,” he admitted, his voice low enough that Frederick almost looked away out of respect. “But I’ll come by on Tuesday. I promised, remember?”

    “You’d better,” Ariana replied, her voice light but her eyes holding a warmth that made Frederick’s chest tighten. This was different from anything he’d seen before. This was well beyond a fondness or friendship; this was something deeper, a connection that had been forged through shared trials and quiet moments.

    Cullen leaned in to press a brief kiss to her lips before stepping back. He turned to Frederick then, his golden eyes steady. “It was a pleasure meeting you, Frederick. Take care of her.”

    Frederick’s lips curved into a teasing grin. “Oh, I’ll do my best, Knight-Captain, but I suspect she’ll be the one taking care of me.”

    Cullen chuckled softly, his tension easing as he nodded. With a final glance at Ariana, he turned and disappeared down the cobbled street, his presence lingering even after he was out of sight.

    Frederick watched him go, his thoughts stirring like leaves caught in a sudden breeze. Cullen was not what he had expected. There was a quiet strength in him, a steady resolve that seemed to ground Ariana in a way Frederick never could. He’d always known she needed someone who could match her spirit, someone who could stand beside her without trying to contain her. And now he understood why he had never been that person.

    “What?” Ariana’s voice broke through his thoughts, her expression curious as she linked her arm through his. “You’ve gone quiet on me, Fred.”

    He smiled, shaking his head slightly. “Nothing. Just thinking.”

    “About?” she prompted, her tone light but probing.

    Frederick glanced down at her, the corners of his mouth lifting. “About how much trouble you’re still capable of causing, even after all these years.”

    Ariana laughed, her eyes sparkling as they began their walk toward the estate. “Oh, come now. You can’t still be holding my tree-climbing escapades against me. Or the time we sneaked into the kitchens and swapped all the salt for sugar. Or when we tried to catch fireflies and ended up knocking over the trellis in mother’s prized garden.”

    “Not at all,” he replied, his voice warm. “Though I will admit, I’ve missed those days. Things were simpler then.”

    “It’s unfortunate simple doesn’t last forever,” Ariana said softly, her gaze distant for a moment before she looked up at him again. “But I’ve missed you too, Fred. It’s been too long.”

    They reached the estate’s grand entrance, its stone walls bathed in the golden light of late afternoon. Isabel greeted them at the door, her face breaking into a bright smile as she spotted Frederick. “Well, if it isn’t young Frederick Decken,” she said, her tone warm and teasing. “Maker, it’s been ages since I last saw you.”

    Frederick returned her smile with ease. “Too long, Isabel. And you look as radiant as ever.”

    “Always one for flattery,” Isabel replied with a laugh, waving him inside. “You’ll be staying here, of course. I’ll prepare a room right away.” She turned to Ariana with a knowing look. “See to it he doesn’t vanish before I’m done.”

    “I’ll keep an eye on him,” Ariana promised, her laughter trailing them as they moved toward the library.

    Frederick followed her into library, the scent of parchment and old leather wrapping around him like an old friend. As they settled into the armchairs by the hearth, his thoughts drifted again to Cullen. He had once imagined a future with Ariana, one where they’d share moments like this—quiet conversations in cozy rooms, laughter over shared memories. But now, he could see how wrong he’d been.

    Ariana needed someone like Cullen—someone who saw her not as a delicate flower to be protected, but as the storm she was, wild and untamable. He’d loved her once, deeply, but he realized he never could have given her the freedom she needed, allowing her to become the woman she was meant to be. And that was alright. What mattered most was that she was happy, and she seemed to have found the person that understood her with Cullen.

    “You’ve changed, Ari,” he said suddenly, his voice quiet but steady. “But it suits you.”

    Ariana tilted her head, her eyes searching his. “Is that your way of saying I’ve grown up?”

    He chuckled softly. “Perhaps. But I mean it as a compliment. You’re still the same stubborn, spirited girl who led me on wild chases through Ostwick—sneaking into the stables to free the horses, daring me to race through the forest after curfew, or getting us both drenched when you insisted that it wouldn’t rain for a while longer. But there’s… more to you now. A strength I don’t think even you realize you have.”

    Her smile softened, and she reached out to squeeze his hand. “Thank you, Fred. For everything. For always being there.”

    “Always,” he replied, his voice filled with quiet sincerity.

    For the first time in years, Frederick felt at peace. Whatever lingering feelings he’d carried, they no longer weighed him down. Ariana was exactly where she was meant to be, and so was he—by her side, as her best friend, ready to face whatever came next for them.

    ~~~

    The fading light of early evening filtered through the library windows, casting long shadows on the walls as Frederick leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees. “What was it like, Ari?” he asked, his voice quiet but earnest. “All those years you were gone? I’ve wondered… but I didn’t want to pry.”

    Ariana’s fingers traced absent patterns along the armrest of her chair, a familiar gesture Frederick recognized from their youth. She was stalling, searching for the right words—or perhaps avoiding them altogether. “It was…” she began, her voice trailing off. “It was difficult. But I survived.”

    Frederick frowned slightly. He’d known Ariana long enough to see through her deflection. “That’s not much of an answer, you know,” he said gently, trying to coax more from her without pushing too hard.

    Ariana offered a small, tired smile, her eyes briefly meeting his before she let out a quiet breath. “I met Cullen before the Blight,” she said, her voice steady but distant, as though she were recounting someone else’s memories. “Cullen and I got separated in the chaos of it, and I thought…” She faltered, the weight of the memory pressing against her, but she pushed through. “I thought I’d lost him.”

    Frederick stayed silent, his gaze fixed on her, giving her the space to continue.

    “After that,” Ariana went on, “I was saved by a group of mercenaries. They found me cornered by darkspawn and took me in. I stayed with them for a while—long enough to learn how to fight properly. And after that…” She shrugged, her tone turning casual in a way that felt forced. “I just got by. One day at a time.”

    Frederick leaned back slightly, his brow furrowing as he processed her words. “You’ve always had a knack for underselling things, Ari,” he said, his voice tinged with half-hearted teasing. “But I can see there’s more to the story than you’re letting on.”

    Ariana’s smile softened, though it didn’t quite reach her eyes. “There’s always more to the story, Fred. But for now, that’s all that matters.”

    Frederick’s chest tightened at her words. He could feel the unspoken weight behind them, the shadows of experiences she wasn’t ready to share. Growing up, he’d prided himself on understanding her better than anyone, but now… now he realized there were parts of her life he might never fully grasp. And perhaps that was what unsettled him most.

    Finally, she exhaled softly, her voice quieter. “There are… much darker parts of the story,” she admitted. “And lighter ones, too. Maybe someday we’ll sit down, and I’ll tell you everything. But for now… there are things in motion, Fred. Things I can’t risk.”

    Frederick studied her carefully, noting the way her gaze held a mixture of resolve and weariness. He nodded slowly, his tone measured. “Very well,” he said simply, though his mind churned with questions. “But I can sense it, Ari. You’re scheming. Something big is happening.”

    Ariana’s lips twitched into a faint smile, a flicker of amusement breaking through her guarded expression. “Scheming? That’s a bit dramatic.”

    Frederick’s own smile mirrored hers, though his thoughts remained heavy. “If you ever need me,” he said, his voice soft but firm, “I’ll be here. Always.”

    Her hand reached out to squeeze his, her touch warm and reassuring. “I know,” she said, her voice steady. “Thank you.”

    He hesitated, his gaze lingering on her face. “You flinched earlier,” he said quietly, his tone more serious now. “When I put you down. Ari… what happened to you?”

    Ariana’s expression shifted, her gaze dropping to her hands as she traced the fabric of her trousers absently. “It’s nothing,” she said softly, though the lack of conviction in her voice betrayed her.

    Frederick’s eyes narrowed slightly, his concern deepening. “Ari,” he pressed gently.

    She sighed, finally meeting his gaze. “It happened during the Qunari uprising a few weeks back. I was injured… badly.”

    Frederick’s expression darkened, his brow furrowing as disbelief and concern mingled in his voice. “The Qunari uprising? Ari… how close were you to the fighting?”

    Ariana hesitated for a moment before answering. “In the middle of it,” she admitted, her voice soft but steady. “I did what I had to. I fought to help the people who couldn’t defend themselves. I’m lucky to have made it out, and that Cullen found me.”

    Frederick ran a hand through his hair, exhaling sharply. “Maker, Ari. You’re always right in the middle of things, aren’t you?”

    Her smile was faint but resolute. “Someone has to be.”

    Frederick felt a pang of admiration and frustration. This was the woman he’d known all his life—unyielding, fearless, and willing to shoulder burdens no one else dared to carry. But now, there was a depth to her strength that he hadn’t fully understood until this moment, and it left him feeling both proud and powerless.

    The two of them fell into a comfortable silence, the weight of unspoken truths settling between them as they returned to their conversation about simpler times. Yet, even as they laughed and reminisced, Frederick couldn’t shake the feeling that beneath Ariana’s steady exterior lay a whirlwind he could only glimpse from afar.

  • Chapter 2 – A Sleepless Night

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    Ariana sat on the cool stone floor of her balcony, her legs drawn close to her chest, gazing up at the vast expanse of stars. The stillness of the night should have been comforting, but instead, it magnified the storm within her. Hours had passed since the announcement, since her world had shifted irrevocably, yet the ache in her chest remained as raw as ever.

    Her mind wandered to the weight of her name, Ariana Ryss Trevelyan, youngest daughter of Bann Trevelyan Ostwick. She had always known that being born into nobility came with expectations, obligations that couldn’t be ignored. As the youngest child, her role had been defined early—she was the backup plan, the insurance for her family’s alliances. With her siblings forging their own paths, her destiny had become one of duty above all else.

    Her older siblings had found their escapes, she realized bitterly. Mark, as the eldest, had inherited the title and the responsibilities that came with it, yet his marriage had been one of his own choosing—a rarity and a privilege she could only envy. Kira, the second oldest, had manifested magic, and though it had been a shock to the family, it had ultimately granted her freedom from this life. Freedom wasn’t the right word. It was an escape from the politics of all this but not freedom. But Michael, he had chosen his own path. He had wanted to escape this life as much as she did. It had been his choice to join the Templar Order, finding comfort in that life, at least she hoped.

    But for Ariana, there had been no escape. No magic to change her fate, no predetermined role to shield her from these burdens. Instead, she was left to bear the weight of her family’s remaining expectations, a pawn in the game of alliances and influence. She was the youngest, she should have joined the Chantry, however, Michael joining the Templars met their family’s obligation to the Chantry..

    And now this. A life she didn’t want, a marriage to a friend she cared for but could never love the way a husband should be loved. She wanted adventure, freedom—the chance to forge her own destiny, not one dictated by bloodlines and treaties.

    The Visus constellation caught her eye, a pattern she knew by heart, one of her favorites. Its sweeping lines and luminous arrangement had always held a special place in her heart, a celestial symbol that someone watched over her. Tonight, as the weight of the evening pressed on her, she clung to the familiar sight like a lifeline, searching its depths for solace.

    She stared at it, hoping against reason that the stars might offer her guidance, might show her a way to accept this fate. And then, as if in answer, the single star at the center of the constellation seemed to blink. Ariana froze, her breath catching as the tiny light flickered briefly, winking at her before glowing steady once more. It was subtle, so fleeting that she wondered if her mind was playing tricks on her.

    Yet the moment didn’t pass unnoticed—a sudden inexplicable certainty settled over her. It was a faint whisper, a barely perceptible pull, but it was there. Run, it seemed to say. Find your own path. She did not understand how or why, but she knew, deep in her soul, that this was what she needed to do. She needed to leave.

    Her heart pounded, the sheer impossibility of it striking her first. But as she sat there, the sensation rooted itself, growing stronger with every breath. This was her sign.

    Am I mad? she wondered, her mind racing as she considered the enormity of what she was contemplating. The very idea of running—leaving her family, her life, everything she had ever known—was absurd. Noble daughters didn’t flee into the night; they stayed. They obeyed. They fulfilled their duties.

    But the thought wouldn’t let her go. That faint whisper became louder, drowning out her doubts. Run.

    The more she thought about it, the clearer the pull became. Her entire life, she had played her part, followed the rules, smiled when required. She had accepted her place, even when it stifled her. But now? Now the chains felt unbearable. Is this desperation, she wondered, or am I truly seeing a sign?

    She glanced back at the Visus constellation, her hazel-green eyes lingering on the star that had flickered. The idea of running terrified her, but another part of her—a part she hadn’t allowed herself to listen to before—stirred, whispering of freedom. Of choice. Of a life that was hers, untethered by duty and expectation.

    Perhaps this is my only chance.

    The thought settled over her, bittersweet but resolute. She knew it wasn’t just about rebellion. It was survival—the survival of who she was, of who she could become. If she stayed, she would be smothered, consumed by a role she could never fully inhabit. But if she ran…

    Her hand tightened on the cool stone of the balcony. If I run, I have a chance.

    Her eyes lifted to the stars again, as if to seek reassurance. This time, the stars didn’t blink, but they didn’t need to. The Visus constellation stood steady in the sky, a guidepost for the path she had to take.

    Ariana stepped back into her room, her eyes scanning its familiar corners. Her gaze fell on a small box tucked beneath her bed, where she kept her modest savings and a few valuables. She pulled it out, her hands steady as she gathered what she needed: a small pouch of coins, a simple traveling cloak, and the daggers her father had gifted her. The blades, though ornamental, held weight in her hands—a reminder of the lessons he had taught her, the hours they had spent together in the practice yard. She traced the intricate patterns on the hilts, her chest tightening with the thought of leaving him behind.

    Sitting at her desk, she began to write. The first letter was for her father, the words coming quickly but not easily. She explained her decision as best she could, promising to be careful, to survive. She asked for his understanding, though she wasn’t sure he could give it. The second letter was for Frederick. She hesitated over this one, unsure how to put her feelings into words. Eventually, she told him the truth—that she was sorry, but she couldn’t go through with this. That she needed to find her own path. She folded the letters, sealing them carefully, and placed them on her desk.

    The room felt heavier now, as if aware of her intentions. She stood, taking one last look at the life she was about to leave behind. Her heart ached for the father who had done his best to protect her, for Frederick, who she hoped would understand someday. But she knew this was the only way.

    Slinging her bag over her shoulder, Ariana stepped out onto the balcony and climbed down, her movements silent and purposeful. The courtyard silent, bathed in moonlight, and for the first time, she felt the pull of something larger than herself.

    She glanced back once, her gaze lingering on the window of the room she had spent her whole life in. Then, with a deep breath, she turned and walked toward gate, leaving behind the only world she had ever known.

    ~~~

    Ariana moved quietly through the darkened hallways of the manor, her pack slung over her shoulder, her heart racing with a mix of fear and determination. Every step felt heavier than the last, the walls that had once offered her safety now looming like barriers she was desperate to escape. As she approached the kitchen, the faint glow of a lantern spilled into the hallway, and the sound of quiet rustling made her pause. She had hoped the household staff would be asleep, but as she peered inside, she saw Isabel stepping out of the pantry, clutching a sack of flour.

    “Ariana?” Isabel’s voice was soft, tinged with surprise. She set the sack on the counter, brushing the flour off her apron. Her green eyes fell to Ariana’s pack, then back to her face, the faint panic in Ariana’s expression giving her pause. “What are you doing?” she asked gently.

    For a moment, Ariana froze, caught like a child sneaking sweets from the kitchens. But this was Isabel—Isabel, who had dried her tears after countless scoldings, who had bandaged her scraped knees and cheered her victories in the practice yard. Lying to her felt impossible. Taking a deep breath, Ariana lowered her voice and began to explain.

    She told Isabel about the engagement announcement, the weight of her parents’ expectations, and her father’s quiet resignation. Her words tumbled out in a rush, her voice shaking as she described her decision to leave, to forge her own path rather than submit to a future she could not bear. Isabel listened in silence, her expression calm but her eyes full of understanding. When Ariana finished, Isabel nodded, her gaze softening.

    “Come here, child,” Isabel said, her voice firm but kind. “Sit down. Let me get you something to eat before you go.”

    Ariana hesitated, blinking back the sting of tears. She hadn’t expected anyone to help her, let alone Isabel. But the young woman’s steady presence was like a balm to her frayed nerves. She sat down at the counter, watching as Isabel moved around the kitchen with practiced ease.

    The kitchen smelled of warmth and comfort as Isabel pulled out a small loaf of bread, some cheese, and dried fruit, arranging them on a plate for Ariana. “You’ve always had fire in you, Ariana,” she said as she worked, her back turned. “You don’t belong in a cage, no matter how gilded it is.”

    Ariana looked down at her hands, her fingers curling into the fabric of her cloak. “I’m scared,” she admitted quietly. “I don’t even know if I can do this.”

    Isabel turned to face her, her green eyes steady. “Of course you’re scared. Anyone would be. But you’ve always been stronger than you think. And smarter than most give you credit for.” She reached out, placing a comforting hand on Ariana’s shoulder. “If anyone can do this, it’s you, my child.”

    As Ariana ate, Isabel began gathering supplies for her journey, wrapping Dalish hearthcakes in cloth and tucking them into her pack. The warm, spiced aroma filled the room, and Ariana felt a lump rise in her throat. Isabel wasn’t just helping her; she was sending her off with love and care, something her own mother had rarely given.

    Once the food was packed, Isabel led her through the quiet servant hallways, guiding her past shadowed corridors and back entrances. The weight of what she was doing pressed down on Ariana, but Isabel’s presence made it bearable. When they reached the manor gates, Isabel stopped, her hands resting gently on Ariana’s shoulders.

    “Listen to me,” she said, her voice low but fierce. “You are stronger than you know. And no matter where you go, no matter what happens, you always have a home here.” She pulled Ariana into a tight hug, her arms warm and protective, and Ariana felt the tears she’d been holding back finally spill over.

    “Thank you,” Ariana whispered, her voice breaking. “For everything.”

    Isabel released her, her eyes glistening but her expression steady. “Go now,” she said, her voice soft. “Before anyone notices. And don’t look back unless you mean to come home.”

    With a nod, Ariana turned, her heart heavy yet filled with a fragile hope. The breeze felt cool against her face as she stepped through the gates, the darkness swallowing her as she left the only home she had ever known. She looked back once, catching a glimpse of Isabel framed by the gate, her figure a silhouette against the faint glow of the manor. Then she turned away, her steps quickening as she disappeared into the night, carrying nothing but her pack, her courage, and the faint glimmer of the Visus constellation to guide her.

    ~~~

    As Ariana wandered the darkened streets of Ostwick, the enormity of her decision began to weigh on her. It wasn’t just the act of leaving—it was the question of where to go. The world was vast, and for all her dreams of freedom, she hadn’t planned this far ahead. She slowed her pace, her boots echoing softly against the cobblestones, her mind racing with possibilities.

    Ferelden? She had read much about the rugged land to the south, but most of what she knew painted it as a place of sprawling wilderness. Ariana had always loved stories of adventure and survival, but the thought of being alone in the untamed countryside, with no allies and no clear destination, gave her pause. Ferelden was full of villages and townships, but she knew little about navigating them—or their customs. What if she stood out too much? What if she wasn’t prepared for the dangers of such isolation?

    She considered Orlais next. The grand, glittering empire was renowned for its culture, its opulence, its intrigue. Too many nobles, she thought with a grimace. Her face would be scrutinized at every ball, every market. Even if no one recognized her as a Trevelyan, her bearing and accent might betray her as someone of noble birth. Orlais was a place of masks and subtlety, and Ariana doubted she could disappear into the shadows there. She’d heard enough stories of courtly games to know she wouldn’t last long before being swept into someone else’s schemes.

    Her thoughts turned to Kirkwall, a name she had come across in books and overheard in conversations between merchants and sailors. A Free Marcher city carved from ancient stone, it was described as chaotic, a place where power shifted as easily as the tides. Its reputation wasn’t flattering—it was a city of smugglers, slaves, and criminals, but it was also known as a haven for those who wanted to disappear. People got lost in Kirkwall all the time, or so the stories said. Ariana frowned, trying to recall more details, but her knowledge of the city was frustratingly vague.

    Kirkwall is a gamble, she thought. But it’s far enough from Ostwick that no one would think to look for me there immediately. And in a city like that, a person can become whoever they want to be.

    She exhaled slowly, her decision still uncertain but beginning to take shape. She didn’t need to know everything yet—she just needed a starting point. Kirkwall might be dangerous, but it was a place where she could find anonymity. And in the end, wasn’t that what she was running toward?

    By the time she reached the docks, her mind was made up. It wasn’t certainty, but it was a choice, and right now, that was enough. She moved purposefully among the ships, her gaze scanning the vessels and their crews. If she could find passage to Kirkwall, she would begin her new life there, free from the obligations that had bound her.

    She approached a ship where the crew was already bustling, hauling crates of goods aboard. The trader, a lean man with a sharp gaze and a well-worn coat, glanced up at her. “Lookin’ for passage, lass?” he asked, his tone more curious than suspicious.

    “Yes,” Ariana replied, her voice steady. “I need to get to Kirkwall. Are you headed that way?”

    The trader wiped his hands on his coat, squinting at Ariana with a shrewd, assessing gaze. He took in her travel pack and the quiet intensity of her hazel-green eyes. “Five gold for a cabin,” he said finally. “Food’s included.”

    Ariana nodded, relieved it wasn’t more. She didn’t know much about sea passage, but five gold didn’t sound unreasonable. Still, she was acutely aware of the pouch of coins hidden within her pack—more than enough to cover this trip and a few others. It’s fair, she thought, studying the trader. He looked like an honest sort, his face weathered by years of hard work, his movements efficient but without the sly edge of someone looking to cheat.

    Even so, she kept her expression neutral and her movements calm, making sure not to reveal how much money she carried. “Agreed,” she said, sliding the coins into his waiting hand without drawing unnecessary attention.

    The trader took the coins, weighing them briefly in his hand before pocketing them. He tipped his hat with a grin. “Berthold, captain of the Sea Gull, at your service,” he said, motioning toward the ship.

    Ariana hesitated, searching for a name to give. Her own was too risky—too recognizable. After a moment, she blurted out, “Ryss.” The name felt foreign on her tongue, but it would suffice.

    “Pleasure to meet you, Ryss,” Berthold said, not missing a beat. He gestured toward the gangplank. “Welcome aboard.”

    The Sea Gull wasn’t the largest ship in the harbor, nor the most pristine, but it had an air of reliability about it. Its deck was clean, the crew moving with practiced efficiency as they prepared for departure. Ariana stepped aboard, her heart racing. Each step felt like crossing an invisible threshold, further away from the life she was leaving behind.

    Berthold led her below deck to a modest cabin with a small cot, a wooden chest, and a porthole that looked out onto the sea. “You’ll be sharing the ship with a few other passengers,” he said as he leaned against the doorframe. “Merchants mostly, but they’re a quiet lot. You’ll have your space.”

    “Thank you,” Ariana replied, her voice soft.

    Berthold nodded, lingering a moment before speaking again. “Kirkwall’s not a forgiving city,” he said, his tone shifting to something almost paternal. “You’ve got the look of someone runnin’ from something. Whatever it is, just make sure you’re ready for what’s ahead.”

    Ariana met his gaze, her expression firm. “I’ll manage.”

    Berthold studied her for a moment longer, then gave a slight shrug. “Fair enough. Get some rest, lass. We’ll be leaving with the tide.”

    As the Sea Gull pulled away from the docks, Ariana stood on the deck, the sea breeze brushing against her face. The lights of Ostwick grew smaller and dimmer, fading into the horizon as the ship moved into open waters. She wrapped her arms around herself, the weight of her decision settling over her.

    Her gaze lifted to the sky, and she found the Visus constellation once more, its faint twinkle a quiet reassurance. She let the stars guide her thoughts, grounding herself in the vastness of the sea and the promise of a new beginning.

    Whatever awaited her in Kirkwall, she would face it. For the first time in her life, the path ahead was hers to choose.

    ~~~

    The sun had barely risen over the Trevelyan estate, casting a golden glow across the courtyard as Charles released another arrow. The bowstring sang as the arrow flew, striking the center of the target with a satisfying thunk. He exhaled, the tension in his shoulders easing slightly. Archery had always been his refuge, a way to find clarity amid the endless demands of noble life. But today, even the steady rhythm of his practice couldn’t banish the unease lingering in his chest.

    He nocked another arrow, drawing the string back as he focused on the target. His thoughts wandered to Ariana—how quiet she had been after the announcement last night, how her usual spark had dimmed. He had wanted to speak with her again, to offer some reassurance, but he hadn’t been sure what to say. What comfort could he offer when he had failed to shield her from the path laid out for her?

    “Charles!” Elara’s sharp voice cut through the morning air, breaking his concentration. His arrow veered off course, embedding itself in the edge of the target. He turned to see his wife striding toward him, her expression a mixture of irritation and impatience.

    “Elara,” he greeted her, lowering his bow. “What is it now?”

    “Where is Ariana?” she demanded, her tone brisk. “I’ve been looking for her everywhere. The seamstress is waiting, and we haven’t the time for her usual wandering.”

    Charles frowned, confused. “I thought she was still in her room. Why would she be out here?”

    Elara threw up her hands. “Because she’s not in her room! I assumed she would be with you. Maker knows she’s always trailing after you when she should be preparing herself for her duties.”

    Charles set his bow down, his frown deepening. “Elara, she needs time. You could at least give her a few days to come to terms with this engagement before shoving her in front of a seamstress.”

    “Time?” Elara snapped. “We don’t have time, Charles. The Duchess is expecting her measurements this afternoon. And besides, this arrangement is what’s best for her. She needs to stop running from her responsibilities.”

    Charles pinched the bridge of his nose, his patience wearing thin. “You speak of responsibilities as though she is livestock being prepared for auction. She is our daughter, Elara. She deserves better than to be ambushed with this.”

    Elara crossed her arms, glaring at him. “And what would you have done differently, Charles? Let her run wild for another year, hoping she magically comes to her senses? No. It’s time she understands her place.”

    Before he could respond, a creeping sense of unease settled over him. Elara’s words struck a nerve—not because of their content, but because of the implication. “You said she wasn’t in her room?”

    “Yes, of course,” Elara huffed. “Why else would I come here looking for her?”

    Charles straightened, his unease solidifying into alarm. “You mean you assumed she was with me?”

    Elara’s face faltered, her confidence wavering as realization dawned. “She’s not…?” Her voice trailed off, the color draining from her cheeks.

    The two of them stared at each other, the weight of the unspoken truth crashing down between them. Charles turned abruptly, striding toward the nearest servant. “Have you seen Ariana this morning?” he asked, his voice sharp.

    The servant shook her head. “No, my lord. Not since last night.”

    Elara’s voice rose, her panic evident. “Check the grounds! Ask everyone—she must be somewhere!”

    As the staff scattered to search, Charles felt a sinking dread. He already knew what they would find—or rather, what they wouldn’t. He headed toward Ariana’s room, Elara following close behind, her protests and reassurances a meaningless buzz in his ears.

    When they entered the room, it was immaculate, as though untouched since the night before. But Charles’ eyes fell immediately on the desk, where two envelopes lay side by side. His heart clenched as he moved closer, picking them up with trembling hands.

    One was addressed to him, the other to Frederick. He turned the letter over, noting the seal, and a heavy weight settled in his chest. He didn’t need to open it to know what it contained. His daughter was gone.

    “She’s left,” he said quietly, the words like a blow. Elara froze, her face paling as she stared at the letters in his hands.

    “No,” she whispered, shaking her head. “She wouldn’t—she wouldn’t do something so foolish.”

    But Charles knew better. His daughter was many things—impulsive, headstrong, stubborn—but she was not foolish. She had been pushed too far, and now, she had done the only thing she believed she could. She had run.

    “Elara,” he said gravely, handing her the letter addressed to Frederick. “Send for him. He deserves to know.”

    Without another word, he turned and left the room, the weight of failure pressing heavily on his shoulders. He would read Ariana’s letter alone.

    ~~~

    Charles sat alone in the dim light of his study, the unopened letter from Ariana in his trembling hands. The wax seal felt heavier than it should, as though it carried the weight of every choice he’d made—or failed to make—for his youngest daughter. He let out a slow, shuddering breath before carefully breaking the seal and unfolding the parchment. The familiar handwriting brought a pang to his chest, and he began to read.

    Father,

    I’m sorry. Please don’t be disappointed. I couldn’t bear it, but I also can’t bear to remain here.

    I don’t yet know where I belong, but I know it’s not as Frederick’s wife, as the next Duchess of Markham.

    I know life isn’t a fairy tale, but I think that there’s still more to it than this. I need to find the adventure that I know is somewhere out there waiting for me. With any luck, maybe I’ll even find my knight in shining armor who will come to my rescue when I need him…

    You have always supported me in the past, and I’m sorry I have to do this, but I know you can’t support me this time even if you were willing.

    I hope you can forgive me, Father.

    I love you. 

    Ariana

    Charles read the letter twice, his eyes lingering on her parting words. I love you. The ache in his chest deepened. He sat back in his chair, staring at the parchment as if it would reveal where she had gone or how he could fix this. But the answers were not there. He felt a sharp pang of guilt, of helplessness. “What have I done?” he murmured aloud.

    The sound of hurried footsteps broke through his thoughts, and moments later, Elara burst into the room with Mark trailing behind her. Charles didn’t look up as Elara’s voice filled the space.

    “What’s going on, Father?” Mark asked, glancing between his parents. He had clearly noticed the commotion spreading through the household. “Servants are saying Ariana is missing.”

    Charles didn’t answer, still staring at the letter in his hand as if it might somehow bring his daughter back. Elara, her patience already thin, stepped forward and snatched the parchment from him. “What does it say?” she demanded, unfolding it without waiting for his permission.

    Charles didn’t move, his voice low and heavy with despair. “She’s gone,” he said, his tone almost too quiet to be heard. “What have I done?”

    Elara’s eyes skimmed the letter, her face blanching as she read the words. Before she could respond, Charles rose from his chair, his composure fracturing as his voice rose. “This is your fault!” he roared, his eyes blazing with anger. “You pushed her too far, just as I warned you would!”

    Elara looked up from the letter, her face pale but defiant. “My fault? You were the one who indulged her all these years, Charles! If you had raised her properly, she wouldn’t have run off like some commoner!”

    Charles took a step toward her, his voice cutting through her words like a blade. “Do not put this on me. I indulged her because she deserved to have a childhood, something you never allowed her to have. You pushed and prodded, treating her like a pawn on a chessboard. And now, Elara? Now she’s gone.”

    Elara opened her mouth to retort, but Charles silenced her with a sharp gesture. “Do not speak of obligations to me. Do you know why she felt so trapped? It was because of you—because of your endless demands. All of House Trevelyan’s obligations have already been met. Mark has secured an alliance through marriage as heir, and Michael’s decision to join the Templar Order already fulfills our commitment to the Chantry. Ariana, as the youngest, should never have borne such burdens. She has no obligations; this was merely your obsession.”

    Elara’s face reddened, her jaw tightening as Charles’s words landed with a weight that hung heavy in the room. “You think I’m blameless? I’m not,” he continued, his voice steady and firm. “I didn’t stand up for her when I should have. But don’t think for a moment that you can justify what you’ve done any more than I can justify my silence.”

    Elara bristled, lifting her chin. “And what of our reputation, Charles? What will the Duke and Duchess think when they learn that their son’s fiancée has run off ? Do you understand the position this puts us in? What position this puts you in?”

    Charles’s jaw clenched, his eyes narrowing with a barely restrained fury. “Reputation?” he spat. “You dare speak of our reputation now, Elara? Let me make something perfectly clear. Whatever imagined duties you cling to—whatever schemes you concocted to elevate yourself in the eyes of the Decken family—they end here.”

    Elara opened her mouth to interject, but Charles raised his hand sharply, silencing her before she could utter another word. “You care more about what the Duke and Duchess think than about the safety of our own daughter! This farce of an engagement you orchestrated was never about Ariana’s obligations. It was about you. Your ambition. Your pride.”

    His voice grew colder, sharper, with every word. “I am ordering you to call off this engagement. Do you hear me? It is over. There will be no wedding, no alliance. And you will tell the Decken family yourself.”

    Elara’s face flushed with indignation, but before she could argue, Charles leaned closer, his voice dropping to a low, menacing tone. “And do not forget your own obligations. Your role, your duty, is to support this family. Do not make me remind you of what happens to noblewomen who overstep their bounds.”

    Elara froze, her lips pressed into a thin line as her composure began to crack. Charles straightened, towering over her as he delivered his final words. “Our marriage is done, Elara. It has been for years, but now… you have gone too far. You have pushed our daughter away, and for what? I will not stay in this house with you, not as anything more than an appearance for the sake of the Trevelyan name.”

    Turning away from her, Charles addressed Mark with a softer tone. “Take care of your mother,” he said quietly, though the command in his voice was unmistakable. “She will need you now.”

    Without another word, Charles took Ariana’s letter and left the room, the weight of guilt and regret settling heavily on his shoulders. He couldn’t undo the damage that had been done, but one thing was clear: his daughter’s escape was not just a rebellion—it was the price they were now paying for years of misplaced priorities.

    ~~~

    Frederick and his mother, Duchess Evelyn, were walking briskly through the hall, the weight of the morning’s tension palpable. Servants moved quickly around them, their faces tight with unease, murmurs of Ariana’s disappearance circulating among the household.

    They turned a corner and nearly collided with Bann Trevelyan. Charles stood stiffly, his face a mask of exhaustion and restrained emotion. In his hand was a folded letter, its wax seal already broken.

    “She’s gone,” Charles said, his voice low but steady as he extended the letter to Frederick. His gaze softened as he placed a hand on Frederick’s shoulder. “I’m sorry, son. Truly.”

    Frederick froze, staring at the letter as though it might burn him. A part of him wanted to shove it away, to deny what Charles was saying. Gone? Where could she have gone? Why didn’t she tell me?

    Duchess Evelyn began to speak, her voice tinged with indignation. “Bann Trevelyan, how could you allow—”

    Charles raised a hand, silencing her mid-sentence. His eyes, cold and unyielding, locked with hers. “Take it up with Elara,” he said sharply before turning back to Frederick. His hand lingered briefly on Frederick’s shoulder, a fleeting gesture of comfort, before he walked away, leaving mother and son standing in the corridor.

    Frederick’s chest tightened as he stared at the letter in his hand, the paper trembling slightly. His mother’s voice cut into his thoughts. “Well? Open it,” she said impatiently, her tone lacking any sympathy.

    Frederick’s head snapped up, his eyes blazing. “This is your fault,” he said, his voice low but laced with venom. “You and Lady Elara. She should never have been put in this position. She was my best friend, and I failed her—because of you.”

    Evelyn’s mouth opened in shock, but Frederick didn’t wait for a response. He turned on his heel, storming through the hall until he reached the gardens. The fresh air hit him like a splash of cold water, calming his fury just enough to allow him to focus.

    He sank onto a stone bench beneath a blooming cherry tree, the petals scattering around him as he unfolded the letter with trembling hands. His heart ached as he read each line, her words striking deep.

     Frederick,

     I don’t even know how to begin this letter, but I feel I owe you an explanation—though I fear it will not be enough. First, I must apologize. Not for leaving, but for something I should have said long ago. I’ve always known how you feel about me, and I’m sorry for pretending otherwise. I thought that by ignoring it, I could spare your feelings, but in the end, I see now that I only made things worse. For that, I am truly sorry.

     You were my closest friend, someone I trusted above almost anyone else. That’s what makes this hurt all the more. I can’t forgive you for hiding this from me—for knowing what was coming and saying nothing. But… I think I can understand it. You are the future head of the Decken family, and your responsibilities are heavier than mine could ever be. I know you were trying to manage an impossible situation, but I can’t be the one to share that burden with you.

     You deserve someone who loves you, Frederick. Someone who looks at you and sees a future filled with joy and hope. Someone who will make the weight you carry feel lighter, not heavier. I’m not that person, and I will not let us both be trapped in something neither of us truly wants.

     I wish you all the luck in the world, Frederick, and I hope one day you find the happiness you deserve. I hope one day you understand why I had to leave.

     Take care of yourself.

     Ariana

    Frederick exhaled shakily, her words cutting deeper than he thought possible. Her apology for pretending not to notice his feelings made his stomach churn with guilt. She always knew… and she spared my pride anyway. Her kindness, even in a moment of betrayal, felt like a dagger in his chest.

    His fingers tightened on the parchment, but as he read the last lines, a small, bitter smile crept onto his face. “You still think I deserve happiness,” he murmured to the empty garden. “You always had more faith in me than I ever deserved.”

    He leaned back against the bench, staring up at the tree branches above him as sunlight filtered through the petals. His heart was heavy with regret, but one thought rose above the rest: I hope you find the adventure you’re searching for, Ari. And I hope you’ll be alright.

    For a long moment, he sat there, holding her letter like a lifeline. Then he folded it carefully, tucking it into his coat pocket, and rose. There was nothing more to say, nothing more to do. He only wished the stars would watch over her the way she had always believed they could.

  • Chapter 1 – Our Story Begins

    1 Bloomingtide 9:29

    The Trevelyan estate glowed with a warm and inviting light, lanterns swaying gently in the evening breeze, their glow casting playful shadows across the manicured gardens. The sounds of laughter and lively conversation drifted through the open windows, but inside, Ariana sat stiffly on an ornate chair, her expression betraying her impatience.

    The gown was exquisite—a midnight blue masterpiece adorned with shimmering embroidery that resembled constellations. The high collar framed her neck elegantly, while the flowing skirts brushed the floor like starlight cascading around her. It was undoubtedly beautiful, yet Ariana couldn’t help but feel stifled by the weight of it, as if the dress itself were a cage.

    The servant fussed with the final touches on her hair, weaving silver pins into the loose layers that framed her face. Her hazel-green eyes, often bright and full of life, now gazed wistfully toward the window. Beyond the estate’s grand walls, the Summerday festivities were in full swing. Children’s laughter rang out, mingling with the faint notes of music from the city below.

    “Ariana,” came the sharp voice of her mother, Lady Elara, from the doorway. Ariana turned her head slightly, her expression carefully neutral as Elara’s critical gaze swept over her. “Stop fidgeting. You’ll wrinkle the fabric.”

    “I’m not fidgeting,” Ariana replied, though her hands betrayed her as they tugged idly at the folds of her skirt.

    Elara stepped closer, her heels clicking against the marble floor. Her gown, though less ornate than Ariana’s, exuded an air of authority. She adjusted the collar of Ariana’s dress with brisk precision, her lips pressed into a thin line. “You look like a child when you fidget,” she said curtly. “Remember who you are tonight.”

    Ariana bit back a sigh, choosing instead to glance out the window once more. The distant glow of lanterns in the city below seemed more inviting than anything within these walls. “Yes, Mother,” she murmured, her tone deliberately placating.

    The moment the servant stepped back to admire her work, Ariana rose quickly, eager to escape the suffocating presence of her mother. “May I be excused, Mother?” she asked, already moving toward the door.

    Elara hesitated, her sharp eyes narrowing. “Do not disappear tonight, Ariana. You’ll be expected at the ball.”

    “I won’t,” Ariana promised, though the words felt hollow even as she spoke them. Without waiting for further comment, she slipped out of the room and into the hallway, the soft rustle of her skirts muffling her hurried steps.

    She found Frederick near the grand staircase, his expression distant as he stared at the lively scene outside. Dressed in a well-tailored doublet of deep emerald green, he looked every bit the nobleman his mother expected him to be. But there was something in his posture—a stiffness, a weariness—that felt entirely un-Frederick.

    “Fred,” Ariana called softly, drawing his attention.

    He turned, his eyes lighting up briefly as he saw her. “Ari,” he greeted, using the nickname only he dared to. “You look… radiant.”

    “And you look like you’re trying to think of an excuse to run,” she teased, though her tone was warm. “What’s wrong?”

    Frederick hesitated, his hand brushing against the bannister as if anchoring himself. “Just… Summerday,” he said finally, though it was clear there was more on his mind.

    Ariana tilted her head, studying him. “Well, if you’re planning to run, I wouldn’t mind joining you.”

    His lips curved into a faint smile, the tension in his shoulders easing slightly. “I was about to head to the stables. Thought a ride might clear my head.”

    “Perfect.” Ariana grabbed his arm, pulling him toward the door. “Let’s go before my mother finds us.”

    They slipped out through the side entrance, the cool evening air washing over them like a blessing. The stars above Ostwick sparkled brightly, as if celebrating the season alongside the city. The stables were quiet, the horses shifting lazily in their stalls as Ariana and Frederick saddled two of the finer mares.

    Just as they were about to mount, Elara’s voice called from the shadows. “Ariana. Frederick.”

    They froze, turning slowly to see her standing at the edge of the stable yard, her arms crossed. Despite the scolding in her tone, there was a faint smile on her lips. “Don’t be late,” she said. “The ball begins in two hours. You’re expected to be there.”

    “Yes, Mother,” Ariana replied, her tone light but dutiful. As Elara turned and walked back toward the estate, Ariana exchanged a grin with Frederick.

    “Two hours,” she said. “That’s plenty of time.”

    Frederick mounted his horse with ease, his smile growing more genuine. “Let’s make it count.”

    And with that, they rode out, the wind tugging at their clothes and the stars above guiding their way. For a brief moment, Ariana felt free—free of expectations, of duty, of the weight her mother’s gaze always seemed to carry. But even as they raced across the fields, a small, nagging voice in the back of her mind reminded her that this freedom was fleeting.

    ~~~

    As they rode through the quiet fields surrounding the Trevelyan estate, Ariana leaned forward slightly in her saddle, the evening breeze tugging at her hair. She couldn’t help but steal glances at Frederick, the tension in his posture catching her attention. Something was bothering him—something he wasn’t saying. She bit her lip, trying to think of how to bring it up without sounding too pushy.

    “You’re awfully quiet tonight,” she finally said, her voice light but tinged with curiosity. “Did I drag you away from some noble pursuit? Or was the party too dull even for you?”

    Frederick smirked, though it didn’t quite reach his eyes. “You’ve always had a knack for saving me from boring conversations. I should be thanking you.”

    “That’s not an answer,” Ariana pressed, narrowing her eyes slightly. “What’s on your mind, Fred?”

    Frederick sighed, his gaze fixed on the path ahead. “Nothing you need to worry about, Ari.”

    “Too late,” she said, her tone softening but still insistent. “You’ve been acting strange lately. You can’t expect me not to notice.”

    He chuckled softly, the sound more forced than genuine. “You’ve got a habit of overthinking, you know.”

    “And you’ve got a habit of avoiding questions lately,” she shot back, her brows furrowing. “Come on, Fred. Talk to me.”

    Frederick glanced at her, his expression unreadable. “You haven’t changed at all, have you? Still the same relentless girl who dragged me into trouble at every opportunity.”

    “Don’t try to distract me,” Ariana said with a small smile, though her tone was half-scolding. “And for the record, you have dragged me into trouble just as often.”

    They reached a small hill overlooking the estate, the view of the lantern-lit courtyard and fields below making Ariana pause. Frederick dismounted first, tying his horse to a tree before turning to help her down. She accepted his hand, her fingers brushing his for just a moment before she stepped away to smooth her gown.

    “You’re different tonight,” Frederick said suddenly, his voice softer than usual.

    Ariana glanced at him, tilting her head in confusion. “Different how?”

    He hesitated, searching for the right words. “Not like the girl who dared me to climb the tallest tree just to prove I could.”

    “That’s because I’m wearing a dress,” Ariana teased, gesturing to the intricate fabric. “It’s harder to climb trees like this.”

    Frederick laughed, but it quickly faded into a sigh. “No, I mean… you’ve grown up. You’re still you, but… different.”

    Ariana blinked, caught off guard. “Well, you’re different too,” she said, her voice quiet. “You don’t laugh as much. And you’ve been keeping things from me.”

    His expression shifted, guilt flickering across his face. “It’s not like that, Ari. There are just… things I can’t talk about yet.”

    “You’re doing it again,” she said, frustration creeping into her tone. “Why won’t you just tell me? I’m your best friend, aren’t I?”

    Frederick’s shoulders tensed, and he turned to face her fully. “You are. Which is why I need you to trust me on this. Just promise me something, alright?”

    “What?” she asked, crossing her arms.

    “Whatever happens tonight, don’t let it change you.”

    Ariana frowned, her chest tightening. “Fred, you’re scaring me. What’s going to happen?”

    “Just promise me, Ari.” His voice was softer now, almost pleading.

    She hesitated, the weight of his words unsettling her. “Fine,” she said reluctantly. “I promise. But you’d better tell me what’s going on soon.”

    Frederick gave her a faint smile, ruffling her hair in a way that made her swat his hand away. “Good. Now, come on. We should get back before your mother sends a search party.”

    Ariana rolled her eyes but couldn’t help smiling as she climbed back onto her horse. Whatever was bothering Frederick, she would figure it out. For now, she focused on the wind in her hair and the fleeting sense of freedom as they rode back toward the estate.

    ~~~

    The ride back to the Trevelyan estate was quieter than Ariana expected. Frederick seemed lost in thought, his usual wit subdued as they approached the glowing lanterns of the courtyard. Ariana stole a few glances at him, but he kept his gaze forward, his expression unreadable. The unease that had been gnawing at her all evening returned with full force.

    As they passed through the main gates, the familiar figure of her father, Charles Trevelyan, came into view. He stood near the fountain, his hands clasped behind his back, surveying the courtyard with the calm air of a man who had long grown used to hosting grand occasions like this. His dark hair was streaked with silver, and though his face was lined with age, there was a warmth in his hazel eyes that immediately put Ariana at ease.

    “Ah, there you are,” Charles said, his voice carrying the faintest hint of amusement. “I was beginning to think you’d decided to skip the ball altogether.”

    Ariana slid off her horse, smoothing the folds of her dress as she approached him. “I was tempted,” she admitted, offering a small smile. “But Frederick thought Mother might send a search party if we stayed out much longer.”

    “More than likely,” Charles replied with a chuckle, his gaze softening as he looked at her. “You look beautiful, my dear. That dress suits you.”

    Ariana wrinkled her nose, glancing down at the elaborate gown. “It’s beautiful, but it feels like I’m being strangled by embroidery.”

    Her father laughed, the sound deep and warm. “That’s the price of being a Trevelyan, I’m afraid. Appearances above all else, according to your mother.”

    “Speaking of appearances,” Ariana said, lowering her voice as she leaned closer to him. “Frederick’s been acting strange all evening. Do you know what’s going on with him?”

    At the mention of Frederick, Charles’s gaze shifted to where the young man was dismounting his horse. Frederick hesitated, as though debating whether to join them, but after a brief glance in Charles’s direction, he quickly excused himself, muttering something about needing to prepare for the ball.

    Ariana frowned, watching him retreat toward the estate. “See what I mean? He’s avoiding you, and he’s barely said two words to me all night.”

    Charles sighed, his expression thoughtful. “Frederick’s been under a great deal of pressure lately, Ariana. Being the Duke of Markham’s heir is no small burden. I imagine it’s weighing on him more than usual. He did turn eighteen last month after all.”

    “Still,” she said, crossing her arms, “he could at least tell me what’s bothering him. We’ve known each other our whole lives.”

    Her father placed a reassuring hand on her shoulder, his touch grounding her. “Give him time. Whatever it is, I’m sure he’ll come around.”

    Ariana nodded, though her unease lingered. The bond she shared with her father was one of the few constants in her life. Unlike her mother, who saw Ariana as a project to mold and perfect, Charles treated her as an equal, valuing her thoughts and encouraging her curiosity. He was the one who had taught her how to ride, how to shoot a bow, and how to hold her own in a duel. He had given her the freedom to explore the world beyond the narrow expectations of nobility, even if only within the confines of their estate.

    “You know,” Charles said, breaking the silence, “when I was your age, I would have done anything to avoid these kinds of gatherings. Your grandmother used to drag me to every ball and banquet she could find, insisting it was for the good of the family.”

    “And did you hate every second of it?” Ariana asked, a teasing smile tugging at her lips.

    “Not every second,” he replied, his eyes twinkling. “But most of it, yes.”

    She laughed, the tension in her chest easing slightly. “Well, at least I’m not the only one.”

    Charles’s expression grew serious then, his hand squeezing her shoulder gently. “You’ll be alright tonight, Ariana. Just remember, these events are as much about endurance as they are about charm. You’ve got both in spades.”

    Ariana smiled up at him, her heart swelling with gratitude. “Thanks, Father.”

    As they turned to head inside, Ariana couldn’t shake the feeling that something was about to change—that the easy familiarity she shared with her father, with Frederick, with her life as it was, might not last much longer.

    ~~~

    The ball was already in full swing by the time Ariana made her way into the grand hall. The air was alive with the hum of conversation, the rustle of silks, and the soft strains of a string quartet playing in the corner. Guests milled about in finely tailored gowns and polished armor, their laughter and chatter blending into an almost overwhelming cacophony. The warm glow of chandeliers lit the room, their light reflecting off the polished marble floors and casting delicate patterns across the gilded walls. 

    Ariana moved among the crowd with practiced ease, offering polite smiles and greetings as she was introduced to lords and ladies from every corner of the Free Marches. “A pleasure to meet you,” she would say, the words falling from her lips with automatic precision. Years of etiquette lessons with her mother ensured she knew exactly how to hold herself, how to address a viscount versus a merchant lord, how to feign interest in the endless parade of names and titles. 

    But as the evening wore on, her energy began to wane. The practiced smile on her face started to feel heavy, her feet aching in the delicate shoes her mother had insisted she wear. She could hear Elara’s voice in her head, reminding her of the importance of maintaining appearances, of representing the Trevelyan family with dignity and grace. 

    She caught sight of her mother across the room, engaged in animated conversation with the Duchess Evelyn. The two women stood side by side, the picture of noble refinement, their laughter carefully measured, their smiles perfectly poised. Ariana’s stomach twisted. She didn’t know why, but something about their closeness tonight felt different—calculated. 

    As she excused herself from a conversation with a visiting merchant family, she found her way to one of the large arched doors leading out to the garden. Slipping through unnoticed, she let the heavy door fall shut behind her, cutting off the noise of the ball. 

    The night air was cool against her skin, a welcome contrast to the stifling heat of the crowded hall. The garden was illuminated by the soft glow of lanterns, their light casting long shadows across the carefully manicured hedges and flowerbeds. Ariana wandered along the stone path, her heels clicking softly against the cobblestones, until she reached a small bench beneath a towering oak tree. 

    She sat down, letting out a long sigh as she looked up at the sky. The stars were faint, their light dimmed by the lanterns and the distant glow of the city. Still, the sight of them brought her a small measure of peace. 

    Her mind wandered as she traced the constellations, her thoughts circling back to the evening’s events. The ball was no different from any other, yet something felt… off. It wasn’t just the endless parade of noble guests or her mother’s insistence on perfection. It was Frederick. 

    He had been distant all evening, even more so than usual. The ride earlier had been pleasant enough, but there had been a weight to his words, a reluctance in his eyes that she couldn’t ignore. He hadn’t met her father’s gaze in the courtyard, and even now, she realized, she hadn’t seen him much since the ball had started. 

    Ariana leaned back against the bench, closing her eyes for a moment as the questions churned in her mind. Why had Frederick been so strange lately? He had always been her closest friend, the one person she could count on to be honest with her. But lately, it felt like he was keeping something from her, something big. 

    Was he in trouble? Or was it something about the ball, the guests, the sudden attention their families seemed to be sharing? She opened her eyes, staring up at the stars once more. The familiar constellations offered no answers, their silent watch only deepening her sense of unease. 

    “Standing all by yourself again?” a familiar voice broke through the silence and her thoughts. 

    ~~~

    Frederick strode through the Trevelyan estate’s gardens, the laughter and music of the ball fading behind him. He’d seen her slip away earlier, a soft shadow against the lantern-lit paths, and though he had lingered for a time, guilt had gnawed at him. He had come out to find her, partly because he hated the idea of her being alone, but mostly because he couldn’t shake the weight of what he knew. 

    What was he supposed to say to her? How could he look her in the eye and tell her that her life was about to change in ways she couldn’t possibly imagine? That her parents and his had conspired to decide their futures without so much as a word to her? He knew Ariana—knew how fiercely she valued her independence, her freedom. She would feel betrayed, and he would be the one standing in the middle of it all. 

    He sighed, running a hand through his dark hair as he glanced around the garden. The soft glow of lanterns caught the edges of the trimmed hedges and cobblestone paths, but the night air did little to calm the turmoil in his chest. He spotted her sitting on a bench beneath an oak tree, her face tilted up to the stars, lost in thought. 

    For a moment, he hesitated. She looked so at peace, her dark hair spilling over her shoulders, the blue and silver dress catching the faint light. It suited her—the bold colors, the understated elegance. She was beautiful in a way that was entirely her own, a combination of strength and vulnerability that had always captivated him. To the rest of the world, she was the youngest Trevelyan daughter, but to him, she was a whirlwind of curiosity, rebellion, and quiet grace. 

    Frederick had known for years that he was in love with her. He had never said it outright, of course—how could he, when he knew she didn’t feel the same? Ariana was fiercely independent, and while she cared for him deeply, it wasn’t the kind of love he wanted. Still, some part of him had always hoped that, in time, she might see him differently. 

    He took a deep breath, forcing a smile onto his face as he approached. “Standing all by yourself again?” he called, breaking the quiet. 

    Ariana turned at the sound of his voice, a small smile tugging at her lips. “Fred,” she said, her tone light but carrying a hint of relief. “Avoiding the party too, are we?” 

    “Of course,” he said with a laugh, stepping closer. “You know me—I’d much rather be out here than listening to Lord What’s-His-Name brag about his latest hunting trip.” He hesitated, his gaze flicking to the stars above them. “But I saw you leave. Thought you might need company.” 

    She tilted her head, studying him. “You didn’t have to come after me, you know. I’m fine.” 

    “I know,” he said softly, sitting down on the bench beside her. “But… maybe I needed the company.” 

    Ariana smiled, but it didn’t quite reach her eyes. She leaned back, her fingers tracing idle patterns on the hem of her dress. “Do you ever feel like you don’t belong in any of this?” she asked after a moment, her voice quiet. 

    Frederick blinked, caught off guard by the question. “All the time,” he admitted, leaning forward with his elbows on his knees. “But I figured you’d be used to it by now. You’ve always handled this world better than I have.” 

    Ariana laughed, a soft, wistful sound. “Have I? Sometimes I think I’m just pretending. Smiling when I’m supposed to, saying the right things. But it all feels… hollow.” 

    He turned to look at her, his chest tightening. This was the Ariana he knew, the one who carried the weight of her family’s expectations even as she tried to carve out a piece of herself in the midst of it all. 

    “You know,” he said, his voice lighter now, “we could solve all our problems easily.” 

    She raised an eyebrow, a faint smirk playing at her lips. “Oh? And how’s that?” 

    Frederick grinned, nudging her with his shoulder. “We could get married. Think about it—our parents would stop nagging us, and you wouldn’t have to join the Chantry. It’d save us both a lot of headaches.” 

    Ariana rolled her eyes, laughing despite herself. “You’ve been saying that since I was twelve. It was ridiculous then, and it’s ridiculous now.” 

    “Was it?” he teased, though there was a flicker of something genuine in his tone. “I mean, come on—you could do worse.” 

    “I could also do better,” she shot back, her smirk widening. 

    “Ouch,” he said, clutching his chest in mock offense. “But seriously, think about it. We get along, we’ve known each other forever. It wouldn’t be the worst thing in the world.” 

    Ariana shook her head, still smiling. “You’re my friend. My best friend. That’s why this is silly. You don’t want to marry me any more than I want to marry you.” 

    Frederick’s grin faltered for just a moment before he covered it with a laugh. “Fair enough,” he said, leaning back against the bench. “But the offer’s always there, you know. Just in case.” 

    She gave him a playful shove, and for a moment, things felt normal again. But the weight of what he knew lingered in the back of his mind, a quiet reminder that this moment wouldn’t last. 

    “Come on,” Ariana said, standing and offering him her hand. “We should get back before our mothers come looking for us.” 

    Frederick took her hand, letting her pull him to his feet. “Lead the way,” he said, forcing himself to smile. 

    As they walked back toward the estate, he couldn’t help but glance at her out of the corner of his eye. He didn’t know what was worse—the thought of her hating him for not telling her the truth, or the knowledge that, even if she didn’t, she would never look at him the way he looked at her. 

    ~~~

    The garden’s quiet reprieve shattered as Lady Elara’s voice cut through the stillness like the toll of a bell.

    “There you are!” her mother exclaimed, descending upon Ariana and Frederick with a stern look that could wilt flowers. “Everyone has been looking for you.”

    Ariana turned slowly, her moment of peace slipping through her fingers. “I wasn’t—” she began, but her mother didn’t wait for an explanation. Instead, she grabbed Ariana’s wrist with surprising firmness, her cool blue eyes narrowing.

    “You will be the death of me, child,” Lady Elara chastised, her tone more exasperated than angry. “You cannot keep disappearing at these parties, especially not today.”

    “Mother, I wasn’t disappearing,” Ariana protested weakly, glancing at Frederick for support. But he, wisely, avoided meeting Lady Elara’s gaze, his posture stiff as he took a step back.

    “Enough,” Elara interrupted, her tone brooking no argument. “Come with me. Your father and I have a surprise for you.”

    The word “surprise” sent a ripple of unease through Ariana’s chest. Her mother’s idea of surprises often meant elaborate plans designed to secure alliances or elevate the family’s standing—plans that rarely accounted for Ariana’s feelings. She glanced at Frederick again, but he looked almost apologetic, as if he knew something she didn’t.

    Before Ariana could ask for clarification, Elara began fussing over her, brushing nonexistent dust from her gown and adjusting the high collar. “Hold still,” her mother ordered, the words more command than request. “We cannot have you looking anything less than perfect tonight.”

    The dress had already drawn every eye since Ariana had entered the hall. Its intricate embroidery sparkled under the lights, the delicate detailing along the bodice and flowing skirt giving it an ethereal quality. Yet Ariana felt trapped in it. The high collar, the fitted sleeves, even the way the fabric swirled when she walked—it all screamed of control, of being shaped into something she wasn’t.

    “Perfect for what, exactly?” Ariana asked, her unease growing. “What’s so important about today?”

    Lady Elara gave her a sharp look but said nothing, her silence more telling than any answer. She finally released Ariana’s wrist and motioned toward the estate. “Come along, now. We have kept the guests waiting long enough.”

    Ariana hesitated, a thousand questions swirling in her mind, but her mother was already walking ahead, her steps brisk and purposeful. Frederick lingered for a moment, looking as though he wanted to say something, but instead he mumbled an excuse and hurried after Elara.

    As they entered the estate, the warm glow of the chandeliers and the hum of lively conversation wrapped around Ariana like a net. The main hall was packed with nobility dressed in their finest, the room buzzing with the kind of polite, calculated energy that had always made her stomach churn.

    Her mother glided effortlessly through the crowd, exchanging smiles and nods with a practiced ease that Ariana had never managed to emulate. It was moments like these that highlighted the stark differences between them.

    Ariana’s relationship with her mother had always been… strained. Lady Elara was everything a noblewoman should be: poised, devout, and unwavering in her adherence to tradition. She had spent years trying to mold Ariana into a perfect reflection of herself.

    Her father, on the other hand, had been her sanctuary. Lord Charles Trevelyan’s love for his youngest daughter was evident in the hours he spent with her, teaching her history, dueling techniques, and even the constellations in the night sky. While her mother had drilled etiquette into her siblings, Charles had shown Ariana a world beyond noble obligations—a world of stories, strategy, and quiet rebellion.

    Her closeness to her father had always been a point of contention with Lady Elara. “You indulge her too much,” her mother would say, her disapproval clear. “She needs discipline, not distractions.”

    But her father had always smiled in response, his eyes twinkling with a mixture of pride and amusement. “Ariana needs to find her own way,” he would reply. “She has a strength most don’t see. It’s not something you can force into a mold.”

    That strength, Ariana suspected, was the very thing her mother sought to suppress. To Elara, a noblewoman’s worth was tied to her obedience, her faith, and her ability to secure alliances through marriage. Ariana’s defiance, her refusal to bend to tradition, was an affront to everything her mother valued.

    As they neared the main hall, Lady Elara turned back to her daughter, her expression softening just slightly. “Remember,” she said, her tone almost gentle now, “you are a Trevelyan. Tonight is important. Your father and I… we only want what’s best for you.”

    Ariana met her mother’s gaze, searching for sincerity beneath the layers of propriety and expectation. But before she could respond, Elara straightened, smoothing her dress and preparing to rejoin the crowd.

    Whatever “surprise” awaited her, Ariana doubted it was something she would want. But with Frederick avoiding her gaze and her mother’s cryptic hints, one thing was clear: tonight was about more than just Summerday.

    ~~~

    The warmth of the main hall did nothing to soothe Ariana’s growing unease. As they crossed the threshold, her hand rested lightly on Frederick’s arm, a facade for the gathered nobles. Her mother, Lady Elara, stood ahead with Duchess Evelyn, both women radiating the kind of confidence that could command armies—or at least an entire ballroom of guests.

    Elara didn’t waste a moment. She swept to the center of the hall, plucking a glass of wine from a passing servant with effortless grace. With a single motion, she raised the glass and silence descended over the crowd. The murmurs ceased, all eyes shifting toward her. The room seemed to shrink, the grand chandeliers dimming under the weight of expectation.

    “Friends, family, esteemed guests,” Lady Elara began, her tone rich with the confidence of a woman who had orchestrated every detail of this moment. Her gaze swept over the crowd, and Ariana felt as if her mother’s sharp eyes lingered on her, daring her to falter. “We are gathered tonight not only to celebrate Summerday but to mark the beginning of a new chapter—one of unity, prosperity, and promise.”

    Elara motioned for Ariana and Frederick to step forward, and though her feet moved of their own accord, Ariana felt as though she were walking to her doom. The starlit fabric of her gown whispered against the marble floor, its elegance a mockery of the turmoil building in her chest.

    Duchess Evelyn joined Elara at the front of the room, her smile broad and triumphant. She took Ariana’s free hand in hers, squeezing it with a maternal familiarity that made Ariana’s skin crawl. The Duchess’s voice was warm, her expression glowing with satisfaction. “Tonight, we celebrate the joining of two great houses,” she began. “It is with immense pride and joy that I stand with Lady Elara to announce the engagement of my son, Frederick Decken, and Ariana Ryss Trevelyan.”

    The words hit Ariana like a blow. For a moment, she thought she hadn’t heard correctly, but the thunderous applause that followed confirmed it. Her chest tightened as if the air had been stolen from the room. Her eyes darted to her father. Father, please. Stop this.

    She found him standing at the edge of the crowd, his expression pained, his shoulders slumped under the weight of unspoken words. When their gazes met, he looked away, retreating through a side door. It was as though he couldn’t bear to watch, leaving her to shoulder this alone.

    Beside her, Frederick remained silent, his expression unreadable. She glanced at him, hoping for an ally, but his gaze stayed fixed forward, his posture stiff and unyielding. His hand remained steady beneath hers, but the boy she had spent her childhood laughing with felt like a stranger in that moment.

    Duchess Evelyn’s voice broke through Ariana’s spiraling thoughts. “This union will symbolize the bond between our two cities and will mark the beginning of a legacy that will endure for generations. Together, Frederick and Ariana will usher in a new era of strength and stability for both Markham and Ostwick.”

    The weight of her future pressed down on her like an iron collar. The applause rose again, louder this time, but it felt distant, muted against the roaring in her ears. She forced herself to smile, her lips curving in the way she had been trained, though every muscle in her face protested. The crowd surged forward, nobles congratulating her, clasping her hands, and showering her with empty pleasantries that only deepened the pit in her stomach.

    “Two years from now, on Summerday, they will wed,” Evelyn declared, her voice ringing with triumph. “And tonight marks the beginning of that journey.”

    As the room began to shift back to conversation and merriment, Ariana seized the first moment of freedom to pull her hand away. She made an excuse about needing fresh air, slipping past the crowd with a grace born of desperation. She needed space, needed to breathe, and needed to escape before her carefully constructed composure shattered entirely.

    ~~~

    Ariana’s steps quickened as she reached the cool night air of the garden. The soft glow of lanterns strung through the trees did little to calm the storm raging inside her. She hadn’t even made it to the edge of the trellis before she heard his voice.

    “Ariana, wait!” Frederick called, his boots crunching against the gravel as he chased after her.

    She stopped but didn’t turn around, her arms crossed tightly over her chest. She couldn’t face him, not yet. The sharp sting of betrayal burned too fiercely in her chest.

    “Ari,” he said again, softer this time, as he caught up to her. “Please, let me explain.”

    Her shoulders stiffened at his use of the nickname he’d always called her. It once brought her comfort, a reminder of the bond they had shared since childhood. Now, it grated against her already raw emotions. Slowly, she turned to face him, her hazel-green eyes ablaze with the storm of emotions swirling inside her—anger, despair, betrayal, and an ache so profound it left her breathless.

    “Explain?” she echoed, her voice sharp and cutting. “What is there to explain, Frederick? That you knew? That you let me stand there tonight like a fool, blindsided by something you’ve apparently known for weeks?”

    Frederick flinched, guilt etched into every line of his face. “Ari, I wanted to tell you—Maker knows I did—but—”

    “But you didn’t,” she interrupted, her voice trembling with fury. “You’re my oldest friend. I’ve trusted you more than almost anyone, and tonight you betrayed me.”

    Frederick’s hand fell uselessly to his side as he looked down, unable to meet her gaze. “I didn’t mean to,” he said, his voice barely above a whisper. “I never wanted to hurt you.”

    “Then why didn’t you warn me?” she demanded, stepping closer, her hands trembling as they balled into fists. “You had weeks, Frederick. Weeks! You let me stand there, utterly humiliated, while you pretended like everything was fine. How could you do that to me?”

    He took a deep breath, his voice shaky but steadying. “Because I thought… I thought maybe this wouldn’t be so bad. That maybe—” He hesitated, his blue eyes filled with regret as they finally met hers. “That maybe you’d see that this could work. That we could work.”

    Ariana’s heart clenched at the raw emotion in his voice, but her anger burned brighter. “You thought I’d just go along with it?” she said, her tone dripping with disbelief. “That I’d be grateful for a life I didn’t choose?”

    “I’m in love with you, Ariana!” he burst out, the words tumbling out before he could stop them. “I’ve been in love with you for years. I thought… I hoped that maybe, if you saw this as a chance… we could finally—”

    “Don’t,” she said, her voice cold and final. “Don’t you dare try to make this about love. I’ve always known how you felt about me.”

    His eyes widened in shock. “You… knew?”

    She nodded, her expression hardening. “Of course I knew. But I didn’t want to hurt you, so I pretended not to notice. I thought it was kinder that way.” She took a step back, her arms dropping to her sides as her voice broke. “And knowing that makes this so much worse.”

    Frederick looked stricken, his mouth opening to say something, but no words came. Ariana pressed on, her voice trembling but determined. “You figured you could change my mind by force. By staying silent and letting them ambush me with this. You thought if I didn’t have a choice, I’d just… accept it.”

    “That’s not what I—” he started, but she cut him off.

    “Isn’t it?” she said, her voice rising with the weight of her anger. “If you had warned me—if you’d trusted me enough to tell me the truth—maybe we could’ve planned together. Maybe I could’ve found a way to make this… acceptable. We could’ve worked through this. But you didn’t. You decided for me.”

    Her words hung heavy in the air, a truth that neither of them could deny. Frederick looked like he had been struck, the weight of her accusations pressing down on him. “Ari,” he said softly, his voice breaking. “I thought—”

    “You thought wrong,” she said, her voice cracking under the strain of her emotions. “I might never forgive you for this, Frederick. And I know I’ll never trust you again.”

    The finality in her words hit like a dagger, and Frederick recoiled as though physically wounded. He opened his mouth to speak, but she had already turned, walking away from him and the shattered remains of their friendship.

    This time, he didn’t follow.

    ~~~

    Ariana pushed open the heavy doors of the library, her steps faltering as she took in the room bathed in the warm glow of the firelight. Her father, Lord Charles Trevelyan, sat in his usual chair near the hearth, a book resting in his hands. But he wasn’t reading. His gaze was distant, his expression heavy, as if he’d been carrying the weight of the evening for far longer than she had known.

    He looked up as she entered, his hazel eyes meeting hers, and in them, she saw the guilt she had been expecting. For a moment, she froze, unsure whether to unleash the storm inside her or beg for some semblance of comfort. Instead, she stepped forward, her voice trembling with a mixture of anger and heartbreak.

    “Why?” she demanded, the single word cutting through the quiet like a blade.

    Charles sighed deeply, setting the book aside as if it had suddenly grown too heavy to hold. “Ariana,” he said softly, “I knew you would come.”

    Her fists clenched at her sides, her voice rising despite her best efforts to remain composed. “Why didn’t you tell me, Father? Why didn’t you warn me? I trusted you—I trusted you more than anyone!”

    Her words seemed to strike him like a physical blow. He stood, his movements slow, his face etched with sorrow as he stepped closer. “Ariana, please,” he said, his voice low and measured. “I did everything I could. You must understand—”

    “Understand?” she interrupted, her hazel-green eyes blazing with emotion. “What is there to understand? You let me walk into that room completely unprepared, humiliated in front of everyone. I looked for you, hoping you would say something, do something, but you just stood there!”

    He looked away, the guilt on his face deepening. “It wasn’t my choice to make,” he said, his voice barely above a whisper. “Your mother… the Duke and Duchess… they planned this for months. By the time I knew, it was already set in motion. There was nothing I could do to stop it.”

    Ariana shook her head, her voice cracking. “You could have warned me,” she said, a tear slipping down her cheek. “You could have at least given me the chance to prepare.”

    Charles exhaled slowly, the weight of the years evident in his posture. “Ariana,” he began, his tone tinged with both regret and exhaustion, “you should have been sent to the Chantry years ago. It was expected, required of us. But I delayed it—for you. I wanted you here, with me. I did everything in my power to give you more time, to let you grow up as freely as I could manage. But there are limits to what even I can do.”

    She felt her chest tighten at his words, her anger warring with the ache of understanding. “You say you tried to protect me,” she said, her voice trembling. “But tonight… you handed me over without a fight. You gave up.”

    “I didn’t give up,” he replied firmly, his voice breaking slightly. “I just… ran out of options. This arrangement—it’s not what I wanted for you. But it is better than the alternative. Frederick is someone you know, someone who cares for you. At least this way, you have a chance to make something of it.”

    Ariana turned away, her arms wrapping around herself as if to shield her from the truth. “You don’t understand,” she said, her voice barely audible. “I don’t want this life. I don’t want any of it.”

    Her father stepped closer, his voice soft. “I know, my dear,” he said, the pain in his words unmistakable. “But there are things beyond our control—obligations we cannot escape, no matter how much we wish otherwise.”

    The tears she had been holding back finally spilled over, and she sank onto the nearest chair, burying her face in her hands as sobs overtook her. Charles hesitated for a moment before sitting beside her, pulling her into a gentle embrace. She didn’t resist, leaning into him as he held her, his hand brushing soothingly over her hair.

    “I wish I could have done more,” he murmured. “I wish the world were kinder to you. But even though it may not feel like it now, you are stronger than you know. You will endure this, Ariana. I have no doubt.”

    Her sobs subsided slowly, her body trembling as she clung to him. For a moment, she allowed herself to take comfort in his presence, even as the betrayal still lingered in her heart.

    “Even if it doesn’t seem like it,” he whispered, his voice breaking, “out of all my children, you are the one I love most. I hope you can forgive me someday.”

    Ariana didn’t respond, the weight of his words too much to bear. Instead, she let herself rest against him, the exhaustion of the night finally catching up to her. Together, they sat in silence, father and daughter, bound by love and regret, as the fire crackled softly in the background.