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  • Chapter 79 – Through the Night

    29 -30 Justinian 9:41

    The following morning, Ariana woke up alone. Of course he’s gone already, she thought, the cold side of the bed a sharp contrast to the warmth of the covers she hadn’t wanted to leave. She sat up slowly, brushing her fingers through her hair as she glanced toward the window. The light was dim—dawn had barely broken—but she knew Cullen would already be moving, carrying the weight of his title before most had even stirred.

    The thought left a knot in her chest. He hadn’t been sleeping much lately, not even with her there to ground him. She could feel the fatigue radiating off him every time she touched his hand or caught his gaze. That bone-deep weariness was written in the lines of his face, and as much as he tried to hide it behind a composed mask, Ariana saw through it. She always did.

    Sliding out of bed, she dressed quickly, her boots barely making a sound on the stone floor as she descended toward his office. It was empty. Of course it is. The war room was her next stop, but from the bridge, she caught sight of Cullen below in the training yard, speaking with Riley. Relief mixed with mild irritation at how early he’d risen yet again.

    As she approached them, Cullen turned toward her, a faint smile softening his features. Even Riley glanced up with a smirk, though her usual sharp wit was tempered by an undercurrent of respect.

    “Well, you two are scheming early this morning,” Ariana quipped as she approached, tucking her hands into the folds of her coat.

    Cullen glanced up, his lips quirking into a faint smile. “I didn’t want to wake you.”

    “Or maybe you’re just sleeping too much… Inquisitor,” Riley teased, her smirk sharp as a dagger.

    “Riley,” Ariana warned, her tone laced with mock severity, “I’ll make Valentina first lieutenant if you keep that up.”

    Riley laughed, unperturbed. “As if she’d take the job. She’s not ready to deal with your particular brand of difficult.”

    Ariana arched a brow but couldn’t suppress the faint tug of a smile. “Keep it up, Riley.”

    “I mean, you’re already picking up Alistair’s habits,” Riley continued, gesturing toward the reports in her hands. “Next thing you’ll tell me is to ‘fix all the things.’”

    “Well, I wasn’t going to say that… but it’s not a bad idea.” Ariana smirked, before adding, “Actually, who’s at the manor right now?”

    Riley tilted her head, considering. “I think Eshara and Ghis are there with their squads. Elliott too.”

    Ariana’s grin turned sly. “Eshara and Ghis again? Something there?”

    “Maybe,” Riley replied, her own expression knowing. “Haven’t figured it out yet, but it sure seems that way.”

    Shaking her head, Ariana waved the thought away. “Alright, send them to meet with Arl Teagan. The Hinterlands are still a mess. See if they can bring in the remaining rebel mages and Templars. And if they can’t, have them deal with it.” She glanced at Cullen. “Unless the Commander has objections?”

    “None,” he said, nodding. “Easier than deploying additional soldiers.”

    “You got it, Wolf,” Riley said, turning to leave. “Anything else?”

    “Stick around Skyhold for now. I’m going to need you.”

    Riley arched a brow at that but merely shrugged. “By your order, Wolf.”

    As Riley strode away, Ariana turned to Cullen. Her teasing smile faded, replaced by something softer, more concerned. “Did you sleep?” His exhaustion wasn’t new, but it was worse. She knew he worked harder when she was away—he’d all but confessed as much once—but this… this was different. Even with her here, he wasn’t resting.

    Cullen hesitated. “Ari, I came to bed with you last night.”

    “And yet…” Ariana’s gaze searched his, unyielding. “That wasn’t my question, Cullen.”

    He sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose. “Ari—”

    “You can’t keep this up forever,” she interrupted, frustration threading through her voice. She didn’t want to push him here, not in the middle of the courtyard, but the words slipped out before she could stop them. Shaking her head, she forced a small, tired smile and turned to leave.

    Before she could take another step, his hand caught her wrist, the familiar warmth grounding her. “Come,” he said, his voice soft but insistent. “I have something to show you.”

    His faint smile and the light in his tired eyes stopped her short. There was something he wasn’t telling her, something he’d clearly planned. Against her better judgment, she nodded, letting him interlace his fingers with hers as he led her back toward the main hall. Instead of heading to the familiar corridors, he took a turn toward the guest quarters.

    “Where are we going?” she asked, her curiosity growing as he guided her toward the left wing.

    Cullen didn’t answer right away, though his smile widened as he pulled a blindfold from his pocket. “Put this on,” he said, the mischievous glint in his eyes deepening.

    Ariana stared at him, her eyebrows raising. “I’m sorry, what? You expect me to walk through Skyhold blindfolded?”

    “Trust me,” he replied simply, the confidence in his tone making her heart flutter.

    Ariana huffed but tied the blindfold over her eyes, curiosity outweighing her skepticism. “And now what?” she asked, arms crossed.

    Without warning, Cullen swept her off her feet. A soft gasp escaped her, quickly replaced by laughter. “Cullen, what are you doing?”

    “You’ll see,” he replied, his tone betraying a hint of mischief.

    The journey felt longer than it should have, her sense of direction muddled by the blindfold and the steady rhythm of his steps. Stairs—she counted more than she expected—then the faint creak of a door. Finally, he set her down gently, guiding her forward a few steps into the cold mountain air.

    “Close your eyes,” he murmured, his hands brushing against hers as he untied the blindfold. “You can open them now.”

    When she did, the sight before her stole her breath. They stood on a balcony high above Skyhold, the Frostback Mountains stretching endlessly in the distance. The sunlight danced across the snow-covered peaks, painting the world in hues of gold and white. Ariana turned, catching sight of the room behind them—a space unlike anything she’d seen before.

    The vaulted ceilings soared above, adorned with intricate banners and stained glass that caught the light. Rich carpets lined the stone floor, while tapestries and paintings gave the walls life. A grand bed sat against one wall, flanked by carved wooden tables. Shelves brimming with books lined the opposite side, and a couch and desk completed the space. The air carried the faint scent of pine and aged parchment, grounding her in the moment.

    “Cullen… what is this place?” she asked, her voice barely above a whisper.

    “Your quarters,” he said simply, his smile widening.

    Her eyes darted between the furnishings, the balconies, the view. “What? How—when—” She couldn’t even form a coherent thought. All she could do was smile, her chest swelling with an unfamiliar warmth. She turned back to him, his knowing expression saying everything she needed to know. He had done this for her. Spent weeks planning and preparing this.

    It wasn’t just a room. It was a gift. A promise.

    And in that moment, she realized something she hadn’t before. Cullen, for all his insecurities about their past—her nobility, his common upbringing—had always doubted he could give her what he thought she deserved. No matter how many times she told him she didn’t care, that she didn’t need grand gestures or lavish displays, he had carried that weight. But now, as Commander of the Inquisition, he seemed to believe he finally could.

    This wasn’t just about the room. It was about him. About them. About the life they were building together.

    Without warning, she ran to him, jumping into his arms and wrapping herself around him. He caught her, laughing as she pressed kisses to his face, his neck, anywhere she could reach.

    “So,” he said, his voice warm with amusement. “I take it you like it?”

    “It’s incredible,” she whispered, her voice thick with emotion. For once, she didn’t try to downplay the gesture or insist it wasn’t necessary. It was necessary—for him, for them. Her lips brushed against his. This time, the kiss was soft, lingering, filled with everything she couldn’t put into words.

    “And,” she added, her voice turning sultry as she leaned closer, “you know… it’s still early.” Her fingers trailed lightly along his jaw, her smile softening. “And we don’t get mornings like this often.”

    Her words carried a double meaning, one Cullen didn’t miss. It wasn’t just about the room, or the view, or the way his arms felt like home. It was the fleeting nature of these moments—stolen amidst the chaos of their lives—that made them precious. He was the Commander, she was the Inquisitor, and both of them knew that duty rarely left room for mornings like these. But here, now, they had carved one out.

    “That we don’t,” Cullen murmured, his lips quirking into a smile as he carried her toward the bed. “And I’d hate to waste it.”

    ~~~

    Despite the pleasant and surprising turn her morning had taken, Ariana’s thoughts kept drifting back to Cullen. The new quarters, his quiet pride in showing her something he had clearly spent weeks arranging—it had left her feeling closer to him than ever. But the worry remained. She knew he was pushing himself too far, and she would need to have that conversation with him soon. Not now, though. If she’d learned anything from their time in Kirkwall, it was that Cullen had a stubborn streak as wide as the Waking Sea, and pushing him at the wrong moment only led to frustration for them both.

    Instead, she turned her focus elsewhere. Passing through the main hall, she caught sight of Varric hunched over a table near the hearth, surrounded by a mountain of paperwork that could rival Cullen’s desk. The sight brought a wry smile to her lips. “Battling the demons of paperwork? That’s a fight nobody walks away from clean.”

    Varric looked up, his lips quirking into a grin. “You have no idea the number of times I’ve almost been killed by bills of lading. Paper cuts are a silent killer, Pup.”

    Ariana chuckled, stepping closer and glancing at the precarious stack of reports. “You should’ve told me. I would’ve sent Riley to save you. She loves a good battle.”

    “Riley would probably just add more paperwork to the pile,” Varric said, setting down his quill. But the usual ease in his voice faltered, replaced by something heavier. “I’ve been meaning to talk to you.”

    Ariana tilted her head, her humor fading at the shift in his tone. “Should I be worried?”

    Varric hesitated, running a hand through his hair. “I never officially joined the Inquisition, you know. I don’t really know how to do this… disciple-hood thing. I’m a businessman, not exactly the ‘follow the chosen one’ type.”

    Ariana crossed her arms, raising an eyebrow. “Disciple-hood? Really, Varric? Maker’s breath, I don’t even know how to deal with all this. Just make something up. It’ll be fine.”

    Varric huffed a small laugh, some of the tension easing from his posture. “Oh, so we’re saving the world through bullshit now?”

    “Haven’t we always?” she replied with a shrug, her lips twitching into a faint smirk.

    “Well, alright, I can manage that.” Varric chuckled, shaking his head. But the humor was short-lived. He leaned back in his chair, his gaze dropping to the papers in front of him. “Speaking of bullshit, though… I guess you want to know more about my history with Corypheus.”

    Ariana’s smirk faded as she took a seat across from him. “I was wondering when you were going to tell me.”

    He sighed, dragging a hand down his face. “Like Hawke said, it was after the Qunari uprising. The Hawke family was a target—assassins were being sent after them left and right. We tracked them to a ruin in the Vimmarks.”

    “Wait, assassins? You didn’t think to tell me that back then?” Ariana’s voice was sharp with disbelief, though not anger. “You both knew Valentina used to be a Crow, right? She could’ve helped.”

    “You were busy, Pup,” Varric said softly. “And still recovering. At first, it just seemed like any other job. Nothing we hadn’t handled before.”

    “But?” Ariana prompted, sensing the shift in his tone.

    “But,” Varric continued, “it turned out to be a trap. Once you got far enough into the ruin, there was this magical barrier—kept you from going back. The whole thing was a prison the Grey Wardens were using to hold what they thought was a powerful darkspawn.”

    Ariana frowned, leaning forward. “I’ve never heard of Wardens imprisoning darkspawn. Why not just kill him?”

    “That’s what we thought too.” Varric’s voice dropped, his gaze fixed on the table. “But I’m starting to think it wasn’t that simple. I think they locked him up because he couldn’t be killed.”

    Ariana’s brow furrowed. “But you and Hawke both said you thought you killed him.”

    Varric’s head snapped up, his voice suddenly sharp. “We didn’t just think he was dead, Pup. He was dead. No pulse. No breath. Full of stab wounds. There wasn’t a lot of room for doubt.”

    She placed a hand over his, her voice gentle. “I believe you, Varric. It doesn’t make me feel any better to know that, but I believe you.”

    Varric let out a shaky breath, his shoulders slumping. “Maker’s breath, what have I let loose?”

    “You might be confused,” Ariana said, arching an eyebrow. “‘Brutally murdered’ isn’t really the same as ‘unleashed upon the world,’ Varric.”

    “In this case, it might be,” he muttered.

    Ariana studied him for a moment, her hand still resting on his. The weight of guilt he carried was evident in the tension around his eyes, the way his fingers fidgeted with the edge of a report. He and Hawke seemed to believe this was their fault—that their actions had somehow set Corypheus free. Maybe they had, in a way. But Ariana wasn’t so sure. Men like Corypheus didn’t seem the type to be stopped by a single misstep. If it hadn’t been them, it would have been someone else.

    She sat back, folding her arms. “You know this isn’t all on you, right?”

    Varric looked up at her, skepticism flickering in his gaze. “Doesn’t feel that way.”

    “Well, it shouldn’t,” she said firmly. “You didn’t put him in that prison, Varric. The Grey Wardens did. And if they thought locking him away was a good idea, maybe that’s where the blame belongs.”

    His lips quirked into a half-smile, though it didn’t quite reach his eyes. “Thanks, Pup. You’re terrible at this whole absolution thing, but… thanks.”

    Ariana chuckled softly, leaning her elbows on the table. “I’m just saying, you’re not carrying this alone. You’ve got me. You’ve got Hawke. Hell, you’ve got half of Skyhold.”

    Their conversation eventually drifted to lighter topics, Varric’s humor slowly returning. But as Ariana left him to his mountain of paperwork, she couldn’t shake the image of his troubled expression. Corypheus wasn’t just a name to him—it was a wound, a ghost he couldn’t outrun. And as much as she wanted to believe they could stop this, a part of her couldn’t help but wonder if he was right to be so afraid.

    ~~~

    If Ariana was going to figure out what was going on with Cullen, she was going to need help. And she knew just the right person—or people, rather. Isabel always had a way of noticing things, and Emma… Well, if anyone could spot when Cullen was distracted or distant, it was Emma. The girl adored him, and the feeling was mutual.

    It was nearing midday as Ariana made her way toward the kitchens, hoping she’d find them both there. With any luck, they’d still be in their usual rhythm of preparing lunch together. As she passed through the courtyard, her gaze caught on the battlements above. Cullen stood there, speaking with some soldiers. He gestured animatedly, his voice low but commanding, and she couldn’t help but smile. For a brief moment, he seemed… lighter, less weighed down by the exhaustion she had seen earlier.

    But she knew it wouldn’t last. Whatever was keeping him up at night wasn’t something a single moment of relief could fix. Shaking the thought away, she continued on her path.

    The warmth of the kitchen hit her immediately as she stepped inside, the scent of rosemary and fresh dough mingling in the air. Isabel stood at the counter, her hands deftly slicing herbs, while Emma was at her usual spot, kneading dough with an intense focus. It was a familiar, comforting sight, and for a moment, Ariana let herself relax.

    “Ariana, looking for lunch?” Isabel’s voice pulled her from her thoughts, her tone light but knowing.

    Ariana smiled, realizing she hadn’t eaten anything all day. Between the morning with Cullen and her conversation with Varric, she’d completely forgotten about food—and coffee, for that matter. “I… actually hadn’t thought about it, but now that you mention it, I haven’t eaten today.”

    “What am I to do with you, child?” Isabel chided, though her smile softened the words. There was no real frustration in her tone, just the gentle affection Ariana had come to rely on over the years.

    Ariana chuckled, moving closer to the counter. “Did you know? About the room Cullen prepared?”

    Isabel’s smile widened as she set down her knife. “I did. Who do you think arranged for all the furniture deliveries? That man loves you more than I think even he realizes.”

    Ariana’s heart warmed at the words, and she couldn’t help but smile. “And I love him, Isabel.”

    “Would you look at that? You two are finally not keeping secrets from each other… mostly,” Isabel said, though the teasing edge in her voice shifted at the end, leaving Ariana with a faint sense of unease.

    “Mostly?” Ariana raised an eyebrow, suspicion creeping into her tone. “Isabel, what do you mean by that? You sound like you know something.”

    Isabel’s gaze didn’t waver as she turned back to her herbs. “It’s not my place to tell you, child. And no, I don’t know everything he’s keeping. You’ll have to talk to him. But,” she paused, glancing at Emma, “we both know he’s not the only one with secrets.”

    Ariana stiffened, her sharp gaze meeting Isabel’s, though she waved a hand dismissively. She knew exactly what Isabel was referring to, and that wasn’t a conversation she planned on having—not now, and certainly not in front of Emma. “I do need to ask you something,” she said, steering the conversation back. “Has he been sleeping?”

    Isabel’s expression sobered, her shoulders sinking slightly. “Not much, from what I can tell. I’ll make his bed sometimes, and it stays that way for days at a time.”

    The answer didn’t surprise her, but it still left a pit in her stomach. Ariana glanced down at Emma, who was focused intently on her dough, her small hands working with care. “Hey, cub,” Ariana said softly, her voice lightening as she crouched to Emma’s level. “How’s it going there?”

    Emma beamed, her face lighting up as she looked at Ariana. “Good! Mom said we’re making rosemary bread!”

    “Rosemary bread? That sounds delightful,” Ariana replied, smiling as she reached out to gently ruffle Emma’s hair.

    “Have you been keeping up with your training, recruit?” she teased, a familiar playfulness in her tone.

    Emma shrugged, her enthusiasm dimming slightly. “Not as much. Cullen’s always busy…” She hesitated, her hands slowing on the dough. “He hasn’t come by much to read to me either…”

    The heartbreak in her voice was subtle, but it hit Ariana like a blow. Emma adored Cullen—he was like a father to her in every way that mattered. For him to neglect that time with her was unheard of. Ariana turned toward Isabel, whose expression mirrored her own concern.

    “I’m sorry, cub,” Ariana said gently, reaching out to tuck a loose strand of Emma’s hair behind her ear. “Cullen’s been really busy since we got to Skyhold. He just wants to make sure you’re safe, especially after Haven. But how about I talk to him?”

    Emma’s eyes lit up, though there was a hint of hesitation in her voice. “But don’t tell him I told you. I don’t want him to think I’m trying to get him in trouble.”

    Ariana pressed a kiss to Emma’s forehead, her smile warm and reassuring. “You’ve got it, cub. He won’t hear it from me.”

    Standing, she turned back to Isabel, who motioned for her to sit. “Now about that lunch…” Ariana said, her tone lighter as she slid onto a stool.

    But as Isabel set a plate in front of her, the knot in Ariana’s chest only tightened. Whatever was going on with Cullen ran deeper than she’d thought. If he was neglecting his sleep, his own well-being, and even Emma, it wasn’t just work weighing on him. And as much as she wanted to confront him immediately, she knew she had to tread carefully. This wasn’t something she could rush.

    As she ate the bread Isabel had set in front of her, a thought began to form. She chewed slowly, her mind racing. She couldn’t force Cullen to rest, but maybe… maybe she could pull him away from his desk. Just for one evening. He wouldn’t stop working for his own sake, but he would for her.

    “Isabel,” she said suddenly, setting her bread down. “I need another favor.”

    Isabel raised an eyebrow, her lips quirking into a faint smirk. “What is it this time?”

    “Dinner,” Ariana said firmly. “I want to have dinner with him tonight. In the new quarters he prepared.”

    The smirk widened into a knowing smile. “You want me to make dinner for you both?”

    “Please,” Ariana said, her voice softening. “Make all of his favorites. You know them better than I do by now. And…” She hesitated, glancing at Emma before turning back to Isabel. “Make it special. I need him to step away from his work, just for one night.”

    Isabel’s expression softened, the teasing edge giving way to something warmer. “Of course, child. What time should I bring it up?”

    “Just after sundown,” Ariana said, her tone resolute. “Around seven.”

    “Consider it done,” Isabel replied with a small nod. “And Ariana… don’t push him too hard. If he’s anything like you, he’ll resist if you push.”

    Ariana chuckled softly, though the weight in her chest remained. “I know, Isabel. I’ll try.”

    As she finished her meal, she felt a flicker of hope. It wasn’t a solution, but it was a start. Tonight, she’d get him to stop, even if only for a little while.

    ~~~

    A knock at the door pulled Cullen from his thoughts. He set down his quill, sighing as he rubbed his temples. “Come in,” he called.

    The door creaked open, and a soldier stepped in, handing him a folded note before bowing and leaving without a word. Cullen’s brow furrowed as he unfolded the parchment, instantly recognizing Ariana’s handwriting:

    Dinner tonight? Our quarters?

    See you at seven.

    Love, Ari.

    Cullen couldn’t help the smile that tugged at his lips. She was pulling him away, giving him an excuse to stop working. He knew it. And as much as he wanted to protest, he couldn’t. Their time together wasn’t guaranteed. Soon enough, she’d be off again, chasing down leads, walking into danger, and risking everything. The thought of wasting these rare, quiet moments felt like a betrayal of the promise he’d made when he asked her to marry him.

    He glanced at the clock, making a note of the time, before returning to his work. But the words on the page in front of him blurred, his focus fractured. The letter lingered in his mind, its simplicity carrying an unspoken plea: Be with me.

    The scent of rosemary and freshly baked bread greeted Cullen as he climbed the stairs to their quarters. It mingled with the rich aroma of roasted meat and potato leek soup, a favorite from his childhood. He chuckled under his breath. Of course she did.

    When he reached the top, his steps faltered. Ariana stood near the balcony, bathed in the warm glow of twilight. She wore a house robe—soft, elegant, and somehow making her seem more regal than anything she could ever wear as the Inquisitor. She turned toward him, her smile radiant and unguarded, and it struck him as it always did: how impossibly lucky he was.

    Her smile deepened as their eyes met, and she crossed the room to him, wrapping her arms around his neck. “Hello, stranger,” she teased, her voice warm and lilting.

    Cullen slipped his arms around her waist, pulling her close. He said nothing, letting the moment stretch as he memorized the way she felt in his arms, the way she looked at him like he was her whole world. He didn’t know what he’d done to deserve her, but Maker help him, he wouldn’t squander it.

    “Are you hungry?” she asked softly, her lips brushing against his ear.

    He nodded, afraid to speak and shatter the spell of her presence. She took his hand, leading him to the table she’d set near the balcony. The arrangement was simple but thoughtful, candles flickering in the cool evening breeze as the view of the Frostbacks framed the scene.

    Dinner began with easy conversation—new reports, her meeting with Varric, musings about Corypheus. But as the meal went on and the sun dipped below the horizon, Ariana’s gaze shifted. She rested her chin on her hand, studying him in that quiet, disarming way she had, as though peeling back every layer of his defenses.

    “Cullen,” she began, her tone deceptively casual, “before I left… you mentioned there was something you wanted to tell me. Something you’d been meaning to talk about.”

    His heart sank. He’d hoped she’d forgotten. Or perhaps he’d hoped he could keep avoiding it. But Ariana never forgot. And she never let anything go. His smile faded as he stiffened in his seat, his hand tightening around his fork. “It’s nothing urgent,” he said quickly, waving it off. “We don’t need to—”

    “Cullen,” she interrupted, leaning back in her chair and folding her arms. Her gaze was steady, unyielding. “Don’t do that.”

    He sighed, pushing his chair back and rising to his feet. He crossed to the balcony, the evening breeze cooling the heat rising in his chest. He gripped the railing tightly, his mind racing. How could he explain this without sending her into a spiral of worry? How could he reassure her when he wasn’t sure he could reassure himself?

    Ariana followed, stepping onto the balcony with the quiet grace he loved. She stood beside him, her presence grounding him even as her proximity stirred his unease. “Cullen,” she said softly, her voice laced with worry. “Whatever it is, just tell me.”

    He hesitated, his gaze fixed on the distant horizon. Finally, he spoke, his voice low and measured. “As leader of the Inquisition, you… you need to know the risks I’ve taken.”

    Her brow furrowed, and he could feel her eyes on him. “What risks?”

    Cullen took a deep breath, forcing himself to meet her gaze. “Lyrium grants templars their abilities, but it also controls us. Those who are cut off from it… they suffer. Some go mad. Others… die.”

    Her eyes widened slightly, and confusion flickered across her face. “I know this.”

    He nodded. “Then you know what I’m risking.” He paused, his jaw tightening. “I haven’t taken lyrium since I joined the Inquisition.”

    The silence that followed was deafening. Ariana’s hand came to her mouth as she stared at him, the implications sinking in. “Since Haven? Cullen, that was months ago. Why… why didn’t you tell me?”

    “I didn’t want to burden you,” he admitted, his voice cracking slightly. “After Kirkwall… after everything… I couldn’t let it control me any longer. This is my choice.”

    Her eyes shone with unshed tears as she stepped closer, gripping his arm. “And if it kills you? What then?”

    “It hasn’t yet,” he replied quietly, his gaze dropping. “And I’ve taken precautions. Cassandra knows. If I become unfit to lead—”

    “Cassandra?” Ariana’s voice broke, her frustration and hurt spilling over. “You told Cassandra, but not me?”

    Cullen’s chest tightened as he saw the pain in her eyes. “You have enough to worry about, Ari. The Inquisition—”

    “I don’t care about the Inquisition,” she interrupted, her voice fierce. She grabbed his hand, forcing him to look at her. “I care about you. You are my priority, Cullen, not this war.”

    Her words hit him like a hammer, shattering his resolve to shield her from this. He reached up, his hand covering hers as he closed his eyes. “I didn’t want you to feel this weight. I thought… I thought I was protecting you.”

    She shook her head, her voice softening but no less resolute. “We’re in this together. If you want me to take care of myself, to be honest with you, then you have to do the same. Don’t shut me out.”

    Cullen swallowed hard, guilt and love warring in his chest. “I’ll try,” he said, his voice barely above a whisper.

    Ariana cupped his face, her thumb brushing against his cheek. “Not good enough. Promise me.”

    “I promise,” he murmured, his voice steady this time.

    Ariana leaned her forehead against his, her tears finally spilling over. “We’ll get through this, Cullen. Together.”

    He wrapped his arms around her, holding her tightly as her strength seeped into him. “Together,” he echoed, his voice laced with a quiet determination. For the first time in weeks, he felt the weight on his shoulders lighten, knowing she was with him, every step of the way.

    ~~~

    The restlessness had become unbearable. Ariana lay on her side, her head sinking into the pillow as her thoughts refused to quiet. She had tried everything—counting her breaths, focusing on the steady rhythm of Cullen’s beside her—but nothing worked. His words from earlier echoed in her mind, their weight settling into her chest like an anchor. After Kirkwall… after everything… I couldn’t let it control me any longer.

    She turned onto her back, staring at the ceiling as the memory of his voice replayed again. The calm conviction in his tone was what unnerved her most. He had accepted this path—the risks, the suffering, the unknowns—but she couldn’t. Not yet. How could she? How could he carry all of this alone? The more she thought about it, the more she hated that he’d felt he had to.

    How do I help him? The question gnawed at her, fraying the edges of her composure. She’d heard whispers of lyrium withdrawal before—rumors exchanged by soldiers, fragments of stories shared by mages in hushed voices—but never anything concrete. What did it feel like? Was it a physical torment, a battle of the mind, or both? How bad was it?

    Her lack of understanding made her feel helpless, and Ariana hated feeling helpless.

    She shifted again, rolling onto her side to watch Cullen. He was asleep—something she had been desperate for him to do for weeks—but it was far from peaceful. The faint furrow of his brow, the occasional twitch of his fingers against the sheets, the tension that lingered even now… none of it escaped her notice. Even in sleep, he carried the weight of his struggle, and it broke her heart.

    Her hand hovered over his shoulder, caught in hesitation. Should she wake him? Would that be worse? She didn’t know, and that uncertainty only made the knot in her stomach tighten. At least he was resting, but she knew too well that sleep plagued by nightmares wasn’t restful. She had lived that reality herself, countless times.

    She sighed quietly, lowering her hand as she sat up in bed. Running her fingers through her disheveled hair, she tried to think of a solution. Think, Ariana. There had to be something she could do, someone she could turn to for guidance. Someone who understood what he was going through better than she did.

    Michael’s name crossed her mind first. He had spent his life in the Order, immersed in templar culture, and would undoubtedly know the answers she sought. But no—Michael had known Cullen too long. The second she began asking questions, he would go straight to him, and she didn’t want that. This wasn’t about doubting Cullen’s choice or his ability to lead. It was about supporting him without adding to his burden.

    Her thoughts spiraled for a while, frustration mounting until another name surfaced. Malcolm.

    Her breath caught, and hope flickered to life in her chest. Malcolm had been a templar once, just like Cullen. He had walked this path, survived the same torment Cullen was now enduring, and found a life beyond it. She had heard snippets of his story over the years—enough to know he understood what Cullen was going through in a way no one else could. And he was here, in Skyhold. She had seen him just the other day near the stables, helping with the supply inventory.

    He’ll understand. Malcolm wasn’t like Michael. He was discreet, practical. His loyalty was to her and her alone, he wouldn’t betray her confidence. He would give her the insight she needed without judgment or complication.

    Her resolve hardened. She would find Malcolm first thing in the morning. She would speak with him, learn everything she could, and figure out how best to help Cullen through this.

    For now, she forced herself to lie back down, though her heart still raced with worry. She glanced at Cullen again, watching the faint rise and fall of his chest. His presence beside her offered some comfort, but not enough to quiet the storm in her mind. She reached out, brushing her fingers lightly against his hand, as if grounding herself in the simple reminder that he was still here, still fighting.

    As the first hints of dawn began to creep through the window, Ariana stared up at the ceiling, her thoughts too loud to let her sleep. It wasn’t the comfort she had hoped for, but it was a plan. And that was something.

    ~~~

    At first light, Ariana was already dressed, her movements methodical despite the exhaustion from her sleepless night. She glanced over at Cullen, still asleep, his features softened by the early morning light filtering through the curtains. Her heart clenched as she watched him, knowing all too well that his rest wasn’t as peaceful as it appeared. The faint tension in his brow, the occasional twitch in his hand—it was clear his mind wasn’t at ease.

    She tore her gaze away, scribbling a quick note and leaving it on her pillow before slipping out of the room as quietly as possible. She had a mission this morning, one she hoped would give her the answers she so desperately needed.

    As she exited the main hall, the crisp air and muted hum of activity greeted her. Spotting Riley near the armory, Ariana quickened her pace.

    “Riley,” she called out, closing the gap between them. “Have you seen Malcolm this morning?”

    Riley turned, her expression curious. “Something wrong, Wolf?”

    Ariana shook her head quickly. “No, nothing like that. I just need to talk to him.”

    Riley’s eyes narrowed slightly, but she didn’t press further. “Last I saw, he was by the stables with Isabel.”

    “Thanks,” Ariana said, already moving.

    By the stables, she found Malcolm checking the saddles of a few horses, his steady hands inspecting every strap and buckle with practiced precision. His presence was grounding, a reminder of resilience and calm amidst chaos. Ariana hesitated for a moment, gathering her thoughts, before calling out.

    “Malcolm.”

    He turned at the sound of her voice, his sharp eyes softening when he saw her. “What’s on your mind, Wolf?”

    “Do you have a moment?” she asked, glancing around. “Somewhere private?”

    Malcolm’s brow furrowed slightly, curiosity flickering across his features, but he nodded without hesitation. “Lead the way.”

    Ariana guided him to a quiet corner near the outer ramparts, the cold stone walls providing some semblance of solitude. The morning air was crisp, carrying the faint scent of frost and woodsmoke. She stopped, turning to face him, her fingers fidgeting with the edge of her bracer.

    “Malcolm… I need to ask you something,” she began, her voice quieter now. “It might be… uncomfortable. If it is, you don’t have to answer.”

    His expression softened as he leaned against the wall, arms crossed. “You’ve got my attention, Wolf.”

    Ariana took a steadying breath, her gaze briefly flicking to the Frostbacks in the distance before meeting his eyes again. “What’s it like… for a templar to stop taking lyrium?”

    Malcolm tilted his head, his usual stoicism giving way to a faint hint of understanding. “Well, I wasn’t expecting that,” he admitted, scratching his chin. “But I don’t mind telling you.”

    Her shoulders relaxed slightly, though the knot of tension in her chest remained.

    “It’s not an easy thing,” he began, his voice steady. “The withdrawal… it takes its toll. The first signs are small—fatigue, forgetfulness, cold that settles into your bones. But that’s just the beginning.”

    Ariana nodded, her lips pressed into a thin line.

    “Then come the headaches,” he continued, his tone matter-of-fact. “Splitting, unrelenting headaches that make it feel like your skull’s being crushed. And the dreams…” He paused, his gaze distant for a moment. “Strange dreams, vivid ones. Nightmares, if you’ve got demons in your past. They creep in, haunt you when you’re most vulnerable. Sometimes it feels easier to avoid sleep altogether, though that comes with its own price.”

    Her heart sank as his words painted a clearer picture. That’s why he’s not sleeping. The realization hit her like a blow. “That sounds… unbearable,” she said softly.

    “It can be,” Malcolm admitted. “The first month is uncomfortable, but manageable. It’s the next few months that test you. After that, things start to ease—if you can endure the worst of it.” His gaze sharpened slightly. “But you’re not asking this out of idle curiosity, are you?”

    Ariana hesitated, her eyes drifting back to the horizon. “No… I’m not.” She took a deep breath, steadying herself before continuing. “Cullen… he told me he stopped taking lyrium when he joined the Inquisition. It’s been months.”

    Malcolm’s brow furrowed. “Months, you say?”

    She nodded, her voice quieter now. “He’s not sleeping. I know he sleeps less when I’m not here, but now… even when I’m with him, he barely rests. He says he can endure it, but…” Her voice faltered for a moment. “I need to know how to help him if it becomes too much.”

    Malcolm studied her for a long moment, his expression unreadable. “If it’s been months, he’s through the worst of it. But if he’s not sleeping… the nightmares might be holding him back. That happens to those who’ve been through more than their share of darkness.”

    Ariana closed her eyes briefly, her mind flashing to the rumors she’d heard over the years. “Have you heard about what happened at Kinloch Hold during the Blight?”

    Malcolm’s eyes widened slightly. “Rumor was the tower fell to abominations. The stories said the entire place was overrun.”

    “It was,” Ariana said quietly. “And Cullen was there.”

    The weight of her words hung in the air, and Malcolm exhaled slowly, his expression grim. “Maker’s breath… that explains a lot.”

    “I don’t know the details,” she admitted, her voice tight. “He’s never spoken of it. But it haunts him. I see it in his eyes sometimes, and now, I think… I think it’s why he can’t sleep.”

    Malcolm nodded thoughtfully. “Cullen’s strong. Stubborn as a mountain, from what I’ve seen. But he’s carrying a heavy load. It helps to have something—or someone—to fight for. A focus. That can make all the difference.”

    “How do I help him?” she asked, her voice breaking slightly. “How do I make this easier for him?”

    Malcolm placed a reassuring hand on her shoulder. “Just be there, Wolf. When it gets too much, remind him he doesn’t have to bear it alone. And make sure he takes care of himself—eats, rests, doesn’t push too hard. Exhaustion makes everything worse.”

    Her throat tightened, but she nodded. “Thank you, Malcolm.”

    “Anytime, Wolf,” he said with a small smile. “And if you ever need to talk—or need advice—you know where to find me.”

    Ariana offered a faint smile in return, though the weight of her concern lingered as she turned back toward the main hall. She felt a glimmer of relief, but the path ahead was still unclear. For now, she had a little more clarity, and that was enough to keep her moving forward.

    ~~~

    Cullen stirred at the sound of the door opening, his body still heavy with the remnants of sleep. He blinked slowly, adjusting to the dim light filtering into the room. The scent of Ariana’s cinnamon-laced hair lingered on the pillow beside him, grounding him in the moment. He shifted slightly, propping himself up on one elbow, and caught sight of her as she entered the room.

    His confusion was immediate. She’d left before dawn—he’d barely registered her departure, assuming she had been called away to deal with some matter for the Rangers. Now, she stood at the door, her expression unreadable but softened by a faint smile.

    “Where were you?” he asked, his voice gravelly from sleep.

    “Catching up with the Rangers,” she replied lightly, her tone almost too casual. “Nothing urgent.”

    Cullen frowned faintly, sitting up fully. Something about her demeanor unsettled him. She seemed… different. The weight from last night’s conversation wasn’t there, or at least it didn’t seem to be. Instead, she moved with an ease that made him wonder if he had imagined her distress entirely.

    Before he could ask more, she started to remove her bracers, setting them on the nearby table with a soft clink. His frown deepened as she unfastened her cloak, letting it fall to the chair, followed by her boots.

    “What are you doing?” he asked, his brow furrowing further. His mind was already beginning to shift toward the day ahead, the reports waiting for him, the preparations for their next campaign.

    She didn’t answer him. Instead, she slipped out of her tunic, revealing the thin shift beneath. His breath caught in his throat as she crossed the room and climbed onto the bed with deliberate grace, straddling him and settling herself on his lap. Her sudden closeness threw him off balance, her weight grounding him in place.

    “Ariana?” His hands instinctively moved to her hips, his confusion evident in his voice. “What’s going on?”

    “I’m going back to bed,” she said simply, her voice low and teasing, her hazel-green eyes glinting with mischief.

    Cullen blinked, caught entirely off guard. Her attitude was unlike anything he had expected. The worry, the intensity from last night—it was still there in her eyes, but now it was mingled with something else. Determination. Resolve. And something far more intoxicating.

    “Ari…” he started, his tone cautious. “What’s—”

    She silenced him with a kiss, her lips pressing against his with a firmness that stole his breath. His protest faltered, his mind scrambling to catch up with her actions. Her fingers tangled in his hair as she deepened the kiss, her body pressing against his.

    When she pulled back, his heart was pounding in his chest. “What are you doing?” he asked again, his voice lower now, edged with something he couldn’t quite name.

    She leaned in, her lips brushing the edge of his jaw, then trailing down his neck. “I told you,” she murmured against his skin, her breath warm and sending a shiver down his spine. “I’m going back to bed.”

    His grip on her hips tightened slightly as he tried to regain control of the situation, of himself. “Ariana, if something’s wrong—”

    She cut him off again, this time with a softer kiss, her fingers trailing along his bare chest beneath the blanket. “The only thing wrong,” she said between kisses, her voice husky, “is how much you’ve been neglecting yourself.”

    Cullen’s breath hitched as her words sank in, her touch making it harder to think clearly. “Ari, I—”

    “You’ve done enough worrying,” she interrupted, her lips brushing against his again. “Now it’s time to focus on something else. On me. On us.”

    Her words settled deep in his chest, disarming him entirely. He wanted to argue, to tell her he didn’t have time for this, that there was too much to do. But the way she looked at him—the fierce determination in her gaze, the heat in her touch—it stripped away every defense he tried to muster.

    Her lips found his again, and this time, he didn’t resist. The tension in his shoulders melted as his hands slid up her back, pulling her closer. Whatever concerns had plagued his mind moments ago were drowned out by the sensation of her body against his, the soft weight of her pressing him into the mattress.

    “I need you,” she whispered, her voice a mix of vulnerability and desire. “Let me take care of you.”

    His breath left him in a shaky exhale, her words cutting through every barrier he had built around himself. “Ari…” he began, his tone faltering.

    “Cullen,” she said, her hands cupping his face as she pulled back just enough to meet his gaze. “Please. Just let me. Don’t fight me on this.”

    He stared at her, his heart pounding, and for a moment, he couldn’t find the words. The weight of her emotions, the sheer intensity of her presence, left him speechless. Slowly, he nodded, his hands moving to her waist as he leaned up to capture her lips in a kiss that carried all the things he couldn’t say.

    Her response was immediate, her arms wrapping around his shoulders as she deepened the kiss. But something in him shifted—an edge of determination cutting through the haze of her touch. Without warning, his grip on her waist tightened, and in one swift motion, he flipped her onto her back, positioning himself above her.

    Ariana let out a soft gasp of surprise, her hair spilling across the pillow like a dark halo. But the look in her eyes—bright, intent, and brimming with desire—only encouraged him. His golden gaze held hers as he leaned down, his hands braced on either side of her, caging her in.

    “Is this what you want?” he asked, his voice low, roughened by emotion and barely restrained need.

    She smiled, a slow, deliberate curve of her lips that made his pulse quicken. Her fingers trailed up his arms, settling on his shoulders as she arched slightly beneath him. “Exactly what I want,” she murmured, her tone soft yet certain. “I want you.”

    Her words undid him. The hesitation, the doubt he had clung to—gone. All that remained was the feel of her beneath him, the way her body molded to his, and the trust in her eyes that made him want to give her everything.

    His lips found hers again, this time with more urgency, more intent. His hand slid along her side, memorizing the curve of her waist, the warmth of her skin through the thin fabric of her shift. She responded eagerly, her fingers tangling in his hair, pulling him closer as her legs shifted to wrap around him.

    Cullen broke the kiss only to press his lips to her jaw, her neck, her collarbone. Each touch drew a soft sigh or a breathless whisper from her, and he reveled in the way she came alive beneath him, her focus entirely on him, just as his was entirely on her.

    “You’re relentless,” he murmured against her skin, a smile tugging at his lips even as his voice carried the weight of his admiration.

    “You love it,” she teased back, her fingers tracing the muscles of his back, her touch equal parts soothing and electrifying.

    He pulled back slightly to look at her, his golden eyes darkened with an emotion so intense it made her breath catch. “I love you,” he said, the words simple but heavy with meaning.

    Ariana smiled again, softer this time, her hands sliding up to cradle his face. “Then show me,” she whispered, her gaze locking with his. “Show me you’re here. Show me you’re mine.”

    That was all it took. Whatever weight lingered in his heart, whatever fears or doubts clawed at the edges of his mind—they fell away. In this moment, with her, nothing else mattered.

    And as he kissed her again, slow and deliberate, he let himself believe that this—this connection, this love—was enough to keep him grounded, no matter what battles lay ahead.

  • Chapter 15 – Back to Kirkwall

    21 Solace – 15 Harvestmere 9:33

    Over the following months, the Rangers threw themselves into a new rhythm of work and restoration. Whenever they weren’t out on jobs, they could be found at the manor, steadily transforming the once-neglected estate into something livable, even grand. The once-overgrown grounds began to take shape, the stables hummed with activity as they were repurposed into a smithy, and the training grounds, marked with fresh footprints and battle-scars, became a lively hub of camaraderie and skill-building.

    But for Ariana, the heart of the manor lay not in the stables or the training yard—it was the library. From the moment she discovered it, tucked away behind a pair of heavy wooden doors, she knew it would be her sanctuary.

    The room was a treasure trove, though time had left its mark. Shelves sagged under the weight of dusty tomes, some warped with age and damp. Cobwebs adorned the corners like lace, and scattered debris hinted at years of neglect. But despite its condition, the library was astonishingly well-stocked, and Ariana’s heart quickened at the sight of so much knowledge preserved. She resolved, then and there, to restore it to its former glory.

    Every moment she spent at the manor became an opportunity to breathe life back into the library. By day, she worked alongside the others, helping where needed, but by evening, she slipped away to the quiet solitude of her project. She started small, carefully removing books from the most damaged shelves, dusting their covers, and gently cleaning the pages. Some were beyond repair, but others revealed treasures—histories of Ferelden, tales of Orlais, maps of lands she’d never seen, and even rare volumes on magic and the Fade.

    She enlisted the help of Riley and a few others to repair the shelves themselves. Riley, naturally, teased her about her obsession. “You know, Wolf, the training yard could use a little of your attention, too. Unless you plan to defend yourself with books now?”

    Ariana smirked, brushing a streak of dust from her cheek. “A sharp mind is as important as a sharp blade, Riley. You should try it sometime.”

    Riley laughed, shaking her head. “If you say so. Just don’t get buried under there, alright?”

    Whenever Ariana left the manor for a job, she made a point to visit markets and bookshops along the way, searching for anything to expand the collection. Over time, she began to develop a reputation among merchants in the area as a voracious collector of rare texts, and word of her interest spread. Rangers returning from jobs started bringing books as gifts—some practical, some sentimental, and some purely for amusement.

    “You might like this one, Wolf,” Aldor said once, handing her a book on the flora and fauna of the Frostbacks. “Figured it’d help if we get lost up there again.”

    “Or this one,” Floriana offered with a sly grin, passing her a collection of exaggerated romance tales. “Thought it might be your taste. You know, for inspiration.”

    Ariana rolled her eyes, but she kept them all. Every book, regardless of subject, was a step closer to building something lasting, something greater than herself.

    Little by little, the library took shape. Shelves stood sturdy again, their wood polished and shining. The room itself, once dim and neglected, now felt alive, bathed in the soft light of restored windows and warmed by the crackling fireplace. A table in the center became a gathering place for planning, studying, or simply sharing stories over a drink.

    For Ariana, the library was more than just a project; it was a symbol of hope, a testament to what they were building together. It wasn’t just about rebuilding walls and shelves—it was about rebuilding lives, creating a space where knowledge and community could thrive. Each book on those shelves told a story, and together, they were weaving their own.

    ~~~

    The night air was cool, the fire crackling softly as the Rangers gathered around, their faces illuminated by the dancing flames. A cask of ale sat open, mugs being filled and refilled as laughter and tales of triumph flowed freely. Ariana sat slightly apart from the others, leaning against a log with her arms draped over her knees. Her gaze was fixed on the fire, her fingers absently playing with the leather choker around her neck, the pendant of the Visus constellation glinting in the firelight.

    Noticing her silence, Riley smirked and leaned forward. “Alright, Wolf. That necklace you’re always fiddling with—does it actually mean something, or are you just trying to hypnotize us?”

    Ariana looked up, caught off guard by the question, but a small smile tugged at her lips. “It does,” she said softly. “A friend gave it to me.”

    Riley snorted. “Oh, no. You’re not getting away with that kind of answer. Spill.”

    Ariana laughed, shaking her head. “He gave it to me because the Visus constellation… it meant something to me. It was its stars that set me on this path.”

    Linnea, sitting cross-legged across the fire, tilted her head. “What path? You can’t just drop that and expect us to move on.”

    Ariana hesitated, her fingers still on the pendant. “You’re all going to think I’m crazy if I tell you.”

    Lamberto leaned back with an exaggerated groan. “Well, now you have to tell us. Crazy or not, we’re listening.”

    The group began cheering in unison, “Story! Story! Story!” Their mugs clinked against each other in encouragement.

    Ariana laughed, raising her hands to quiet them. “Fine, fine. But if you all mutiny because you don’t like the story, remember I can probably take you. All.”

    “There’s always a chance of that,” Valentina quipped, her voice dry as she took another sip of ale.

    Shaking her head in mock exasperation, Ariana let out a sigh. “Alright. It was Summerday 9:29…” She paused, letting her voice soften as the memories spilled out. She spoke of the ball, Frederick, the engagement she wanted no part of, and finally sitting on her balcony, looking up at the night sky, desperate for a sign. “The star in the center of the Visus constellation flickered,” she said, her voice quiet with emotion, “as if answering me. ‘Run,’ it seemed to say. So I did. I packed whatever I thought I’d need and left that night.”

    “Wait, that’s how you ended up with us?” Riley asked incredulously.

    Ariana shrugged, a grin tugging at her lips. “Partly. I found passage on a ship headed to Kirkwall. That was my first stop.”

    Her smile grew warmer as she described meeting the ship’s captain, Berthold, and the voyage that brought her to Kirkwall. “When we arrived, Berthold told me to seek out a man by the name of Varric Tethras.”

    Malcolm’s brow furrowed as he leaned forward. “Varric Tethras? The dwarf with all the connections? I’ve heard tales of him.”

    Ariana chuckled, shaking her head. “If you ever meet him, don’t tell him I told you his name was getting around. He hates that.” Her grin turned fond. “But yes, Varric. He took me under his wing, taught me how to survive, how to navigate the world. He became like a second father to me.”

    “So how did you end up in Ferelden?” Lamberto asked, clearly trying to piece it together.

    Ariana tilted her head. “Ah, well, my father actually found me in Kirkwall. It was a coincidence, but he warned me I wasn’t safe there. Too close to Ostwick, too obvious with mercenaries out looking for me. So Varric and I came up with a plan. Ferelden was far enough away.”

    “I still don’t see how the necklace fits into all this,” Eshara said, her curiosity piqued.

    Ariana smiled, the memory bittersweet. “Before I left, I wanted to give him something to thank him for everything. I found a leather bracelet engraved with the Visus constellation and gave it to him.” Her fingers brushed over the pendant. “The day I left, he gave me this. He said it might help our journeys bring us back together someday.”

    Her voice faltered for a moment as tears welled up in her eyes. She took a deep breath, clearing her throat. “I really should have been a better ‘adopted’ daughter and let him know I survived the Blight.”

    “Yeah, you should,” Riley said with mock seriousness, though her tone softened when Ariana glanced her way. “But, hey. Now that you’re here Wolf, maybe Visus will make good on that promise.”

    The group raised their mugs again, this time in silent acknowledgment of the story—and of Varric, the man who had been there at the start of it all. The fire crackled, its warmth seeping into the cool night as the stars above twinkled, the Visus constellation watching over them.

    ~~~

    The crisp autumn air carried a cool breeze, ruffling the leaves that still clung stubbornly to the trees along the road.The Rangers had made their way to Orlais, looking into a potential contract they’d been vetting for weeks. With their foothold in the region growing stronger, jobs like this were becoming more frequent—a merchant caravan headed from Lydes to Val Royeaux, its wares valuable enough to warrant additional protection.

    “Low risk, easy coin,” Riley had declared when the job was finalized, though Ariana had merely raised a skeptical brow at the proclamation. Now, with the caravan trundling along the dirt road, the wagons creaked under their heavy loads, and the horses snorted in the cool air. Ariana walked near the lead wagon, her steps light and casual, while Riley trudged alongside her, her sword strapped across her back.

    “See?” Riley said, gesturing at the peaceful road ahead. “I told you. This is the kind of job we need more of. Nice and boring. No surprises.”

    Ariana shot her a sidelong glance, her lips curving into a faint smirk. “You just cursed the whole thing. You know that, right?”

    Before Riley could retort, a sharp whistle cut through the air. It was followed by the unmistakable sound of arrows zipping past. One thunked into the side of the lead wagon, sending the horses into a brief panic.

    “Right,” Riley muttered, drawing her massive two-handed sword with a resigned sigh. “Of course. Should’ve kept my mouth shut.”

    The attackers emerged from the surrounding hills—another mercenary company, heavily armed and clearly confident. They charged the caravan from both sides, shouting war cries and waving weapons.

    Ariana’s daggers flashed into her hands as she gave a quick shout to the Rangers. “Form up! Protect the wagons!”

    The Rangers moved with precision, falling into formation. Riley planted herself near the lead wagon, her sword resting on her shoulder as she surveyed the attackers with an exasperated expression.

    “This was supposed to be easy,” Riley grumbled as she stepped forward, cleaving through the first enemy to reach her with a single swing. “You said, ‘It’s just a caravan job, Riley.’ You didn’t say, ‘Oh, by the way, we’ll probably get ambushed.’”

    Ariana darted past her, spinning low to hamstring an attacker before driving a dagger upward into their side. She grinned over her shoulder. “It is a caravan job. And technically, this is what we’re getting paid for.”

    “Technically, you’re insufferable,” Riley shot back, parrying a blow from another attacker and shoving him back with brute force. She followed up with a crushing overhead swing that sent the man sprawling.

    Ariana chuckled, flipping over a low strike and using the momentum to drive her boot into an attacker’s chest. “You love me.”

    “Debatable,” Riley replied, stepping into the fray to intercept another group of mercenaries heading for the wagons. Her blade carved a wide arc, scattering them like leaves in a storm. “You owe me a drink for this.”

    “I’m paying you for this,” Ariana said, slipping past an attacker and slitting his throat in one fluid motion. She scanned the battlefield, spotting the remaining assailants faltering as the Rangers gained the upper hand. “You’re doing great, by the way.”

    “Shut up,” Riley muttered, though the corner of her mouth twitched in a faint smile as she swung her sword again, the blade cleaving cleanly through the last opponent in her path.

    When the final attacker fell, the dust settled, leaving the Rangers standing victorious. The wagons were untouched, the merchants safe, and the attackers thoroughly routed. Ariana sheathed her daggers, brushing dirt off her hands as a nervous-looking noble stepped out from one of the wagons.

    “Oh, thank the Maker!” the noble exclaimed, his face a mixture of relief and awe. “You saved us! Everyone will hear of the skill and reliability of the White Wolf and her Rangers. I’ll see to it personally!”

    Ariana raised an eyebrow, trying to keep her expression neutral. “We’re just doing our job.”

    Riley snorted. “Our easy job,” she muttered under her breath, resting her sword on her shoulder again.

    Ariana glanced at her with a grin. “I’ll buy you that drink.”

    “You’d better,” Riley replied, shaking her head. “If this is what an easy job looks like, I’m scared to see what a hard one is.”

    The Rangers broke into laughter as they regrouped, the camaraderie and banter carrying them back to the road with the merchant caravan safely in tow.

    ~~~

    The library was quiet, save for the faint crackle of the fire burning low in the hearth. Ariana sat curled up on a worn, comfortable couch, a drink in hand and an untouched book resting on her lap. The soft glow of the fire danced across her face as she stared into the flames, lost in thought.

    The years had slipped by, each one folding into the next. Today, though, the familiar date carried an ache she couldn’t ignore. 5 Harvestmere, she thought, allowing herself a moment to remember a distant birthday spent in the warmth of Cullen’s company. That memory had been a balm during darker times, keeping her going through years of searching. Even so, her focus had shifted—building the Silver Rangers had consumed her, overshadowing the mission she had started with.

    “Copper for your thoughts?” Riley’s voice broke the stillness, light and teasing, though her gaze was anything but casual. Riley had a knack for reading Ariana’s moods, especially when they turned heavy.

    Ariana looked up, managing a small smile. “I need to go to Kirkwall,” she said, her voice steady but tinged with the resolve that had carried her through so many hard choices. “It’s been years since I sent word to anyone. My family likely believes I’m dead by now, and… so do the few friends I have outside of here.”

    And I need to find him, she thought, but she didn’t say it aloud.

    Riley leaned against the doorframe, crossing her arms. Her brow lifted in curiosity and faint skepticism. “To see Varric? Do you really have to go in person? Couldn’t you just send a letter?” Her voice softened as she continued, “Besides, Orlais isn’t slowing down. There are a few jobs lined up that could use your touch.”

    Ariana shook her head, her gaze unwavering as she stared into the fire. “I’ve already done my part. The contracts are secured, and the coffers are more than full.” She turned to meet Riley’s eyes, her expression steady but warm. “I wouldn’t leave if I didn’t believe you could handle this without me, Riley. And while you’re in Orlais, I need you to start finding fresh recruits. We’ve been stretched thin between Ferelden and Orlais.”

    Riley’s teasing demeanor gave way to something more serious. “Is there another reason for going to Kirkwall?”

    Riley had known Ariana was searching for someone—a Templar, maybe, given her insistence on visiting Lake Calenhad years ago after escaping the Crimson Blades. But Ariana guarded the details of her past like a fortress, and Riley had never pushed. Still, worry edged her voice now.

    Ariana met Riley’s gaze, her eyes glassy as if the weight of her thoughts were finally surfacing. “One last try,” she admitted quietly. “If Varric can’t find him, then…” Her voice faltered, unable to finish the thought that if Varric failed, she’d have to assume the worst.

    Riley let the words settle for a moment before nodding. “A few weeks, then?” she asked, though her tone hinted at her doubts. “And if we don’t hear from you by then?”

    Ariana’s expression softened, a faint smile tugging at her lips. “If I’m delayed, send word to The Hanged Man in Kirkwall. They’ll know how to reach me.”

    Riley hesitated, then said quietly, “You know… you never had to do this alone. We would’ve helped you.”

    Ariana’s smile deepened, touched by the sentiment but tempered with a quiet understanding. “I know. But we had more important things to do than chase ghosts.”

    Riley let out a resigned sigh, though a grin tugged at her lips as she brought her right fist to her chest in a salute. “By your order, Wolf.”

    Ariana chuckled softly, lifting her drink in a small toast. “By my order,” she echoed, her voice carrying the bittersweet weight of hope and determination.

    ~~~

    Ariana made her way to West Hill, the steady rhythm of her horse’s hooves an oddly comforting sound as she traveled. These days, at least, she could afford to travel on horseback—a significant improvement over the slow and exhausting journeys she had made by foot in those early days. The difference in speed was undeniable, but it also left her with more time to think as the miles flew by, something she wasn’t sure was entirely a blessing.

    If only I’d had a horse back then, she thought for what felt like the hundredth time. Maybe I would have reached Lake Calenhad in time, seen Cullen before the Circle was sealed. The familiar sting of regret pierced her thoughts. Would it have changed anything? Could I have stopped them from taking him away? The same questions had echoed through her mind for years, a constant undercurrent no matter how far she traveled or what she did to distract herself. The last words she had spoken to him felt hazy, distant. She remembered the note she’d left, her vows written in those lines, but still… she couldn’t shake the feeling that somehow, she had failed him.

    In West Hill, she approached the dockmaster, a burly man who now remembered her more for being the leader of the Silver Rangers than for the girl who once sent messages back and forth through Berthold. “Mistress Ariana, it’s good to see you! What brings you here?”

    “It’s good to see you too. How’s everything?” she asked politely, the memories of their past work together making her smile. The Rangers had helped rebuild West Hill after the Blight, and many nights had been spent in the local tavern celebrating their successes.

    “As good as you and yours left it!” the dockmaster replied proudly.

    “Do you know of any ships headed for Kirkwall?” she asked, but before the dockmaster could respond, a familiar voice interrupted from behind.

    “Aye, lass, I’m heading there now. Five gold—”

    Ariana turned sharply, immediately recognizing the voice. The speaker, seeing her face, froze mid-sentence, his expression shifting from confusion to shock.

    “Berthold?” Ariana asked, her voice almost a whisper, as if confirming it for herself. In the next moment, she closed the distance and threw her arms around him in a warm hug.

    Berthold, startled for a moment, quickly returned the embrace with a hearty laugh. “We thought you gone, lass. For you, the cabin is free.”

    ~~~

    As they set sail for Kirkwall, the tide of memories began to rise in Ariana’s mind. The familiar black walls of the city would be in view within three days, but for now, the journey was quiet. The weather was fair, and Ariana fell into her old routine with Berthold, sitting on the deck and swapping stories. Berthold, as always, had a knack for spinning tales—some wild, some ridiculous, and some surprisingly poignant.

    “There was this one time,” he began, a mischievous glint in his eye, “I had this noble from Val Chevin. All prim and proper, ‘Oh, Captain Berthold, we must make haste! My cargo is of utmost importance.’” He puffed out his chest in mockery, drawing a chuckle from Ariana. “Turns out his ‘precious cargo’ was three crates of Orlesian wigs. Wigs! I nearly lost the lot of them in a storm, too.”

    Ariana raised an eyebrow, laughing softly. “Did you tell him?”

    “Of course not,” Berthold replied with mock indignation. “The man would’ve fainted dead away. No, I handed them over like a true professional, even threw in a bow for flair. He paid double for the ‘safe delivery.’”

    She shook her head, a genuine smile breaking through the weight of her thoughts. “You’ve always had a way with people, Berthold.”

    He grinned, leaning back against the railing. “And you’ve always had a way of turning up when I least expect it.”

    Within three days, the familiar black walls of Kirkwall came into view, looming over the harbor like dark sentinels. The towering statues, the massive chains clinging to the cliffs like iron webs—it was all just as she remembered. Ariana shook her head, half-smiling to herself. I’ve just come from a country still recovering from a Blight, and yet Kirkwall… Kirkwall somehow still looks darker.

    She only hoped her instincts were right and that Varric would still be at The Hanged Man.

    As they docked, Ariana thanked Berthold again, handing him a coin pouch. He tried to refuse, but she pressed it into his hands. “For everything you did for me back then. And because I might need you again soon—if you’re willing to travel to Ferelden more often. The Rangers could use you.”

    “For you, lass, I can do that. Just send word when you need me,” Berthold said, tipping his hat before setting about unloading his cargo.

    The weight of the city settled over her like a thick cloak as she stepped onto the dock. She only hoped she still remembered the twisting streets; it had been so long. Pulling her own cloak up over her face, she avoided making eye contact with anyone, though she could feel the occasional lingering glance as she walked by. Maybe I should’ve picked a different cloak, she thought, but the familiar white fur-trimmed cloak had become a part of her. Her armor.

    She moved through the streets with purpose, her stride filled with the determination that had become second nature. Her feet carried her unconsciously through the winding alleys and narrow passages of Lowtown, leading her exactly where she needed to go. I guess some things you don’t forget, she thought, half in disbelief and half in relief.

    As she approached The Hanged Man, her heart beat a little faster. An unexpected wave of nerves settled over her as she pushed the door open. Her last letter to Varric echoed in her mind—telling him she couldn’t leave Ferelden just yet. She could almost imagine his reaction: gruff, worried, and undoubtedly frustrated that she had stayed in the middle of a Blight.

    Four years, she thought, guilt twisting in her stomach.

    She closed her eyes for a moment, gathering herself. Maker, please let him forgive me.

    ~~~

    Seeing Corff behind the bar brought Ariana a little comfort. The place hadn’t changed much, and neither had he. She approached him quietly, and as he glanced up, recognition flickered in his eyes.

    “Looking for Varric, are you?” Corff asked, a knowing smile softening his gruff tone. “Or maybe something to eat? Been a long journey, I’d wager.”

    Ariana hadn’t realized how hungry she was until he mentioned it. Nodding, she tried to pull out a few coins, but Corff held up his hand. “Nah, not for you, miss. Varric would have my head on a platter if I took your coin.”

    She managed a small chuckle, nodding her thanks, and Corff went to work on what he called “Varric’s special.” She moved towards Varric’s suite, each step heavier with anticipation. Four years. Would he even recognize her? And what would he think of her after all this time? After a deep breath to steady herself, she opened the door and stepped in.

    She kept her hood low, eyes fixed on the floor, her nerves on edge. Varric was seated at his usual spot, a hand absently resting on the familiar shape of Bianca.

    “Can I help you?” he began, his voice casual but guarded. His hand shifted slightly, ready to grab Bianca if needed.

    Ariana swallowed, then slowly reached up, pulling her hood back. She gave him a tentative smile, searching his expression for any hint of anger—or maybe disappointment. “Hello, Varric.”

    His expression froze, then softened as realization dawned. It had been years, and he’d held onto hope, but seeing her standing here in front of him felt like a dream he couldn’t trust. His hand dropped from Bianca, his voice quiet with disbelief. “Welcome back…Pup.”

    Relief flooded Ariana at the familiar nickname, and she let out a breath she didn’t realize she’d been holding. She walked to him slowly, but as she reached him, her composure broke. She dropped to her knees beside him, wrapping her arms around him in a fierce hug, letting the weight of the last few years sink in.

    Varric’s hand rested on her back, patting her gently. “I thought… I’d hoped… well, Maker’s breath, you really know how to keep a dwarf waiting,” he murmured, the gruffness in his tone belied by the warmth in his voice.

    “I’m sorry,” she whispered, her voice tight. “I… I didn’t come back, but I couldn’t. I had to stay.” She pulled back slightly, meeting his gaze, struggling to keep herself together. “I’m sorry I didn’t write. You deserved better than silence.”

    Varric shook his head, dismissing her apology. “You did what you had to, Pup. The world was a dark place… still is. But you made it back.” He gave her shoulder a gentle squeeze. “That’s all that matters.”

    They sat there in comfortable silence, the weight of the unspoken pressing on them both. She didn’t need to say it, and he didn’t need to ask, but Varric could see it—the exhaustion, the shadows of everything she’d been through.

    “Well,” he said after a moment, trying to lighten the mood as best he could. “Now, you’ve got a lot of catching up to do, and I expect you’ll start from the beginning. With all the details.” He offered a half-smile. “And don’t think I’m letting you disappear again anytime soon.”

    Ariana managed a faint smile, the relief finally settling in. “Don’t worry, Varric. I don’t plan on going anywhere. Rather, if I do, you’ll know how to find me.”

    ~~~

    Corff brought in a plate of bread and cheese, and some wine. Dropped it off on the table as Varric and and Ariana made their way back to the table.

    As Corff entered, he set a plate of bread and cheese alongside a bottle of wine on the table, offering them a nod before slipping back out with the quiet efficiency of someone who understood when company needed privacy. Ariana hadn’t even realized how hungry she was until the scent of fresh bread filled the room, stirring her appetite.

    Varric gestured toward the table with a welcoming grin. “Sit, Pup. You look like you haven’t had a proper meal in ages. What, was the fare in Ferelden that bleak?”

    Ariana laughed, settling into the chair opposite him and reaching for a piece of bread. “For a while there…sometimes. I do alright these days, but I also have been on the road a little over a week now, I don’t exactly travel with fine meals.”

    As she nibbled on the cheese, savoring the simple comfort, she could feel Varric’s eyes on her, studying her in that way only he could—seeing past her words, past the faint smile she wore. It was as if the years had melted away, and once again, she felt like the young girl he’d once sheltered in the Lowtown streets.

    He raised his glass, eyeing her over the rim. “To surviving the blight, the road, and whatever else life’s thrown at you since,” he said, his voice a bit softer, a warmth in his eyes that made the moment feel real. “You’re back, Pup.”

    Ariana clinked her glass against his, trying to steady her heart. “To being back,” she echoed, though a flicker of sadness lingered in her gaze. She sipped the wine, gathering herself, feeling the comfort of this familiar place begin to chip away at the hard shell she’d built over the years.

    Ariana set her glass down and leaned back, offering Varric a tentative smile, though a shadow touched her eyes. She’d been holding parts of her story close for a long time, but if anyone deserved to hear it, it was him. She’d begin with what happened after she’d read his letter years ago, and how she and Cullen had tried to warn people about the impending Blight, hoping to save just a few lives.

    But when she finally mentioned Cullen’s name aloud, Varric paused, his expression somewhere between shock and disbelief. “Hold on,” he interrupted, brows furrowing as he looked her over. “You’re telling me this whole time, your infamous ‘handsome Templar’ was Cullen Rutherford? Knight-Captain Cullen Rutherford?”

    The title made her heart flutter, a mix of pride and hurt. “He’s here? He got a promotion?” she questioned softly, the realization dawning with a mixture of excitement and disappointment. He was here in Kirkwall all along. Relief and something like betrayal mingled, tightening her throat. How many times had she searched, scoured letters and asked for news, only to find nothing? And all the while, he’d left without a word, without a hint, without her.

    Varric watched her reaction carefully. “Yeah, Knight-Captain now,” he confirmed, with a touch of reservation in his voice. But he gave a huff, leaning back and rubbing his forehead as if pained. “Pup, I’ll be honest—maybe for your sake more than his. He might be the Cullen you remember, but from what I’ve seen, he’s practically become the left hand of Meredith. You know, that woman who makes ogres look like sunshine?”

    Ariana’s face darkened, her hands tightening around her glass. She held Varric’s gaze, determined to explain what he couldn’t possibly understand. “I know the rumors.” she said, voice steady. “I know what happened at the Circle Tower in Ferelden. The place was sealed, overrun by abominations. Most of the mages—and Templars—were killed. They only made it out because the Hero of Ferelden came through and helped end it.”

    Varric’s skeptical look softened a bit.

    “And Cullen…,” she continued, swallowing the emotions that threatened to rise. “If he survived that… well, Maker only knows what he had to endure.” She looked away, gathering herself. She hadn’t intended to open this wound, but it was already bleeding, and it was too late to stop now.

    Ariana took a steadying breath, meeting Varric’s gaze. “I came here in large part to ask for your help,” she admitted, voice tight with the conflict churning inside her. “I thought I’d be searching half of Thedas to find him. I never expected to hear he was… right here, right in this city.”

    Memories drifted up, unbidden and bittersweet—the warmth of his embrace in the tavern after Ostagar, the quiet promise they’d face the darkness together. But they hadn’t. They’d been pulled apart, swept by different currents, separated before the real storm had even begun. The realization weighed heavy on her chest, and she hadn’t noticed how silent she’d grown, lost in the remnants of something they’d never had the chance to finish.

    Varric’s voice pulled her out of her thoughts, gentle but probing. “So… what do you want to do now, pup?” He searched her face, noting the hurt lingering in her eyes. He hadn’t imagined he could dislike Cullen any more than he already did, but seeing her like this… well, it didn’t exactly raise his opinion.

    Ariana looked away, jaw set in a determined line. “How do I find him?” she asked, almost in a whisper. She wasn’t sure what she’d do once she did. Old instincts told her to observe first, get a sense of who he was now. Four years was a long time, and the Cullen she remembered might not be the Cullen she’d find.

    “The Gallows is where he’s stationed,” Varric replied cautiously. “But… if you’d prefer not to risk that, I can ask around, find out his usual haunts. Everyone’s got their own version of a hideaway.”

    She gave a quick nod, relief and anxiety both flickering in her eyes. “The Gallows… it won’t exactly be easy to observe him there. And if Meredith’s around, I doubt I’ll get far.” She huffed a quiet sigh, rubbing her hands together as if warding off the lingering chill of uncertainty. “But yes. Anything you can find about his routines—some place he might let his guard down, if he has one here.”

    “Got it, pup,” Varric said, nodding. His gaze softened, and he leaned forward slightly. “Just… take it slow, alright? And remember, you don’t have to do this alone.”

    She managed a faint smile, the hint of a warmth in her eyes. “I know, Varric. Thank you.” She turned back to her glass, the weight of all that lay ahead still heavy but not quite as crushing as before.

    ~~~

    Varric leaned back, folding his arms and giving her a look that was more knowing than anything else. “So… I’m guessing you’re planning to stay in Kirkwall for a while, then?”

    Ariana sighed. “For a few weeks, yes. That was my original plan. But I have business in Ferelden and Orlais—if I’m gone too long, my lieutenant will send a search party, or a small contingent…

    Varric’s eyebrow quirked up. “Lieutenant, you say? Of what, exactly?”

    Ariana paused, realizing that she hadn’t quite finished telling him her story. She took a breath, skipping over the darker turns of her journey for now. “After the Blight… I spent some time with the Crimson Blades.” She said it lightly, keeping her voice calm. “It wasn’t long before I decided to leave them behind and start something of my own—a company called the Silver Rangers.”

    A flash of recognition sparked in Varric’s eyes. He leaned forward, eyes narrowing with a gleam of interest. “The Silver Rangers, huh? I’ve been hearing things about them. Word is there’s a mercenary group out there doing good for a change. Protecting people who can’t pay, keeping the roads safe. Some say they’re led by a mysterious figure. They call him the White Wolf…”

    He let his words trail off, watching her with that sharp, assessing gaze, waiting for her reaction.

    Ariana tried to stifle a smile but couldn’t help it. “Rumors do have a way of growing legs,” she said, the ghost of amusement dancing in her eyes. “Not as grand as the tales, I assure you.”

    Varric chuckled, clearly impressed. “Not as grand? Kid, you’ve done what most mercenary companies can’t even dream of—people are talking about the Silver Rangers as if you’re some kind of heroes out of the story books.”

    Ariana’s smile softened. “It wasn’t easy, but I realized that helping people… well, it’s what keeps me going. Gives me something real to hold onto, even if the world can be so unforgiving.”

    Varric tilted his head, a glint of pride in his eyes. “Pup, you’ve made quite a name for yourself. I’d say your father would be proud of what you’re doing—though, knowing him, he’d probably want you to settle somewhere safe.”

    She gave a soft laugh, looking away. “Or he’d ask for stories of my ‘adventures’.” Her gaze returned to Varric, this time filled with gratitude. “Thank you, Varric. For letting me tell you all of this… and for not judging me.”

    Varric raised his glass in her direction, a warm, encouraging smile on his face. “You don’t need to thank me, kid. But I’ll drink to the White Wolf, to Cullen, and to whatever you plan on doing next.”

    “Yeah, to whoever the White Wolf is,” Ariana agreed, clinking her glass with his, her voice carrying a hint of finality. She’d built a careful wall around that identity, keeping it somewhat separate from herself, from Ariana Trevelyan. The White Wolf had the freedom to make enemies, to be feared or respected on the road, but she? She was still the runaway noble, a survivor of the Blight. And for now, that was exactly how she wanted to keep it.

    Pausing for a moment, she softened her tone. “Speaking of my father…” Her voice held a note of hesitancy. “Could you… send word? Just to let him know I’m here, alive and well. He’s probably given up on getting news by now, but it would mean the world to me.”

    Varric gave a firm nod, understanding immediately. “I’ll get my fastest people on it. Still sending word through that servant girl of his, Isabel?”

    Ariana nodded, the faintest smile touching her lips. “Yes, through Isabel. And maybe see if he could make the journey to Kirkwall if he’s able. It’s been so long… I’d just like to see him again.”

    Varric offered her a reassuring smile. “Consider it done, kid. I’ll make sure he knows you’re safe and that you’d like to see him, if he’s up for the trip.”

    She released a breath, feeling the weight of those years away from her family lighten, if only by a little. “Thank you, Varric. Really. I think… I think I’ll turn in for the night. It’s been a long enough journey getting back here.”

    He chuckled, the glint of his familiar mischief returning. “Four years? Yeah, I’d say that qualifies as a long trip. And don’t worry, Pup—your old room’s just as you left it. Always ready for you.”

    Ariana’s smile brightened at his words, feeling the warmth of the familiarity, the comfort of returning somewhere that still felt like hers. She gave Varric a grateful nod, and with that, she made her way out of his suite, down the hallway, and back to her room, where memories, hopes, and the unknown future waited to meet her.

    Tonight, she would rest—and tomorrow, she’d find out what new stories awaited.

  • Chapter 12 – A Dangerous Obsession

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    Despite the tension that had been building in the camp, there were moments of levity that reminded Ariana of what she had been missing since leaving Kirkwall. Shared meals around the fire, trading stories of past adventures and imagined futures. Eshara’s biting humor, Malcolm’s gruff encouragement, Valentina’s relentless teasing—they were small but meaningful threads that bound them together in an otherwise chaotic world.

    One particular night the campfire burned low, its embers casting a warm, flickering glow across the faces of those gathered around. Lamberto, who often seemed content to remain in the background, surprised everyone by pulling out a battered lute from his pack. He strummed a few notes, testing the instrument’s weathered strings, before launching into a haunting melody that stilled the conversation.

    The music wove through the camp like a balm, easing the aches of the day’s battles and the weight of their shared uncertainty. Ariana closed her eyes, letting the mournful tune wash over her. For the first time since the Blight began, she felt something close to peace. It wasn’t the safety she had felt in Kirkwall with Varric or in Honnleath with Cullen but it was something—something fragile yet real.

    Ariana appreciated moments of camaraderie like this. They were rare but she cherished them. She looked forward to the nights around the campfire, as stories were exchanged—some humorous, others harrowing. Lamberto, his dry humor a constant companion, recounted tales of near-misses during high-stakes heists, his deadpan delivery drawing laughter from even the most stoic among them.

    Valentina and Linnea, ever the provocateurs, frequently teased her. “The noble among savages,” Valentina would call her, a sly grin on her face. Linnea often chimed in, weaving ridiculous tales about how Ariana probably ate off golden plates before the Blight. Ariana would roll her eyes but secretly found comfort in their lighthearted banter. For all their teasing, their warmth was unmistakable, and it filled a void she hadn’t realized was so deep.

    Malcolm and Eshara, though quieter, contributed in their own ways. Malcolm, his voice rough and deliberate, occasionally shared snippets of his days as a Templar—lessons learned, regrets borne. Eshara, her Dalish heritage woven into every word, spoke of traditions and rituals that seemed both foreign and achingly familiar. Ariana couldn’t miss the note of longing in her voice, a reminder that they all carried losses they rarely spoke of aloud.

    Then there was Riley. Always observant, always steady. Riley had a way of looking out for her that was both subtle and constant. She’d nudge her to eat when she skipped meals, toss her a training blade when she grew restless, and find excuses to interrupt when Krieger’s attention lingered too long. It was as if Riley could sense Ariana’s unease before she even voiced it, deflecting conversations or offering a well-timed distraction.

    Riley’s protective presence was a source of quiet strength, and Ariana found herself leaning on it more than she realized. They didn’t need many words to communicate—a glance, a gesture, and they understood each other.

    Through these moments, Ariana began to feel a sense of belonging she hadn’t expected to find. The camaraderie wasn’t perfect—it was rough around the edges, shaped by hardship and necessity—but it was real. She still missed some of the people she’d left behind but here, among this ragtag group of misfits, she found fragments of something she hadn’t expected. A family.

    ~~~

    Krieger’s obsession with Ariana had always simmered beneath the surface, but now it was boiling over. The patience he once displayed was gone, replaced by a possessive determination that made her uneasy. His compliments, once shrouded in flattery, had become sharp, his tone edged with entitlement. He didn’t just speak of her skill—he spoke of her as though she were something he had forged, something he owned.

    The camp was quiet that evening, the aftermath of another grueling mission settling over them like a heavy fog. Ariana sat by the dying fire, sharpening her daggers. The rhythmic scrape of the whetstone against steel was soothing, a rare moment of peace amidst the chaos. She didn’t notice Krieger approaching until his shadow loomed over her.

    “You handled yourself well today,” he said, his voice smooth but carrying an undertone that sent a chill through her. “Better than most of the others.” 

    Ariana didn’t look up, her focus on her blade. “They all fought hard,” she replied evenly. “We wouldn’t have made it without them.”

    Krieger crouched beside her, his movements slow and deliberate. The firelight played over his sharp features, highlighting the piercing blue of his eyes. “Don’t be so modest, Ariana. You stood out, as always. You’re special—unique. I’ve seen it since the day we saved you.”

    Ariana froze for a fraction of a second before resuming her work. “I’m just doing my part,” she said, keeping her tone neutral.

    “You’re selling yourself short,” he continued, leaning closer. His hand brushed her arm lightly, and she stiffened. “You’ve grown under my guidance. You’ve become something extraordinary. Don’t you see it? We make a good team. Together, we could accomplish so much more.”

    She stood abruptly, creating distance between them. “We’re all part of the same team,” she said firmly, her voice steady despite the pounding of her heart. “It’s not about me.”

    Krieger rose as well, his smile faltering. There was a flicker of frustration in his expression as he stepped closer, his hand reaching out to grab her wrist. Before she could pull away, his other arm slid around her waist, pulling her closer. 

    “Ariana,” he said, his voice soft but insistent. “You don’t have to pretend with me. I know what you’re capable of. What we’re capable of. Let me take care of you. I can keep you safe, give you everything you need—everything you deserve. All you have to do is trust me, be mine.”

    His words struck her like a slap. In that moment, the warnings from Riley, Valentina, and the others rushed back to her, crystal clear. The way Krieger had isolated her, elevated her, made her feel indispensable—it all clicked into place. Her chest tightened, and she felt a surge of anger rise to the surface.

    “I’m not yours, Krieger,” she said, her voice low but firm. “And I never will be.”

    His grip tightened briefly, his expression hardening. “You don’t understand what I’ve done for you. What I could still do.”

    Before he could continue, a voice cut through the tension. “Krieger!” Riley’s tone was sharp, carrying across the camp like a whip.

    Krieger’s head snapped up, his eyes narrowing as Riley approached, her gait casual but her expression anything but. “We’ve got a situation with the perimeter,” she said, her voice calm but insistent. “Need your input.”

    The distraction was all Ariana needed. She jerked her arm free and stepped back, putting distance between herself and Krieger. Without another word, she turned and walked away, her heart racing as she felt his eyes on her back.

    “Don’t keep me waiting, Ariana,” Krieger called after her, his voice cold. “We’re not finished.”

    She didn’t respond, didn’t look back. But as she walked into the shadows, she clenched her fists, the realization settling like a stone in her stomach. She had to get out, and soon.

    ~~~

    Krieger’s plan that day teetered on the edge of madness: an ambush on a heavily armed caravan rumored to carry valuable supplies deep in Ferelden’s wilderness. As he outlined the operation, Ariana couldn’t hold back.

    “This is reckless,” she said, her tone sharper than she intended. “We don’t even know their numbers, let alone their training.”

    Krieger’s icy glare turned to her, silencing the murmurs around the campfire. “We know enough,” he snapped. “And what we don’t know, we’ll figure out. That’s what we do.”

    The tension hung heavy, but Ariana pressed on. “And if what we don’t know gets people killed?”

    Krieger’s lips curled into a humorless smile. “That’s why you’ll lead the flank. Prove to me you’re more than just words, Ariana.”

    The sting of his dismissal lingered as Ariana prepared her group. As the ambush unfolded, her worst fears were realized. The caravan guards were not just prepared—they were trained and disciplined, cutting through the initial assault with brutal efficiency. The Blades’ formations broke, chaos spreading through the battlefield as Krieger shouted over the clash of steel to press forward.

    Ariana’s instincts screamed otherwise. Ignoring his orders, she signaled her group to fall back and regroup. “We can’t win this like this,” she told them, her voice steady despite the turmoil. They retreated, managing to avoid the worst of the bloodshed.

    When they returned to the battlefield after regrouping, it was a scene of devastation. Valentina was crouched beside Linnea, her hands slick with blood as she tried to stop the bleeding. Malcolm’s normally stoic face was tight with anguish as he and Eshara worked to stabilize another wounded comrade. Dead and dying mercenaries littered the ground, their cries echoing in Ariana’s ears.

    Her stomach twisted as she saw Krieger, unscathed, barking orders at the survivors as though the loss was inconsequential. His focus was on the few crates of supplies the Blades had managed to secure, not the lives that had been shattered to get them. Something inside her snapped.

    Back at camp, with the wounded tended to and the fires burning low, Ariana marched straight to Krieger’s tent. She didn’t bother announcing herself, throwing open the flap and stepping inside.

    “You call that leadership?” she demanded, her voice cutting through the humid air like a dagger. “You sent them to die for what? A handful of supplies we didn’t need?”

    Krieger, seated at a makeshift desk, didn’t even look up at first. When he did, the usual charm in his eyes was gone, replaced by a cold, calculating fury. “You disobeyed my orders,” he said, his voice low and sharp. “You’re alive because of me, Ariana. Don’t forget that.”

    Ariana’s fists clenched at her sides. “I’m alive because I didn’t follow orders that would have gotten me—and everyone else—killed. You can’t lead with recklessness and expect loyalty.”

    His eyes narrowed as he stood, towering over her, the firelight casting his features in harsh relief. “You think you’re better than me?” he hissed, stepping closer. “You think you can survive without me? Don’t test me, girl. I made you.”

    Ariana didn’t flinch, meeting his gaze with a defiance that burned brighter than the flames outside. “Maybe I am,” she said evenly. “And maybe I don’t need you to survive anymore.”

    For a moment, the tension in the tent was suffocating, Krieger’s hand twitching as though he might strike her. But instead, he sneered, leaning in so close she could feel his breath. “You’ll regret this,” he said, his tone dripping with menace. “Mark my words.”

    Ariana stepped back, her expression unyielding. “The only thing I regret,” she said, her voice ice-cold, “is ever believing you were worth following.”

    She turned and left, the weight of the camp’s stares heavy on her as she emerged. Her hands were shaking, but her resolve was stronger than ever. She wouldn’t let him control her—not now, not ever.

    ~~~

    After Ariana stormed out of Krieger’s tent, her mind was a storm of anger and unease. She hadn’t gone far before Riley found her, her approach swift and deliberate. “Come with me,” Riley said firmly, her tone leaving no room for argument.

    Riley led Ariana to a secluded part of the camp where Valentina, Linnea, Lamberto, Malcolm, and Eshara were already waiting. Their faces were grim, their body language tense, as though they’d all been anticipating this moment.

    Riley was the first to speak, her voice quiet but steady. “You know he’s obsessed with you, right?” she said bluntly, her dark green eyes locking onto Ariana’s.

    Ariana exhaled deeply, her shoulders sagging under the weight of the truth. “Yes,” she admitted, her voice soft but resolute. “I’ve known for a while now.”

    “And now that you’ve defied him,” Riley continued, leaning forward with her elbows on her knees, “it’s made him unstable. I don’t think he ever expected you to push back, Ari. Not like this. And now that you have…” She shook her head, her voice trailing off.

    Valentina, sitting cross-legged by the fire, joined in. “That mission today wasn’t about strategy—it was about control. He’s dragging us into these reckless plans because he’s desperate to prove something. And he’s putting you at the center of it.”

    Malcolm, ever the pragmatist, crossed his arms and leaned back against a tree. His voice was firm, tinged with frustration. “We’ve seen this coming for a while. Krieger’s unraveling, and the more you reject him, the worse it’s going to get. He’s dangerous, Ariana. To all of us.”

    Eshara, who rarely spoke unless she had something important to say, nodded slowly. “He’s not just dangerous,” she added, her tone calm but heavy with meaning. “He’s unrelenting. He won’t stop until he gets what he wants—or until there’s nothing left.”

    Ariana’s gaze flicked from one face to the next, absorbing their words. She felt the weight of their concern, their shared fear. But what struck her most was their unity—their willingness to stand by her, even as the situation grew more perilous.

    Lamberto, leaning against a nearby tree, his long hair falling into his face, finally spoke up. “If we leave, we leave together. But we’ll need a plan. He won’t let us go without a fight.” His eyes rested on Ariana. “Especially not you.”

    Ariana hesitated, the reality of their words settling in her chest like a stone. She had tried to navigate Krieger’s obsession without escalating things, hoping she could outlast his fixation. But it was clear now that avoidance was no longer an option. He wouldn’t stop.

    She drew a steadying breath, meeting the eyes of each of them in turn. “You’re right,” she said finally, her voice firm despite the turmoil inside her. “We can’t stay like this. But if we leave, we have to be smart about it. Krieger’s dangerous, and if we’re not careful, he’ll tear us apart before we even have a chance to fight back.”

    Valentina leaned forward, her expression intense. “So what’s the plan, then? Because if we’re doing this, I’m not about to let him have the upper hand.”

    “We watch,” Ariana replied. “We plan. We move when the time is right. No rushing, no mistakes.”

    Eshara tilted her head slightly, her calm demeanor masking the gravity of her words. “We’ll need allies. If there are others in the camp who are as tired of him as we are, they could tip the scales.”

    Malcolm nodded. “I can speak to a few of the others. Quietly. Gauge where their loyalties lie.”

    Riley placed a hand on Ariana’s shoulder, her grip firm and grounding. “Whatever happens, we’re with you,” she said simply. “You don’t have to face this alone.”

    Ariana felt a surge of gratitude, the camaraderie of these people bolstering her determination. “Thank you,” she said, her voice quiet but sincere. “We’ll get through this. Together.”

    The fire crackled softly as the group exchanged solemn nods, their resolve hardening. The path ahead was fraught with danger, but they had made their choice. They wouldn’t follow a leader who had lost his way, and they wouldn’t let Krieger’s obsession destroy them. For the first time in months, Ariana felt the stirrings of hope. She wasn’t alone—and that made all the difference.

    ~~~

    Krieger’s patience had worn thin, but his usual air of charm lingered like a poisonous mist. That evening, he found Ariana alone near a stack of crates, sharpening her blades in the dim light of the campfire. The rustle of his boots on the dirt was the only warning she got before his shadow loomed over her.

    “Ariana,” he began, his voice carrying a calculated warmth. “You’ve been avoiding me.”

    Her grip on the whetstone tightened, but she didn’t look up. “I’ve been busy,” she replied evenly. “There’s always work to be done.”

    “Work?” he echoed with a soft chuckle, taking a step closer. “You’ve done more than enough. More than anyone else here. You’ve earned the right to rest, to let others shoulder the burden.”

    “I’m fine,” she said curtly, still not meeting his gaze. “I prefer to keep busy.”

    Krieger crouched beside her, forcing her to look at him. His piercing blue eyes were sharper than the blade in her hand. “Ariana,” he said, his tone dropping, “you’re remarkable. You know that, don’t you? The way you fight, the way you lead… It’s inspiring.”

    Ariana stood abruptly, trying to put space between them, but Krieger was faster. He stepped forward, backing her against the crates. His hands came down on either side of her, trapping her in place.

    “You and I,” he continued, his voice soft but insistent, “we could be unstoppable together. You don’t have to be alone. Let me take care of you, Ariana.”

    Her heart pounded in her chest as he leaned closer, his breath warm against her skin. “I don’t need anyone to take care of me,” she said, her voice firm despite the tension radiating from him.

    Krieger’s expression darkened, the mask of charm slipping. His hands gripped her arms, pulling her closer as he pressed his weight against her. “You’re lying to yourself,” he hissed. “You want this. You want me.”

    Ariana’s stomach churned, her mind racing. “Let me go,” she demanded, her voice sharp and unwavering.

    But Krieger didn’t move, his grip tightening. “Don’t make me regret everything I’ve done for you,” he said, his tone low and menacing. “You have no idea how far I’m willing to go for you.”

    Without thinking, Ariana acted. She slammed the hilt of her dagger into his wrist, breaking his hold on her arm, and spun out of his reach. As he stumbled back, she drove her knee into his side, sending him reeling. She darted out of reach, her stance ready to defend herself if he tried again.

    Krieger straightened, clutching his side as his lips curled into a snarl. “You’ll regret this,” he spat, his voice dripping with venom. “You think you’re untouchable? You’ll see. You don’t know what I’m capable of.”

    Ariana didn’t wait for him to recover. She turned ran towards the rest of the group, her steps brisk and her heart pounding. She didn’t dare look back, but his words echoed in her mind like a curse. For the first time since joining the Blades, she felt the full weight of the danger she was in—and the resolve to find a way out.

    ~~~

    Krieger’s patience had run its course. That night, he stood outside his tent, watching as two of his most loyal mercenaries approached him. “Bring her to the center of the camp,” he ordered, his voice sharp and low. “Make sure everyone sees.”

    The men hesitated only a moment before nodding and disappearing into the shadows. Krieger stood by the fire, his blue eyes cold and calculating. He wasn’t just punishing Ariana—he was making an example of her. She had defied him for the last time.

    When they dragged her into the open, Ariana was struggling, her breath visible in the icy night air. Her arms were bound, and she was dressed only in her undergarments, her skin pale and vulnerable in the flickering firelight. The camp grew silent as the spectacle unfolded, the other mercenaries watching with a mix of unease and morbid curiosity.

    Krieger approached her slowly, his boots crunching against the frozen ground. The flames reflected in his dagger as he pulled it from his belt. “You think you’re strong,” he said, his tone as icy as the wind cutting through the camp. He motioned for the men to tie her to the post, ensuring she couldn’t move.

    Ariana glared at him, her hazel-green eyes defiant even as the cold made her shiver. That look stoked the fire of his fury and something else—something darker. He stepped closer, leaning in so only she could hear. “Let’s see how long that fire in your eyes lasts,” he murmured.

    At first, the punishment was simple humiliation. He stood back, letting the cold do its work, his eyes scanning the crowd to ensure they were paying attention. This wasn’t just for Ariana; it was for everyone. A reminder of who was in charge.

    But as the hours dragged on and Ariana refused to yield, Krieger’s patience eroded. He approached her, the blade in his hand catching the firelight. Without ceremony, he grabbed her left arm, dragging the edge of the knife across her skin in a shallow, deliberate cut.

    The first flinch of pain from her was small, but it wasn’t enough for him. He pressed the blade again, opening another line, this time just deep enough to draw more blood. “All you have to do is submit,” he said, his voice low and dangerous. “Say you’re mine, and this ends.”

    Ariana didn’t respond, her jaw clenched, her breath coming in short bursts from the cold and pain. That defiance infuriated him.

    Krieger tightened his grip on her arm, his fingers digging into the fresh wounds as he whispered words under his breath. The blood he’d drawn began to glow faintly, and the agony hit her like a storm. It was a searing, relentless pain that coursed through her veins, fire and ice meeting in a torment that made the cold seem distant.

    She gasped, her body trembling, but still, she said nothing. Her silence was louder than any scream, more damning than any curse. Krieger saw it in her eyes—the refusal to break—and it maddened him.

    The next day, he returned, his dagger gleaming as he reopened the cuts on her arm. Each time, he used her blood as a conduit, each time whispering the same words: “Submit, and this will end.”

    The camp whispered about what was happening, but no one dared to intervene. Riley, Valentina, Lamberto, and the others kept their distance, though their anger and unease were evident in their eyes. Krieger saw it but didn’t care. His focus was solely on Ariana.

    Every night, she met his gaze with the same unyielding defiance, her silence a weapon he couldn’t disarm. And every night, as he walked away from the post, his frustration grew. She would regret this, he thought. She would break, and when she did, she would see that she was his.

    ~~~

    Riley sat on a fallen log near the outskirts of the camp, her knuckles white as she gripped the hilt of her sword. She could hear the faint, muffled sounds of Ariana’s pain in the distance, the soft gasps and sharp intakes of breath that cut through the icy air like knives. The others were gathered around her, their faces grim, their eyes flickering to the center of camp where Ariana was still tied to the post.

    “This wasn’t supposed to happen,” Valentina said, her voice a harsh whisper. She sat cross-legged on the ground, her arms wrapped around her knees as if trying to contain the storm of emotions threatening to boil over. “I knew Krieger was losing it, but this… this is beyond anything I imagined.”

    “No one expected this,” Malcolm replied, his tone gruff but tinged with guilt. He stood with his arms crossed, his broad shoulders hunched slightly. “But we should have. He’s been spiraling for months, and we all saw it.”

    Riley shook her head, forcing herself to look at them instead of the post. “Seeing it and stopping it are two different things. None of us thought he’d… hurt her like this. And whatever he’s doing to her, it’s not just the cold or the cuts.” She glanced at Linnea, who was sharpening a blade with tense, precise strokes. “You’ve seen her wounds. They’re shallow. They shouldn’t cause this kind of pain.”

    “They shouldn’t,” Linnea agreed, her voice tight. “But every time he’s near her, it’s like something changes. She flinches like she’s being burned alive.”

    “Blood magic,” Eshara said quietly, her voice carrying a chill that rivaled the night air. Everyone turned to her, startled. The Dalish mage met their gazes with grim certainty. “I’ve seen it before, among the clans. Not like this, but enough to recognize it. He’s using her blood to hurt her in ways we can’t see.”

    Valentina swore under her breath, her fist pounding into the frozen earth. “Magic? Krieger is a mage? We need to get her out of there. Now.”

    “We can’t just walk in and cut her loose,” Malcolm cautioned. “Krieger’s got his loyalists watching her every second. If we’re not careful, this turns into a bloodbath, and none of us make it out.”

    Riley nodded, her jaw tightening. “He’s right. If we’re going to do this, it has to be clean. We’ll only get one chance.”

    Lamberto leaned against a nearby tree, his long hair falling into his face as he spoke. “I’ve been talking to some of the others. At least nine of them are on our side. They’ve seen enough to know Krieger’s lost it.”

    “Good,” Riley said, her tone sharpening with purpose. “We’ll need every one of them.”

    Eshara shifted, her fingers tracing the edge of her staff. “What about Ariana? Even if we free her, she’s too weak to fight. Whatever he’s done to her has left her barely standing.”

    Riley looked toward the center of camp, her green eyes narrowing. “Then we carry her if we have to. We get her out, and we make sure she survives. No one’s leaving her behind.”

    Valentina straightened, her gaze hard and determined. “What’s the plan?”

    Riley stood, her shoulders squaring as she looked at each of them in turn. “We wait until the camp’s quiet. Eshara, you create a distraction—something loud enough to draw attention away from the post. Lamberto, Linnea, and I will take out the guards and cut her loose. Malcolm and Valentina, you rally the others and secure the horses. Once we’ve got her, we move fast.”

    “And if Krieger shows up?” Lamberto asked, his voice laced with unease.

    Riley’s hand tightened on her dagger. “Then we deal with him. Together.”

    The group fell into a tense silence, their resolve solidifying in the flickering light of the fire. Riley’s gaze drifted back to the post where Ariana hung in quiet agony, her defiance still visible even from this distance.

    “She’s held out this long,” Riley said, her voice soft but fierce. “The least we can do is make sure it wasn’t for nothing.”

    ~~~

    Ariana’s body ached in ways she didn’t know were possible. The cold had seeped into her bones, her left forearm throbbed with an unrelenting pain, and every breath felt like it came with the price of fire in her veins. She barely noticed the passage of time anymore; day and night blurred together into an endless haze of torment.

    Krieger had come to her earlier that evening, his voice like poison dripping into her ears. “You’re strong,” he had said, dragging the blade across her arm again, fresh blood seeping into the frozen earth. “But strength has its limits. You’ll break, Ariana. They always do.”

    But she hadn’t broken. Not yet. And she wouldn’t—not for him.

    Her head was slumped forward when she heard the faint crunch of footsteps on the snow. At first, she thought it was Krieger again, coming to gloat or inflict more pain. She forced herself to lift her head, her hazel-green eyes meeting the dim light of a lantern.

    It wasn’t Krieger. It was Riley.

    “Hold on,” Riley whispered as she knelt before Ariana, her hands already working to untie the ropes that bound her to the post. The tension in Riley’s jaw told Ariana everything she needed to know—Riley had seen enough.

    “You shouldn’t be here,” Ariana managed, her voice hoarse and weak.

    “And leave you with him?” Riley’s voice was sharp, her anger barely contained. “Not a chance.”

    As the ropes fell away, Ariana slumped forward, her legs too weak to support her. Riley caught her, wrapping an arm around her shoulders to steady her. “We’re getting out of here,” Riley said firmly, her tone leaving no room for argument.

    “What about the others?” Ariana asked, her voice barely above a whisper.

    “They’re ready,” Riley replied. “We’ve got a plan. Let’s go”

    “But first—” She paused, glancing toward Krieger’s tent. “I need to settle things before we go.” her body trembling not just from the cold but from the simmering rage building inside her.

    Riley knew her well enough to know she was determined to do something. She didn’t argue instead just guiding her to the tent.

    The camp was eerily quiet, most of Krieger’s loyalists either asleep or distracted by the diversion Eshara had conjured—a distant blaze that had drawn attention away from the main camp. Lamberto and Linnea were already clearing a path, their movements swift and silent.

    When they reached Krieger’s tent, Riley handed Ariana her daggers. “You don’t have to do this,” Riley said, her voice low but steady.

    “I do,” Ariana replied, her grip tightening on the blades.

    She stepped into the tent, her heart pounding in her chest. Krieger was seated at a small table, a map spread before him. He looked up, his surprise quickly shifting to a smirk. “Well, well,” he said, leaning back in his chair. “Finally come to your senses, have you?”

    Ariana didn’t respond. She moved with a precision she didn’t know she still possessed, driving one dagger into his thigh before he could rise. He roared in pain, reaching for a weapon, but she was faster. The second blade found his other leg, pinning him to the chair.

    “You think this is going to stop me?” he spat, his voice filled with venom. “You’ll regret this, Ariana. I didn’t teach you everything.”

    Ariana leaned in close, her voice cold and steady. “You’re right. But I’ve learned enough.” She drew the blade across his face in a deliberate motion, leaving a deep, jagged scar from his cheekbone to his jaw. “Pray you die tonight, Krieger. Because if you come after me, I’ll finish what I started.”

    She stepped back, leaving her blades pinning him to the bench. Krieger writhed in pain. Riley appeared at the entrance, her expression a mix of relief and pride. “Time to go,” she said.

    Ariana nodded, her resolve hardening as they slipped out of the tent and into the shadows. The others were waiting near the edge of camp, their horses ready. Malcolm gave her a curt nod, wrapping a cloak around her shoulders and helping her up on her horse, while Valentina offered a small, encouraging smile. Lamberto was already mounted, his sharp eyes scanning for any signs of pursuit. The others had formed a perimeter making sure no one came near them while they waited for her.

    As they rode into the night, Ariana felt a weight she couldn’t ignore. The weight of her own mistakes. Of not having seen what was coming.

    What’s the point of speed if you can’t predict your enemy’s next move? his words echoed in her mind now more than ever.

    ~~~

    The group rode hard through the night, silence save for the thundering of hooves and the labored breaths of horses. They didn’t stop until they were sure they had put enough distance between themselves and Krieger’s camp. By the time they finally set up camp, everyone was on edge, their exhaustion mingling with relief at having made it out alive.

    The camp quickly bustled with quiet activity. Percy and Paulette scouted the perimeter, while Aldor kept watch, bow in hand, his sharp eyes scanning the darkness. Annika and Senhel worked together to prepare healing spells for those injured in the escape. Olga barked instructions at Cador to gather proper firewood while she sharpened her axe, muttering something about needing a decent meal.

    Ariana sat close to the fire, silent and withdrawn. Riley knelt beside her, unwrapping the bandages on her left forearm. The wounds, shallow but angry and inflamed, stood out starkly against her skin. Riley’s jaw tightened as she worked, her green eyes darkened with worry.

    “They’re healing too slowly,” Riley muttered, her tone laced with frustration. “This isn’t normal.”

    Eshara approached from the other side of the camp, a soft glow of magical energy flickering around her hands. She crouched down beside Ariana, her expression calm but serious. “Let me see,” she said gently. Riley hesitated before stepping back, giving Eshara room.

    Ariana shifted uncomfortably, but she didn’t protest as Eshara examined the wounds. The Dalish mage ran her glowing hands just above the cuts, her brow furrowing. “It’s blood magic,” Eshara confirmed quietly, her voice tinged with disgust. “He was using your blood as a conduit. The pain, the slow healing—it all fits.”

    Ariana exhaled slowly, her gaze falling to the flames. “I don’t know much about blood magic,” she admitted, her voice quiet. “But that would explain it. He… he kept reopening them, making them fresh again. It wasn’t just to hurt me—it was to keep control.”

    Eshara nodded, her hands glowing brighter as she began to channel healing magic into Ariana’s wounds. “I’ll take care of this,” she said firmly, her tone leaving no room for argument. “But you’ll need time to recover.”

    As the soft warmth of Eshara’s magic eased the pain in her arm, Ariana let out a small sigh. Around her, the camp had fallen quieter, the others pausing their tasks to listen. Valentina and Linnea exchanged a guilty glance, while Malcolm stood a few paces away, his arms crossed and his expression grim.

    Eshara nodded solemnly, her expression a mix of guilt and frustration. “I should have suspected sooner.”

    Valentina, sitting across from Ariana, shook her head. “We all should have. We let it go on too long. I’m sorry, Ari.”

    Linnea leaned forward, her tone unusually gentle. “You shouldn’t have had to endure that. We failed you.”

    Malcolm, ever the stoic, added, “We won’t let anything like that happen again. You have my word.”

    Ariana looked around at them, her throat tightening. These were the people who had risked everything to save her. They had seen what Krieger was capable of and had still chosen to stand with her. She felt a surge of gratitude so profound it was almost overwhelming.

    “No apologies,” she said firmly, her voice carrying the quiet strength they had come to admire. “None of this is your fault. You were there when it mattered most. You got me out. That’s all that matters.”

    The camp slowly returned to its quiet rhythm as the others resumed their tasks. Annika prepared simple rations, while Lamberto muttered something about needing better supplies. Percy and Floriana were bickering over who had scouted further during their retreat, their voices low but animated.

    Riley sat down beside Ariana, offering silent support. Without a word, Ariana shifted, resting her head in Riley’s lap as her body gave in to exhaustion. Riley’s hand moved instinctively to Ariana’s hair, brushing it back gently.

    Ariana’s gaze drifted upward to the stars, her eyes catching the faint glimmer of the Visus constellation. The sight stirred memories of a different life, of a night when the world felt much simpler. Her eyelids grew heavier as she stared at the sky, the tension in her body finally ebbing away in Riley’s protective presence.

    “Get some rest,” Riley murmured softly, her tone carrying both command and comfort. “We’ll keep watch.”

    Ariana’s eyes fluttered closed, the warmth of the fire and the steady hum of the camp lulling her to sleep. Riley glanced down at her, her hand still resting protectively on Ariana’s hair. For the first time in days, there was no fear or hesitation in her expression—only quiet resolve.

    Around them, the camp buzzed with quiet activity, the rest of the group working together to secure their safety. It wasn’t perfect, and it wasn’t home, but it was theirs. And tonight, it was enough.

  • Chapter 11 – The Crimson Blades

    8 Firstfall 9:30 – 15 Harvestmere 9:31

    The growls of darkspawn were closing in, their guttural snarls echoing through the forest as Ariana stumbled forward, her breath coming in ragged gasps. She clutched her daggers tightly, though her trembling hands betrayed her exhaustion. The moonlight filtering through the canopy offered little comfort, casting shadows that danced like specters around her. She had been running for days, fighting when she couldn’t flee, but she knew she couldn’t keep this up. Her legs were failing her, her strength drained.

    As she burst into a clearing surrounded by jagged rocks, she stopped, panting. This was it. Her back was against the cold stone, and the darkspawn were circling. Her heart pounded, and her mind raced with fleeting thoughts of regret and defiance. She raised her daggers, ready to face them, even if it would be the last thing she did.

    Then, chaos erupted.

    A group of warriors charged into the clearing, their weapons flashing in the moonlight. The clash of steel and darkspawn cries filled the air as the newcomers fought with brutal efficiency. Ariana froze, too stunned to move, as the scene unfolded before her. One man stood out among them—a tall figure with a commanding presence. His movements were sharp and deliberate, and his voice, deep and steady, cut through the chaos as he issued orders.

    As the last darkspawn fell, silence returned to the clearing, broken only by the heavy breathing of the warriors. The tall figure turned to Ariana, his piercing blue eyes meeting hers. His black hair was slicked back, though loose strands fell into his face, framing angular features that gave him an almost regal air. He wasn’t bad-looking, and there was something about the intensity of his gaze that made it impossible to look away. He radiated confidence, the kind that came from years of command.

    “You’re lucky we came along,” he said, his tone measured, almost amused.

    Ariana didn’t lower her daggers, her grip tightening despite her shaking arms. “Who are you?” she asked, her voice wavering slightly.

    “Krieger,” he replied, offering a faint smile. “Leader of the Crimson Blades.” He gestured to the warriors around him, now gathering their weapons and checking for injuries. “And you are?”

    “Ariana,” she said hesitantly, not offering more. Her voice betrayed her youth, and she immediately felt self-conscious.

    Krieger’s eyes flicked over her, assessing. She was young, clearly inexperienced, but there was a fire in her eyes that intrigued him. “Ariana,” he repeated. “Well, you’ve got spirit. I’ll give you that.” He nodded toward her daggers. “But spirit only gets you so far. What’s a girl like you doing out here alone?”

    Ariana bristled at his tone, a mix of amusement and curiosity, but she didn’t answer. She wasn’t sure what to say. The truth felt too vulnerable, but a lie felt too dangerous.

    Krieger’s smile widened slightly, though it didn’t quite reach his eyes. “No matter. You won’t last long on your own. We’ve got food, shelter… safety. Come with us.”

    Ariana hesitated, her gaze flicking to the others. The way they watched her made her uneasy, but the alternative was clear. She nodded, lowering her daggers. “All right,” she said quietly. “For now.”

    The walk back to camp was quiet at first, the tension between Ariana and her new companions palpable. She stayed at the rear of the group, watching their movements, trying to gauge their personalities. One of them, a tall man with long, straight hair tied back in a loose ponytail, occasionally glanced her way. He had a wiry frame, his movements precise and deliberate—a rogue, like her. Lamberto, she overheard someone call him.

    “You look like you could use some water,” a voice interrupted her thoughts. Ariana turned to see a woman with striking green eyes and fiery red hair. She held out a canteen. “I’m Riley.”

    Ariana hesitated before taking the canteen, nodding her thanks. “Ariana.”

    Nearby, Lamberto and another woman were talking, their voices carrying over the quiet rustle of leaves. “I’m just saying, she doesn’t look like much,” the woman said, her tone teasing. “But then again, neither did you when you first showed up.”

    Lamberto shrugged, his voice calm and measured. “She survived out here alone. That’s more than most.”

    Ariana couldn’t help but feel a flicker of pride at the comment, though she kept her expression neutral.

    “So,” the woman said, turning her attention to Ariana, “you got a name, or should we just call you ‘girl’?”

    “Ariana,” Riley interjected “Which you’d know had you been paying attention”

    “Well, Ariana,” the woman said with a grin, “I’m Valentina, welcome to the Crimson Blades. Try not to die in your first week.”

    ~~~

    Krieger watched Ariana as they walked, his mind already working through the possibilities. She was young, untested, but there was potential there. She had survived on her own in one of the most dangerous parts of Thedas—that alone spoke volumes about her resilience and resourcefulness. And then there was the way she carried herself, the defiance in her eyes even when she was clearly exhausted. She had spirit, and Krieger appreciated that.

    But it wasn’t just her strength that caught his attention. Ariana was beautiful in a way that was hard to ignore—her sharp features softened by her youth, her eyes held a storm of emotions, a mesmerizing blend of green and gold, like sunlight filtering through the leaves of an ancient forest. Her dark brown hair contrasted the lightness of her eyes, framing her features perfectly. Ariana’s entire appearance was an interplay of light and shadow—a figure of strength tempered by grace, her striking eyes capturing the essence of her character. It was the kind of beauty that could make men underestimate her—something Krieger knew she could use to her advantage. He could already see the effect she had on some of his men, the way their gazes lingered. He couldn’t blame them.

    As the group stopped for a break, one of his more loyal lieutenants, Daren, sidled up beside him, his expression guarded but curious. “Krieger,” he began, his voice low, “what’s the play here? Why did we save her? She doesn’t exactly scream ‘mercenary material.’”

    Krieger turned his gaze to Ariana, who was seated on a fallen log a few paces away. She was quiet, her expression closed off, but her eyes were scanning the camp, taking everything in. That observation alone pleased him—she wasn’t shrinking back in fear. She was assessing. Calculating.

    “She’s more than she seems,” Krieger replied, keeping his tone casual. “She has survived the Blight alone. In the Wilds, no less. That takes more than luck.”

    Daren frowned, clearly skeptical. “Maybe. Or maybe she’s just another lost noble who stumbled her way here. She doesn’t look like she’s seen a proper fight.”

    Krieger smirked, leaning in slightly. “And that’s why I’m the one in charge, Daren. I see what you don’t.” His voice dropped lower, almost conspiratorial. “She’s got fire. She just doesn’t know how to wield it yet. But give me time, and I’ll shape her into something useful.”

    Daren’s gaze flicked to Ariana again, lingering before he nodded. “If you say so. But don’t forget, not everyone in camp will be so eager to welcome her. She’s an outsider.”

    Krieger clapped Daren on the shoulder, his grip firm. “Then they’ll fall in line, just like they always do.”

    As Daren moved off to tend to his duties, Krieger lingered, his eyes never leaving Ariana. After a moment, he approached her, his stride confident, his expression carefully neutral.

    “Comfortable?” he asked, stopping a few feet away. His tone was friendly, but there was an edge to it, a subtle test.

    Ariana looked up at him, her posture still guarded. “As much as I can be,” she replied, her voice steady but cautious.

    There was a pause, a beat of silence as Krieger studied her. “You’ve got fight in you,” he said finally, his tone softer now. “I like that. Stick with us, and you might just find a place where you belong.”

    Ariana didn’t respond immediately, her eyes narrowing slightly as if trying to read his intentions. “We’ll see,” she said at last, her tone neutral.

    Krieger straightened, his smile lingering as he turned to leave. “We will,” he murmured, more to himself than to her.

    Krieger smiled to himself. If he played his cards right, Ariana could be more than just another blade in his camp. He could shape her, mold her into someone loyal to him. And maybe, just maybe, she could become something more. There was a raw potential in her, something that could be nurtured and honed, if handled with care. She wasn’t just a survivor; she was a warrior in the making.

    But for now, he would be patient. He’d seen enough to know that trust wasn’t given freely—it had to be earned. And Krieger was very, very good at earning trust. He would watch, wait, and slowly unveil the path he wanted her to walk. In the end, it would be her decision, but he would guide her there, subtly, strategically. It was a game he knew all too well, and he relished the challenge.

    ~~~

    The camp was a rugged, ever-moving operation, shifting locations every few days to avoid attention and darkspawn. Ariana quickly learned the rhythms of the Crimson Blades—mornings were for training, afternoons for scouting and strategizing, and evenings filled with camaraderie by the fire. The sense of routine was both comforting and disorienting after months of solitude, and she found herself cautiously navigating the personalities around her.

    Riley stood out immediately as a stabilizing force among the chaos. A seasoned warrior with a sharp wit and an even sharper blade, Riley took Ariana under her wing. “Stick with me,” Riley had said early on, “and you’ll last longer than most here.” Riley’s mentorship wasn’t overly sentimental, but there was a quiet protectiveness in how she corrected Ariana’s stances, reminded her to stay light on her feet, or casually handed her a whetstone with a knowing look when her daggers dulled.

    Riley’s presence gave Ariana an anchor, someone who didn’t expect anything from her beyond her best effort. In Riley’s sharp words and firm guidance, Ariana began to see the foundation of trust—something she hadn’t expected to find here.

    Valentina, Linnea, and Lamberto were another story entirely. The trio operated like a well-oiled machine, their banter and teamwork speaking to years of shared experience. Valentina, ever the provocateur, teased Ariana constantly, though not unkindly. “You look like you’ve never held a blade in your life,” she’d said the first time they sparred. When Ariana landed a solid blow that knocked Valentina off balance, the Antivan rogue had only grinned. “Maybe there’s hope for you yet.”

    Linnea, on the other hand, had a dry humor that often caught Ariana off guard. “You don’t talk much, do you?” Linnea had asked one evening, her eyes studying Ariana over the rim of her mug. “Probably smart. Less talking means fewer regrets.” Despite her bluntness, there was a warmth to Linnea’s presence, an unspoken acknowledgment of shared burdens that Ariana found oddly comforting.

    Lamberto was quieter than the other two, his sharp eyes always assessing the camp and its members. When he spoke, it was often with a sly remark or a well-timed quip that diffused tension. “Don’t let Valentina fool you,” he said one evening as they sat around the fire. “She cried the first time Krieger yelled at her.”

    “I did not,” Valentina shot back, her eyes narrowing. “And you’re one to talk, Mister ‘I need a five-minute break after every fight.’”

    Ariana couldn’t help but laugh, the sound surprising even her. The camaraderie of the trio was infectious, and while she was still guarded, she began to let herself relax around them. They included her gradually, testing her boundaries with their banter, and over time, she found herself looking forward to their evenings by the fire.

    “Ever think you’d end up here, fighting alongside this lot?” Valentina asked one night, her voice softer than usual as she poked at the fire with a stick.

    Ariana shook her head, her lips quirking into a faint smile. “Not exactly what I pictured for my life.”

    “None of us did,” Linnea said, her tone gruff but not unkind. “But you’re doing alright. Better than most.”

    Ariana glanced at Lamberto, who raised an eyebrow as if to silently agree. He added, “For someone who keeps her secrets close, you’re not half bad at watching someone’s back.”

    The words caught her off guard, and for a moment, Ariana didn’t know how to respond. “Thanks,” she said finally, the warmth in her voice genuine.

    The fire crackled between them, and for the first time in months, Ariana felt a semblance of belonging. It wasn’t home, and it wasn’t safety, but it was something. These were people who didn’t ask too many questions, who didn’t expect her to be anything other than capable. And in their quiet acceptance, Ariana began to find her place among the chaos.

    ~~~

    Krieger’s presence was commanding in every sense of the word. He was a man of sharp contrasts—his easy charm could disarm even the most guarded individuals, drawing them into a false sense of security. Yet, beneath the surface, there was an unyielding intensity, a predator’s edge that demanded vigilance. It was in the way his piercing blue eyes lingered just a moment too long, as if he were assessing weaknesses, and in the fluid confidence with which he moved, always a step ahead of everyone else. This duality made him magnetic and unnerving in equal measure. His raven-black hair was cropped short, and his piercing blue eyes seemed to see through everyone. His armor, though practical, bore crimson accents that hinted at his role as the leader of the Blades.

    From the beginning, Krieger had taken an interest in Ariana. He was the one who had pulled her from the brink of death, and he often reminded her of that fact in subtle ways, letting the memory linger in their conversations. “You’ve got potential,” he told her one evening as he handed her a dagger. “But potential is worthless without effort. It’s what you do with it that makes you valuable.”

    Ariana took the dagger, her fingers tightening around the hilt as his words settled over her. They stirred something deep inside her—a mix of determination and doubt. Was she valuable? Could she truly be more than someone simply surviving day to day? His praise felt rare, almost precious, like a secret she had to protect. The way he said it, with that sharp confidence, made her want to believe it—believe she could be worth more, achieve more. She nodded, setting her jaw as she resolved to prove him right, even if she wasn’t entirely sure how yet.”

    Ariana didn’t quite know how to respond, but his words carried a weight that stayed with her. She wasn’t sure if it was meant as praise or as a challenge, but she took it seriously, throwing herself into the training with him with the same determination that had kept her alive on her own for so long.

    The training began in earnest the next morning. Krieger stood in the clearing, a pair of daggers glinting in his hands, as if the weapons themselves were extensions of him. Ariana hesitated as she approached, the weight of her own daggers feeling heavier than usual. There was something about the way Krieger moved, almost predatory, that made her both eager and wary.

    “We start now,” he said, his voice firm but not unkind. “First rule: speed over strength. You’re not going to overpower anyone. You’re fast. Use that.”

    He demonstrated a series of moves, the daggers twirling effortlessly in his hands. Ariana watched, captivated by the fluidity of his movements. Each strike was precise, calculated, almost beautiful in its execution. When he handed her the daggers and motioned for her to mimic him, she tried, but her movements felt clumsy in comparison.

    “Not bad for a first attempt,” he said, stepping behind her to adjust her grip. His hands lingered a moment longer than necessary, and a flicker of discomfort crept up her spine. She shook it off, telling herself it was nothing more than nerves.

    Krieger’s voice broke her thoughts. “Focus, Ariana. You’ve got the instincts. Now let’s sharpen them.”

    As the days passed, she began to see progress. Krieger’s methods were grueling but effective. He would set up intricate drills, forcing her to navigate through makeshift obstacles while evading his strikes. One morning, he blindfolded her, challenging her to rely solely on her hearing and instincts to block his attacks. “Your eyes won’t always save you,” he said, circling her like a predator.

    Another day, he had her climb a tree with a dagger in her teeth, ordering her to strike a hanging target from above. “Ambushes aren’t won from the ground,” he quipped, watching her struggle to maintain balance.

    He pushed her to move faster, to anticipate, to think two steps ahead, and when she faltered, his critiques were sharp but never cruel. “Don’t hesitate,” he told her. “Hesitation is death.”

    Despite the intensity of the training, there were moments when Krieger’s praise felt like sunlight breaking through clouds. “Good,” he said one afternoon after she successfully disarmed him in a sparring match. “You’re getting it.” The rare smile he offered in those moments made her feel like she was truly capable, like she mattered.

    But there were other moments, too—moments when his hands lingered too long while adjusting her stance, when his eyes held hers just a little too intently. She tried to brush off the unease, convincing herself it was her own nerves playing tricks on her. After all, he had done nothing outright inappropriate, and his guidance was invaluable. Still, the discomfort lingered at the edges of her thoughts, a quiet whisper she refused to listen to. In those moments, she reminded herself of his praise, how it made her feel capable, like she was becoming something more. The thought of disappointing him outweighed the flickers of unease, and she pushed herself harder, craving the validation he offered so readily when she succeeded. It wasn’t overt, but it was enough to leave her feeling unsettled. In those moments, her mind drifted to Cullen. She remembered how different it had felt with him, how his touch had been gentle, his gaze steady but never invasive. With Cullen, there had been warmth and trust. With Krieger, there was something else—something she couldn’t quite name.

    Even so, she dismissed the discomfort, attributing it to her own unease rather than anything Krieger had done. After all, he was teaching her things no one else had. Her father had taught her discipline, Varric had honed her instincts, and Cullen—he had shown her how to fight with purpose and hold her own against a Templar. But Krieger’s style, his speed, his precision—it spoke to her nature in a way no one else had.

    Over the course of the following months, Ariana could feel the difference. Each week brought new challenges—learning to anticipate faster strikes, perfecting her balance, and mastering feints that left even Krieger impressed. Her movements grew sharper, her strikes more calculated, and her confidence flourished with each small victory. What once felt clumsy now came naturally, and she found herself beginning to match Krieger’s speed in their sparring sessions. With every passing day, she could see herself transforming from a survivor into a fighter. During their a sparring session, she managed to hold her own against him longer than she thought possible. When he finally disarmed her, pinning her against a tree with a dagger at her throat, she was breathless but exhilarated.

    “You’re better than I expected,” he said, his voice low and almost admiring. “Keep this up, and you’ll be unstoppable.”

    Ariana’s chest swelled with pride at his words. He believed in her and she couldn’t deny the impact he was having on her. For the first time in a long while, she felt like she could be more than just a survivor. With his help she could be someone worth remembering.

    ~~~

    One morning, Krieger called her out in front of the group for a sparring session. The camp was abuzz with activity—armor clinking, fires crackling, voices carrying through the air—but when Krieger strode into the training circle with Ariana, all eyes turned to them. He tossed her a training sword, the smirk on his lips daring her to take him on.

    “You’ve been improving,” he said as she caught the blade. “Let’s see how much.”

    Ariana hesitated for a moment before nodding, stepping into the circle and readying her stance. She could feel the eyes of the camp on her, and her nerves prickled.

    “Don’t think, Ariana. Act,” Krieger said as he lunged forward.

    The match began fast and hard. Krieger didn’t hold back, and Ariana quickly realized that he wasn’t giving her the leeway he gave others. Every swing of his blade was precise, every step calculated to keep her on the defensive. But Ariana held her ground, dodging, countering, and finding openings where she could. She was fast—faster than most—but Krieger’s skill was undeniable.

    “What’s the point of speed if you can’t predict your enemy’s next move?” he said, his voice calm as he deflected her strike with ease. “You don’t fight to survive, Ariana. You fight to win.”

    Ariana’s brow furrowed in concentration. She adjusted her stance, remembering his earlier lessons, and managed to land a strike against his shoulder—light, but it made contact. A murmur went through the crowd, and Krieger stepped back, nodding.

    “Good,” he said, his tone almost approving. “Fast learners survive.”

    The sparring continued until Ariana’s arms ached and sweat dripped from her brow. When Krieger finally called it, he stepped closer, lowering his blade. “You’ve come far,” he said quietly, his voice meant only for her. “You’re different, Ariana. Most people break under pressure. You don’t. That’s rare.”

    His words were disarming, and for a moment, Ariana felt an unexpected warmth at the praise. She looked up at him, unsure how to respond. “I just… try to keep going,” she said hesitantly.

    Krieger smiled, his piercing blue eyes locking onto hers. “And that’s why you’ll do more than just survive.” He stepped back then, addressing the camp. “Take note, everyone. That’s the kind of determination that keeps you alive.”

    As the crowd dispersed, Ariana felt a flicker of something she couldn’t quite name. Pride, perhaps, or validation. But it was tempered by an unease she didn’t fully understand. Krieger’s compliments felt genuine, but there was an undercurrent in his tone that unsettled her.

    Unbeknownst to her, Krieger’s thoughts were far less noble. Her beauty, her resilience, and the quiet intensity in her eyes all fueled his growing fixation. He saw her not as a soldier, but as someone he could shape—someone he could mold into a reflection of his own ambitions. The spark in her, the defiance, the determination—it wasn’t something he wanted to snuff out. It was something he wanted to claim.

    ~~~

    The evening air was thick with the tension of a hard-fought victory. The camp buzzed with the muted sounds of soldiers tending to their wounds, sharpening their weapons, and murmuring quietly. The firelight flickered across weary faces, casting long shadows over the rugged encampment.

    Ariana sat near the fire, her dagger resting on her lap as she methodically cleaned its blade. Her muscles ached from the day’s battle, but her mind refused to quiet. She had taken down her share of darkspawn that day, but the cost had been high—too many injuries, too many close calls. It felt like a victory in name only.

    Across the camp, Krieger stood with a group of soldiers, laughing and gesturing as though the day’s fight had barely fazed him. His presence was magnetic, drawing people toward him despite the strain etched in their faces. He clapped one man on the back, his booming laughter cutting through the night air, and for a moment, Ariana caught his piercing gaze flicker in her direction. She quickly looked away, focusing on her blade.

    The scrape of boots on gravel pulled her attention back to the fire. Riley approached, her broad frame silhouetted against the dim light. She carried a small pouch slung over her shoulder, her movements deliberate and steady as always. Without a word, she dropped into a seat beside Ariana, pulling out her own weapon to tend to.

    They worked in silence for a while, the only sounds between them the rhythmic scrape of metal on cloth and the occasional crackle of the fire. Riley was often like this—quiet but present, a stabilizing force in the chaos of the Blades. Tonight, however, her silence carried a weight Ariana couldn’t ignore.

    Finally, Riley broke the quiet. “You held your own today,” she said, her voice low and even. “Krieger noticed.”

    Ariana glanced at her, unsure whether the statement was a compliment or something else entirely. “He did?”

    Riley nodded, her gaze fixed on her blade. “Hard not to. You’ve got skill, and you don’t back down. That’s something he values.” She paused, her brow furrowing slightly. “But that’s also why I figured I’d better talk to you.”

    Ariana frowned, her fingers pausing in their work. “What do you mean?”

    Riley leaned back, resting her elbows on her knees as she studied Ariana’s face. Her expression was unreadable, a mix of concern and something harder to place. “Krieger’s not someone you want to cross,” she said finally, her voice quiet but firm. “But don’t let him pull you too close, either.”

    Ariana tilted her head, her confusion evident. “What do you mean by that?”

    Riley’s eyes flicked toward Krieger again, who was still at the far end of the camp, his laughter now subdued as he spoke animatedly to his men. “He’s… complicated,” she said, her tone laced with something like caution. “He has a way of making people feel like they’re special. Like they’re the only ones who matter. But it’s never really about them. It’s about what they can do for him.”

    Ariana tightened her grip on the cloth in her hand, the words sinking in slowly. “He’s been… fair to me,” she said cautiously. “Strict, sure, but he’s helped me get better. Isn’t that just leadership?”

    Riley gave a small, humorless laugh. “Helpful, huh? Yeah, that’s one way to look at it.” She set her sword down, leaning forward to rest her arms on her knees. “Look, I’m not saying he hasn’t helped you. What I’m saying is, it always has a price. Krieger doesn’t do anything without a reason.”

    Ariana’s frown deepened. “Why are you telling me this?”

    “Because you’re good,” Riley said simply, meeting her gaze. “Better than most of the people who’ve come through here. And I’d hate to see you get caught up in something you don’t see coming.”

    Ariana hesitated, the weight of Riley’s words pressing down on her. She glanced toward Krieger, who was now alone, his expression unreadable as he stared into the night. He had been tough but fair, teaching her things she wouldn’t have learned on her own. But Riley’s warning planted a seed of doubt she couldn’t quite ignore.

    “I’ll keep that in mind,” Ariana said finally, though the words felt less certain than she intended.

    Riley nodded, standing and slinging her pouch over her shoulder. “Good. You’ve got a lot of potential, Ariana. Don’t waste it.” With that, she walked off into the shadows, leaving Ariana alone by the fire, her thoughts swirling.

    The doubt lingered long after Riley left. Krieger’s lessons had been invaluable, his leadership effective. Ariana was struggling to believe Riley’s words or understand them entirely. What price?

    ~~~

    Krieger wasted no time solidifying Ariana’s place among the Crimson Blades. After a particularly successful raid, he called her to his tent that evening, a gesture that hadn’t gone unnoticed by the rest of the camp. Whispers followed her as she approached, but Ariana kept her head high, her curiosity mingled with unease.

    Inside, Krieger sat at a small, makeshift table, his piercing blue eyes lighting up as she entered. “Ariana,” he greeted warmly, gesturing to the chair across from him. “Come, sit.”

    She hesitated only briefly before sitting, her movements careful and measured. “You wanted to see me?” she asked, keeping her tone neutral.

    Krieger leaned back, studying her for a moment before speaking. “That was impressive today,” he said, his voice calm but laced with genuine admiration. “The way you read the enemy’s movements, predicted their ambush. You turned the tide before they even knew what hit them.”

    Ariana blinked, momentarily caught off guard by the praise. “I just… did what seemed logical,” she said, brushing a stray strand of hair behind her ear. “Anyone would have done the same.”

    “Not anyone,” Krieger countered, leaning forward slightly. “Do you know how many people I’ve led over the years? Dozens. Maybe hundreds. And I can count on one hand the number who see the field the way you do.”

    Her cheeks flushed faintly, and she shifted in her seat. “I’m not sure I deserve that kind of credit,” she said, her voice soft. “I’ve only been with the Blades for a few months.”

    “That’s what makes it even more remarkable,” Krieger replied smoothly. “You’ve accomplished in months what takes most people years. And it’s not just your skill—it’s your instincts, your focus. You’re different, Ariana. Special.”

    The words hung in the air, their weight sinking into her. She wanted to feel proud, to accept his praise, but a part of her couldn’t shake the unease of Riley’s words the other night. “I just… want to do my part,” she said finally, her tone more subdued.

    Krieger’s expression softened, and he reached across the table, placing a hand lightly on hers. “And you are,” he said. “More than that. I trust you, Ariana. I trust you to lead, to make decisions in the heat of battle. That’s why I’m promoting you. I want you overseeing our next skirmishes. You’ve earned it.”

    Ariana’s eyes widened slightly, the announcement catching her by surprise. “You’re… promoting me?” she echoed, disbelief mingling with a faint spark of pride.

    “I am,” Krieger confirmed, his smile widening. “You’ll have your own squad to command. And you’ll report directly to me. I want to make sure you have everything you need to succeed.”

    The words were flattering, and for a moment, Ariana felt a flicker of confidence—like maybe she really could rise to the challenge. But then she noticed the way his gaze lingered, the slight press of his hand against hers before he withdrew it. Something about it felt too deliberate, too personal.

    “Thank you,” she said cautiously, pulling her hand back and standing. “I won’t let you down.”

    “I know you won’t,” Krieger replied, his tone warm and reassuring. “You’re destined for great things, Ariana. I can see it.”

    As she left the tent, her mind swirled with conflicting emotions. The promotion was an opportunity she couldn’t ignore, but Krieger’s words, his tone, the way he looked at her—it all felt like more than just professional admiration. She told herself she was overthinking it, that she should focus on the chance to prove herself. But deep down, a quiet unease stirred, one she couldn’t quite name.

    Over the following weeks, Krieger’s favor became more apparent. Better supplies, lighter assignments, and more private meetings left little doubt about his intentions. At first, she tried to dismiss it as leadership—surely he was just investing in her potential. But the small, calculated compliments—“No one moves like you in a fight,” or “You’ve got a sharp mind; I’d be a fool not to rely on you”—made it harder to ignore.

    Her promotions didn’t go unnoticed by the camp. While Riley and her close circle supported her, others grumbled about favoritism. One evening, Valentina overheard a particularly vocal complaint and shot back, “Maybe you should focus on being useful instead of running your mouth.”

    Despite the defense, Ariana felt the camp’s dynamic shifting. Where once she had started to feel like she belonged, now she felt isolated. Every promotion, every compliment from Krieger seemed to drive a wedge between her and the rest of the Blades. And yet, when Krieger spoke to her, the doubt seemed to fade—if only for a moment.

    “You’re better than this camp deserves,” he told her once, his voice low and sincere. And for a fleeting second, she believed him.

    ~~~

    Krieger’s skill as a rogue was undeniable, but there were moments that defied even the most rigorous training. During one ambush, his ability to anticipate the enemy’s movements seemed almost preternatural. He positioned the Blades perfectly for a counterattack, cutting through their disorganized ranks with surgical precision. 

    “You’ve got good instincts,” Ariana remarked afterward, her tone cautious but genuinely curious. She couldn’t ignore the way he’d turned the tide of the battle almost single-handedly. 

    “Years of experience,” Krieger replied with a confident smirk, brushing off her remark. His blue eyes held hers for a moment longer than necessary before he added, “You pick up a thing or two when you’ve lived through enough of this.” 

    But the incidents kept piling up. His reflexes were too sharp, his timing too perfect. More than once, he seemed to know where an enemy would be before they moved. The rest of the Blades didn’t question it—they simply trusted their leader. But Ariana’s unease began to grow, a quiet, persistent whisper at the back of her mind. 

    One moment, in particular, lingered with her. It had been a chaotic skirmish, with a band of opportunistic raiders ambushing the Blades in a narrow canyon. Ariana had been holding her own, dispatching one attacker after another, when she caught a flash of movement in the corner of her eye. 

    Too late. 

    A bandit lunged at her from behind, his blade slicing toward her exposed arm. Before she could react, Krieger was there, moving with a speed and precision that seemed almost inhuman. He dispatched the attacker with a single, fluid motion—a flash of steel and a sharp, guttural cry. 

    The bandit’s blade had only grazed her arm, leaving a shallow cut, but Krieger’s reaction was immediate and uncharacteristically intense. His hand was on her shoulder before she even registered the pain, steadying her as he turned her arm to inspect the wound. 

    “Let me see,” he ordered, his voice low but firm. 

    “It’s nothing,” Ariana protested, though she didn’t pull away. 

    “You’re too important to lose,” he said, his tone almost possessive as he reached for a cloth to press against the wound. His fingers lingered for a moment, his touch firm but oddly gentle as he bandaged her arm with practiced efficiency. “You need to take better care of yourself.” 

    Ariana glanced at him, unsure how to respond. There was something about the way he said it that made her stomach churn—not from fear, but from something else entirely. Gratitude? Guilt? 

    “Thanks,” she muttered, her voice quieter than she intended. 

    Krieger’s smirk returned, but it was softer now, less triumphant. “Don’t mention it,” he said, his eyes meeting hers again. “You’ve got potential, Ariana. More than you realize. Don’t waste it by being careless.” 

    The words lingered long after the skirmish ended. At first, she told herself it was just his way of keeping morale up, of pushing his soldiers to be their best. But there was an edge to his concern, a possessiveness that was beginning to feel suffocating. 

    Later that night, as she cleaned her blades by the fire, Riley sat beside her. “You alright?” she asked, nodding toward Ariana’s bandaged arm. 

    “I’m fine,” Ariana replied, her gaze fixed on the fire. 

    Riley hesitated, her voice lowering. “Krieger’s protective of you.” 

    Ariana glanced at her, her expression unreadable. “He’s protective of all of us.” 

    “Not like that,” Riley countered, her tone measured but insistent. 

    Ariana didn’t respond, but the unease in her chest grew heavier. Krieger’s presence, once a source of confidence, now felt like a weight pressing down on her, and she couldn’t shake the feeling that she was being drawn into something she didn’t fully understand. 

    ~~~

    While Ariana’s bonds with Valentina, Linnea, Lamberto, and Riley just continued to deepen over time. She had slowly begun to gain the trust of some of the other members of the Blades. It was during a particularly brutal skirmish that Ariana first earned the respect of Malcolm, a Templar who had left the Order, disappointed by their politics and treatment of mages. She had managed to outmaneuver an enemy ambush, saving Malcolm and a few others in the process. “Didn’t think a noble could fight like that,” Malcolm grunted afterward, a rare smile breaking through his usually stoic expression. “Maybe you’re not as useless as I thought.”

    Malcolm, once a devout Templar, had hardened since leaving the Order. The absence of lyrium had left him clearer of mind but haunted by the decisions he’d made during his service. Krieger’s leadership grated on him; the man had charisma, yes, but Malcolm saw through it—saw the manipulation and unchecked ambition beneath the surface.

    Ariana reminded him of something he hadn’t seen in years: hope. She carried herself with a strength of will that spoke of resilience, even as her quiet moments betrayed her inexperience. Watching her adapt to the mercenary life with cautious determination rekindled a part of him he thought he’d lost. Over time, he began to quietly advise her during missions, teaching her techniques that melded discipline with improvisation, a skill she quickly absorbed.

    Then there was Eshara, an exiled Dalish mage, had joined the Crimson Blades out of desperation. Her accidental summoning of a rift had made her an outcast, and she’d sought refuge among humans, though their mercenary ways clashed with her natural inclinations. The Blades’ disregard for life and the chaos they thrived in felt suffocating to her, but she had nowhere else to turn.

    She observed Ariana with curiosity. There was something different about her—a quiet strength that seemed untainted by the ruthlessness of the Blades. During a mission where Eshara’s magic had saved Ariana from a collapsing structure, the two shared a moment of unexpected connection.

    “Thank you,” Ariana said earnestly, brushing the dust off her leathers.

    Eshara gave a small, hesitant smile. “You didn’t flinch when I cast,” she said, her voice tinged with surprise.

    “Why would I? You just saved me.” Ariana’s tone was matter-of-fact, but it carried a warmth that Eshara hadn’t expected.

    From that moment, Eshara began to gravitate toward Ariana. While she remained cautious, Ariana’s genuine nature and growing courage inspired her. Slowly, Eshara began to confide in her about her exile and her uncertainty about the path she’d chosen with the Crimson Blades.

    ~~~

    The campfire crackled softly, the flames casting flickering shadows on the faces of those gathered. Ariana sat cross-legged near the fire, her fingers idly tracing the hilt of her dagger. Around her, Valentina, Lamberto, Malcolm, and Eshara formed a quiet circle, their usual banter replaced by a more subdued atmosphere.

    The conversation had started innocuously enough—recollections of past battles, jokes about botched missions—but it had taken a darker turn as the topic shifted to Krieger.

    “He’s always been ambitious,” Valentina said, her voice low, as if she feared Krieger might overhear even from across the camp. “But lately… it’s different. He’s fixated.”

    “And dangerous,” Lamberto added, his eyes narrowing. “The way he watches you, Ariana… it’s not just about leadership. It’s personal.”

    Ariana frowned, her unease deepening as she looked between them. “I don’t understand,” she said carefully. “He’s been strict, sure, but he’s just trying to make sure I’m ready.”

    Eshara glanced at Malcolm, who shifted uncomfortably. “You’re not seeing the whole picture yet,” Eshara said, her tone gentle but firm. “He doesn’t push everyone the way he pushes you. And when he does, it’s not just for their improvement—it’s to keep them under his control.”

    Ariana straightened slightly, her eyes narrowing. “You think he’s trying to control me?”

    Malcolm let out a soft sigh, leaning forward to rest his forearms on his knees. “Krieger doesn’t do anything without a reason,” he said, his voice gruff but steady. “And his reasons are rarely what they seem. He’s a strategist—on the battlefield and off it.”

    “Look,” Valentina interjected, her tone softening. “You’re talented, Ariana. No one’s saying you’re not. But you’ve caught his eye, and that’s not always a good thing.”

    “The promotions, the extra supplies, the missions where it’s just the two of you,” Lamberto listed, his voice tinged with warning. “It’s not coincidence. He’s isolating you.”

    Ariana’s grip on her dagger tightened slightly, her mind racing. “He’s been helpful,” she said defensively. “He’s taught me more than anyone else ever.”

    “Exactly,” Eshara said softly. “That’s how it starts. He makes you feel special, indispensable. And then he starts taking more—your time, your choices, your trust. Until you don’t realize how much you’ve given him.”

    Ariana glanced between them, her gaze faltering. She didn’t want to believe them, but the nagging doubts in her mind refused to be silenced. “So what am I supposed to do?” she asked quietly. “He’s the leader of this camp. If I push back, I risk everything.”

    “You don’t have to push back,” Malcolm said firmly. “Not yet. Just… be aware. Don’t let him isolate you. Don’t let him take more than you’re willing to give.”

    “And if you ever feel like it’s too much,” Valentina added, her voice steady, “we’ve got your back.”

    The weight of their words settled over Ariana, leaving her silent. She had been so focused on proving herself, on surviving, that she hadn’t considered the cost. The camaraderie she had begun to feel with these people was real, but it was fragile, overshadowed by the growing threat of Krieger’s fixation.

    For the first time, she realized she wasn’t just fighting to survive the battles outside the camp—she was fighting to survive the ones within it. And in that moment, she silently vowed to herself that no matter what, she wouldn’t let anyone—not even Krieger—control her fate.

    ~~~

    Ariana sat alone on a rocky outcrop overlooking the sprawling forest below. The campfires of the Crimson Blades were distant pinpricks of light, their crackling muted by the breeze. Above her, the night sky stretched vast and unbroken, a tapestry of stars shimmering in the darkness. Her eyes sought familiar constellations, her thoughts drifting as they often did during these rare quiet moments.

    She traced the familiar pattern of the Visus constellation, the watchful eye. The cluster of stars brought a bittersweet ache to her chest. It was the same constellation she’d stared at on her birthday two years ago, under a different sky, in a different life. With Cullen. She had pointed it out to pointed it out to him as she retold the story of the night she ran away and pointed to the exact start that flickered. That had told her to run. She remembered how safe she had felt in that moment, how grounded his presence made her feel.

    The memory stirred a mixture of longing and pain. She wondered, not for the first time, if Cullen had survived the Blight. If he did, where had he been transferred and had he made it there? Or if he had become a casualty of the chaos, like so many others.

    The sound of footsteps behind her broke her reverie. She didn’t turn, recognizing Riley’s deliberate, measured gait. A moment later, Riley dropped down beside her, sitting cross-legged with an easy familiarity.

    “You’re always wandering off to look at the stars,” Riley said, her tone light but curious. “What’s on your mind tonight?”

    Ariana hesitated, her gaze still fixed on Visus. “Just… someone I met before the Blight,” she said softly. “Someone I’d like to find again.”

    Riley tilted her head, her sharp green eyes studying Ariana’s profile. “A friend?” she asked carefully.

    Ariana nodded, though her expression gave little away. “Yes. A friend. I just… I’d like to know if they’re alright.”

    “Where did you meet this friend?” Riley pressed, her voice casual but laced with curiosity.

    “Lake Calenhad,” Ariana replied, her voice quieter now. “It was… before everything fell apart.”

    Riley leaned back, resting her weight on her palms. “Sounds like they were important to you.”

    “They were,” Ariana admitted, though her tone made it clear she wasn’t going to elaborate further. “But it’s been a long time. I doubt they even remember me.”

    Riley snorted. “If they’re worth finding, they’ll remember. People don’t forget someone like you, Ariana.”

    Ariana finally turned to look at Riley, offering her a faint smile. “You think so?”

    “I know so,” Riley replied with a small smirk. “But you’re not getting off that easily. If you find them, what’ll you say?”

    “I don’t know,” Ariana said honestly, her gaze drifting back to the stars. “Maybe I’ll just be glad to see them again.”

    The two fell into a companionable silence, the only sound the rustle of leaves in the night breeze. For all the chaos and danger surrounding their lives, this moment felt still, almost peaceful.

    As Riley eventually rose and headed back to camp, Ariana stayed behind, her thoughts lingering on Visus and the man who had reassured her that it hadn’t been madness to follow that sign. She didn’t know if she’d ever see Cullen again, but she held onto the faint hope that somewhere, under the same stars, he was still alive.