Tag: White Wolf

  • Chapter 44 – A Place Among the Pack

    29 Wintermarch – 21 Bloomingtide 9:35

    Linnea stood in the shadowed corner of a Lowtown courtyard, her wagon parked nearby, laden with crates and bundles wrapped in coarse fabric. Her voice carried easily over the hum of the market as she bartered with a scruffy dockworker.

    “Grain and salted fish—that’ll see you through the week,” she said, handing over a bundle. “Keep your coin. Just bring me news from the docks next time.”

    The man nodded in thanks before disappearing into the crowd.

    Michael, standing nearby, caught the exchange. The practical kindness in her tone and manner stood out in a place like this. His curiosity stirred, he approached cautiously, his armor gleaming faintly in the dim light. “Merchant, is it?” he asked, his tone cautious but curious.

    Linnea glanced at him, her sharp green eyes assessing. A faint smile tugged at her lips. “Depends on who’s asking,” she replied, leaning against the wagon. “What are you in the market for?”

    Michael tilted his head, studying her. “You’re offering charity in Lowtown. That doesn’t seem like a typical business model.”

    Linnea chuckled softly. “Not charity—just fair trade. Everyone’s got something to offer, even if it’s not coin.” She gestured to her wares. “Grain, meats, cloth… basic supplies. Nothing flashy, but enough to get by.”

    Michael’s gaze lingered on her for a moment before he nodded. “Seems practical.”

    Linnea raised an eyebrow. “And you? What’s a Templar doing wandering Lowtown? Out on patrol?”

    Michael hesitated, caught off guard by her directness. Before he could answer, Linnea continued, her eyes narrowing slightly. “No, not a patrol. Templars don’t patrol alone…”

    “I was passing through,” Michael said carefully, his tone measured.

    “Uh-huh,” Linnea replied, clearly unconvinced. She leaned forward slightly, her voice lowering. “An off-duty Templar in full armor in Lowtown? Either you’re hopelessly lost, or you’re looking for something that could be trouble.”

    Michael blinked, startled by her sharp perception. He couldn’t help but chuckle faintly. “Fair point,” he admitted, his tone softening slightly.

    Linnea straightened, brushing her hands off on her tunic. “Let me guess,” she said lightly. “You’ve been up in the Gallows too long. Can’t stand the air up there.”

    Michael’s smile faded, and his jaw tightened. “Something like that.”

    She didn’t press, sensing the shift in his demeanor. “Rough work, I hear,” she said instead, her tone neutral but inviting. “The Gallows. Can’t imagine it’s easy.”

    Michael hesitated, then exhaled heavily. “It’s not,” he said, the words coming slower now. “The mages… they’re terrified. No matter how hard I try to show them I’m not like the others, they don’t see it. They just… see another Templar waiting for them to fail.”

    Linnea nodded, her expression thoughtful. “That’s a heavy burden to carry,” she said quietly. “You ever tell anyone that?”

    He looked at her, surprised by the question. “Not really.”

    “Well, now you have,” she replied simply, offering a faint smile. “Sometimes, it’s easier to talk to strangers.”

    They fell into a comfortable silence for a moment, the bustling noise of the courtyard fading into the background. Linnea busied herself adjusting the straps on one of her bundles, giving Michael the space to gather his thoughts.

    “It’s wrong,” he said suddenly, his voice low but firm. “The way they’re treated. Some of them haven’t done anything wrong, and yet they’re punished for the smallest things. It’s not justice—it’s control. And it’s breaking them.”

    Linnea’s sharp gaze flicked to him, her expression unreadable. “And it’s breaking you,” she said softly.

    Michael looked away, his shoulders sagging slightly. “Maybe.”

    “Sounds like you’re carrying a lot,” she said, her tone gentle but pointed. “And what do you plan to do about it?”

    He frowned, his hands clenching slightly. “I don’t know,” he admitted. “But I can’t keep standing by and doing nothing.”

    Linnea nodded slowly, as if weighing his words. “Well,” she said lightly, adjusting the bundle once more, “if you ever need supplies—or someone to talk to—I’m around. You know where to find me.”

    Michael’s lips twitched into a faint smile. “I’ll keep that in mind,” he said quietly.

    As he turned to leave, Linnea watched him go, her sharp eyes thoughtful. The cracks in his armor were there—small but widening. He wasn’t ready yet, but he was closer than she’d expected. The seeds were planted. Now, it was just a matter of time.

    ~~~

    Over the next few weeks, Michael began to frequent Linnea’s wagon. It had become a quiet ritual—stopping by on his way to or from the Gallows, Ariana’s estate, or the Hanged Man. Their conversations drifted easily, covering everything from mundane trade details to the weight of Michael’s daily struggles. Linnea, ever patient, let him talk, offering little more than a knowing smile or the occasional well-placed question. But here and there, she dropped hints—subtle mentions of her connections and the shadowy trade in secrets that seemed to follow her wherever she went.

    The chill of an early evening breeze swept through Lowtown, carrying with it the scent of damp stone and the distant hum of market chatter. Linnea stood beside her wagon, her hands deftly rearranging the bundles of goods with practiced ease. Her sharp green eyes flicked toward the edge of the square as Michael’s armored form appeared, his steps heavier than usual.

    “Back so soon?” Linnea called without looking up, her tone casual. She hefted a sack of grain onto the wagon and brushed her hands off on her trousers.

    Michael slowed as he approached, his expression tight. “I didn’t know where else to go,” he admitted, his voice low. His hand rested on the hilt of his sword, not in threat, but as if seeking reassurance.

    Linnea paused, her head tilting slightly. “Rough day?” she asked, her voice light but laced with curiosity.

    Michael gave a faint, humorless chuckle. “Something like that.”

    She leaned against the wagon, crossing her arms. “So, what’s weighing on you this time, Templar? Did another merchant give you trouble over tolls, or is it something bigger?”

    Michael hesitated, his jaw tightening as he glanced around the courtyard. His voice dropped as he stepped closer. “There’s a mage in the Gallows,” he said, each word careful and deliberate. “He’s about to undergo the Rite of Tranquility.”

    Linnea’s expression didn’t waver, but her sharp eyes locked onto his. “I’ve heard of that,” she said carefully. “Not a fate I’d wish on anyone.”

    “He doesn’t deserve it,” Michael continued, his voice laced with urgency. “He’s done nothing wrong—nothing to warrant this. It’s the Knight-Commander. She’s…” He trailed off, shaking his head. “She’s making an example of him.”

    Linnea leaned back against the wagon, crossing her arms as if mulling over his words. “And what is it that you need from me?”

    Michael’s jaw tightened, his frustration clear. “I’ve heard things. Rumors about a… group. People who help mages escape. I need to know if it’s true. If someone can get him out.”

    Linnea studied him for a moment, letting the silence stretch just long enough to make him squirm. Finally, she sighed, her tone thoughtful. “That’s dangerous talk, Templar.” she said softly. “You’re sure you want to go down this road?”

    “I wouldn’t be here if I wasn’t,” Michael shot back, his voice firm. “He doesn’t deserve this. None of them do.”

    Linnea’s expression softened, though her tone remained cautious. “And what makes you think anyone would trust you? A Templar?”

    Michael’s hand fell from his sword hilt, clenching into a fist at his side. “Because I’m not like them,” he said fiercely. “I joined the Order to protect people, not… not this.” His voice faltered, the weight of his disillusionment evident. “I can’t stand by and watch another innocent life destroyed.”

    Linnea let the words hang in the air for a moment before nodding slowly. “Alright,” she said. “Let’s say I know people who could help. It’s not as simple as asking for a favor. They’ll need to trust you. That takes time.”

    Michael’s eyes flashed with determination. “I’ll do whatever it takes.”

    Linnea straightened, her smirk faint but encouraging. “Good. Then listen carefully. Keep your eyes and ears open. Let me know if you hear anything about other mages in danger. And stay out of trouble—you bring heat down on yourself, and no one’s going to stick their neck out for you.”

    Michael’s jaw tightened, but he nodded. “I understand. Thank you.”

    Linnea waved him off with a casual gesture. “Don’t thank me yet. You’ve got a long road ahead, Templar.”

    As Michael turned and made his way back into the streets, Linnea’s sharp gaze followed him. She’d seen something in him—a fire that could either burn away his doubts or consume him entirely. Either way, she knew this was the moment to move.

    Later that evening, back at the warehouse, Linnea found Ariana waiting, the White Wolf’s cloak draped over her shoulders. Linnea relayed the conversation in hushed tones, her words deliberate and measured.

    Ariana listened intently, her expression unreadable. When Linnea finished, the White Wolf nodded, her voice calm but resolute. “We help him. Carefully. If he’s serious, this could change everything.”

    Linnea’s smirk returned, her respect for Ariana’s caution clear. “Understood, Wolf. I’ll keep pushing, but I won’t rush him.”

    Ariana’s gaze lingered on the map spread across the table, her fingers lightly tracing one of the Gallows’ marked routes. She exhaled softly, her expression resolute. “Find out when the Rite is scheduled,” she said, her voice calm but firm. “Let’s try to save this mage if we can.”

    Linnea nodded, her tone equally serious. “I’ll get it done.”

    The White Wolf’s cloak shifted slightly as Ariana leaned forward, her focus sharp. The shadows of Kirkwall stretched long, but the game was far from over. If the time came to act, she would ensure they were ready.

    ~~~

    The room was dimly lit, the air heavy with the scent of oil lamps and aged wood. Michael sat at a small table in the warehouse, his fingers tapping a restless rhythm against the edge. Linnea stood nearby, her posture casual but her watchful eyes betraying her vigilance. Faint murmurs drifted from the hidden corners of the warehouse, a reminder of its many secrets.

    The door creaked open, and Michael immediately straightened. His hand instinctively brushed the hilt of his sword, but Linnea shot him a pointed look, her expression a silent warning to stay calm.

    A figure entered, cloaked in white fur that shimmered faintly in the dim light. The hood obscured their face, leaving only the sharp glint of daggers visible at their sides. The White Wolf.

    Michael’s breath caught, his heart pounding. The stories hadn’t done them justice. The White Wolf radiated a quiet power, their movements fluid and deliberate, like a predator sizing up its prey. They paused near the far wall, their presence filling the room without a single word.

    Linnea stepped forward, her tone easy but with an edge of command. “This is the one,” she said, gesturing toward Michael. “The Templar who wants to help.”

    The White Wolf tilted their head slightly, their hooded gaze fixed on Michael. He felt an inexplicable weight in that silent scrutiny, as though they could see straight through him.

    Michael swallowed hard, forcing his voice to remain steady. “I… I need your help. There’s a mage in the Gallows. They’re about to perform the Rite of Tranquility. It’s wrong, and I can’t…” He hesitated, his frustration bubbling to the surface. “I can’t let it happen.”

    The White Wolf remained silent, their stillness more commanding than any words. Michael’s skin prickled under the intensity of their unseen gaze. He glanced at Linnea, searching for some kind of response.

    Linnea crossed her arms, her tone neutral but sharp. “And why come to us, Templar? Why not handle it yourself?”

    Michael’s jaw tightened, his voice gaining an edge. “Because I’m not enough. I’ve tried—talked to anyone who’d listen—but it’s not enough. Meredith’s grip on the Gallows is unrelenting. If I make one wrong move, I’ll just end up another pawn in her game.” He hesitated, his next words heavier. “But I can’t openly defy her. If Meredith suspects anything, she’ll go after my sister.”

    Linnea’s eyes flicked toward the White Wolf, her expression briefly unreadable. The Wolf, however, remained still, their face shrouded in shadow. After a moment, they gave a slight tilt of their head—a silent acknowledgment of Michael’s words.

    Michael exhaled sharply, running a hand through his hair. “She brought me here to keep Ariana in line, but I see now… it’s more than that. Meredith doesn’t just want to control her. She wants to break her. And I can’t—I won’t let that happen.”

    Linnea studied him for a long moment, then turned her attention fully to the White Wolf, her posture subtly questioning. The Wolf straightened, their cloak shifting slightly as they took a deliberate step forward. Though their face remained obscured, their presence filled the room.

    Linnea’s tone softened, though it retained its edge. “So, you’re not just fighting for the mages,” she said quietly. “You’re fighting for her.”

    Michael’s eyes burned with quiet resolve. “She’s my sister. I’ll do whatever it takes to protect her. I… wasn’t always the brother she needed me to be and… I won’t let harm come to her again.”

    The White Wolf gave another slight nod, their silent approval palpable despite their lack of words. Linnea turned back to Michael, her voice steady. “Then you understand what’s at stake. There’s no room for error, Templar. You follow our lead, no questions, no deviations.”

    Michael’s gaze flicked between the two, his jaw tightening before he nodded. “I understand. I’ll do whatever it takes.”

    Linnea stepped aside, her arms crossed. “Good. Then let’s get to work.”

    The White Wolf moved fluidly toward the door, their presence lingering even as they disappeared into the shadows. Michael watched them go, a strange mix of awe and trepidation settling over him. Whatever he’d just stepped into was far larger than himself—and more dangerous.

    But for the first time, he felt he wasn’t facing it alone.

    ~~~

    The estate was quiet in the late evening, the soft glow of lanterns casting warm light across the polished floors. Ariana sat in the library, a book in her lap, though she hadn’t turned a page in some time. Her thoughts had drifted between Cullen, the Rangers, and Michael. She’s my sister. I’ll do whatever it takes to protect her. Michael’s words echoed in her mind, sharp and unrelenting. He was trying to protect her? All this time, she had been worried about him, about keeping him safe.

    She was so lost in her thoughts that she barely noticed the faint sound of footsteps until Michael appeared in the doorway.

    “Michael?” she said, closing the book and setting it aside. “What are you doing here so late?”

    Michael hesitated, his expression uncharacteristically grave. He stepped inside, closing the door behind him and lingering near the threshold before sitting across from her. His movements were deliberate and heavy, as if the weight of his thoughts had seeped into his very being.

    “I needed to see you,” he said quietly, his hands clasped together tightly. “Before… well, just in case.”

    Ariana’s brow furrowed, her heart sinking at the gravity in his tone. “What do you mean ‘just in case’? Michael, what’s going on?”

    He looked at her for a long moment, his blue eyes filled with a mixture of resolve and hesitation. “Ari, you’re the only family I have here. The only family that’s cared for me,” he began, his voice steady but laced with emotion. “And I need you to know that… that I love you. I’ve always admired your strength, even when I didn’t understand your choices. I just… I need you to hear that.”

    Her chest tightened, and she leaned forward, placing a steadying hand over his. “Michael, you’re scaring me. What’s happening? Are you in trouble?” But Ariana already knew.

    Michael shook his head, though his lips pressed into a thin line. “No. Not yet. But I’ve made a decision… that goes against the Order. I can’t tell you more than that, Ari. It’s safer if you don’t know.”

    Ariana’s heart sank as his words confirmed what she already suspected. She didn’t need him to spell it out—she knew he was talking about the Rangers, about the mage they were planning to save. Her thoughts raced, a mixture of pride and fear swirling within her. He had chosen a path that could ruin him, and yet… it was the right one.

    “Michael…” she started, her voice trembling, but he cut her off.

    “No, listen to me,” he said firmly, his grip tightening on her hand. “I don’t know what will happen, but I need you to stay safe. Don’t get involved, no matter what. Promise me.”

    She held his gaze, her mind whirling as she tried to think of a way to reassure him without revealing too much. If she pushed too hard, he might suspect. But the idea of him facing this alone, unaware of the support already at his back, made her stomach churn.

    “I can’t promise you that, Michael,” she said softly, her voice tinged with love and defiance. “Not if it means losing you.”

    He exhaled, a faint, sad smile tugging at his lips. “I wouldn’t expect you to, but I had to try. Just… be careful. You’re all I have left.”

    Ariana’s jaw tightened, her mind already forming a plan. She wouldn’t let him walk into this blind. The White Wolf would be there, watching, ensuring that no harm would come to him. He wasn’t alone—whether he knew it or not.

    As Michael stood to leave, she reached out, her fingers brushing his arm. “Michael, you don’t have to do this alone,” she said carefully, her tone gentle but weighted with meaning.

    He paused, his expression softening. “I know,” he said after a moment, though the words seemed more for her sake than his. “But this is something I need to do.”

    Ariana watched him go, her heart heavy yet resolute. She sat back in her chair, staring into the dim light of the library as her thoughts churned. He didn’t know it yet, but the White Wolf would be there always. She would make sure of it. Whatever he faced, she would ensure he came through it safely. No harm would come to her brother—not while she had the power to stop it.

    ~~~

    The Rangers moved swiftly through the shadows of Lowtown. The group was small but highly coordinated—Linnea and Riley at the forefront, their movements purposeful and silent. Ariana, cloaked as the White Wolf, brought up the rear, her dual daggers sheathed but ready, her senses on high alert.

    Their target was a secluded Templar holding facility used to house mages before they were transported to the Gallows. A young elven healer named Siona, the mage in question, had been taken just days ago. Linnea’s network had confirmed she was scheduled for the Rite of Tranquility within the week.

    Ariana’s mind raced as they approached the facility, her thoughts circling back to Michael. His desperation, resolve, and the quiet fear he tried to mask weighed heavily on her. She’d made her choice: no harm would come to him tonight. No matter what.

    The group halted in the shadows of an alleyway, the facility’s stone walls looming ahead. Linnea motioned for Ariana to step forward, her voice a mere whisper. “We counted four guards, rotating shifts. Standard patrol patterns. Riley and I can take the east entrance. That leaves the west gate for you.”

    Ariana nodded, her expression unreadable beneath the hood. “We’ll rendezvous inside. No unnecessary risks. We extract the mage and vanish.”

    “Got it, Wolf,” Riley replied, her voice steady but carrying a flicker of excitement. She thrived on missions like these, where the stakes felt tangible and the victories immediate.

    The team split seamlessly, each pair melting into the shadows. Ariana moved toward the west gate, her heart pounding in rhythm with her light, calculated steps. The weight of her daggers was a comforting presence at her sides, though she hoped she wouldn’t need to draw them.

    The cold stone wall pressed against her as she reached the door, a sliver of light spilling out from beneath it. She glanced back once, ensuring the path was clear, then pulled a lockpick from her belt. The lock yielded quickly beneath her practiced hands, the faint click echoing louder in her ears than it had any right to.

    The interior was as oppressive as she’d imagined—cold stone walls damp with condensation, and the faint hum of muffled voices echoing down narrow corridors. She moved silently, her steps precise and deliberate. Linnea and Riley had already cleared the east-side guards, leaving the west quiet for now.

    She found the cell easily enough. Siona sat on a wooden bench, her hands clasped tightly in her lap, her wide eyes darting nervously to the sound of approaching footsteps. When she saw the cloaked figure before her, her gaze filled with equal parts fear and curiosity.

    “Who—?” Siona began, her voice barely above a whisper.

    “Quiet,” Ariana said firmly, her voice low but not unkind. She crouched by the cell door, working the lock with deft movements. “We’re here to get you out.”

    Siona hesitated, her fear momentarily holding her rooted in place before she rose slowly to her feet. “Why?” she asked, her voice trembling. “Why are you helping me?”

    Ariana didn’t answer immediately, her focus on the lock. When the door swung open with a soft creak, she finally looked up. “Because no one deserves to lose themselves,” she said simply.

    Siona’s fear softened slightly, replaced by a flicker of hope. She nodded and followed as Ariana gestured for her to stay close.

    Linnea appeared at the end of the corridor, signaling that the path was clear. “Riley’s covering the exit,” she whispered.

    “Good,” Ariana replied. “Let’s move.”

    The group slipped out into the night, the cool air a stark contrast to the facility’s oppressive interior. Riley was already waiting near the entrance to Lowtown’s network of hidden passages, her sword drawn but resting casually against her shoulder.

    “No sign of reinforcements,” she reported, her tone clipped. “Let’s keep it that way.”

    The journey to the safe house was uneventful, though Siona’s wide-eyed gaze darted nervously between her rescuers and the labyrinthine alleys. As they neared the safe house, she finally found her voice. “Who are you people?”

    Ariana glanced over her shoulder, her face hidden in shadow beneath her hood. “People who believe you deserve more than this city would give you,” she said simply.

    Siona didn’t respond, but her posture eased slightly, and her steps were less hesitant.

    The safe house was a modest structure, its worn exterior blending seamlessly into the surrounding buildings. Inside, a small group of Rangers waited, their faces illuminated by the warm glow of a single lantern. Linnea guided Siona inside, her voice low as she reassured the frightened elf.

    Ariana lingered by the doorway, pulling her hood down as she turned to Riley. “Make sure she gets to the rendezvous point for her transport out of Kirkwall,” she instructed, her voice quiet but firm. “She can’t stay here.”

    Riley nodded, her expression serious. “And Michael?”

    Ariana’s jaw tightened, her gaze distant. “We keep him out of this. He doesn’t need to know what happened tonight.”

    “Understood,” Riley replied, though her sharp green eyes lingered on Ariana for a moment, as if searching for something unspoken.

    As the others busied themselves inside, Ariana leaned against the cold stone wall outside, her breath misting in the night air. The mission had gone smoothly, but her mind refused to settle. One life saved, one mage spared—but how many more remained trapped in the Gallows? How many more could she save before the weight of it all crushed her?

    She pulled her cloak tighter around her, her thoughts circling back to Michael. I hope this gives him some peace, she thought, her resolve hardening. For now, it was enough. But the White Wolf would always be waiting, watching, ready for the next fight.

    ~~~

    Ariana sat on the window ledge, her gaze distant as she looked out onto the courtyard. The faint rustling of leaves and the soft chirping of nightbirds offered a rare moment of serenity, but her thoughts refused to settle. Their mission had been a success—a mage freed from the Gallows, rescued from the Rite of Tranquility. It was a victory, yet it felt too small against the vastness of what still needed to be done. One mage saved, but so many still remain, she mused, her fingers lightly tracing the spine of the book she hadn’t opened.

    Michael’s boots echoed faintly in the hallway, pulling her from her thoughts. A moment later, he appeared in the doorway, his expression lighter than she’d seen in months. He looked… peaceful.

    “Michael,” she greeted, closing the book and setting it aside. “You’re back.”

    He nodded, stepping into the room with an ease that seemed almost foreign. “I’m fine,” he said immediately, a slight smile tugging at the corner of his lips. “Better than fine, actually.”

    Ariana tilted her head, studying him. “You seem… different,” she remarked cautiously. “What happened?”

    Michael shrugged, his movements relaxed and unguarded. “I guess I’ve been doing some thinking,” he replied vaguely. “And… I’ve made some decisions I’m finally at peace with.”

    Her brows furrowed slightly. “That’s cryptic, even for you,” she teased, though her tone carried a note of curiosity. “Are you sure you’re alright?”

    Michael chuckled softly, shaking his head. “I’m fine, Ari. Really. Better than I’ve been in a long time.”

    His refusal to elaborate made Ariana’s mind race, but she chose not to press further. Instead, she gestured toward the chair across from her. “Stay a while,” she said softly. “Talk to me. About anything you want.”

    Michael hesitated for a moment before settling into the chair, his armor faintly clinking as he leaned back. “Alright,” he said, his tone lighter. “What do you want to talk about?”

    Ariana smiled faintly, leaning forward with her elbows on her knees. “The Order… it can’t have always been this bad.,” she suggested. “Are there any good memories?”

    Michael’s expression softened, a flicker of nostalgia passing through his eyes. “There was a time,” he began slowly, “when I believed the Order was everything it claimed to be. I remember my first day at Kinloch Hold—how proud I felt, how certain I was that I was doing something important, something noble.” He chuckled, the sound tinged with bittersweet remembrance. “I didn’t see the cracks then. I only saw the ideals.”

    Ariana listened intently, her gaze steady. “What changed?”

    He sighed, his fingers tracing the edge of the armrest. “It wasn’t one thing,” he admitted. “It was a thousand little things—the way some Templars spoke about mages, the way fear and suspicion seeped into every interaction. It wore me down, piece by piece.”

    There was a pause before Ariana spoke again, her voice quieter. “But there must’ve been good moments too.”

    Michael’s lips curved into a small smile. “There were,” he agreed. “I remember sparring with Cullen in the courtyard. He always managed to push me harder than anyone else, even though he was the new recruit. I remember being impressed by him. And there was a mage—Elenna. She used to create little light shows after curfew, just to make the younger apprentices laugh.” His smile faded slightly. “She was made Tranquil after an incident in the library. Something about unsanctioned use of magic.”

    Ariana’s chest tightened, her heart aching at the quiet pain in his voice. “I’m sorry,” she said softly.

    Michael shook his head. “It’s not your fault, Ari. It’s the system. But sometimes, I wonder if I could’ve done more—if I should’ve seen things sooner.”

    They fell into a contemplative silence, the weight of unspoken regrets settling between them.

    After a moment, Michael looked at her, his expression lighter. “Remember when we were kids, and you used to sneak out to the stables to ride that old mare Father said was too stubborn to train?”

    Ariana laughed softly, the sound breaking the tension. “How could I forget? She threw me into the mud more times than I could count.”

    “And you always got back on,” Michael said, his tone warm with admiration. “You’ve always been stubborn like that.”

    “Determined,” Ariana corrected with a grin. “There’s a difference.”

    Michael chuckled, leaning back in his chair. “If you say so.”

    They continued talking, the hours slipping by as they reminisced about their childhood—shared moments of laughter and mischief, the simpler times before their paths had diverged so drastically. For a while, the weight of their responsibilities seemed to lift, replaced by the warmth of a bond neither thought they’d ever have.

    As the first light of dawn crept through the library windows, Michael rose from his chair, stretching. “I should go,” he said, though his tone was reluctant.

    Ariana stood as well, her smile soft. “Thank you for staying,” she said quietly.

    “Thank you for listening,” Michael replied, his voice equally soft.

    As she watched him leave, Ariana felt a flicker of relief herself. She could trust him. He wouldn’t expose the White Wolf or the Rangers, not even to her. That was all the answer she needed now. He’s keeping his own secrets now, she thought, Maybe that means he’s finally finding his way. Maybe I was right to trust him.

    ~~~

    The Rangers moved with precision through the rain-soaked streets of Lowtown, their dark cloaks blending into the shadows. The steady rhythm of the rain muffled their footsteps, creating an eerie stillness in the air. Ariana, her white fur-trimmed cloak distinct even in the downpour, kept a vigilant watch from the rear. Tonight’s mission was delicate—another mage transport, another chance to weaken Meredith’s grip on the city.

    The wagon came into view, its wheels creaking under the weight of the prisoners within. Four Templars flanked it, their torches flickering defiantly against the rain. Linnea and Valentina exchanged a brief glance before slipping into position, their movements seamless. Michael followed close behind, his armor muted by the wet gloom, his focus razor-sharp.

    As the wagon slowed to navigate a sharp turn, the Rangers struck. Valentina’s daggers flashed in the dim light as she disarmed the nearest Templar, her movements precise and efficient. Linnea engaged another, her twin blades dancing as she parried and struck. Michael faced the driver, his sword clashing against the man’s blade in a fierce exchange.

    A third Templar broke free from the fray and charged toward Michael’s unprotected flank. Before Michael could react, Ariana was there. Her daggers moved faster than the rain, disarming the Templar in a fluid motion before sweeping his legs out from under him. The man hit the ground with a dull thud, unconscious before he could cry out.

    Michael turned, his eyes wide as they landed on her. The rain streaked down his face, his chest rising and falling heavily as he took in the scene—the fallen Templar, the unmistakable white of her cloak. His gaze lingered, something flickering behind his eyes as the pieces fell into place.

    “You’re safe now,” he said to the mages inside the wagon, his voice steady despite the storm. “Come with us.”

    Ariana stayed silent, her daggers already sheathed as she stepped back into the shadows. But Michael’s focus remained on her. He watched the way she moved, the silent communication between her and the others, the unmistakable authority she carried. And then, as if a veil lifted, clarity struck.

    Michael’s breath caught, and he turned to face her fully, the rain plastering his dark hair to his forehead. “You,” he said quietly, the word cutting through the rain like a blade. “You’re the White Wolf.”

    Ariana froze, her heart pounding as the Rangers around them stilled. Valentina shifted slightly closer to Ariana, her hand hovering near her blade, but Ariana raised a subtle hand to signal her to stand down.

    Michael’s voice softened, almost reverent. “It’s you. I knew you were involved, but… I didn’t expect this.”

    Ariana’s chest tightened as she slowly pulled her mask down, the cold rain biting at her skin. With a deliberate motion, she pulled back her hood, revealing her face.

    “Michael,” she said, her voice measured. “How did you know?”

    He took a hesitant step closer, his eyes never leaving hers. “It was everything,” he admitted, his tone low but steady. “The way you moved just now, the way you carry yourself. It’s the same look I’ve seen in your eyes when you talk about justice, about protecting the innocent. It all… it all fit.” He exhaled, shaking his head slightly. “And saving me back there? That sealed it.”

    Ariana searched his face, her unease softening into something deeper—relief, maybe, or the quiet acceptance of the inevitable. “I wanted to tell you,” she admitted. “But I couldn’t. Not until I knew you were ready.”

    Michael’s expression softened, his voice losing its edge. “I’m not upset, Ari. If anything, I’m in awe. You’ve built something here… something incredible.”

    Ariana’s throat tightened, her voice quieter now. “It wasn’t that I thought you’d judge me,” she admitted. “It’s… I was afraid you wouldn’t be able to follow me where this path leads. That standing against the Order might be a line you couldn’t cross.”

    Michael’s brow furrowed, but he didn’t interrupt.

    “I didn’t want to lose you,” she continued, her tone steady despite the weight of her words. “Not as my brother, not as someone I trust. I was afraid that if I told you, it would put you in a place where you’d have to choose. And I wasn’t sure what that choice would be.”

    Michael’s gaze softened, and he stepped closer, his voice low but resolute. “Ari, I’ve already made my choice. And I’m standing here, aren’t I? I know the risks. I’m not blind to what this means.”

    She held his gaze, her unease slowly giving way to a fragile sense of relief. “You’re sure?”

    “More than ever,” he replied, his voice steady. “I’ve seen too much to look the other way. I’m with you. Always.”

    Ariana turned slightly, her gaze flicking to Valentina and Linnea, who exchanged a knowing look before returning their focus to the task at hand. The White Wolf’s legend had just gained another ally—a brother who would stand beside her, no matter the cost.

    And as the Rangers melted back into the shadows, Ariana felt a flicker of hope burn within her. Together, they would face whatever came next.

  • Chapter 43 – A Wolf’s Restlessness

    3 Solace 9:34 – 18 Wintermarch 9:35

    Winter arrived swiftly, its chill sweeping through Kirkwall like an uninvited guest. With it came a reminder of the city’s relentless, unforgiving nature. Yet, in the shadows of the Gallows and beneath the watchful eyes of the Templars, life continued—each day a delicate balance of danger and defiance.

    Riley’s arrival had proven fortuitous. With Meredith’s increasing scrutiny, Ariana had been forced to limit her visits to the warehouse, leaving her unable to oversee the Rangers as often. Riley, ever resourceful, stepped into the role with ease. She coordinated their operations, ensuring mages were safely escorted out of Kirkwall, and kept Ariana informed of every detail.

    Despite the added distance from the Rangers’ day-to-day, Ariana refused to let herself grow idle. She split her mornings between training sessions with Cullen and Riley. Cullen joined her several times a week, their sparring sessions a blend of fierce competition and quiet moments of connection. On the days Cullen couldn’t make it, Riley filled the gap with her usual bluntness and relentless focus. Together, they worked to keep Ariana sharp, both physically and mentally. Occasionally, she brought Linnea, Lamberto, or Valentina along, though they took care not to draw too much attention. Riley’s presence became a comforting routine, her blunt humor and unflinching loyalty anchoring Ariana through the tumult.

    Meanwhile, Riley had also carved out her own space in Kirkwall’s social scene. She became a regular at the Hanged Man, her sharp wit earning her a fast friendship with Isabela. One night, Riley and Isabela had challenged each other to a game of Wicked Grace, each escalating the stakes with increasingly outrageous dares. By the end, the whole tavern had gathered around their table, roaring with laughter as Isabela recounted a wildly embellished tale of her latest sea voyage, and Riley raised her glass, calling it ‘complete horseshit, but damn good entertainment.’ The two women seemed to click instantly, their laughter echoing through the tavern. If Ariana didn’t know better, she might have suspected Isabela harbored a bit of a crush on Riley—not that Riley appeared to notice.

    When the weight of secrecy grew too heavy, Ariana found solace in accompanying Hawke on excursions beyond Kirkwall’s walls. Whether tracking slavers on the Wounded Coast or facing rogue blood mages, these outings allowed Ariana to shed her carefully crafted mask. Among Hawke and her companions, she could simply be herself—a warrior in the fight for justice. No one questioned her presence when Hawke led the charge, and Ariana cherished these rare moments of freedom. It was during one of those outings on the Wounded Coast, amidst the jagged cliffs and crashing waves, Ariana and Hawke had cornered a group of slavers. Ariana’s daggers gleamed in the moonlight as she disarmed one with fluid precision. ‘Remind me to bring you along on more of these,’ Hawke had remarked, her blade held steady at the throat of the slaver leader. ‘You’re making me look good.’

    Within the city, rumors about Ariana and Cullen continued to swirl. Their relationship had become the subject of relentless gossip, particularly in Hightown. The latest tale suggested they had a love child after Ariana was seen with Emma in the market. Far from offended, they had both learned to laugh it off, finding humor in the absurdity of Kirkwall’s whispers. These moments offered a welcome respite from the ever-present darkness.

    Still, Ariana’s concern for her Michael remained at the forefront of her mind. His disillusionment with the Templar Order was becoming more evident with each passing day. The dark circles under his eyes and his weary demeanor spoke volumes. She could see the weight in his every movement, the way he lingered at the edges of the room during their rare family dinners, his silence speaking louder than words. ‘The Order’s supposed to protect,’ he had muttered one night, his voice thick with frustration. ‘But all I see is fear.’ Though he continued to follow Ariana’s advice to act discreetly, the strain was taking its toll. Ariana longed to ease his burdens, but she knew she couldn’t afford to be careless. Trust had to be earned, and the stakes were too high.

    Today, however, was a day for celebration. A day where they all could hopefully forget about the troubles that surrounded them. Satinalia had arrived, and the Trevelyan estate buzzed with energy as Isabel took charge of preparations. The formal dining room had been transformed into a festive haven, and Ariana ensured that no one was excluded. Hawke and her companions were invited, along with Ariana’s own inner circle. For the first time, their groups would gather under one roof.

    Ariana also made certain the Rangers stationed throughout Kirkwall weren’t forgotten. She organized deliveries of food, ale, and wine to every outpost, ensuring that even those on duty could enjoy a proper feast. It was a small gesture, but one that filled her with pride.

    As the sun dipped below the horizon, casting a warm glow over Hightown, the estate came alive with laughter and conversation. The festive spirit was contagious, momentarily easing the tension that clung to Kirkwall like a second skin. For once, Ariana allowed herself to relax.

    There was something comforting about holidays like this, a rare pause in the chaos. As Ariana watched her friends and allies gather around the table, she felt a fleeting sense of peace. She knew it wouldn’t last—Kirkwall’s shadows were never far, and Meredith’s grip would tighten again soon enough. But for tonight, Ariana chose to embrace the joy and let herself believe, if only for a moment, that this fragile harmony could endure.

    ~~~

    The formal dining room gleamed with the soft light of candles, their golden glow dancing over the array of polished silverware and the feast Isabel had poured her heart into preparing. The table was a spectacle: succulent Feast Day Fish, roasted meats adorned with sprigs of rosemary, bowls of steaming vegetables, and crusty loaves of bread still warm from the oven. The scent of spiced wine lingered in the air, mingling with the faint sweetness of honey-glazed fruit.

    Ariana stood at the head of the table, her hands lightly resting on the back of her chair, taking in the scene with a contented smile. The warmth of laughter and conversation filled the room, momentarily dissolving the tension that clung to Kirkwall like a second skin.

    “I must say, Ariana,” Sebastian began, entering with his usual composed stride, “you’ve truly outdone yourself. This feast is a marvel.”

    “Careful, Vael,” Varric interjected, already seated and swirling a glass of wine. “You’re going to give her a bigger head than she already has.”

    Ariana laughed, shaking her head. “If anyone deserves credit, it’s Isabel. I just told her how many of you were coming and stepped aside.”

    “Stepped aside?” Isabela chimed in from the corner. Her smirk was as sharp as ever. “Darling, you probably ran faster than a Qunari at the sight of a Tevinter diplomat.”

    “That may have happened,” Ariana admitted with a chuckle.

    “Well, you’ve certainly gathered an interesting crowd,” Riley added, leaning casually against the doorframe with a tankard in hand. “Quite the mix of charm and chaos. Just how you like it.”

    “Speaking of chaos,” Isabela’s eyes locked onto Michael as he entered, her smirk widening like a cat spotting a canary. “And who’s this?”

    Michael froze mid-step, caught off guard. “I’m… Michael. Ariana’s brother.”

    “Brother, hmm?” Isabela purred, leaning on the table to get a better look. “Tell me, Michael, does the Templar Order encourage workouts, or are you just naturally built like a granite statue?”

    Michael’s ears turned an impressive shade of red as he stumbled over his response. “I… I don’t think—”

    “Isabela,” Aveline’s voice cut through, exasperation evident as she entered. “Can you go one evening without making someone uncomfortable?”

    “Of course not,” Varric chimed in, grinning. “It’s tradition.”

    Ariana smirked, her eyes flicking to Michael, whose discomfort was all too apparent. “Oh, let her have her fun, Aveline,” she said, her tone light and teasing. “Michael could probably stand to let his guard down. Might as well be with Isabela.”

    Michael turned to glare at her, his cheeks flushed. “Really, Ari?”

    Ariana shrugged, her smirk widening. “You need the practice. And she’s an expert.”

    Isabela’s laughter rang out, rich and full of delight. “See? Even your sister knows a little harmless flirting won’t kill you.” She leaned in closer, her grin wicked. “Unless you’re afraid of me, Templar.”

    Michael muttered something under his breath, his eyes darting between Isabela and Ariana, who looked far too pleased with herself.

    “Maker save him,” Riley said, raising her glass. “He’s outnumbered.”

    Varric chuckled, shaking his head. “Don’t worry, kid. Isabela’s all talk… most of the time.”

    Isabela shot him a mock glare. “I’ll remember that, Varric.”

    Michael sank into his chair, clearly wishing the floor would swallow him whole.

    Fenris, watching the exchange with a mixture of skepticism and amusement, muttered, “This is what you call fun?”

    “For some of us, yes,” Hawke replied, nudging him with her elbow. “Besides, it’s harmless… mostly.”

    “Mostly?” Fenris repeated, raising an eyebrow.

    “Let’s just say you’ll know when to intervene,” Varric replied with a wink.

    As the laughter swelled, Merrill tilted her head, her wide eyes darting between Isabela and Michael. “Is this normal? Do all humans flirt this much during Satinalia?”

    “It’s not flirting,” Hawke quipped, pouring more wine. “It’s… festive banter.”

    “Depends on the wine,” Varric added with a grin.

    “Or the company,” Isabela said, her tone suggestive.

    “Maker save us,” Riley muttered, shaking her head but laughing nonetheless.

    “Speaking of company,” Varric turned his gaze to Cullen, his grin taking on a mischievous edge. “Knight-Captain, how does it feel to be the most talked-about man in Hightown?”

    Cullen rolled his eyes, though his lips twitched with reluctant amusement. “It’s… an adjustment. But the rumor about Ariana and me having a love child? That’s a bit much, even for Kirkwall.”

    “Emma, right?” Hawke teased, her grin wicked. “You know, I can see the resemblance.”

    The room erupted into laughter, and Ariana groaned, her cheeks turning pink. “You’re all terrible.”

    “That’s why you love us,” Isabela quipped, raising her glass. “To scandal and mischief. May we never run out of either.”

    “To scandal and mischief,” the group echoed, their voices blending with the clinking of glasses.

    As the laughter subsided, Sebastian leaned toward Ariana, his expression thoughtful. “Forgive the interruption, but… are we not distantly related? I recall the Trevelyans and Vaels sharing some branches of the family tree.”

    Ariana blinked, caught off guard. “I think you’re right,” she mused, tapping her chin. “The records do mention ties to Starkhaven… distant, but they’re there.”

    “Well, that makes things interesting,” Varric said, leaning forward with a gleam in his eye. “So, this is one of those noble gatherings where everyone’s second cousins, huh?”

    Ariana laughed, shaking her head. “Shall we start sketching out the family tree, then?”

    “I’ll bring the parchment,” Varric replied, his grin infectious.

    As the evening unfolded, the wine flowed freely, and the conversation ebbed and flowed like a well-rehearsed symphony. Ariana found herself basking in the rare warmth of friendship, the weight of Kirkwall’s shadows momentarily forgotten. Tonight, they weren’t warriors or fugitives. They were simply friends, sharing the joy and mischief of Satinalia.

    ~~~

    As winter set in, the quiet of Kirkwall had grown almost stifling, its weight pressing against Ariana’s chest like a vice. Winter’s chill had settled over the city, the icy wind sweeping through the streets and rattling the windows of her estate. Yet, the cold wasn’t what gnawed at her—it was the stillness. A stillness that felt more like a cage with every passing day.

    The White Wolf, once a symbol of defiance, had been reduced to a memory, her presence swallowed by the shadows of Kirkwall. The Silver Rangers operated cautiously, their movements measured and deliberate. There were no grand rescues or bold displays of rebellion, only quiet efforts to usher mages to safety and maintain their network. Riley had taken the reins at the warehouse, and though Ariana trusted her implicitly, she felt the loss keenly. Each day away from the Rangers was a day spent unraveling a piece of herself.

    One morning, Ariana sat in the kitchen, the pale light of dawn spilling through the frost-lined windows. Her coffee grew cold in her hands as her thoughts drifted. The estate was quiet, save for the occasional crackle of the hearth. Yet the silence only seemed to amplify the dissonance within her.

    Isabel entered, her sharp green eyes instantly taking in the scene. She crossed her arms, leaning casually against the counter. “You’ve been staring out that window for nearly an hour,” she said, her voice cutting through the quiet. “What’s on your mind, child?”

    Ariana blinked, startled from her reverie. Her fingers tightened around the mug as she stared into its dark contents. “I’ve been thinking… maybe this life isn’t for me anymore,” she admitted softly.

    Isabel arched an eyebrow, her expression unreadable. “You’ve been restless for weeks,” she said, her tone measured. “Why now?”

    Ariana exhaled slowly, her gaze returning to the frost-dappled glass. “I miss who I was, Isabel. I miss being the White Wolf. Walking into a town and being recognized—not because of some noble title, but because people believed in me.” Her voice grew quieter, tinged with longing. “Here, I’m just Ariana Trevelyan, some Hightown noble who flits between dinner parties. I’ve buried myself so deep in this charade I barely recognize myself anymore.”

    Isabel’s gaze softened slightly, though her tone remained firm. “You’re not just some noble, Ariana. You’ve built something here—a life with people who care about you. Cullen, Michael, Emma. Does that mean nothing to you?”

    “It means everything,” Ariana whispered, her voice thick with emotion. “But it’s not enough to drown out the restlessness. I miss the freedom, the certainty of knowing exactly who I was and what I stood for. Out there…” She gestured vaguely toward the window. “Out there, I was a symbol. People looked to me for hope, for strength. Here, I’m suffocating, hiding in plain sight.”

    Isabel approached, her expression a mixture of sympathy and practicality. “And Cullen?” she asked gently. “Where does he fit in all this?”

    Ariana hesitated, her grip tightening on the mug. “He fits,” she said softly, her words tinged with guilt. “But his life is here, tied to the Order and Kirkwall. If the White Wolf were to return, she’d have to leave this city. And I don’t know if I could ask him to follow.”

    “Would you even want him to?” Isabel pressed, her gaze searching.

    Ariana’s fingers tightened around the mug as her thoughts wandered, unbidden, to a dream she’d carried in the quiet corners of her mind. “I don’t know if he’d want to,” she murmured, her voice heavy with longing. “But I’d want him to follow me more than anything. I imagine us back in Ferelden, at the Ranger manor outside Redcliffe. A life away from all of this.” Her gaze grew distant, her voice softer. “We’d train together in the mornings, oversee the recruits, and spend our evenings by the fire, with Emma laughing at us for being so hopelessly mundane. Or taking the occasional job, traveling where we’re needed. Our very own adventures.”

    Her lips quirked into a faint smile, though her eyes betrayed the ache beneath her words. “It sounds… perfect, but would it be enough for him? Could he leave the Order behind? Leave Kirkwall?”

    Isabel’s expression softened, though her voice remained firm. “And what if he would? What if he’s waiting for you to ask?”

    Ariana let out a shaky breath, her fingers brushing absently against the rim of her mug. “Then I’d have to be sure,” she said quietly. “Because once I ask, there’s no turning back. I’d have to give him all of me—the truth, the lies, the shadows. And I’m not sure I’m ready for him to see everything.”

    The silence between them stretched, filled only by the faint crackle of the hearth. Finally, Isabel spoke, her voice gentle but unwavering. “You can’t keep living in what-ifs, child. One day, you’ll have to choose. And when that day comes, you’ll need to trust him.”

    Ariana swallowed hard, her gaze returning to the frost-lined window. The fantasy of Ferelden felt fragile, like a snowflake melting against her palm. “One day,” she echoed softly, her breath misting against the glass. “But not today.”

    For now, the dream would remain just that—a dream. But the longing lingered, a quiet reminder of the life she could have if only she dared to reach for it.

    The room fell silent, the only sound the faint crackle of the fire. Finally, Isabel moved closer, placing a steadying hand on Ariana’s shoulder. “You’ve never been one to settle, child. But if you keep letting this pull at you, you’ll lose everything you’ve built here. You need to decide—what matters more? The life you had or the one you have now?”

    Ariana closed her eyes, the weight of the question settling heavily in her chest. “I don’t know how to choose,” she murmured. “I don’t know if I can.”

    Isabel’s hand squeezed her shoulder gently before she stepped back. “You don’t have to decide today. But you can’t live between two worlds forever. It’ll tear you apart.”

    As Isabel left the room, Ariana remained by the window, her gaze distant. The frost on the glass seemed to mirror her own fractured self, a fragile balance between two identities. Somewhere beyond the walls of Kirkwall, the White Wolf waited—untamed, unyielding, and unwilling to be forgotten.

    But Ariana Trevelyan sat in silence, caught between who she was and who she had to be. For now, the quiet held her captive.

    ~~~

    Cullen’s birthday was a quiet affair this year, a deliberate choice by Ariana to shield him from the constant pressures of Kirkwall. She had planned a simple day, just the two of them, far removed from the noise and intrigue that seemed to follow them. The afternoon was spent walking along the docks, the crisp winter air mingling with the salt of the sea. The distant calls of gulls punctuated the rhythmic lapping of waves against the piers.

    Yet Cullen couldn’t shake the feeling that something was troubling her. As they walked, her gaze continually drifted toward the horizon, her shoulders subtly tensing as though weighed down by unseen chains. She smiled when he spoke, but the warmth didn’t quite reach her eyes, and her responses were more absent than engaged.

    Cullen watched her, his hazel eyes tracing every subtle shift in her posture, every flicker of emotion that crossed her face. He saw a fleeting look of sadness, a hint of frustration, and a touch of fear. She clutched her cloak tightly, her fingers absently toying with the fabric as if trying to ground herself.

    “Ari,” he said softly, his voice cutting through the gentle murmur of the sea. “Are you alright?”

    Ariana blinked, seemingly startled out of her reverie. She turned to him, her lips curving into a practiced smile, but Cullen could see through it. It was a mask—beautifully crafted, but a mask nonetheless. “Yes, of course,” she replied too quickly. “I’m fine.”

    He raised an eyebrow, his expression skeptical. “You’re lying, love,” he said gently, though his words were laced with concern.

    Her smile faltered, and for a moment, the mask cracked. She chuckled softly, but the sound lacked its usual brightness. “I don’t want you to worry,” she admitted, her tone light but unconvincing. “It’s nothing worth talking about.”

    Cullen stopped walking and gently caught her hand, pulling her to face him. His grip was firm but comforting, his eyes searching hers. “You know better than that,” he said, his voice low but steady. “If something’s weighing on you, don’t carry it alone. Not with me.”

    Ariana hesitated, her gaze dropping to where his hand enveloped hers. Her fingers tightened slightly, seeking reassurance. “I’ve just… been thinking too much lately,” she said at last, her voice barely above a whisper. “It’s nothing you need to worry about.”

    Cullen frowned, his concern deepening. He tilted her chin up with his free hand, coaxing her to meet his gaze. “Ari, whatever it is, you can tell me. You know that, right?”

    She stared into his eyes for a long moment, as if torn between what she was truly thinking and what she wanted to say. Finally, she exhaled, her shoulders slumping slightly. “I know,” she whispered. “Thank you, Cullen.”

    His thumb brushed lightly over her knuckles, his smile faint but steady. “You don’t have to tell me everything now,” he said. “But promise me you won’t keep it locked away.”

    Ariana nodded, leaning into him slightly, letting out a soft sigh. “I promise,” she murmured.

    They resumed their walk, but Cullen couldn’t shake the feeling that her thoughts lingered elsewhere. The way she kept glancing toward the horizon, her movements slower, more deliberate—it all pointed to a restlessness he hadn’t seen in her before.

    After a time, she hesitated, looking down at their joined hands. “It’s hard to explain,” she admitted, her voice quieter now. “I’ve been thinking about who I am… what I’m supposed to be doing. I love being here with you, Cullen. I love you more than anything. But sometimes…” Her words trailed off, the unspoken conflict hanging in the air.

    “Sometimes, you feel like something’s missing,” Cullen finished for her, his tone more understanding than accusatory.

    Ariana blinked, clearly startled by how precisely he’d captured what she couldn’t quite articulate. “Yes,” she said softly, her voice almost breaking. “It’s not about you. Maker, it’s not about you. It’s about this city. It’s about me. About who I was before… and who I’ve become.”

    Cullen’s brow furrowed as her words struck a chord. He thought back to the days before she found him, before he knew she was alive. You’d have hated this place, Ariana, he’d once told himself. You’d have hated me for staying. He had been so certain then, and now he couldn’t help but wonder if he’d been right. Kirkwall wasn’t her, not the woman he’d fallen in love with. She was meant for more—meant for a freedom Kirkwall didn’t provide.

    “You’ve changed, Ari,” he said gently. “But that doesn’t mean you’ve lost who you are.”

    She shook her head, frustration creeping into her tone. “There’s Kirkwall,” she said, her voice gaining an edge. “It’s hard to watch, to be here, to sit idly by and do nothing. This city is… suffocating. Meredith’s grip is choking the life out of it, and no one can breathe. Not the mages, not the people. And I…” She paused, her voice faltering. “I don’t know how to just sit by and let it happen.”

    Cullen studied her closely, his hazel eyes filled with quiet determination. “You’re not sitting idly by, Ari,” he said quietly. “You’ve stood up to her before—just by being yourself. By staying strong, even when she tries to push you down.”

    Ariana let out a humorless laugh, her gaze dropping again. “That helps no one except me… us…”

    “You helped me find myself when I was lost,” Cullen said simply, his voice steady. “You’re stronger than you realize. You don’t have to have all the answers, not now. But whatever you’re searching for, I’ll stand with you.”

    She exhaled shakily, her grip on his hand tightening. “I don’t deserve you,” she said, her voice barely above a whisper.

    Cullen’s hand moved to cup her cheek, his thumb brushing lightly against her skin. “You deserve everything good in this world,” he said firmly. “And I’ll remind you of that every day if I have to.”

    Ariana’s lips curved into a faint, genuine smile, though it carried a weight Cullen couldn’t quite name. She leaned into his touch, her eyes drifting closed for a moment, her posture softening as if his hand on her cheek was the only thing anchoring her. For that brief instant, the tension in her seemed to ease, and Cullen found himself silently hoping she could hold on to the fragile peace he saw in her expression.

    “Thank you,” she whispered.

    Cullen didn’t respond immediately, but the quiet look he gave her spoke volumes. Whatever storm she faced, he’d weather it with her, one step at a time.

    ~~~

    The courtyard of the Trevelyan estate was quiet, lit only by the pale glow of the moon and the faint flicker of lanterns hung along the stone walls. Ariana sat on the edge of the fountain, her cloak pulled tightly around her against the chill. The stillness of the night was a welcome reprieve from the ceaseless noise in her mind.

    When Michael approached from the shadows of the archway, she could hear the weariness in his steps before she saw it in his slouched shoulders. The weight of another day in the Gallows clung to him like a shroud. He moved as though the oppressive stone halls still clutched at him. Ariana’s gaze softened at the sight of him.

    “Couldn’t sleep either?” she asked, her voice quiet but warm.

    Michael let out a humorless chuckle as he sank down beside her. “Sleep doesn’t come easy when you spend your days in that place,” he admitted, his tone heavy.

    Ariana tilted her head, studying the tension in his posture. “It’s getting worse, isn’t it?”

    He nodded, his hands clasping tightly together, knuckles white. “You’ve no idea. The punishments… the fear. It’s everywhere. Even the mages who try to follow the rules and do everything they’re told are still treated like criminals. They look at me like I’m the executioner, no matter what I do.”

    The anguish in his voice struck her deeply. She reached out, her hand resting lightly on his arm. “You’re not like the others, Michael. They’ll see that in time.”

    “Will they?” His bitterness cut like a blade. His gaze stayed fixed on the ground, his voice quieter now. “Because I’m starting to think it doesn’t matter. It’s not just the mages. Even some of the Templars… they’re uneasy. Meredith’s grip is tightening, and everyone can feel it. It’s suffocating.”

    Ariana’s heart ached at the quiet despair in his tone. She wanted to reassure him, to offer a solution, but the truth was a tangled knot she couldn’t yet unravel. “You’re doing what you can,” she said softly. “Small acts of kindness—they matter.”

    Michael let out a heavy sigh, his hands rubbing over his face. “It’s not enough, Ari. Not anymore.”

    The weight of his words settled heavily between them. Ariana’s doubts echoed his, a constant reminder of the fragility of hope in a city like Kirkwall. The quiet was broken only by the gentle trickle of water from the fountain.

    Michael finally turned to her, his expression more serious than she’d ever seen. “Can I trust you?” he asked, his voice low but steady.

    Ariana blinked, startled by the sudden intensity of his question. “Of course,” she replied without hesitation, her brow furrowing in concern. “With anything.”

    Michael hesitated, his blue eyes searching hers. “I’ve heard rumors,” he said carefully. “About a… mage underground. People helping mages escape the Gallows. They say there are safehouses and routes out of the city. Have you… heard anything about that?”

    Ariana’s heart skipped a beat. Her thoughts raced, but her face betrayed nothing. “Rumors like that are dangerous,” she said cautiously. “What are you planning, Michael?”

    His frustration boiled over, and he exhaled sharply. “I don’t know,” he admitted, running a hand through his hair. “But I can’t keep watching without doing something. Every day, I see their fear, their despair. It’s eating away at me.”

    Ariana felt a mix of hope, fear, and a faint relief she hadn’t realized she craved. She couldn’t afford to rush this, but the seed of potential in his words was undeniable. “You need to be careful,” she said gently, her grip on his arm tightening slightly. “If Meredith even suspects you’re questioning her authority…”

    “I know,” he interrupted, his voice sharper than he intended. He softened immediately, shaking his head. “I know, Ari. But I can’t just sit by and watch anymore.”

    She nodded, the weight of his words pressing against her own burdens. “Whatever you decide,” she said carefully, her tone firm but laced with affection, “you won’t be alone. You know that, right?”

    Michael met her gaze, gratitude flickering in his tired eyes. “Thank you,” he said quietly. “I just… I need to figure out what the right thing is.”

    Ariana stayed seated as he rose to leave, her gaze following him until the shadows swallowed his form. She sat in silence, her thoughts a maelstrom of possibilities. Michael is closer than I thought, she realized, her chest tightening. She had kept him at arm’s length for so long, afraid of what he might uncover about her life, the Rangers, and the White Wolf. But now… now she saw a flicker of something she could nurture—a chance to bring him into her world, if only gradually.

    Her lips pressed into a thin line as determination steadied her. She needed to tread carefully to ensure that Michael’s heart and resolve were in the right place before taking the risk. She would start small, connecting him discreetly with trusted Rangers. Linnea, perhaps. If he proved himself, maybe then the veil could be lifted just enough.

    The thought brought a strange sense of relief. One less secret, she thought. One less person I have to hide from. Yet, it also brought a fresh wave of responsibility. If Michael faltered, hesitated, or made a mistake, the fallout could be catastrophic—for her, the Rangers, and everything they’d built.

    The White Wolf stirred within her, restless but ready. Ariana exhaled slowly, her breath forming soft clouds in the cool night air. Michael doesn’t know it yet, she thought, her resolve solidifying, but he’s already part of something bigger. And when the time comes, I’ll make sure he’s ready.

    ~~~

    The soft light of early morning filtered through the windows as Isabel moved efficiently around the kitchen, the quiet clatter of pots and pans blending with the comforting aroma of fresh bread and simmering porridge. Ariana sat at the kitchen table, her fingers wrapped around a steaming cup of tea, her thoughts preoccupied with the conversation she’d had with Michael the night before.

    The stillness of the moment was interrupted by the sound of Riley’s boots echoing in the hallway. Ariana glanced up as Riley entered, her red hair still slightly tousled from sleep but her green eyes sharp and alert, as always.

    “Morning, Wolf,” Riley greeted, her voice casual but warm as she grabbed a mug and poured herself a cup of tea. She leaned against the counter, studying Ariana for a moment. “You look like you didn’t sleep much. Thinking about your brother?”

    Ariana offered a faint smile, appreciating Riley’s uncanny ability to cut straight to the heart of things. “You always did have a knack for reading me.”

    “It’s part of my charm,” Riley said with a smirk as she settled into the chair across from her. “So, what’s on your mind?”

    Ariana hesitated, her fingers tracing the rim of her cup, the weight of her thoughts evident in her posture. “I need your help,” she said at last, quiet but resolute. “And yes, it’s about Michael.”

    Riley’s eyebrow arched slightly as she leaned forward. “Go on.”

    “Last night, he mentioned hearing rumors about the mage underground,” Ariana explained, her voice steady but tinged with unease. “He’s struggling with what he’s seeing in the Gallows. I think he wants to do something, but he doesn’t know what. Not yet.”

    Riley’s sharp gaze stayed fixed on her. She sipped her tea slowly, her expression unreadable. “You’re thinking of pulling him in, aren’t you?”

    “Not directly,” Ariana clarified quickly, her grip tightening on the cup. “Not yet. He’s not ready, and I can’t risk exposing too much. But I need to know where he stands—if he’s willing to act, and how far he’s willing to go.”

    Riley nodded slowly, her smirk fading into a more contemplative look. “So, what’s the plan?”

    “I need Linnea or Lamberto to make contact with him,” Ariana said. “Subtle hints, nothing overt. Just… see how he reacts. If he asks questions or shows interest, we’ll know he’s open to more.”

    Riley tilted her head, weighing the idea. “And if he doesn’t bite?”

    Ariana’s gaze turned serious, her voice firm. “Then we leave it alone. I won’t push him into something he’s not ready for. But if he does respond… we take it slow. One step at a time.”

    Setting her mug down, Riley crossed her arms, a faint grin tugging at her lips. “You’re playing it smart, Wolf. Careful. I like it. But Linnea or Lamberto will have to tread lightly. If Michael even suspects this is coming from you…”

    “I know,” Ariana interrupted, her voice quieter but no less determined. “That’s why it has to come from them. He can’t connect it to me—not yet.”

    Riley’s gaze softened slightly as she studied her friend. “You trust him, don’t you?”

    Ariana hesitated, her eyes dropping to her tea. “I want to,” she admitted, her voice barely above a whisper. “But trust alone isn’t enough. Not with what’s at stake. I won’t risk you, or Linnea, or anyone else for this.”

    Riley’s expression remained steady, her confidence unwavering. “We’ve faced worse, Wolf. And from what I’ve seen, your brother’s got a good heart. He’ll come through.”

    Ariana exhaled, some of the tension in her shoulders easing. “Thank you, Riley. This… this could change everything. For him, for us.”

    Riley grinned, her tone lightening. “You know me. I love a challenge. And if your brother’s anything like you, he’ll rise to the occasion.”

    Ariana couldn’t help but smile faintly at that. “Let’s hope so,” she murmured, though her mind was already contemplating the possibilities. If Michael proved his resolve, he could be more than an ally—he could be a bridge to something greater. But if he faltered…

    The thought left a bitter taste in her mouth, one she quickly pushed aside. She had no room for doubt, not now. Michael’s resolve would be tested soon enough.

    The two women sat in companionable silence for a moment, the quiet hum of the kitchen settling around them like a cocoon. But for Ariana, the stillness was fleeting. The White Wolf within her stirred, restless and watchful. Michael doesn’t know it yet, she thought, her determination hardening. But I’ll make sure he’s ready for what’s to come.

  • Chapter 42 – Not Giving Up

    27 Justinian – 2 Solace 9:34

    The warm glow of candlelight filled Ariana’s bedroom, casting soft, flickering shadows on the stone walls. Beyond the open window, Kirkwall stirred restlessly, the distant hum of Lowtown’s bustling streets blending with the faint clatter of waves against the harbor. The city never truly slept; its unease was a living, breathing thing, threading its way into every corner of her mind.

    Ariana sat at her desk, her quill hovering above the parchment as her thoughts raced faster than she could capture them. The list before her felt more like a confession than a strategy: quiet plans to monitor Michael, to guide him toward the Rangers without him realizing her hand in it. Subtle ways to support Cullen’s efforts within the Gallows, shielding him from Meredith’s scrutiny while ensuring he didn’t bear the full weight of her wrath. It was all delicate and precarious, and each line on the page felt like another strand tightening around her throat.

    Her gaze flicked to the window, where the spires of Kirkwall loomed like silent sentinels, jagged against the night sky. The Gallows, in particular, stood out, its dark silhouette a constant reminder of the fight that still lay ahead. Meredith’s iron grip, Michael’s growing disillusionment, Cullen’s growing frustrations weighed on her like stones in her chest.

    Ariana sighed, leaning back in her chair as her fingers drummed softly against the desk. What would he think if he knew the truth? The thought gnawed at her, each scenario more damning than the last. She couldn’t bear the thought of him turning away, of his love turning to contempt.

    She rose, her movements slow and deliberate, as if carrying the weight of her secrets. She gathered the scattered papers, sliding them into the drawer before extinguishing the candles one by one. The room plunged into shadows, but the faint light from the window kept the darkness at bay. The bed beckoned, but as she slipped beneath the covers, she knew sleep wouldn’t come easily.

    It had been weeks since Cullen had stayed the night, his visits to the estate increasingly sporadic. The investigation into the intercepted transport had consumed much of his time, but she knew that wasn’t the only reason. Distance had crept between them, unspoken and heavy, and it was her doing. She had built the walls between them, brick by brick, with every half-truth and omission.

    She curled onto her side, pulling the blankets tighter as her hand brushed against his side of the bed. The faint scent of him lingered, a bittersweet comfort that made her chest tighten. If he knew everything… would he leave? Would he hate me? The questions haunted her, their answers as unreachable as the stars outside her window.

    The storm in her mind raged on until, eventually, exhaustion claimed her. Even in sleep, her dreams were restless, haunted by shadows and whispers. She clung to the faint trace of Cullen’s presence beside her, a fragile tether to the one thing she couldn’t bear to lose.

    ~~~

    As Cullen stepped inside, the house was silent. He hadn’t intended to come this late; some part of him knew he should have stayed in the Gallows. And yet, the weight of the last few weeks had become unbearable. Meredith’s relentless scrutiny, the investigation that seemed to go nowhere—it all pressed down on him, suffocating and unrelenting. But the thought of Ariana… she was the only thing that kept him steady.

    The lanterns had long since burned low, leaving only the shadows to greet him. The quiet creak of the door closing behind him was a stark contrast to the chaos that seemed ever-present in his life. Piece by piece, he shed his armor—each buckle, each strap finally lifting a weight he hadn’t realized he felt. His shoulders ached, his body was exhausted, but more than anything, he felt a weariness deep in his bones that no amount of rest seemed to fix—at least not when he was alone.

    The weight of the day clung to him, heavy and unrelenting, but the thought of seeing her—just her—made the burden feel lighter, if only for a moment.

    He moved through the familiar halls, his steps slow and deliberate as he made his way to her room. The door creaked softly as he opened it, and the sight before him made his chest tighten. Ariana was curled on his side of the bed, her hair spilling across the pillow like dark silk. The soft rise and fall of her breath was the only sound, her face peaceful in sleep. She missed him. That much was clear in the simple act of claiming his side.

    Quietly, Cullen slipped onto the bed with practiced ease. The mattress dipped slightly beneath his weight, and though he tried not to disturb her, Ariana stirred faintly, turning toward him.

    “You’re home,” she murmured, her voice heavy with sleep. Her eyes didn’t open fully, but she shifted closer, her hand brushing against his chest as though to confirm he was really there. “I missed you.”

    Home. It wasn’t a place, it never had been. It was her.

    It wasn’t just the words that undid him, but the way she said them—quiet, honest, wanting. The unspoken meaning settled between them like a whisper: I missed you, I need you.

    Cullen swallowed hard, his exhaustion fading into the background. He leaned down, pressing a kiss to her forehead, lingering there as he breathed her in. “I missed you too,” he replied softly, though the words felt insufficient. He pressed another kiss—this time at her temple, trailing lower to her cheek.

    Ariana tilted her head up to meet him, her lips brushing his in a kiss that was far too deliberate for someone who was half-asleep. Cullen smiled faintly against her mouth, his hand rising to cradle her jaw. “You are supposed to be sleeping,” he teased gently, the tone of his voice husky now.

    She opened her eyes just enough to look at him, the faintest glint of mischief in their hazel depths. “I was but you’re here now.”

    There was no hesitation in the way she reached for him, pulling him down into another kiss—this one deeper, lingering. Cullen groaned softly, the sound vibrating in his chest as he braced himself above her. Ariana’s hands slipped beneath his tunic, her fingers skimming his skin with a tenderness that set him alight.

    “Are you sure?” he breathed against her lips, though he already knew the answer. She responded by tugging him closer, her legs shifting beneath the blankets to make room for him.

    “I wouldn’t have said I missed you if I wasn’t,” she murmured, her words barely a whisper, but they sparked something deep within him.

    He didn’t need more encouragement. 

    He pulled back just enough to rid himself of the last remaining barriers between them—his tunic, his trousers—discarding them with a kind of hurried care. Ariana watched him, her expression soft and knowing, her lips curved in a faint smile that left him breathless. 

    “Have I told you how much I adore you?” he asked, his voice low as he leaned down to kiss her again. 

    “Not enough,” she teased, though her breath hitched as his mouth moved to her neck. 

    Cullen took his time with her, though his heart was pounding in his chest. He kissed her slowly, reverently, tasting the skin of her throat, her shoulder, the hollow just beneath her ear where she shuddered at the touch. Ariana’s hands responded in kind, exploring every part of his body—sliding down his back, tracing old scars, anchoring him to her. 

    The room felt warmer now, the blanket forgotten, tangled around their legs as their bodies moved in perfect rhythm. Every touch was a question; every sigh, every moan, an answer. He memorized every part of her again, as though it was the first time, marveling at every sound she made, every way her body responded to him. 

    Cullen had spent much of his life holding himself back—guarding his emotions, his desires. But with her, he could drop his guard, he didn’t have to hold back. She unraveled him piece by piece, and he relished every moment of it. 

    As the night wore on, they found themselves tangled together beneath the sheets, the room still dim but filled with the sound of their breathing. Cullen fell onto his back, one arm curled around her shoulders as she moved to rest her head against his chest. Her fingers tracing lazy circles against his skin, her breathing soft and steady. 

    Cullen pressed a kiss to her hair, his lips lingering there as his heart slowed. How did I ever find this? he wondered. How did he—a man who has seen so much darkness—come to deserve something this pure, this good?

    Ariana shifted slightly, tilting her head to look up at him. “You seem quiet,” she said, her voice still heavy with sleep. “What are you thinking?”

    Cullen smiled faintly, brushing a strand of hair from her face. “That I love you,” he replied honestly. 

    Her lips curved, and she pressed a kiss to his chest before settling back down. “Good,” she said softly. “Because I love you too.” 

    Cullen closed his eyes, running his fingers through her hair absentmindedly as sleep pulled them both under. The world outside may still be chaos, but for now—for this moment—he had everything he needed. 

    And he would never take it for granted.

    ~~~

    Ariana woke to the soft light filtering through the windows, warming the room and illuminating the faint shadows of morning. Cullen’s hand rested against her shoulder, his fingers moving in slow, absentminded circles. She didn’t need to open her eyes to know he was awake; the tension in his touch was enough to give him away.

    “I can feel you thinking,” she murmured, her voice husky with sleep but tinged with affection. A faint, teasing smile tugged at her lips as she nestled closer to him.

    Cullen’s hand stilled briefly before resuming its gentle motion. “I’m sorry,” he whispered into her hair, his voice low and rough, carrying the weight of unspoken burdens. “It’s nothing. I shouldn’t—”

    “Stop,” Ariana interrupted, her fingers trailing lightly over his chest, her touch both reassuring and insistent. “You’re not a burden, Cullen. Talk to me.”

    For a moment, silence stretched between them, thick with everything left unsaid. Cullen’s breathing was steady, but she could feel the conflict in him—the way his heart beat just a little faster beneath her touch. When he finally spoke, his voice was strained, hesitant, as if each word pained him.

    “I can’t shake the feeling that I’m putting you in danger by being with you,” he admitted, his tone barely above a whisper. “Meredith… she’s focused on you, and I wonder if it would stop if…” He trailed off, unable to finish, the words lodging in his throat like a stone.

    Ariana’s chest tightened, the thought of him pulling away cutting deeper than she’d expected. Her fingers stilled against his skin before she shifted to look up at him, her hand gently tilting his face toward hers. His brow furrowed, the lines of worry etched deeply into his features.

    “I’m not afraid of Meredith,” she said firmly, her voice steady despite the turmoil beneath the surface. “And I won’t give you up that easily. Don’t even think about it.”

    His eyes searched hers, flickering with doubt and something softer—something more vulnerable. “You deserve better than this,” he said quietly, his voice tinged with guilt. “Better than being targeted, better than… me.”

    Ariana’s heart ached at the self-recrimination in his tone. Without hesitation, she leaned in, pressing her lips to his in a kiss that was both gentle and fierce, a silent declaration of everything she couldn’t put into words. Her hand slid to the back of his neck, holding him there as if to anchor them both.

    “You’re wrong,” she whispered against his lips, her voice breaking slightly. “You’re exactly who I need. I didn’t let a Blight take you from me; I’m certainly not letting Meredith do it.”

    Cullen exhaled shakily, his arms wrapping tightly around her as if trying to quiet his doubts. He pulled her close, their bodies entwined as they settled back into the pillows. The steady rhythm of his heartbeat beneath her ear was a fragile comfort, a reminder of what she was fighting to protect.

    But as she lay there, her head resting against his chest, her mind couldn’t help but wander to the truth she couldn’t say aloud: He’s right. Letting him go would be easier… for both of us. But I can’t.

    ~~~

    Ariana found herself grinning as she watched Cullen sip his coffee across the table. These mornings, rare as they were, had become her solace. She wished more than anything she could be candid with him. She wondered what it would be like to wake him up at dawn with her, share every part of her life with him, and take him down to the training area of the warehouse.

    Whenever they sparred together, she loved it. He was one of the few people who could genuinely challenge her. Her thoughts drifted further, wondering what her life could look like if he could be part of all of it. If they could retreat to the quiet of the Ranger manor outside Redcliffe. Would he even want to live that life? Away from the Order? Would it be enough for him?

    “Can I ask what you’re thinking about?” Cullen’s voice broke through her thoughts, drawing her attention back to the present.

    She chuckled softly, shaking her head. “How much I love you,” she admitted, her voice tender but tinged with longing.

    Before Cullen could respond, Isabel appeared in the doorway, “You’ve got a visitor,” she announced, her tone brisk but curious.

    Ariana and Cullen exchanged glances, their surprise mutual. “Who?” Ariana asked, rising from her seat.

    Isabel stepped aside, and Riley strode into the room, her fiery red hair catching the light. Ariana’s eyes widened, her breath catching for a moment before she bolted toward her, pulling Riley into a tight hug.

    “Riley,” she greeted, her voice steady despite the swirl of emotions. Relief, surprise, and mild panic danced in her chest.

    Riley stiffened briefly before hugging her back, a grin tugging at her lips. “Didn’t think I’d see you this happy to see me, Wol—” she caught herself, her voice dropping just before finishing the nickname. Riley’s sharp gaze flicked briefly to Cullen, assessing him.

    Ariana pulled back, her smile warm but laced with caution. “I wasn’t expecting you. What brings you to Kirkwall?”

    “Couldn’t stay away,” Riley replied, her tone casual but her eyes sharp. “Thought it was time I saw what kind of trouble you’ve gotten yourself into.”

    Ariana chuckled softly, though her stomach churned. “Sit,” she said, motioning toward the table. “Breakfast is better with company.” She gestured toward Cullen, who had been watching the exchange closely. “Riley, this is Knight-Captain Cullen.”

    Cullen stood, his movements deliberate as he extended a hand. “Pleasure to meet you.”

    Riley’s handshake was firm, her gaze unwavering. “So, you’re the Templar,” she said, her tone carrying a faint edge of amusement.

    Ariana’s cheeks burned as she shot Riley a warning look. “Riley…”

    “What? It’s true,” Riley said with a smirk, glancing back at Cullen. “This one dragged me all over Ferelden and Orlais after the Blight. She wouldn’t say much, but I knew she was looking for someone.”

    Cullen’s expression softened, though his wariness didn’t entirely fade. “And you figured it out?”

    Riley shrugged, her tone light but calculated. “Wasn’t hard. Our first stop was Lake Calenhad. Not much there except a Circle, so I figured it had to be a Templar. She never seemed the mage type.”

    Ariana groaned, burying her face in her hands. “Maker help me.”

    Cullen chuckled softly, his earlier tension easing just enough for Ariana to catch the faintest hint of amusement in his eyes. “You could have just told her.”

    “She’s stubborn,” Riley quipped, earning a sharp look from Ariana.

    “I take it you didn’t come all this way just to embarrass me,” Ariana said, her tone playful but firm as she tried to steer the conversation back on track.

    Riley chuckled, finally taking a seat. “Not entirely,” she admitted. “But it’s a benefit.”

    Cullen’s jaw tightened slightly as he met Riley’s gaze. “You’ve been through a lot together, from the sounds of it.”

    “You could say that,” Riley replied, her tone neutral but pointed. “She’s worth it, though.”

    Cullen didn’t respond immediately, but his posture relaxed slightly. “I don’t doubt that,” he said at last, his voice softening as his eyes flicked to Ariana.

    As breakfast continued, Ariana couldn’t help but notice the subtle shifts in Cullen’s demeanor. His posture was relaxed, but his eyes flicked to Riley often, as though trying to piece together her connection to Ariana. Ariana kept the conversation light, carefully steering away from anything that might raise more questions, though she felt the weight of his unspoken thoughts.

    When Cullen finally stood to leave, his gaze lingered on Ariana. “I’ll see you tonight?” he asked, his tone softer now.

    Ariana smiled, her heart squeezing at the question. “Of course.”

    The moment he was gone, Riley leaned back in her chair, her smirk returning. “Well, he’s not bad to look at.”

    Ariana rolled her eyes but couldn’t suppress her smile. “And you’re insufferable. Now, why are you really here?”

    Riley’s expression turned serious, her teasing facade dropping. “We’ve got a lot to talk about, Wolf.”

    ~~~

    The narrow streets of Hightown stretched before Cullen as he made his way back to the Gallows. The early morning light cast long shadows across the stone walls, and the rhythmic echo of his boots against the cobblestones did little to quiet the storm in his mind.

    He exhaled sharply, Riley’s words still ringing in his ears: She’s worth it, though.

    His jaw clenched as the implications of their conversation weighed heavily on him. Riley wasn’t just a friend. That much was clear. Her presence, her demeanor—everything about her hinted at something more, something calculated. It was in the way she moved, her careful choice of words, her sharp eyes that missed nothing. She wasn’t an ordinary traveler or a simple companion from Ariana’s past. No, Riley was trained, deliberate. She had the bearing of someone used to the weight of responsibility, someone who had seen battle. A Ranger, no doubt.

    The thought made Cullen’s chest tighten. Ariana had admitted to knowing the Rangers and even having friends among them. Still, her connection to them had always been a source of unease for him. His instinct was to distrust them—mercenaries who worked in shadows, answering to no one. Yet, as much as his Templar training demanded he view them as little more than opportunists, there was something about Riley that unsettled that belief.

    She’s worth it, though.

    That simple statement carried a weight Cullen hadn’t been prepared for. It wasn’t just loyalty—it was conviction. Riley believed in Ariana and cared for her deeply. That much was undeniable. And for the first time, Cullen wondered if he’d been too quick to judge the Rangers. If they had indeed been there for Ariana during the Blight, if they had protected her, then how could he dismiss them entirely?

    His thoughts shifted to Riley’s other comment: This one dragged me all over Ferelden and Orlais after the Blight. She wouldn’t say much, but I knew she was looking for someone.

    A surge of guilt swept through him. Ariana had been searching for him. She had endured the aftermath of the Blight and traveled dangerous roads, all in the hopes of finding him. And Riley had been with her through it all. Protecting her. Supporting her. Ensuring she wasn’t alone.

    That realization settled heavily in Cullen’s chest, though it brought with it an odd sense of relief. Ariana hadn’t been alone. She’d had people who cared for her and stood by her when he hadn’t been there. That didn’t erase the regret of not being by her side during those years, but it softened the edges of his guilt.

    Still, the question remained: Could he trust the Rangers? Could he trust Riley?

    Cullen’s brow furrowed as he rounded a corner, the Gallows now visible in the distance. His instincts told him to be cautious, to remain vigilant. But his heart… His heart clung to the image of Ariana safe, cared for, and alive. If the Rangers had been the ones to ensure that, then perhaps he could tolerate their presence, if only for her sake.

    Meredith’s scrutiny of Ariana loomed in his mind, a constant source of dread. He couldn’t always be there to protect her, not with Meredith’s watchful eyes narrowing on both of them. But Riley’s presence shifted something in his perspective. If the Rangers valued Ariana as much as Riley’s words suggested, perhaps he wasn’t alone in ensuring her safety. Perhaps they could protect her in the ways he couldn’t.

    His grip on his sword tightened as he crossed the bridge to the Gallows. The tension in his chest didn’t fully dissipate, but the weight of his fears felt slightly lighter. He would never fully trust the Rangers—he couldn’t, not with their secretive methods and loose allegiances. But knowing they cared for Ariana, that they might shield her from Meredith’s growing obsession, made accepting their presence in her life easier.

    So long as Ariana wasn’t working with them, he could accept her having friends among the Rangers. Knowing she had people who valued her, who would protect her as fiercely as he wanted to, eased some of his fears. It didn’t erase his distrust, but it made it bearable.

    And that, for now, was enough.

    ~~~

    “So…Riley…not that I don’t trust you, but…who’s in charge back home?” Ariana asked, her tone light but edged with genuine curiosity. Her fingers traced the rim of her tea cup as she studied her lieutenant.

    Riley leaned back in her chair, crossing her arms with an easy grin. “Don’t worry, I made sure everything back in Redcliffe is in good hands. The Vanguard have really stepped up since you’ve been gone.”

    Ariana raised an eyebrow, a smirk playing at her lips. “I see,” she said dryly. “So…you’re telling me I promoted a few people without even realizing it?”

    Riley laughed, her voice carrying its usual warmth. “In title only, Wolf. They were already doing the job, you just made it official. Besides, I told Isabel about it. Did she forget to mention it to you?”

    Ariana let out a laugh, shaking her head. “She probably thought it was an administrative issue that didn’t need my attention. And honestly, she’s probably right. It’s fine. So…who’s running the manor?”

    Riley straightened, her grin shifting into something more practical. “I left Malcolm in charge of the manor and the big-picture tactical plans. He’s got a good head for strategy, and the rest of the Vanguard, that aren’t here, are leading their own squads now.”

    “Malcolm?” Ariana repeated with a chuckle. “I hope he hasn’t started running drills in the dining room again. I’ll never forget the time we almost lost a chandelier.”

    Riley smirked, leaning forward conspiratorially. “Oh, you know him. Probably has the whole place running like a barracks by now. But it’s better than the alternative. And hey, it’ll toughen up any new recruits. Speaking of… we’re helping Templars defect now?” the confusion on Riley’s face evident

    Ariana realized that she really hadn’t sent word ahead “Well, that’s part of what we need to talk about. Things in Kirkwall aren’t good, Riley. But we’ll get into it more later. I think I need help explaining the full extent of what we’re up against.”

    “Alright, Wolf. You know I trust you but… this is dangerous territory…” Riley said knowing she was stating the obvious. “Speaking of dangerous… You want to tell me how in the blazes you almost got yourself killed?”

    Ariana winced. She’d expected this. If anything, she was only surprised Riley hadn’t arrived sooner. “I… horde of rampaging Qunari?” Her answer sounded more like a question, and she knew it wouldn’t satisfy Riley.

    Riley’s expression hardened, her voice like a blade. “Rampaging Qunari? And where exactly were they rampaging?”

    “The docks,” Ariana admitted with a sigh. “Cullen’s position was about to fall, and then the Qunari would’ve taken the city, so… I had to do something.”

    Riley shook her head, frustration and guilt etched into her features. “You almost died saving Cullen? Is that the short version?”

    Ariana buried her face in her hands, unable to withstand Riley’s glare.

    “You can’t keep doing this, Wolf,” Riley said, her tone softer but no less serious. “One day, you’re going to run out of luck, and I’m not ready to lose you.”

    Ariana looked up, offering a sheepish smile. “I thought you’d be impressed with my strategy.”

    Riley huffed, leaning back in her chair. “This conversation isn’t over.”

    The tension eased, and Riley’s grin softened, replaced by a look of determination. “Lay it on me. What’s going on?”

    Ariana hesitated for a moment, glancing toward the door as if ensuring no one could overhear. Then she began to speak, her voice low but steady. She explained everything—the challenges in Kirkwall, Meredith’s interference, Michael’s unexpected arrival, and the growing strain of their operation. Riley listened intently, her sharp green eyes never leaving Ariana’s face.

    When Ariana finished, Riley sat back, her expression unreadable for a moment before she let out a low whistle. “Well,” she said, cracking a grin, “looks like I got here just in time. You’ve really gotten yourself in deep this time, huh?”

    Ariana gave her a pointed look but couldn’t help the small smile tugging at her lips. “You could say that.”

    “Good thing I like a challenge,” Riley said, clapping her hands together. “Alright, Wolf. Let’s get to work.”

    “Alright then,” Ariana said, glancing at Riley with a knowing smirk. “So…do you want a day off, or are you ready to get to work?”

    Riley scoffed, crossing her arms. “What, you think I’ve gone soft since you left?”

    Ariana laughed, shaking her head. “Of course not. Just making sure. You’re going to find Kirkwall is a dangerous place.” She gestured toward her room. “Let me get dressed, then. There are some people I want you to meet.”

    ~~~

    A short while later, they headed to the Hanged Man. Ariana wanted Riley to meet Varric and Hawke. As they entered the bustling tavern, Ariana gave Corff a knowing look. Without needing to ask, he nodded toward Varric’s suite. She motioned for him to bring up a bottle of wine, which he acknowledged with a nod before she and Riley made their way upstairs.

    Peeking into Varric’s suite, Ariana was pleased to find exactly the two people she needed. Varric and Hawke were lounging at the table, a pair of half-empty glasses between them, mid-conversation. The atmosphere was relaxed, but the sharpness in Hawke’s eyes betrayed that their conversation had likely been more serious moments before.

    “Do either of you ever get any work done?” Ariana teased, stepping inside with a grin. “I’ve yet to walk in here without finding you both sitting around.”

    Varric looked up first, his grin widening. “Ah, pup,” he said, raising his glass in mock toast. “What can I say? It’s hard work keeping the city in one piece.”

    Hawke leaned back in her chair, smirking. “We make it look easy.”

    Varric’s eyes shifted to Riley, his curiosity evident. “Who’s your friend?”

    Ariana closed the door behind her and turned to face them, gesturing for Riley to take a seat at the table. “This,” she smirked, “is First Lieutenant Riley of the Silver Rangers.”

    Riley raised an eyebrow, looking at Ariana. “Wait, I’m getting promoted?”

    Ariana gave her a sly smile. “Well, you promoted everyone else while I was gone, so…it’s in title only. You were already doing the job.”

    Hawke chuckled softly, her eyes glinting with amusement. “So this is the infamous lieutenant?”

    “You’ve heard of me?” Riley asked, tilting her head with mock suspicion.

    “Of course,” Varric chimed in, leaning back in his chair. “Who do you think got all the communication and shipments set up?”

    “So you did all the heavy lifting?” Riley quipped, raising an eyebrow, her tone dry but playful.

    Varric’s grin didn’t waver. “Well, I delegated. Besides, someone has to keep an eye on the Champion. She’s a magnet for trouble.”

    Hawke shrugged, her smirk widening. “What can I say? Trouble finds me.”

    Riley leaned forward, her arms resting on the table as she glanced between the two. “Seems like you two keep things lively.”

    “You have no idea,” Ariana muttered, though her tone was fond.

    Varric raised his glass with a grin. “Well, welcome to Kirkwall, Lieutenant. Hope you like chaos.”

    Riley smirked. “I’m starting to see what you’ve been dealing with, Wolf.” She paused, turning to look at Varric. “I take care of this one. I specialize in chaos.”

    Ariana snorted, lifting her glass. “To chaos,” she replied dryly, earning laughter from the others.

    Hawke tilted her glass toward Riley. “If you’re sticking around, I hope you’ve got thick skin. You’ll need it between the mages, the Templars, and Varric’s endless storytelling.”

    Riley raised an eyebrow at Varric. “Endless storytelling? That sounds dangerous.”

    “Only if you’re on the wrong side of it,” Varric replied with a wink. “Don’t worry, Lieutenant. I’m sure you’ll give me plenty of material.”

    Ariana groaned, covering her face with one hand. “Maker, please don’t encourage him.”

    “Too late,” Varric chirped, leaning back in his chair. “I can already see the chapter titles: The Wolf and Her Pack.

    Riley laughed, her eyes glinting. “That doesn’t sound half bad. Just make sure I get to approve my parts.”

    Varric raised his glass again. “You’ve got yourself a deal.”

    The room filled with the warm hum of conversation and laughter, the tension of Kirkwall momentarily forgotten. For Ariana, it was a brief but precious reprieve—proof that even in the shadows, there was light.

    ~~~

    Riley woke to the faint hum of the Hanged Man coming to life downstairs. The muffled voices of early patrons and the clatter of mugs told her it was just another day in Kirkwall’s liveliest tavern. She stretched, noting how the modest but functional room had its own charm. “Ariana’s old room,” she murmured, a faint smirk tugging at her lips. “Not bad, Wolf. Not bad.”

    Moments later, Ariana arrived, stepping into the room with a teasing grin. “Well? Have you settled in, or do you need more sleep?”

    Riley snorted, standing and stretching her arms over her head. “Please, Wolf. This is like waking to the sounds of fresh recruits pretending to train.”

    Ariana rolled her eyes but chuckled. “Come on, I’ve got a full day planned for you.”

    The morning sun illuminated the bustling streets of Lowtown. The market was alive with the scents of fresh bread, spices, and the unmistakable hum of Kirkwall’s chaos. Riley inhaled deeply, the corner of her mouth twitching as her gaze flicked around the crowd.

    “Wolf,” she murmured, her tone casual. “You know you’ve got a shadow, right?”

    Ariana didn’t break her stride, her voice equally casual. “Noticed them a block ago. Subtle, aren’t they?”

    Riley smirked, her eyes catching a glimpse of their followers in a reflective window. “If by ‘subtle’ you mean stomping around like mabari in full plate, then sure.”

    Ariana’s lips twitched with amusement. “Templars. New recruits, I’d wager.”

    “Should we invite them to join us?” Riley asked, her voice dripping with mock sincerity. “Maybe give them pointers on how not to stand out?”

    Ariana chuckled softly. “Let’s make them work for it first.”

    They wove through the market, stopping occasionally to inspect stalls. Riley made a show of scrutinizing an apple, biting into it with exaggerated deliberation. “Think they’re hoping for a grand revelation? Maybe we’ll lead them to a secret Ranger hideout?”

    “Let’s disappoint them,” Ariana replied, pretending to study a bolt of fabric. “I could spend hours haggling over linen if it’d bore them enough to leave.”

    “They’re persistent, I’ll give them that,” Riley muttered as they slipped into another alley. “Want to lose them properly or keep playing?”

    Ariana sighed, exchanging a glance with Riley. “Alright. Let’s head back to the estate.”

    “Strategic retreat?” Riley raised an eyebrow.

    “Something like that,” Ariana replied with a smirk.

    Back at the estate, Riley leaned casually against the wall, her arms crossed. “Alright, Wolf. Spill. Why are we being tailed by Templars? This Cullen’s idea of keeping tabs on you?”

    Ariana shook her head, her expression turning serious. “No, he would’ve told me. This is Meredith. The Knight-Commander doesn’t appreciate my ‘distracting’ her Knight-Captain.”

    Riley’s eyebrows shot up, a wry grin forming. “Wait. You’re telling me the Knight-Commander is sending rookies to skulk around because you’re seeing her golden boy? That’s petty even for Templars.”

    Ariana sighed, running a hand through her hair. “It’s more than that. Meredith doesn’t trust me. She’s been watching me for months. I think she sustpects I’m not an average noble.”

    Riley’s grin faded, her expression darkening. “So, she knows something?”

    “Probably nothing,” Ariana replied, her tone steady. “But she’s hoping to find something. She’s playing a game of intimidation, hoping I’ll slip.”

    Riley’s fists clenched at her sides. “And what if she does find something? Wolf, this isn’t just her watching you—it’s her setting up for a kill.”

    “I know,” Ariana admitted, her voice barely above a whisper. “But she’s watching Ariana Trevelyan, not the White Wolf. She thinks I’m just some noblewoman meddling where I don’t belong.”

    Riley scoffed. “She’s not wrong about you meddling.”

    Ariana shot her a look, but Riley wasn’t done. “If Meredith’s already circling, we need to be ready. We can’t afford to get sloppy.”

    Ariana nodded, her resolve firming. “We won’t. But for now, we keep the Rangers in the shadows. Meredith can’t know.”

    Riley pushed off the wall, her jaw tight. “Fine. But if she crosses the line, Wolf, you know I’m not the type to sit back and watch.”

    Ariana smirked faintly, her eyes hard. “And that’s why I trust you.”

    The two women locked eyes, a silent understanding passing between them.

    “Let’s plan,” Ariana said finally, her voice steady.

    Riley’s grin returned, sharp and confident. “Lead the way, Wolf. Let’s show her what shadows can do.”

    ~~~

    Ariana wandered through Hightown’s bustling market, her steps deliberate but unhurried. The air was thick with the mingling scents of polished steel from the blacksmith’s stall, parchment, and leather. Her thoughts, however, were elsewhere—lingering on the ever-present shadows of Templars that seemed to trail her steps in Lowtown.

    Funny how they never followed her into the Hanged Man. Even they knew better than to stir trouble under Varric’s watchful eye. But this—this—being tailed openly, was new. It left an itch of frustration she couldn’t quite shake.

    Her musings were interrupted by the sharp, clipped tone of a voice she recognized instantly.

    “Lady Trevelyan,” came the sharp, commanding voice that sliced through her musings.

    Ariana turned, her heart sinking slightly, but her expression was calm. Meredith stood a few paces away, flanked by two Templars. Her presence was as oppressive as ever, and the bustling crowd instinctively gave them space.

    Ariana’s fingers brushed against her side, where the familiar weight of her dagger usually rested. She wasn’t afraid—she’d faced worse than Meredith before—but she knew better than to show anything but calm. The trick with people like Meredith wasn’t strength; it was knowing when to push and when to let the storm blow over.

    “Knight-Commander,” Ariana greeted, her tone icy but polite. “To what do I owe the pleasure?”

    Meredith’s eyes narrowed. “Your recent travels to Starkhaven have raised questions. Curious, how your visit coincided with certain… disruptions.”

    Ariana tilted her head, a faint smile tugging at her lips. “Disruptions?” she echoed, her voice laced with feigned innocence. “You’ll have to be more specific. I’d hate to misunderstand your… insinuations.”

    Meredith’s hand twitched near the hilt of her sword, her patience visibly thinning. “Do not play games with me, Lady Trevelyan. Why were you in Starkhaven?”

    Before Ariana could respond, a familiar voice cut through the tension, laced with its usual sarcasm.

    “Well, well. Is this how Kirkwall handles its noble disputes these days? Public interrogations in the marketplace?”

    Hawke emerged from the crowd, her trademark lopsided grin firmly in place. She crossed her arms lazily, her sharp eyes flicking between Meredith and Ariana with practiced ease.

    “This doesn’t concern you, Champion,” Meredith snapped, her tone icy.

    “Oh, I beg to differ,” Hawke drawled, tilting her head. “See, I was just about to haggle over some essential expedition supplies. But it’s hard to focus on business with all this… tension.” She waved a hand dramatically at the gathered onlookers.

    Ariana bit back a laugh, grateful for the intervention.

    “Stay out of this,” Meredith warned, her voice sharp as steel.

    Hawke’s grin only widened. “Now, where’s the fun in that? You know me, Knight-Commander. I can’t resist poking my nose where it doesn’t belong. And besides, what’s poor Lady Trevelyan done to earn such scrutiny? Misplace your tea set? Borrow the Knight-Captain’s cloak and forget to return it?”

    Ariana coughed, covering her smile with a hand.

    “This is not a laughing matter,” Meredith hissed, her jaw tightening.

    “Neither is attempting to detain a noble in broad daylight without cause,” Hawke shot back, her tone light but edged with steel. “Unless you plan to formally charge her? In that case, might I suggest involving Guard-Captain Aveline? She loves handling these… delicate situations.”

    At that precise moment, Aveline’s unmistakable voice rang out from behind them, her tone carrying its usual mix of authority and mild exasperation.

    “What now?” Aveline strode toward the group, her armor catching the sunlight. She fixed Hawke with a pointed look before shifting her gaze to Meredith. “Knight-Commander. Is there a reason you’re questioning a noblewoman in the middle of Hightown? Because unless Lady Trevelyan is a mage, this seems more a matter for the City Guard.”

    Meredith’s lips pressed into a thin line, her posture stiffening. “I have reason to believe Lady Trevelyan’s recent travels are tied to matters of great importance.”

    “Then,” Aveline interrupted, her tone crisp, “I suggest submitting a formal request to the City Guard. We’ll handle it from there.” She crossed her arms, her gaze unwavering. “After all, we wouldn’t want to overstep jurisdiction, would we?”

    Hawke smirked, her voice light but pointed. “See? What did I tell you? Aveline’s got this all under control. If you’ll excuse us, we have some very important shopping to finish.”

    Meredith’s glare could have cut stone, but after a tense pause, she stepped back. “This isn’t over,” she said coldly, turning sharply on her heel. Her Templars followed without a word.

    As the crowd began to disperse, Aveline sighed, rubbing her temples. “I don’t know how I let you drag me into these things, Hawke.”

    Hawke smirked, and before she could respond, Aveline added dryly, “One day, Hawke, I’ll bill you for the extra paperwork you cause. Maker knows I’ve earned it.”

    “You love it,” Hawke replied breezily, clapping a hand on Aveline’s shoulder. “Keeps life interesting.”

    Ariana laughed softly, her shoulders relaxing. “Thank you, Aveline. That could’ve gone worse.”

    Aveline shot her a look. “You’re lucky she didn’t escalate. You’ve got too many eyes on you, Trevelyan. Be careful.”

    “I will,” Ariana promised.

    Hawke grinned, looping her arm through Ariana’s. “Come on, Ari. Let’s leave Aveline to her very important duties. We’ve got shopping and drinks to attend to.”

    “And trouble to avoid,” Aveline muttered, shaking her head as she turned to leave.

    “Trouble?” Hawke called after her, her grin widening. “Aveline, I am trouble.”

    Ariana laughed, slipping her arm through Hawke’s. “And I’m clearly your accomplice. Trouble just seems to follow us.”

    “And yet I still let you in my office,” Aveline replied dryly over her shoulder, disappearing into the crowd.

    Ariana shook her head, a genuine smile tugging at her lips. “Well, that was eventful.”

    “Welcome to the new Kirkwall,” Hawke quipped. “Now, drinks?”

    “Drinks,” Ariana agreed, the tension of the encounter finally beginning to lift as they made their way down the bustling street

    ~~~

    Hawke and Ariana eventually made their way down to the Hanged Man. The day’s events merited a conversation with Riley and Varric.

    As expected, they found both Riley and Varric in Varric’s suite. Riley was sharpening her sword while Varric lounged with a glass of wine, Bianca resting on the table.

    “Well, we just had quite the interesting afternoon in Hightown,” Hawke quipped as she and Ariana walked in, closing the door behind them. “Honestly, probably the most excitement Hightown has seen since the Qunari…”

    Ariana flinched at the phrase, raising an eyebrow. “Really?” she asked, her tone dry.

    “Too soon?” Hawke smirked.

    “Maybe,” Ariana replied, shrugging. “Although I suppose we’re in this mess since the Viscount was killed by the Arishok…”

    Riley and Varric exchanged confused glances. “What’s going on, Pup?” Varric asked, his tone shifting to something more serious.

    Hawke and Ariana took turns explaining their encounter with Meredith. Varric’s expression darkened as the story unfolded while Riley’s brows knitted together in a deep frown.

    “If I do this again, I’m going to need a better cover, Varric,” Ariana finally said, her tone wry. “As in actual business I can point to.”

    “Not good, Wolf. This related to your shadow, I’m guessing?” Riley asked, crossing her arms.

    “Shadow?” Hawke repeated, looking between the two women. “Do I want to know?”

    “Oh, yes,” Ariana replied, her lips curving into a faint smirk.

    “Templars have been following me lately. Shadow seems like a strong word since they really aren’t very good at the whole scouting thing.”

    Before anyone could respond, the door opened, and Cullen and Michael stepped into the suite. Cullen rushed to Ariana’s side, crouching beside her chair, his eyes scanning her as though expecting to find her injured.

    “What happened?” Michael asked, his tone urgent.

    “You know… it really would have been helpful if you had gotten here earlier,” Hawke teased, leaning back in her chair. “We just explained everything.”

    Cullen ignored the banter, his hazel eyes fixed on Ariana. “Ari, are you alright?” he asked softly, his voice laced with worry.

    Ariana offered him a reassuring smile, her hand brushing his cheek. “Cullen, I’m fine. Nothing happened. Hawke was there, and Guard-Captain Aveline stepped in.” She kissed his cheek lightly, motioning for him and Michael to take a seat. Reluctantly, Cullen rose and settled in the chair closest to hers, though his tension was still palpable.

    “It appears,” Ariana began with a soft sigh, “that Templars have been following me recently. Do you know why?” Her gaze turned to Cullen, her tone steady but questioning.

    Cullen took a deep breath, pinching the bridge of his nose. “I didn’t think she’d resort to this,” he murmured, though his voice was loud enough for everyone to hear.

    “What are you talking about, Cullen?” Michael’s voice was sharper now, his concern evident.

    “Meredith,” Cullen replied, his frustration spilling into his tone.

    “She asked me to bring Ariana in for questioning concerning the intercepted mage transport.” He exhaled sharply, his jaw tightening. “I thought… it was settled.”

    Varric let out a low whistle, setting his wine glass down. “Settled? With Meredith? Come on, Curly, you know she doesn’t let things go. Especially not when it comes to… well, anyone with a spine.”

    “She’s watching you, Ariana,” Riley added, her tone grim. “And now she’s making sure you know it.”

    Cullen’s head dropped into his hands, his voice muffled. “This isn’t how it should be. Ari, this is my fault. If it weren’t for me…”

    “No,” Ariana interrupted firmly, placing a hand on his arm. “This isn’t your fault, Cullen. And letting Meredith think she can intimidate me into…” She paused, not wanting to voice the thought out loud. “It’s not a solution.”

    “It might not be a solution, but…” Michael began hesitantly, though his words trailed off at Ariana’s sharp look.

    Hawke, leaning forward now, crossed her arms. “It’s not going to change anything at this point. Meredith’s already got her sights on you. Giving her an inch isn’t going to make her back off.”

    Riley nodded. “Hawke’s right. We need to keep our eyes open. She’s not going to stop unless we give her a reason to.”

    “I’ll reach out to my network,” Varric added, his voice more serious than usual. “See what I can dig up. There’s got to be something we can use to take the heat off.”

    The room fell into a contemplative silence for a moment before Cullen stood, his expression still troubled. “I’ll walk you home,” he said quietly, looking at Ariana.

    Michael stood as well, his expression resolute. “I’m coming too.”
    Ariana shook her head, her tone light despite the heaviness of the discussion. “That’s not necessary, Cullen. I—”

    “It wasn’t a question,” Cullen cut her off, his gaze steady. Despite the tension, Ariana couldn’t help but smile faintly, finding his protectiveness endearing.

    “You all know I live three doors down from Ariana; I could just walk back with her,” Hawke teased, raising her glass with a smirk. “If you’ll just wait until I finish my wine, at least.”

    Cullen and Michael shot her a sharp look that made it clear they were going. Hawke put her hands up in mock surrender. “Well, a Templar escort it is then.”

    Ariana sighed heavily. “Would you both sit down?” her tone more commanding than she intended.

    Cullen glanced at Michael, his jaw tightening as if reluctant to back down. Michael, for his part, mirrored the same resolve, though his hands clenched into fists at his sides. When they both sat, it was with the air of soldiers reluctantly obeying orders—not from a commanding officer, but from someone they couldn’t bear to argue with.

    Ariana knew Cullen was this worried. And if she were honest, she didn’t mind it all that much. She appreciated how much he cared. On the other hand, she found Michael’s protectiveness endearing and somewhat unexpected. While she still disliked the circumstances under which Michael ended up in Kirkwall, she was somewhat thankful for them. For once in her life, she had a relationship with at least one of her siblings. Something that felt strange and yet… comforting.

    She could feel the weight of their concern pressing against her like armor too heavy to bear. She loved them both for it, but there was a bitter edge to their protectiveness. Cullen and Michael, for all their strength and resolve, were bound by Meredith’s leash. Hawke and Riley, however, were free—untouchable in ways neither Templar could afford to be.

    “While I appreciate how much you both care, if our concern is that Meredith will try again to arrest me, it would be best if Hawke and Riley walked with me.” Ariana said calmly, “Neither of you can afford to openly defy Meredith. If you do, we will all be in more trouble.”

    “I…” Cullen hesitated for a moment, visibly frustrated. “You’re right. Maker… I hate it, but you’re right.”

    His fists clenched briefly before he exhaled, his gaze softening as it settled on her. “I just don’t want to feel powerless again, Ari. Not when it comes to you.”

    Ariana placed a hand over his to reassure him, pressing a kiss to his cheek. She lingered for a moment, her hand brushing against his. “You’re not powerless, Cullen. You’re doing more than you realize just by being here.” Her voice softened, her gaze steady as she spoke. “And when the time comes, I know you’ll do what’s right.”

    Cullen’s gaze held hers for a beat longer before he nodded, some of the tension in his shoulders easing. Ariana gently squeezed his hand before straightening and turning back to the others.

    “Alright, you two,” she said, her tone lighter now, though the weight of the conversation still lingered. “How about you grab a drink and let us all have one peaceful night? We’ve earned it.”
    Michael arched an eyebrow but didn’t argue, settling back in his chair. Cullen hesitated momentarily before rising and moving toward the small bar in the corner of the suite, his steps less heavy than before.

    “I’ll get the first round,” Cullen said over his shoulder, his voice carrying a touch of warmth.

    Varric raised his glass, his grin returning. “Now you’re getting the hang of it, Curly.”

    Ariana chuckled softly, settling back in her seat as the conversation shifted to lighter topics. The air in the room lightened, and for a while, the burdens they carried seemed just a little further away. They stayed like that for hours—talking, laughing, and letting the shadows of Kirkwall fade into the background, if only for a little while.

  • Chapter 40 – Fractures beneath the surface

    3 – 7 Justinian 9:34

    The soft light of dawn crept into the room, spilling over the tangled sheets and casting a golden glow across the walls. Ariana sat up slowly, the heaviness of the night still lingering in her chest. She glanced toward Cullen, who was already awake, propped on one elbow, watching her with a mix of tenderness and reluctance. His hair was tousled, his face softened by the faint traces of exhaustion from a night spent talking about everything they rarely dared to speak aloud.

    “You don’t have to go yet,” he murmured, his voice rough with the weight of the morning. He reached for her, his fingers brushing lightly against her arm. “Stay a little longer.”

    Ariana smiled faintly, the corner of her mouth quirking upward. “If I stay, I’ll never leave,” she said, her tone warm but laced with an undercurrent of truth.

    “I wouldn’t mind that, we still have plenty of time,” Cullen replied, the teasing edge in his voice unable to mask the deeper emotion behind it.

    She laughed softly, the sound breaking through the heaviness like sunlight piercing a cloud. “You’re impossible,” she said, leaning down to kiss him. It was slow and deliberate, a moment she wanted to stretch forever.

    When she pulled away, his hand lingered on her wrist, his grip gentle but firm. “Be careful,” he said, his hazel eyes locking onto hers. The words were simple, but the weight behind them was anything but.

    Ariana nodded, pulling herself out of bed and crossing the room to gather her travel clothes. She donned the modest tunic and pants laid out from the previous evening, securing her boots with deft fingers. Finally, she threw on a dark blue cloak, its hood resting against her shoulders.

    As Ariana pulled her cloak around her shoulders, she glanced back at Cullen, his hair tousled, his expression soft in the morning light. A part of her yearned to stay, to let herself slip fully into the life they’d begun to build together. But another part, the part that burned fiercely beneath her calm exterior, couldn’t let go of the White Wolf. She didn’t want to. That part of her wasn’t just a duty—it was her freedom, her power, her purpose.

    The thought tugged at her like a half-forgotten melody, familiar and insistent. She loved Cullen deeply, but the quiet life he offered was only half of who she was. The other half lived in the shadows, where the White Wolf’s name still carried weight. She couldn’t give that up—not yet.

    Her smile wavered as she met his eyes, but she quickly steadied herself. This is who I am, she reminded herself. Both halves. He just doesn’t see all of me yet.

    She turned to face him, her smile soft but resolute. “I’ll be back in a few days,” she said lightly, though the ease in her tone felt like a lie even to her own ears.

    Cullen sat up fully, leaning against the headboard, his gaze following her every movement. “Promise me,” he said, his voice quieter now, “that you’ll take care of yourself. I need you to come back in one piece, Ari.”

    Her heart twisted at the way he said her name, at the vulnerability in his tone that he so rarely showed. She crossed the room in two steps, pressing a hand to his cheek and brushing a kiss against his temple. “I promise,” she whispered.

    When Ariana stepped closer to kiss his temple, Cullen caught her wrist before she could pull away, his grip gentle but firm. His thumb brushed over her pulse, lingering as though memorizing the beat. “I mean it, Ari,” he said, his voice barely above a whisper. “Take care of yourself.”

    She felt the slight tremor in his hand and met his gaze, her heart clenching at the unspoken fears reflected there. He didn’t ask where she was going or what dangers lay ahead; he never did. But the questions were in his eyes, the ones he didn’t want to voice because he feared the answers.

    “I will,” she whispered, covering his hand with hers. For a moment, they stayed like that, suspended in the quiet. Then, as if reminding himself, Cullen let her go, his hand falling back to his side reluctantly.

    She turned and stepped out the door, the weight of the moment pressing against her chest. By the time she reached the stairwell, her mask was firmly in place, but her heart still ached with the truth she couldn’t bring herself to tell him.

    The White Wolf had a mission, and the world outside demanded her focus, no matter what she left behind.

    ~~~

    They reached the mage transport by nightfall, the darkened sky shrouding their approach. Ariana crouched low among the trees, her dark blue cloak blending with the shadows as she surveyed the camp. A small fire crackled in the center, its light casting flickering silhouettes of armored figures. Ten Templars. Two chained mages. It was all as expected.

    Ariana’s breath caught as her gaze fell on the mages. They sat huddled together, their chains glinting in the firelight, their youth unmistakable. It wasn’t the Circle she resented—not entirely—but the inevitability of what awaited them in Kirkwall. Meredith’s shadow loomed too large, her paranoia suffocating. These mages wouldn’t find guidance or stability there; they’d find fear, and fear bred desperation.

    She adjusted her gloves, the leather creaking softly as she pulled them tighter. Her gaze swept the camp again, noting the positions of the guards, the patterns of their movements. Years of training had taught her to notice the smallest details—the way one Templar seemed to linger too long near the fire, the slight hesitation in another’s stride. These were not hardened warriors; they were soldiers following orders.

    Krieger’s voice echoed in her mind, sharp and commanding: “I can count on one hand the number who see the field the way you do”

    Valentina crouched beside her, whispering the latest report. “Keys are with the Knight-Lieutenant. The usual setup—two on patrol, the rest rotating in shifts. Mages are chained but calm. No sign of resistance.”

    Ariana nodded, her eyes never leaving the camp. “We wait until they’re asleep,” she said quietly. “We take the mages first. Disable the Templars—no killing.” Her voice was firm, leaving no room for argument.

    Valentina raised an eyebrow. “And if they fight back, Wolf?”

    “Disarm them, you’re good at that.” Ariana replied, her tone clipped. “Most are just doing their jobs. They’re not bandits or slavers. They don’t deserve to die for this.”

    The plan unfolded smoothly. By the time the first Templar stirred, the mages were already being escorted to safety, their chains unlocked with barely a whisper of sound. The Rangers moved like shadows, disabling their opponents with practiced precision. A quick strike to the back of the knee, a twist of an arm, and the Templars fell one by one without drawing their weapons.

    The Knight-Lieutenant’s eyes locked onto her, his sword half-raised. “The White Wolf,” he murmured, the disbelief in his voice giving way to guarded curiosity. Ariana tensed, her hand hovering near her dagger. Her heart pounded, her mind racing through contingencies. But then he lowered his weapon, the weight of his choice evident. “I’ve heard of you,” he said, his voice softer now. “You protect them.”

    Ariana’s daggers gleamed in the firelight as she stepped forward, her posture calm but commanding. “Who’s asking?,” she questioned, her tone even.

    For a moment, he hesitated, his grip on his sword faltering. Then, slowly, he lowered his weapon.

    “I’ve heard about you,” he said quietly. “They say you protect mages. That you’re… different.”

    Ariana’s expression didn’t change, but his words struck a chord. “If you know who I am, then you know this doesn’t have to end in bloodshed,” she said. “Help me get them to safety.”

    The Knight-Lieutenant’s shoulders sagged, and he nodded reluctantly. “Very well,” he said. “Meredith’s orders… they don’t sit right with me anymore.”

    Once the mages were safely escorted to the tree line, the Knight-Lieutenant and a younger Templar approached Ariana cautiously. Their weapons were sheathed, their hands raised in a gesture of peace, but their faces bore the weight of something much heavier: shame.

    “We want to help,” one of them said, his voice steady but quiet, as though he wasn’t quite sure the words were his to say.

    Ariana turned to face them fully, her cloak shifted lightly with the breeze, and the firelight from the camp cast long shadows across her face. Her gaze flicked between them, warm but piercing. “What?” she asked, her tone even but laced with suspicion. “Why now?”

    The Knight-Lieutenant stepped forward, his jaw set but his eyes conflicted. “Because we can’t keep pretending this is right,” he said, his voice hoarse. “We joined to protect people, not to shackle them, not to drag them to their deaths because of some Knight-Commander’s paranoia.” He gestured toward the camp, and his voice grew quieter. “This isn’t what the Order was meant to be.”

    Ariana studied him, her expression unreadable, before her gaze shifted to the younger Templar. He couldn’t have been much older than her. His hands trembled faintly at his sides, though he tried to hide it.

    “And you?” Ariana asked sharply. “Do you believe this, or are you just following him?” Her eyes darted toward the older Templar, and there was no warmth in her tone. “Because if you hesitate for even a second, you’ll be putting my people at risk.”

    The younger man’s throat worked as he swallowed, his voice soft but resolute when he spoke. “I believed in the Order,” he said, his words tumbling out. “I still want to. I thought we were doing good. I thought we were protecting people, keeping them safe. But… it’s not true anymore. Not here. Not under Meredith.” He shook his head, his voice cracking. “It’s not right. And I can’t be part of it.”

    Ariana observed them both for a moment. It was evident that this was a decision they had just made. Not a plan. “And what will you do after this?” she asked, her tone still sharp. “Desert the Order? Become fugitives? A Templar once told me it’s not that easy to leave the Order.”

    The Knight-Lieutenant’s shoulders sagged slightly, the weight of her words pressing down on him. “We don’t know,” he admitted. “But we can’t go back. Not after this. We’ll be hanged, we know that.”

    Ariana felt a wave of something she couldn’t quite name—empathy, perhaps, though it was intertwined with bitterness. She understood what it was to walk away from something that had once defined you. To abandon everything you’d been taught to believe in and carve out a new path, not because it was easy but because it was the only thing you could live with.

    For a long moment, she said nothing, her eyes scanning their faces. There was fear there, yes, but also something stronger. Resolve. She exhaled slowly, the tension in her chest easing just slightly.

    “You’re right about one thing,” she said at last. “You can’t go back. And if you stay here, if you stay in Kirkwall, Meredith will destroy you. But if you’re serious—if you’re ready to fight for something better—you have a place among the Silver Rangers.”

    The younger Templar’s eyes widened slightly, and he exchanged a quick glance with the older man. “The Rangers?” he asked hesitantly. “You mean… you’d take us?”

    “We protect people,” Ariana said simply. “Mages, innocents, anyone who needs it. If you’re willing to put your past behind you and fight for something better, we’ll take you.” She folded her arms, her eyes narrowing slightly. “But don’t mistake this for a reprieve. If you betray us, if you endanger the people we protect, there will be no second chances.”

    The older Templar nodded slowly, his expression grim but resolute. “We won’t betray you,” he said. “We wouldn’t be here if we weren’t ready to stand against her.”

    The younger Templar hesitated for a moment, then spoke, his voice quieter. “And… the lyrium?” he asked, the question clearly weighing on him. “If we can’t go back, we… we can’t function without it. Not for long.”

    Ariana nodded, her voice firm. “We’ll provide it. But know this: we don’t fight for coin or power. If you join the Rangers, you fight for the people who can’t fight for themselves. You fight to make things right.” She met their gazes steadily. “If that’s not something you can believe in, then walk away now.”

    The younger Templar’s shoulders straightened, and for the first time, there was a glimmer of hope in his eyes. “We’ll fight,” he said, his voice steady. “We’ll fight for something better.”

    The older man nodded in agreement, his voice low but sincere. “Thank you,” he said quietly. “For giving us a chance.”

    Ariana’s lips curved into a faint smile, though it didn’t quite reach her eyes. “Don’t thank me yet,” she said. “You’re in for a long road. When this is done, head to Redcliffe. I’ll send word ahead. There’s a place for you there.”

    The Templars exchanged a glance, then nodded in unison. As they turned to join the others, the older man hesitated. His hand lingered on the hilt of his sword, not in hostility but in thought. Finally, he turned back to Ariana, his expression shadowed with something deeper than regret.

    “There’s something you need to know,” he said, his voice low but steady. The other Templar paused mid-step, glancing between him and Ariana with wide eyes. “Consider it proof of our intentions… and a warning.”

    Ariana tilted her head, studying him with narrowed eyes. “Go on,” she said, her tone cautious.

    The Knight-Lieutenant’s shoulders straightened, the remnants of his former discipline still evident in his stance. “There’s a group,” he began, choosing his words carefully. “Templars and mages, working together. In secret.”

    Ariana’s heart skipped a beat, though she kept her expression neutral. “For what purpose?” she asked, her voice carefully measured.

    “To overthrow Meredith,” he said simply. “They believe the Gallows needs to return to what it was meant to be—a place of protection, not oppression. The mages want to remain in a Circle, but one that isn’t ruled by fear. And the Templars… we’ve seen what she’s become. What she’s turned us into.”

    “You’re telling me there’s a resistance within the Gallows?” Ariana’s voice was sharp, her mind already working through the implications. She crossed her arms, her eyes narrowing. “How do you know this isn’t a trap? How do you know Thrask can be trusted?”

    The Knight-Lieutenant held her gaze, unflinching. “I can’t give you guarantees, Wolf. But I’ve seen the way he looks at the mages. He doesn’t see prisoners—he sees people. He’s not like the others.”

    The Knight-Lieutenant nodded. “Yes. But it’s young, cautious. Everyone’s afraid—afraid of spies, of Meredith’s wrath, of what happens if they fail. They’ve been gathering information, slowly, but they haven’t taken action. Not yet.”

    “And how do you know this?” Ariana pressed.

    “I was approached,” he admitted. “Before this assignment. They wanted to know where I stood. I couldn’t commit—not then. But after tonight…” He glanced back at the other Templar, who nodded in quiet support. “I’ll vouch for them. They’re genuine. They want change, not chaos.”

    Ariana’s mind raced, the implications of his words sinking in. A group like this—inside the Gallows itself—could change everything. If they truly existed, if they were truly committed, it meant that even within Meredith’s fortress, cracks were forming.

    But cracks weren’t enough. Not yet.

    “Does Meredith know?” she asked, her voice low and urgent.

    “Not yet,” he replied. “But it’s only a matter of time. If you decide to get involved, be careful. They need help, but if Meredith finds out, it’s over—for them and for you.”

    Ariana nodded slowly, her mind already spinning with possibilities and dangers. “Thank you,” she said at last. “For the warning—and for your help tonight. How do I find this resistance?”

    The Knight-Lieutenant inclined his head, his expression solemn. “Find Ser Thrask, tell him I sent you.” he paused for a moment looking to towards the tree line “Thank you, White Wolf. For everything.”

    Ariana smiled “Just call me , Wolf. Everyone else does.” bowing her head slightly before continuing “When you get to the manor, look for Malcolm. He’ll understand what you need.”

    And with that, he turned and followed the other Templar toward the waiting Rangers. Ariana stood motionless for a moment, her thoughts a whirlwind of strategies and uncertainties. The Gallows, with all its darkness, might finally have a spark of hope within it.

    But hope alone wasn’t enough to win this fight. She knew that better than anyone.

    As the Rangers prepared to escort the mages and defecting Templars to safety, Ariana issued her final orders. “Take the mages to Markham. Speak to Frederick Decken, he’ll make sure they have a safe place at the Markham Circle—somewhere Meredith can’t reach them. After that, get the Templars to manor. They’ll be safe there.”

    Valentina stepped forward, her brow furrowed. “And you?”

    Ariana adjusted her cloak, the white fur catching the soft glow of dawn. “I need to get back to Kirkwall,” she said. “If Meredith or Cullen suspect anything, I need to be there to handle it.”

    Valentina hesitated, then nodded. “Understood.”

    As the group faded into the shadows, Ariana turned toward the forest, her mind heavy with the weight of what lay ahead. The Gallows were a fortress of oppression, but cracks had begun to form. She would find them, widen them, and let the light in. But the path forward was treacherous, and every step would demand precision, resolve, and sacrifice.

    The White Wolf had returned—and she wasn’t done yet.

    ~~~

    The familiar sights and sounds of Lowtown greeted Ariana as she walked through its winding streets. Despite the noise of merchants setting up their stalls and the chatter of early risers, an undercurrent of tension pulsed through the air. She felt it like a shadow trailing her—a reflection of the unrest simmering within Kirkwall’s walls. The Gallows loomed in the distance, its silhouette a constant reminder of the growing conflict.

    Ariana adjusted the hood of her cloak as she approached the Hanged Man, her steps purposeful but heavy with exhaustion. The raid had been successful, but the events of the last few days weighed on her. Still, she couldn’t afford to pause—not when there was more to unravel. If there truly was a resistance within the Gallows, it could either be the key to unseating Meredith or a spark that set the entire city ablaze.

    Inside Varric’s suite, the familiar warmth of the room greeted her. The dwarf sat at his desk, quill in hand, while Hawke lounged on the worn couch with her feet propped up on the table.

    “Well, if it isn’t the prodigal pup,” Varric said, glancing up from his work. “What brings you by today? Don’t tell me you missed us.”

    Ariana smiled faintly as she closed the door behind her. “Something like that,” she replied, shrugging off her cloak and hanging it by the door. “We need to talk.”

    Hawke sat up, her expression shifting from amusement to curiosity. “That doesn’t sound ominous at all,” she said dryly. “What’s going on?”

    Ariana moved to lean against the edge of the table, her hazel-green eyes flicking between them. “Have either of you heard about a resistance forming within the Gallows? A group of mages and Templars working together to… remove Meredith from power?”

    The room fell silent for a moment, the weight of her words settling over them.

    Hawke’s brow furrowed as she leaned forward, resting her elbows on her knees. “A resistance? Within the Gallows?” she repeated, her voice low. “That’s… ambitious, to say the least. Dangerous, too.”

    “Very dangerous,” Varric agreed, setting down his quill. “If it’s true, it could be the start of something big—or it could end in a bloodbath.”

    Ariana nodded, her expression grim. “That’s what I’m worried about. If Meredith gets even a hint of this, she’ll come down on them hard. And if they fail…” She didn’t finish the thought, but the implication hung in the air.

    Hawke’s gaze sharpened. “How much do you know about this group?” she asked. “Do they have numbers? Leadership? A plan?”

    “Not much yet,” Ariana admitted. “Just whispers from the Templars we encountered on the road. But the fact that they exist at all is… significant.”

    Varric leaned back in his chair, folding his arms across his chest. “Significant, sure. But also risky. If they pull it off, great—Meredith’s out, and maybe the Gallows can start to recover. But if they don’t? Meredith will use it as proof that both mages and Templars need even tighter control.”

    “That’s what I’m afraid of,” Ariana said quietly. “Which is why I need your help. I need to know more about this group—who’s involved, what they’re planning, if they’re even capable of succeeding.”

    Hawke arched an eyebrow. “And how do you propose we do that? March into the Gallows and start asking questions?”

    “Not exactly,” Ariana replied, a faint smirk tugging at her lips. “I did get a name—Ser Thrask. He was the one who approached the Knight-Lieutenant that told me about this. Start with him?”

    Hawke’s brow furrowed, her expression shifting from curiosity to recognition. “Thrask?” she repeated, her surprise evident. “Of course, that makes sense.” Her tone carried an edge of resignation, as though the realization came with an unwelcome weight.

    “It does?” Ariana asked, raising an eyebrow. “You know him?”

    “It’s a long story,” Hawke said, exhaling sharply. “But yes. He’s helped us on a few occasions, and we’ve helped him. His daughter was a mage, and he hid her from the Circle. She…” Hawke paused, her voice faltering briefly, the memory clearly heavy. “I couldn’t save her.”

    The regret in Hawke’s eyes was stark—an unspoken burden that lingered in the quiet that followed. It wasn’t a look Ariana often saw on her face, but it was one she recognized well. It mirrored the weight she carried herself, the regret of failures that never truly faded.

    “If you couldn’t save her, no one could have,” Ariana said softly, her voice steady but gentle.

    Hawke’s eyes flicked to her, and for a moment, their shared understanding passed unspoken between them. Varric, ever the observer, broke the silence with a quiet sigh.

    “Thrask, huh?” he said, leaning back in his chair. “That complicates things, but it also makes them interesting. The man’s got convictions, I’ll give him that.”

    Hawke nodded, her expression hardening. “I’ll see what I can find out,” she said firmly. “If he’s involved, he’ll know what’s happening inside the Gallows.”

    “And if he’s not?” Varric asked, his tone light but his eyes sharp.

    “Then we’ll know where we stand,” Hawke replied. “And we’ll find another way.”

    Ariana pushed off the edge of the table, her posture straightening as she prepared to leave. “Good,” she said. “For now, I’ll leave this in your hands. But if you need me—or the Rangers—you know where to find us.”

    “Always a pleasure, Pup,” Varric said with a faint smirk. “Try not to get into too much trouble before we call.”

    Ariana’s lips quirked into a wry smile. “No promises,” she replied before turning to Hawke. “You’ll let me know what you find?”

    “Of course,” Hawke said, her tone lighter now. “But don’t think this gets you off the hook. If we’re jumping into the fire, you’re coming with us.”

    Ariana chuckled softly, the tension easing just slightly. “Wouldn’t have it any other way.”

    As she pulled her cloak around her shoulders and stepped toward the door, she felt a flicker of something akin to hope. Whatever Thrask’s role in this resistance, Hawke and Varric would find the truth. And if the time came for the White Wolf to step out of the shadows again, she would be ready.

    ~~~

    The early morning light spilled across Cullen’s desk, catching on the scattered reports and glinting off the edge of his helmet resting nearby. He rubbed his temples, the fatigue pressing heavy against him. He hadn’t slept well—not last night, not for the last few days. In truth, sleep rarely came easy when he was alone. The nightmares never really left him. They lay in wait, clawing their way back into his mind the moment Ariana wasn’t there.

    With her, the nights were quieter. The haunting images of the demons and the screams that once felt inescapable seemed more distant when she was beside him. He could feel her warmth, hear her steady breathing, and know—without question—that she was safe, alive. That none of what the demons had shown him could touch her. But without her, the shadows closed in again.

    He exhaled, leaning back in his chair. The tension he’d carried during her absence had lessened when he received word late last night that she had returned to Kirkwall. The knowledge brought relief, but not enough to banish the gnawing worry that had taken root since she’d left for Starkhaven.

    He smiled faintly at the thought of seeing her tonight. He needed to hold her, to see for himself that she was unharmed. The mere thought of her was enough to ease the tightness in his chest—until the sharp knock at the door shattered his brief moment of peace.

    “Enter,” he called, straightening in his chair.

    A Templar stepped inside, saluting sharply before speaking. “Knight-Captain, there has been an incident with the mage transport from Starkhaven.”

    The words cut through Cullen like a blade. His breath stilled for a moment, and his mind raced ahead to the worst possibilities. Starkhaven… “What incident?” he demanded, his voice sharper than he intended.

    The Templar fumbled with a report in his hands, clearly uneasy. “They were intercepted… by a group of warriors. They freed the mages.”

    Cullen rose to his feet, his expression hardening. “What?” he said, gesturing for the document.

    As he read, the knot in his stomach tightened. The details were vague but damning. A well-armed group had executed the ambush with precision. The Templars guarding the transport were disarmed and restrained, though not so securely that they couldn’t free themselves after a short time. The mages had been freed without incident. Worse, two Templars had reportedly assisted the attackers and defected.

    The report described they were led by a woman in a dark cloak. None of the Templars could provide a name or a clear description of her face. What stood out, however, was her skill. The leader had never drawn her weapons, disarming or incapacitating her opponents with pure speed and precision.

    “Dismissed,” Cullen said, waving the nervous messenger away.

    The Templar’s relief was evident as he exited swiftly, leaving Cullen alone with the weight of the report.

    Cullen set the document down, his hand running through his hair as frustration bubbled to the surface. The defection of Templars was a direct attack on the Order’s morale, a wound that could fester if not addressed. If Templars lost faith in their mission, what hope did they have to hold their position in Kirkwall, let alone in the Gallows? It wasn’t just a logistical failure—it was a symbol of the Order’s fraying integrity.

    But as troubling as the raid was, another thought gnawed at the edges of his mind: the timing. The transport had been coming from Starkhaven. Ariana had just returned from there, supposedly on business for Varric. It was too convenient.

    Could she have been involved? Could the warriors have been Rangers?

    Cullen clenched his fists, forcing himself to breathe. He hated that the thought had crossed his mind, hated the tiny part of him that couldn’t dismiss the possibility outright. He still didn’t know the extent of her involvment with the White Wolf or the Silver Rangers. She claimed to have friends among them but could it be more than that?

    The thought twisted in his chest, sharp and unrelenting. He needed to see her, needed to ask her directly. Even as guilt clawed at him for suspecting her, he knew he couldn’t let this lie.

    He despised himself for even considering the thought, but doubt crept in like a shadow he couldn’t shake. She had told him she wasn’t involved, but how much of her life had he truly seen? Was it his duty to ask, or was it betrayal to even wonder?

    Cullen rose abruptly, grabbing his cloak. Whatever answers awaited him in Hightown, he had to have them. He needed to know. Not just for the Order, but for himself. And yet, the thought of what he might uncover left a cold knot in his stomach.

    ~~~

    By the time he reached her estate, it was still early. Isabel hadn’t even finished making breakfast yet. “Isabel, where is she?” Cullen’s tone was short, his frustration evident.

    Isabel almost flinched at his tone, which just made her cautious “Cullen, good morning” she said pointedly, clearly showing that he needed to correct his tone.

    “I’m sorry, Isabel. Good morning.” Cullen said, more softly this time though the edge of frustration still lingered “It’s… important”. He hated feeling this way. He hated the feeling of doubt, that he needed to question the woman he loved. But more than anything, he hated the thought that she could be working against him.

    Isabel sighed, studying him for a moment “She’s in the library,” she said giving him a knowing glance “But, Cullen… a conversation, not an argument” she reminded him obviously aware of where this was going.

    He took a deep breath, nodding to Isabel. He walked slowly to the library, willing himself to calm down, to let go of the frustration the report had caused him.

    Cullen hesitated just outside the library, his hand resting on the doorframe. This wasn’t how he wanted their morning to begin, but the questions clawed at him relentlessly. Every logical part of him screamed for patience, for trust, yet the doubts refused to quiet.

    As he reached the doorway, he caught sight of her curled up on one of the chairs by the fireplace, a book in her lap, and a cup of tea in her hand. He let himself just be captivated by her for a moment. Letting the sight of her still him like she always did. She was safe and unharmed.

    Almost as if she had heard his thoughts she suddenly looked up, her expression shifting quickly from surprise to joy as she realized it was him. Without warning, she immediately set her tea down and set the book aside jumping up from her chair and crossing the distance to him.

    “I didn’t think I’d see you this early” she said as she wrapped her arms around him.

    Cullen wanted to lose himself in her embrace, but he knew that if he did he wouldn’t be objective. Before she could even kiss him she grabbed her arms setting them back down at her sides “We need to talk.” his tone even but clipped.

    He watched as Ariana’s expression immediately turned to one of confusion and something else, fear maybe. He noticed the shift in her breathing, suddenly shorter, heavier breaths.

    She tilted her head slightly “Cullen, what’s wrong?” Ariana’s tone was laced with concern and uncertainty. She took a couple of steps away from him almost as if she was suddenly afraid of him, which felt like a knife through his chest.

    Cullen exhaled sharply, handing her the report. “A mage transport was intercepted,” he said, his hazel eyes locking onto hers. “By a ‘well-armed group and a woman in a dark cloak’.”

    Ariana’s gaze flicked over the report, her fingers gripping the edge a little too tightly. Her eyes moved rapidly, but Cullen caught the momentary pause—too brief for anyone unfamiliar with her to notice—as if she’d found something unexpected.

    “And you’ve come to me because…?” she asked, her voice steady, though Cullen caught a faint edge to it—something strained, like the words were harder to keep level than she wanted him to know.

    “Because I know you have friends among the Rangers,” Cullen replied, his frustration seeping into his tone. “And because you just came back from Starkhaven. That transport was coming from Starkhaven.”

    Ariana’s lips parted slightly, as though caught off guard. “I’m sorry,” she said, walking past him to the table and setting down the report. “Let me see if I understand this. Because I went to Starkhaven, you think I’m involved?” Her face displayed a mixture of confusion and anger.

    “I think you know who was.” Cullen said keeping his tone even, trying to avoid escalating seeing the expression on her face.

    Tears welled up in her eyes as she put her hands on the table, reading the report over again. She looked up, bliking to seemingly get rid of the tears. “I assume you think the Rangers did this?”

    “I do” Cullen replied giving no further explanation.

    “I see nothing about the Rangers in this report. But,” she paused a moment as if trying to compose herself “even assuming it was them, why would you think I knew anything about this? My friendship with the Rangers doesn’t mean I know their every move. I know about as much of their operations as I do about your daily duties as Knight-Captain—which is to say, nothing.”

    The logic of her words gnawed at him, even as doubt lingered. She was right, of course. Just as she wouldn’t be privy to his reports or the inner workings of the Order, there was no reason she would be privy to every move the Rangers made. But the timing, the location… it felt too deliberate to dismiss. “You expect me to believe that?” he asked, his voice rising slightly. “That you, of all people—”

    Ariana interrupted him before he could finish “Yes. I do expect you to believe me.” She said as she turned to look at him, the frustration and hurt in her tone evident “I also can’t help but notice that your report mentions two of your own Templars defected. Doesn’t it make more sense that they orchestrated this?”

    Cullen sighed. She was right. The report did indicate the Templars that defected helped them. Maybe if the Templars were that disappointed with the Order, with Meredith, they could have hired help. Or maybe…could the well-armed group have been more Templars?

    “Ari, you’re—” Cullen began to apologize but Ariana interrupted him before he could say anything.

    Ariana picked up the report from the table and slammed it against his chest as she walked towards the door “Good day, Knight-Captain” she said pointedly as she began walking towards the door “Let me know if there’s any other part of your job I need to do for you.”

    Cullen stood frozen as Ariana stormed toward the library door, the soft steps of her bare feet whispering against the rug. She was still in her blue house robe, the fabric trailing around her ankles, loose and familiar. He didn’t mean for it to go like this—Maker, this was not how he wanted to confront her. His heart sank as she reached the doorway.

    “Ariana, wait.”

    She ignored him.

    Before he could think better of it, Cullen strode after her, reaching out and catching her wrist. The motion was firm but careful, his gloved hand wrapping around her smaller one. Ariana stopped abruptly, her body tensing as she turned back to him. Her hazel-green eyes were alight with anger, confusion, and something else—hurt.

    “Let me go,” she said quietly, her voice trembling more than he expected. She tugged at her arm, though half-heartedly, as if she wasn’t certain whether she wanted him to release her or not.

    Cullen didn’t. “Ariana, please,” he said softly, the edge from earlier gone from his voice. His brows furrowed as he searched her expression. Maker, he hated seeing her like this—tears still shimmering in her eyes, her face pale from the heated exchange. The fact that he had been the one that caused this just made it that much worse.

    “I was wrong,” he said after a long pause, the words quiet but earnest. “I’m sorry.”

    Ariana froze. Her breath caught, her body still rigid in his grasp. She blinked, and for a moment, it was as if she didn’t know how to respond. Cullen took a breath, steadying himself. He had to say this right.

    “I wasn’t accusing you. Not really. I…” He exhaled sharply, his grip loosening but not releasing her wrist entirely. “I’ve been frustrated. The Order is… it’s fracturing, Ariana. Meredith…” He shook his head, as if even saying her name tasted bitter. “The situation has been spiraling out of control. And after the other day, blaming you was easier than… admitting the truth.”

    Ariana’s gaze softened, though her lips were still pressed into a thin line. She looked down, away from him, as if trying to compose herself. When she finally spoke, her voice was quieter, more fragile. “What truth?”

    Cullen’s gloved hand slid down her arm until his fingers brushed against hers. He didn’t know how to tell her everything—that he felt helpless in the face of Meredith’s iron grip, that every day his faith in the Order wavered further, or that part of him feared he was losing himself again. But this, he could give her.

    “That everything I’ve worked for… everything I’ve believed in… might not survive this city,” he admitted softly, his voice carrying a weight he hadn’t shared with anyone else. “And I can’t—I won’t—lose you too.”

    The words hung between them, heavy and raw. Ariana lifted her eyes to meet his again, and this time, the tears he’d seen earlier spilled over silently. She stopped trying to pull away, her shoulders slumping slightly as if the fight had gone out of her.

    “Cullen…” Her voice cracked faintly as she said his name, and that was all it took. He stepped closer, slowly, as if afraid she might retreat again. But she didn’t. Instead, Ariana closed the distance herself, leaning into him and letting her head rest gently against the hard plates of his chest armor.

    Cullen’s arms encircled her, the coolness of his armor contrasting with the warmth of her body. He felt her shudder slightly as her head pressed against his chest, her breath soft and uneven. The cool leather of his gloves pressed lightly against her back as he pressed his cheek to the top of her head, breathing her in, grounding himself in the warmth of her presence and the familiar scent of cinnamon. For the first time since entering the estate, he felt the weight on his chest begin to ease.

    They stood like that for what felt like forever, the silence between them no longer strained but comforting. Cullen ran a hand gently up and down her back, a soothing rhythm he hoped would steady her as much as it did him.

    “You’re right, you know,” he murmured after a while, breaking the quiet. “About the report. About… everything. I shouldn’t have brought it to you like that.”

    Ariana’s faint smile brushed against his chest. She didn’t lift her head, didn’t pull away, and for that, Cullen was grateful.

    “You’re a stubborn man, Knight-Captain,” she said, her voice muffled but tinged with that teasing warmth he had missed.

    He huffed a soft, relieved laugh. “So I’ve been told.” He hesitated a moment before adding with a wry smirk she couldn’t see, “Though there are probably parts of my job where I could use your eyes. You’d likely be better at it than I am.”

    Ariana lifted her head just slightly, her hazel-green eyes peering up at him with faint amusement. “Are you saying I should take over as Knight-Captain?”

    “Maker, no,” Cullen said quickly, a half-chuckle escaping him. “But I wouldn’t mind a second opinion on certain reports.”

    Her small smile widened briefly before she leaned back into him again, letting her forehead rest against his armored chest.

    Another silence followed, but this one was easy, filled only by the steady rhythm of their breathing and the faint crackle of the fire in the hearth.

    “I missed you,” Cullen said at last, his voice barely above a whisper. He hadn’t meant to say it aloud, but he wouldn’t take it back.

    Ariana’s arms tightened around him in response. “I missed you too,” she admitted softly.

    For a little while, neither of them moved. The early morning light spilling through the tall windows, illuminating the quiet sanctuary they had found within each other’s arms.

    Cullen sighed, reluctantly pulling back as much as he could bear. His hands lingered on her arms for a moment longer before he spoke.

    “I need to get back to the Gallows,” he said quietly, as if he hated the words himself. “But… I’ll try to be back tonight.”

    Ariana looked up at him, her expression still soft but concerned. “You don’t sound confident about that.”

    Cullen offered a faint smile that didn’t quite reach his eyes. “I’m not sure what the outcome of this report will be,” he admitted. “Meredith… will want answers. And she’ll want them now.”

    Ariana opened her mouth as if to speak, but she stopped herself, her expression clouded with worry. She nodded, reluctantly stepping back. “Be careful, Cullen.”

    “I will,” he promised softly. He hesitated before brushing his gloved fingers against her cheek, lingering for a heartbeat longer than he should have, before turning and walking toward the door.

  • Chapter 39 – The White Wolf Lives

    14 Bloomingtide – 3 Justinian 9:34

    Ariana was up before dawn most mornings now. It wasn’t just about training—it was about reclaiming the parts of herself she’d felt slipping away. The White Wolf couldn’t afford to fade, not when the world around her continued to grow more uncertain. The Silver Rangers needed their leader present, not tucked away in an estate pretending to be someone she wasn’t. And truthfully, she needed them too.

    Then, there were mornings like this one. Whenever Cullen stayed over, she never knew what the morning would look like. She certainly wouldn’t make it to the warehouse before dawn. Sometimes, they would still train together in the courtyard. She enjoyed training with him. It was different than with the Rangers. Certainly not as grueling, but aside from just getting to spend time with him, his skills were completely different and it pushed her in different ways. Even if she never let Cullen fully see the extent of her abilities.

    Then there were morning like today. The kind where he refused to let her leave the bed, not ready to let her go. They allowed themselves to get lost in each other’s embrace, sipping their coffee, just being who they were. Talking and teasing each other. Briefly allowing themselves to forget the world outside her window.

    Still, for the most part, she made a point to try never be too late to the warehouse. She wouldn’t give Valentina, Linnea, or Lamberto the satisfaction of teasing her—well, not more than they already did.

    When she finally made it to the warehouse, she found Valentina and Linnea sparring, the sharp sound of strikes echoing through the room. Lamberto was organizing equipment, though he gave her a brief nod when she walked in. It felt like stepping back into her old life, the one she missed more than she cared to admit.

    After a round of sparring with all three of them—a grueling session that left her ribs aching—Ariana found herself perched on a stack of crates, catching her breath. She wasn’t out of shape anymore, not like when she’d first started back up, but Maker, they were good.

    “Wolf, you daydreaming again?” Linnea’s voice cut through her thoughts, teasing but lighthearted.

    Ariana blinked, snapping out of her reverie. She leaned back against the crate, smirking. “Yes, well, after taking on all three of you today, I think I’ve earned a little daydreaming. Besides, I’m sitting right here. It’s not like anyone’s needed me for anything.”

    Linnea walked over, crossing her arms. “How’re the ribs feeling?”

    Ariana waved a dismissive hand. “Fine now.” She glanced around, her expression shifting to something more mischievous. “Are we going to eat soon? I’m starving.”

    “Are you ever not hungry, Wolf?” Linnea quipped, leaning against the crate beside her.

    “Sure,” Ariana replied without missing a beat. “Whenever I haven’t done anything all day, which hasn’t been the case for weeks.”

    “You getting tired yet?” Valentina chimed in from across the room, her tone smug. “Thinking about going back to the easy life of a noble?”

    Ariana shot her a mock glare, her lips twitching into a grin. “No. I am thinking we need to keep more food here. When did you all become so insubordinate?”

    “We’ve always been insubordinate,” Valentina said with a smirk. “You just got soft.”

    Ariana shrugged, unable to argue the point. She stretched her arms above her head, wincing slightly at the pull in her ribs. “But really, I’m starving. Can someone find some food anywhere in Lowtown?”

    Linnea raised an eyebrow, her tone laced with amusement. “You could just walk to the Hanged Man, you know. Varric’s probably there, and I’m sure Corff would be happy to feed you.”

    Ariana sighed dramatically, hopping down from the crates. “I miss Riley. You’re all terrible. Riley fed me without complaints.”

    Valentina and Linnea burst into laughter as Ariana grabbed her satchel and threw it over her shoulder.

    “Where are you going now?” Valentina called after her.

    “To find food and people who appreciate me,” Ariana called back over her shoulder, her tone teasing.

    “I’ll come with you,” Valentina said rushing after here

    As the door swung shut behind them, Lamberto and Linnea exchanged grins. It was good to have their commander back on a more regular basis. Ariana wasn’t just their leader—she was family. And for the first time in a long while, it felt like they were getting that family back.

    Ariana chuckled “So now that I’m leaving you want to come with me”

    “What can I say… I was hungry too.” Valentina quipped

    “And you couldn’t just get me the food and get yourself food?” Ariana chastised, though she didn’t truly mean it

    “You’ve gone soft, Wolf. Someone has to remind you what life is like” Valentina shot back

    The morning’s sparring session had been grueling but satisfying. Ariana exited the warehouse, rolling her shoulders to ease the tension in her muscles. Valentina walked beside her, her usual smirk in place as they made their way through Lowtown. The sun was climbing steadily, its golden light casting long shadows against the stone walls.

    “Maker, I’m starving,” Ariana muttered, adjusting her satchel. “I need food before I collapse.”

    “See? You’re soft,” Valentina teased, nudging her lightly. “A few rounds, and you’re already whining.”

    “Whining?” Ariana shot her a mock glare. “I could take you again right now, but I’m choosing not to because I’m gracious. Also, because I’m hungry.”

    Valentina laughed. “Sure, Wolf. Keep telling yourself that.”

    The banter eased Ariana’s mood, though she remained alert as they navigated the winding streets of Lowtown. She knew the routes well enough to avoid most trouble, but there was always the chance of crossing paths with someone she didn’t want to see at the wrong time—like Cullen.

    Her thoughts turned sharply to reality when they rounded a corner and nearly collided with him.

    “Cullen,” Ariana said, her surprise barely masked. His sharp hazel eyes swept over her, then to Valentina, lingering with a flicker of recognition. His posture stiffened, and Ariana knew immediately this wasn’t going to be a pleasant encounter.

    “I thought you were at the Gallows all day, I hadn’t expected to see you,” she said with a warm smile. Then, with a teasing edge, she added, “Unless you were thinking about coming by earlier today.”

    As soon as the Templars that had been with him left, Cullen’s demeanor shifted. He stepped closer, his hand reaching out to grab her arm gently but firmly, guiding her into a nearby alley. His voice, low but edged with tension, cut through the air. “What are you doing here, Ari?”

    “It’s not strange for me to be in Lowtown, is it? I was heading to the Hanged Man” she said quickly, her tone light as she attempted to diffuse the tension.

    “It’s not where you are,” Cullen replied, his voice clipped. “It’s where you’re coming from.”

    Ariana tilted her head, her lips curving into a faint smile. “The warehouse district? You’ve seen me down here before. I’ve told you I check on shipments now and then.”

    “And her?” Cullen asked sharply, his gaze shifting to Valentina. “Why is she with you?”

    Valentina’s hand drifted toward her daggers, but Ariana motioned subtly, silently urging her to stand down. “She’s a friend,” Ariana said evenly. “One of the people who saved me during the Blight, actually.”

    Cullen’s jaw tightened, his sharp gaze cutting back to Ariana. “I’ve seen her before,” he said, his tone laced with suspicion. “At the docks a few months ago and again during the Qunari uprising. Always standing between me and the White Wolf. Now, she’s here with you.”

    Ariana’s heart sank, but she kept her expression neutral. “She’s passing through Kirkwall,” she replied, her tone calm. “We’ve kept in touch since the Blight. Is that really so strange?”

    Cullen’s eyes narrowed. “So the Rangers have been here in Kirkwall, and you knew?” His voice was low, but the accusation was clear.

    Ariana opened her mouth to respond, but Cullen shook his head sharply, cutting her off. “You knew,” he said again, his tone growing heavier with disappointment. “And you didn’t tell me.”

    “Cullen,” she said softly, taking a step closer. “It’s not like that. I—”

    “Enough.” His voice was quiet but firm, carrying a weight that stopped her mid-sentence. He exhaled sharply, running a hand through his hair. When he spoke again, his voice was softer, but the hurt in it was unmistakable. “Is this what it will always be? Another secret? Something you’re orchestrating, trouble you’re getting into that you won’t tell me?”

    Ariana opened her mouth to retort, but he pressed on, his gaze flicking back toward the docks. “I know… I can’t imagine what you did to survive. What it must have taken to make it through a Blight, alone.” His voice cracked slightly, but he steadied himself, meeting her gaze. “I just wish that whatever it was didn’t have to live in the space between us now. Whatever it is, please… just be careful.”

    Ariana’s chest tightened. She could see the pain in his eyes, the strain of her lies and half-truths weighing on him. For a moment, she wanted to tell him everything—to explain who she was, what she was doing, and why she had to keep it from him. But the words wouldn’t come.

    Cullen studied her in silence, then finally shook his head. “Be careful, Ari,” he said, his tone weary but resolute. Without waiting for her response, he turned and walked away, his cloak sweeping behind him as he disappeared around the corner.

    Ariana stood rooted in place, watching Cullen’s retreating figure as his words carved into her like blades. Be careful. He might as well have said goodbye.

    Her chest tightened as frustration bubbled up, threatening to spill over. She clenched her fists, her nails digging into her palms as she fought to keep her composure. “Wolf?” Valentina’s voice cut through her spiraling thoughts, sharp but concerned.

    “I’m fine,” Ariana replied, her voice taut. “Let’s just go.”

    Valentina fell into step beside her, quiet but watchful. As they wove through the winding streets of Lowtown, the city’s usual hum of life felt distant, muted. The weight of Cullen’s disappointment clung to her, each step heavier than the last.

    She hadn’t meant for this to happen. Maker, she hadn’t wanted this—this growing chasm between them, built on half-truths and omissions. Yet every time she tried to protect him, she seemed to push him further away.

    As they neared the warehouse, Valentina broke the silence, her voice low but firm. “You know this can’t last, right?”

    Ariana glanced at her, her brow furrowing slightly. “What can’t last?”

    Valentina shrugged, her smirk softened by a rare note of seriousness. “Playing both sides. Hightown noble one day, White Wolf the next. Sooner or later, the walls between those lives are going to come crashing down.”

    Ariana’s steps faltered for a fraction of a second, her jaw tightening. “I’ve managed so far,” she said evenly, her tone guarded.

    “For how much longer?” Valentina countered, her gaze sharp but not unkind. “You’re good, Wolf, but even you can’t keep this up forever. You knew that when you started.”

    Ariana didn’t answer, her lips pressing into a thin line as they reached the warehouse door. She hesitated for a moment, Valentina’s words cutting deeper than she wanted to admit.

    “I’ll deal with it,” she said finally, her voice quieter now, but resolute.

    Valentina sighed softly, stepping past her and pushing the door open. “You’d better,” she said over her shoulder. “Because the longer you wait, the harder it’s going to hit when it all comes crashing down.”

    Ariana followed her inside, the familiar scent of wood and steel offering a fleeting sense of comfort. But as the door shut behind them, Valentina’s words lingered, heavy in the air.

    She had always known the truth of it, even if she hadn’t wanted to face it. The life she was leading wasn’t sustainable. And the cracks in the facade were already beginning to show.

    ~~~

    Cullen’s boots echoed against the cobblestones as he made his way back to the Gallows, his thoughts heavy and tumultuous. The usual bustling noise of Kirkwall seemed distant, muffled by the weight of the conversation he’d just had with Ariana. The cool morning air did little to clear his mind, his focus consumed by the unsettling questions she had left behind.

    It wasn’t just Ariana’s evasiveness—it was the stark realization of how much he didn’t know. He’d long suspected she kept secrets, but now the depth of them loomed before him like a shadow he couldn’t outrun.

    She rarely spoke of her time in Ferelden, and when she did, her stories were little more than fragments—a vivid inn she had stayed at, a chance meeting with a wandering merchant. They were safe, fleeting glimpses that skirted the edges of what he truly wanted to know: how she had survived the Blight, and who she had become in its shadow.

    She had been just a girl when he last saw her at Lake Calenhad. Scared, defiant, and determined not to let her life be dictated by anyone. And yet, when she arrived in Kirkwall years later, she was so different. That determination was still there, but it had sharpened into something more focused, more relentless. Reckless, he might have said before—except recklessness didn’t quite fit.

    Recklessness implied a lack of thought, a disregard for consequences. But Ariana wasn’t reckless. She was deliberate, calculating even, and Cullen couldn’t decide if that made her actions more or less dangerous.

    And today, with that woman at her side…

    Cullen’s jaw tightened. He had seen her before, during the Qunari uprising, standing between him and the White Wolf. And again at the docks, her sharp eyes tracking him like a hawk. The way she moved today, walking beside Ariana with the ease of a trusted companion, spoke volumes. This wasn’t just someone passing through Kirkwall.

    He clenched his fists, the memory of their last encounter flashing through his mind. The slavers on the Wounded Coast. Ariana had been unarmed, yet she moved like a predator, her strikes efficient and lethal. She hadn’t hesitated. There had been no doubt in her movements, no fear. Just precision.

    That wasn’t something one learned from mere survival.

    Those moments had shown him how capable she was—but they had also left him wondering. Who had taught her to fight like that? Who had turned a frightened, defiant girl at Lake Calenhad into someone who could stand shoulder to shoulder with the likes of Hawke and Varric?

    And then there was the Qunari uprising. Cullen’s chest tightened as he thought of that night.  Ariana had nearly died during that chaos. She had thrown herself into the fight without hesitation, as if she didn’t know how to do anything else. One thing he realized now was that he didn’t know just how many Qunari Ariana had cut through. He hadn’t thought about it because of her injuries, but if she fought through Kirkwall alone that night and survived… that was more than most Templars and City Guard had been able to do.

    Unless she didn’t face them alone. The White Wolf.

    The name echoed in his mind, heavy with suspicion and a growing unease. He remembered the fight at the docks—how the White Wolf moved with precision, their strikes calculated and deliberate. At the time, he had been in awe of their skill, the way they commanded the battlefield without hesitation. But now, those memories intertwined with images of Ariana—her stance during sparring sessions, the way she shifted her weight before striking. Cullen could see it clearly: the echoes of the White Wolf in her stance, her strategy, her calculated adaptability.

    It wasn’t just a coincidence.

    The movements were too similar, the foundation unmistakable. The White Wolf’s technique was more refined, but he could see the echoes of it in Ariana’s form. If the White Wolf wasn’t a distant figure she admired, then who were they to her? A mentor? A savior?

    He stopped in his tracks, his breath catching as the pieces began to fall into place. If Ariana had trained under the White Wolf, then she wasn’t just connected to the Rangers—she was deeply entwined with them. The woman he loved, the one who had fought beside him and shared his bed, had a life he could barely comprehend. And yet, she had kept it from him.

    Why?

    Mercenaries can’t be trusted.

    His own words echoed in his mind, sharp and unforgiving. He had dismissed her, challenged her convictions, and unknowingly reinforced the wall she had built between them. She had tried to tell him, to bridge the gap, but his reaction had likely driven her further into secrecy.

    His chest tightened as guilt seeped in. He had wanted to protect her, to keep her from danger, but in doing so, had he only pushed her away? Had he made it impossible for her to trust him with the truth?

    If Ariana had trained under the White Wolf, then her connection to the Rangers ran far deeper than he had realized. And if she truly was a part of that world, he didn’t know how to reconcile it with the woman he loved.

    But one thing was clear: she wasn’t just the defiant girl he had saved all those years ago, nor was she simply the woman who had stolen his heart. She was something more—someone shaped by battles and shadows, by alliances he could barely comprehend.

    And as much as it scared him, Cullen knew one thing with certainty: he couldn’t lose her again. But to protect her, he needed to understand her.

    Even if the truth unraveled everything he thought he knew about her—and himself.

    ~~~

    The warehouse was quieter than usual when Ariana stepped inside, her footsteps echoing faintly in the cavernous space. She didn’t stop to greet anyone, her gaze locked ahead. Her heart felt like a lead weight, her mind a whirlwind of anger, frustration, and pain. The memory of Cullen’s disappointment was fresh, and it stung sharper than any blade. But it wasn’t just him—she was furious with herself. For the lies, for the carelessness, for the pain she had caused.

    Without a word, she crossed the room to the training area, her hands moving with mechanical precision as she grabbed three wooden swords from the rack. Linnea and Lamberto, standing nearby, fell silent as they noticed her storm past, their conversations forgotten. Valentina, trailing behind Ariana, shot them a knowing glance. Something had gone wrong.

    Ariana turned sharply, throwing a sword to each of them before tossing one to Valentina. They caught the weapons on instinct, their expressions shifting from confusion to wary understanding as they registered the fire in her eyes.

    “Let’s go,” Ariana said curtly, her voice brooking no argument.

    Lamberto raised an eyebrow, exchanging a glance with Linnea. “You’re serious?” he asked, though he already knew the answer.

    “Does it look like I’m joking?” Ariana snapped, her tone sharp enough to cut.

    Linnea arched an eyebrow, her smirk subdued but present. “You’re angry,” she observed, her voice calm but not without a hint of curiosity. “What’s this about, Wolf?”

    Ariana’s hands tightened on the wooden sword, her knuckles white. “Are we doing this, or are you going to stand there all day?” she growled.

    Linnea sighed, stepping forward and adjusting her grip on the sword. “Alright, Wolf. But don’t cry when we break you.”

    “Try it,” Ariana shot back, stepping into the center of the training area, her stance already shifting into readiness.

    The three circled her, each taking measured steps. Lamberto moved first, feinting high before aiming a sharp strike at her side. Ariana didn’t flinch.

    Don’t think, Ariana. Act.

    The words echoed in her mind, the voice as sharp as ever. Her body moved before her thoughts could catch up, sidestepping the strike and bringing her own sword down to tap Lamberto’s wrist, forcing him to retreat. Valentina lunged in next, her strike more aggressive, but Ariana spun past her with fluid precision, her blade sweeping toward Valentina’s side.

    Focus, Ariana. You’ve got the instincts.

    The sparring intensified. Linnea joined the fray, her movements sharp and probing, testing Ariana’s defenses. But Ariana wasn’t just defending—she was hunting. Every step, every strike was calculated, her focus honed to a razor’s edge. She blocked Linnea’s strike with a harsh parry, forcing her opponent to stumble back.

    You don’t fight to survive, Ariana. You fight to win.

    Her breath came in sharp bursts, but she didn’t falter. When Valentina tried to flank her, Ariana pivoted and caught her blade mid-swing, twisting it free and disarming her with a fluid motion that left Valentina scowling. Lamberto came at her again, his movements heavier but powerful. Ariana ducked beneath his swing and swept her leg out, knocking him off balance. He landed with a thud, muttering a curse under his breath.

    “Too slow,” Ariana hissed, her voice cold and clipped. Her ribs ached, her muscles burned, but she pushed through it. She needed this. She needed to feel alive again.

    Linnea and Valentina exchanged a quick glance, their expressions hardening. They moved in unison, Valentina striking high while Linnea swept low. Ariana’s body twisted, narrowly avoiding the coordinated attack.

    What’s the point of speed if you can’t predict your enemy’s next move?

    The words drove her forward. She caught Linnea’s low strike with her blade, deflecting it, while stepping into Valentina’s guard and shoving her back with her shoulder. Valentina stumbled, just long enough for Ariana to press her advantage.

    “She’s fast today,” Linnea muttered under her breath, her tone laced with a hint of disbelief.

    “Fast?” Valentina shot back, picking up her sword. “She’s alive again.”

    The heat of exertion blurred the edges of her thoughts, but it wasn’t enough to drown the nagging doubts that clung to her. Cullen’s voice echoed in her mind, the weight of his hurt and confusion pressing against her resolve.

    The sparring intensified. Ariana moved with a ferocity and grace that seemed almost otherworldly, her movements a seamless blend of instinct and precision. Every strike she made was calculated, every dodge perfectly timed. Her opponents were holding back initially, worried about pushing her too hard after the past few months.

    But it became clear almost immediately that they didn’t need to hold back.

    The woman in front of them wasn’t the Ariana Trevelyan who had been growing comfortable in Hightown, grappling with courtly politics and the trappings of nobility. This was the White Wolf, the leader who had carved out a name for herself in blood and fire, the one who had once stood on the edge of death and refused to fall.

    Valentina adjusted her stance, lunging forward with a more aggressive strike. Ariana dodged smoothly, slipping past the attack and tapping Valentina’s shoulder with the flat of her hand.

    “Try again,” Ariana said, her voice cold and clipped.

    Linnea swung in next, testing Ariana’s reactions with a feint followed by a low sweep. But Ariana wasn’t fooled. She leapt over the sweep and retaliated with a sharp jab that forced Linnea to stumble back.

    The clash of wood on wood filled the warehouse, each sound a testament to Ariana’s relentless determination. By the end, sweat dripped from her brow, her breath coming in harsh gasps. But her eyes were sharp, burning with an intensity that left no room for doubt. She disarmed Valentina once more, forced Linnea into retreat, and ended with Lamberto on his knees, his weapon knocked to the floor.

    Ariana countered everything they threw at her. The sparring match was fierce, but it was clear who was in control.

    By the time they stopped, all four of them were breathing hard, sweat gleaming on their brows. Ariana lowered her hands, her chest heaving, but her eyes were sharp, burning with an intensity that made Valentina, Linnea, and Lamberto pause.

    “Better?” Valentina asked, her tone cautious but not unkind.

    Ariana nodded curtly, her lips pressing into a thin line. “Better,” she said, though her voice betrayed a lingering edge of frustration.

    The Rangers said nothing more, their silence filled with understanding. They didn’t need to speak; they could see it. Ariana wasn’t the noblewoman of Hightown or the White Wolf of legend. She was both, and neither, and something in between. But above all, she was theirs—and that was enough.

    As she wiped the sweat from her brow and leaned against the training rack, a flicker of clarity broke through the haze of her frustration. She wouldn’t let her doubts or mistakes define her. She had a responsibility—to herself, to the Rangers, and to those who relied on her.

    Whatever storm lay ahead, she would face it head-on. The White Wolf wasn’t gone. She was still here. She always would be.

    ~~~

    The warehouse was dimly lit, the faint glow of lanterns casting long shadows across the crates and training equipment. Ariana remained seated at the makeshift planning table, her fingers idly tracing the grain of the wood as she listened to Linnea’s report. She was tired, more mentally than physically, but the thought of returning home—of putting on the facade of Ariana Trevelyan, the noble—felt heavier than the weight of her exhaustion.

    “They’re about three days out,” Linnea said, her voice steady but tinged with curiosity. “What do you want to do?”

    Ariana leaned back in her chair, exhaling slowly. Her mind raced, calculating routes, estimating time, and considering contingencies. “We need to intercept them as far from Kirkwall as possible,” she replied. “If we leave at dawn, we should be able to reach them by the end of the day—still two days from Kirkwall and any potential Templar reinforcements.”

    Linnea nodded, but before she could respond, Lamberto interjected, his arms crossed. “We? You’re not sending out a squad?”

    Ariana’s sharp gaze flicked to him, a faint smile playing on her lips. “You said ‘a couple of transports.’ How many Templars are we looking at?”

    “Scouts are reporting almost ten,” Linnea answered.

    “Then, yes,” Ariana said firmly. “I’ll need a squad.”

    Her words hung in the air, heavy with finality. The three exchanged glances, and then Valentina’s grin broke the silence. “So, the Wolf’s finally coming out of her den.”

    Ariana chuckled softly, the sound dry but genuine. “Maybe more like peeking. But if you want to frame it that way…” She let the sentence hang, shrugging lightly. “I won’t stop you.”

    Linnea tilted her head, her sharp eyes narrowing. “What’s really going on, Wolf? You don’t usually seem this… tense.”

    Ariana sighed, leaning forward to rest her forearms on the table. “The shadows,” she said softly, her voice tinged with weariness. “I’m tired of them.”

    The words hung in the still air, and no one asked her to elaborate. They didn’t need to. The shadows weren’t just the places they moved through to avoid detection—they were the weight of her secrets, the tightrope she walked between Hightown’s glittering pretense and the deadly reality of the Rangers’ work. They all felt it, but for Ariana, it had become a suffocating burden.

    After a pause, she straightened, the faintest edge of determination returning to her expression. “Prep a squad,” she instructed, her tone leaving no room for argument. “Have them meet me outside the Hightown gates first thing.”

    Valentina, Linnea, and Lamberto nodded in unison, already moving to gather what they needed. Ariana rose from her seat, grabbing her cloak and satchel in one fluid motion.

    “Wolf,” Valentina called after her as she reached the door. Ariana paused, glancing back. “It’s good to have you back.”

    Ariana smiled faintly, the expression not quite reaching her eyes. “We’ll see if I can keep up,” she replied, her tone laced with wry humor.

    As she stepped into the cool night air, Ariana felt a flicker of relief. The plan gave her something tangible to focus on, a purpose beyond the turmoil in her heart. But as her boots echoed softly against the cobblestones of Lowtown, she knew the hardest part of the night still lay ahead. Isabel would likely be waiting for her, as she always did when Ariana returned late. And tonight, like so many others, Ariana wasn’t sure she could hide the weight of her burdens from the person who knew her best.

    ~~~

    The late-night silence of the Trevelyan estate felt heavier than usual as Ariana rounded the corner into the kitchen, her words rushing ahead of her. “Sorry I’m late. Needed to handle something. Can you pack me a bag? I leave at dawn—”

    She stopped abruptly. Isabel stood by the counter, her sharp green eyes fixed on Ariana with a mix of concern and irritation, but it wasn’t just Isabel who made her falter. Cullen sat at the table, his posture rigid, his hazel eyes dark with unreadable emotion. The tension between them was immediate, like a cord pulled too tight.

    “Where have you been, child?” Isabel’s sharp tone cut through the tension like a blade.

    Ariana hesitated, glancing between the two of them. “The Hanged Man,” she said quickly. “Catching up with Varric.”

    “So you ate, then?” Isabel pressed, her brow furrowing as she studied Ariana more closely. It was clear that something wasn’t adding up, and Ariana knew it.

    “Not really, no,” Ariana replied, her voice trying for lightness but faltering. “I could still use some dinner.”

    Isabel gave her a hard look but finally nodded. “Very well. Sit down. I’ll get your food ready.” She busied herself in the kitchen, though her gaze flicked to Ariana now and then, still skeptical.

    Ariana dropped into a chair across from Cullen, feeling his eyes on her. She tried not to let her unease show, but the way his gaze lingered told her he wasn’t buying her story.

    “You’ve been there all day?” Cullen asked, his tone neutral, though there was a sharpness underneath. “Because you look like you’ve been in a fight.”

    Ariana’s heart sank, but she forced herself to smile. “Around Lowtown mostly,” she said, her tone breezy. “Not a fight. A few sparring rounds with Isabela…we may have gotten carried away with it. She’s certainly not one to back down.”

    The lie burned her more than she expected, and for a moment, she couldn’t meet his eyes. It was subtle, but she could feel the weight of his disappointment.

    Cullen leaned forward slightly, his hands clasped on the table. “You’re leaving?” he asked, his voice quieter now, tinged with something she couldn’t quite place.

    “Only for a few days,” Ariana said quickly, keeping her tone as soft and reassuring as she could manage. “Just going to Starkhaven.”

    “What’s in Starkhaven?” Cullen pressed, though he immediately seemed to regret the question, as if expecting no real answer.

    “A favor for Varric,” she lied smoothly. “He needs some support from nobility to close a business deal he’s been working on.”

    Cullen’s expression hardened slightly, and before she could say more, he stood abruptly. “I should let you get some rest, then,” he said, his voice strained. “I suppose…I’ll see you when you get back.”

    He turned toward the door, and Ariana felt the pain from this morning all over again like a knife her chest. The knot in her throat tightened as she watched him walk away, the man she loved slipping further from her with every step. Isabel turned, catching her eye with a knowing look that spoke volumes without a word.

    Ariana bolted up from her seat. “Cullen, wait!” she called, her voice breaking slightly as she ran after him, catching him in the hallway. She grabbed his wrist, stopping him in his tracks.

    “Talk to me. Don’t leave like this,” she pleaded, tears brimming in her eyes.

    Cullen turned slowly, his expression pained as he met her gaze. “Ari…I…”

    “Stay,” she said, her voice softer now, but no less insistent. It wasn’t a question—it was a plea. “It’s too late to go back to the Gallows.”

    He hesitated, his eyes searching hers as if weighing his next words. Finally, he nodded, and his hand moved to her waist, pulling her close. Ariana wrapped her arms around his neck, and he rested his forehead against hers. For a moment, neither spoke, the silence between them heavy with unspoken emotions.

    “I should have waited for you,” Cullen finally said, his voice barely a whisper. “I should have believed that you were alive.”

    Ariana froze, his words catching her off guard. Was he talking about the Blight? Did he blame himself for her years in Ferelden?

    “Cullen, you didn’t—” she began, but he cut her off.

    “I promised you that we would face it together, and instead I left you to face that alone,” he continued, his voice breaking slightly. “I escaped to Kirkwall. I will never know what it took for you to survive because I wasn’t there. I have no right to demand of you now that you relive it just to tell me.”

    Tears spilled over her cheeks, but she wouldn’t let him carry this guilt. She reached up, cupping his face as she kissed him, pouring every ounce of love and desperation she felt into it. At first, he hesitated, but then his arms tightened around her, as if anchoring himself to her.

    When they finally pulled apart, she rested her hand against his cheek, her voice steady despite the tears. “And I asked you to survive. You did what you had to as well. If you had stayed behind, there’s no guarantee you would have survived. And I would rather live those years over a thousand times than risk losing you to the Blight.”

    Cullen stared at her for a moment, his hazel eyes shining with emotion. Without another word, he kissed her again, this time slower, more deliberate, as if grounding himself in her. Then, without a word, he lifted her effortlessly and carried her toward her room. The door closed softly behind them, and for the rest of the night, they let the world fall away, holding onto the only certainty they had: each other.

    ~~~

    The room was silent except for the sound of their steady breathing, but Ariana’s peace didn’t last long.

    In her dreams, she was back there—tied to that post. The biting cold made her shiver, and every nerve screamed in pain. Krieger stood before her, his cruel laughter ringing in her ears as he delivered cut after cut. She tried to scream, to fight, but her voice wouldn’t come. It was unbearable.

    Not again. Maker, please, not again.

    Ariana startled awake, her body tense as though still bracing for the next strike. Her left arm throbbed, a phantom ache that lingered even as her eyes darted around the dimly lit room, trying to anchor herself to the present. She clutched her forearm, her breathing sharp and uneven, tears silently streaking her face.

    “Ari, what’s wrong?” Cullen’s voice broke through the haze. He was already sitting up beside her, his hand reaching toward her but stopping short, unsure if touching her would help or startle her further.

    For a moment, she couldn’t respond. The nightmare had a grip on her, and the line between dream and reality blurred. Her breaths came fast and shallow, and her eyes darted around the room as if searching for threats.

    “Ari,” Cullen said again, his voice steadier now but still laced with concern.

    Slowly, her eyes met his, and the shadow of panic began to fade, replaced by the warmth of his steady presence. “Cullen?” she managed, her voice trembling as she started to ground herself in the present.

    “I’m here,” he assured her gently, his hazel eyes fixed on hers. “Are you alright?”

    “I…” Ariana shook her head as if trying to physically dislodge the nightmare’s lingering hold. “It was…nothing. Just a nightmare.”

    Her voice was unconvincing, and they both knew it, but Cullen didn’t press. Instead, he opened his arms, and Ariana leaned into him, letting his steady presence anchor her. His arms wrapped around her protectively, and his hand stroked her back in slow, soothing motions. Slowly, her breathing began to even out, and the phantom pain in her arm started to fade.

    Cullen held her in silence for a while, allowing her to settle. He didn’t ask, but his mind raced with questions. He recognized the signs—the way her body trembled, the tears she tried to hide. He knew the torment of such nightmares too well. But what haunted her? What memory had surfaced to cause her such pain?

    Cullen’s gaze flicked to her hand as it continued to press against her forearm. There was no visible scar, no mark of what had caused the pain. He wanted to ask, to understand, but he held back, afraid that pressing her now would only deepen her distress.

    After a while, he spoke, his voice soft and hesitant. “Ari… I’m here if you ever want to tell me.”

    Her response was distant, her tone almost detached. “I know.”

    Ariana shifted slightly against him, her eyes fixed on the far wall. The nightmare had left her wide awake, and though her breathing had calmed, the weight of the memories lingered.

    “The Blight was…difficult, yes, but it wasn’t just the darkspawn,” she began quietly, her voice trembling despite her best efforts.

    “Ari,” Cullen interrupted gently, “you don’t have to—”

    “I’m not sure I could ever tell you everything that happened,” she said, her voice firmer now. “The days blurred together. There were times I couldn’t tell where one ended, and the next began. I couldn’t always afford to sleep—it wasn’t safe. There was no one else to stand guard.”

    Cullen’s arms tightened around her as if to remind her she wasn’t alone anymore. He rested his chin against her head, offering silent comfort as she continued.

    “I made mistakes,” Ariana admitted, her voice barely above a whisper. “Some of them almost got me killed. There are things I’ll never forget, no matter how much I want to. Memories have a way of stringing together, one pulling another along until they’re impossible to ignore. That’s why I don’t talk about it. If I bring one memory forward, the others follow.”

    “I’m sorry,” Cullen said softly, kissing her temple. “I shouldn’t have pressed. I don’t want to hurt you. I just… I regret not being able to protect you from all of it.”

    Ariana pulled back slightly, meeting his gaze. Her hazel-green eyes were warm despite the lingering sadness. “And so now you try to protect me from everything,” she said gently, her voice touched with both gratitude and sorrow. “You’re afraid that I’ll be left alone again.”

    Cullen looked at her, his expression a mixture of guilt and affection. “No,” he said quietly. “I’m afraid that I won’t be able to protect you, even if I’m here.”

    Tears welled in her eyes again, but this time, they weren’t just from the pain. Without a word, she kissed him, pouring every ounce of love and reassurance she could into it. Cullen responded instantly, his arms pulling her closer, as though he could shield her from every ghost of her past.

    When they finally pulled apart, Ariana rested her forehead against his. “Cullen,” she whispered, her voice steady now, “we can’t protect each other from everything. But we can try. And we can be here for each other when the ghosts come.”

    A faint smile touched his lips, and he kissed her again, softer this time. Neither of them slept for the rest of the night, but instead, they stayed in each other’s arms, talking in hushed voices about fears, regrets, and the hopes they rarely voiced aloud.

    By morning, the tension that had hung between them felt lighter, replaced by something deeper—an unspoken understanding that, no matter what came next, they would face it together.

  • Chapter 38 – A Wolf in Waiting

    10 – 13 Bloomingtide 9:34

    Ariana didn’t like the situation they were in. Meredith’s growing control gnawed at her, but what unsettled her more was the possibility that Kira could somehow be dragged into it. She hardly knew her older sister—their lives had been separated when Ariana was only three years old, the day Kira was sent to the Ostwick Circle. Ariana’s memories of her were fragmented at best: glimpses of a shy smile, a gentle voice, and the faintest echo of laughter. When Kira was permitted rare visits to Ostwick, Ariana had been too young to truly know her, and even then, Kira’s time with the family had been brief, tightly supervised.

    Yet family was family, and Kira’s safety mattered. The thought of Meredith setting her sights on Kira sent a chill down Ariana’s spine. Kira wouldn’t survive in Kirkwall—not under Meredith’s gaze. Gentle and compliant as she was, Kira might escape Meredith’s notice for a time, but all it would take was one mistake, one accusation. And if Meredith ever deemed her a threat, or worse, found an excuse to make her Tranquil…

    No. Ariana’s fingers curled into fists at the thought. I won’t let that happen.

    Maybe her father and Frederick could help. A preemptive transfer—somewhere far from Meredith’s grasp—might be the answer. But even that carried its risks. There was no perfect solution, and that knowledge weighed heavily on her.

    Restless and unable to sleep, Ariana rose before dawn and headed to the Rangers’ warehouse in Lowtown. It had been too long since she’d kept a proper training routine, and she could feel it in her body—the lingering stiffness from the injuries she’d sustained during the Qunari uprising. They were mostly healed now, but her movements didn’t flow as easily as they once had. If the White Wolf was to remain sharp, she couldn’t allow herself to slacken.

    Arriving at the warehouse, she was surprised to find Valentina already there, seated on a crate and sharpening a blade.

    “Wolf,” Valentina greeted, looking up. “Didn’t think I’d see you here this early. Or at all.” Her tone carried a playful edge.

    Ariana smirked. “Could say the same about you.”

    Valentina shrugged. “Old habits. What brings you here? Thought you’d be enjoying that Hightown comfort.”

    Ariana rolled her eyes. “You up for a few rounds?” she asked, stretching her arms out and rolling her neck. “I could use it.”

    Valentina chuckled, setting her blade aside. “Should I go easy on you?” she teased, the challenge in her tone evident. “You’ve been living that noble life for a while now…”

    “Oh, I see,” Ariana replied, her voice light but her eyes narrowing slightly. “You think you can take me, then?”

    “Just being honest, Wolf,” Valentina said, stepping into the open training area.

    Ariana’s smirk turned sharper. “Good. Don’t take it easy. Ever.”

    Valentina nodded, her stance shifting as she raised her hands. “Alright, Wolf. Let’s see if you’ve still got it.”

    The first clash came fast, Valentina launching a series of quick strikes aimed to test Ariana’s reflexes. Ariana dodged and countered, her movements sharp but lacking the fluidity she once had. The stiffness in her side protested with every twist and turn, a constant reminder of the wounds that had yet to fully fade.

    Don’t think, Ariana. Act.

    Her body moved instinctively, catching Valentina’s wrist mid-strike and twisting it away, but the effort sent a sharp ache through her ribs. She gritted her teeth, refusing to let it slow her.

    Valentina smirked as she stepped back, circling her. “You’re slower than I remember.”

    “And you’re more talkative,” Ariana shot back, though her tone was strained as she moved to close the distance again.

    First rule: speed over strength. You’re not going to overpower anyone. You’re fast. Use that.

    The sparring intensified, each round pushing them both harder. Valentina’s strikes were calculated, designed to exploit any opening Ariana left. Ariana’s counters were precise, but each successful block or strike cost her more energy than it should have.

    In one round, Valentina feinted left and swept low, knocking Ariana off balance. Ariana hit the ground with a soft grunt but rolled quickly to her feet, her jaw tightening as she reset her stance.

    Potential is worthless without effort.

    The words stung, pushing her harder even as her muscles screamed in protest. By the final round, sweat clung to both of them, their breathing labored. Ariana managed to land a decisive strike, spinning behind Valentina and pinning her arm behind her back.

    Every misstep, every sluggish block, felt like proof she was slipping. The White Wolf wasn’t supposed to falter. If she couldn’t even hold her own against Valentina, how could she protect Kira? How could she lead the Rangers?

    You don’t fight to survive. You fight to win.

    “Yield,” Ariana demanded, her voice steady despite the burn in her muscles.

    Valentina laughed breathlessly. “Alright, alright. Yield.”

    Ariana released her, stepping back and placing her hands on her knees as she caught her breath. Valentina turned to face her, a wry smile tugging at her lips. “Still got it,” she admitted. “Barely.”

    Ariana chuckled weakly, shaking her head. “That was harder than it should’ve been.”

    Valentina nodded, her expression shifting to something more serious. “You’ve been out of practice, Wolf. Might want to change that.”

    Ariana straightened, her jaw tightening. “I will,” she said firmly, a flicker of resolve in her eyes. She couldn’t afford to falter—not now, not with everything at stake.

    “Good,” Valentina replied, clapping her on the shoulder. “Because next time, I won’t let you win.”

    “Is that what that was?” Ariana quipped, though she appreciated Valentina’s push more than she’d admit.

    “Leaving so soon?” Valentina asked, quirking an eyebrow.

    “You know us nobles,” Ariana began with a confident smile. “Always something that needs our attention.”

    With that, Ariana stepped out into the crisp morning air, the ache in her muscles a familiar burn—a welcome one. But it did little to soothe the unease gnawing at her. Meredith’s machinations, Michael’s transfer, and the looming threat of Kira—it all felt like a storm on the horizon, one she wasn’t ready for.

    She paused at the edge of the street, watching as the first rays of sunlight began to creep over the rooftops. Potential is worthless without effort. The thought lingered, but another followed, softer, quieter.

    And survival means nothing if I fail the people who need me.

    ~~~

    After her morning training session, Ariana’s stomach reminded her of another urgent priority: breakfast. The thought of heading to the Hanged Man crossed her mind almost immediately. It had been weeks since she’d last seen Varric, and she needed to catch him up on everything, especially Meredith’s latest power play. The familiar chaos of the tavern’s patrons and its perpetually dim lighting felt like an odd comfort amidst the tension brewing in her life.

    When Ariana arrived at Varric’s suite, she found him seated at his desk, surrounded by scattered papers and ink-stained quills. His expression lit up as he glanced up from his writing, his signature smirk sliding into place. “Pup,” he greeted, leaning back in his chair. “You look like you’ve wrestled an ogre and lost. What’s going on?”

    “Nothing good,” Ariana replied, dropping heavily into the chair across from him. She exhaled deeply, running a hand through her hair. “Meredith found Michael and had him transferred to Kirkwall.”

    Varric’s smirk faltered, replaced by a knowing look. He leaned forward, resting his elbows on the desk. “That’s not a good sign,” he said. “What’s her angle?”

    Ariana shook her head, frustration and worry flickering across her face. “Leverage. Intimidation. I don’t know. But it’s Michael. He doesn’t deserve to get caught up in this.”

    Varric let out a low whistle, the gravity of the situation settling over him. “Good thing you’re still living in the shadows, Pup. But if she’s pulling family into this, she’s playing the long game.”

    Ariana sighed, nodding slightly. “That’s what I’m worried about. She’s setting the pieces, but I don’t know what the endgame is yet.”

    They spent the next hour catching up, Varric filling her in on Hawke’s latest escapades while Ariana shared updates on Ranger operations. She mentioned the few mages Hawke had sent her way recently, grateful for the help, though her mind kept straying back to Meredith and Kira. Varric, sensing her distraction, kept the mood light with his usual humor, though his sharp eyes hinted at deeper concern.

    “You’re playing with fire,” he said finally, his tone serious despite the easy smile that lingered. “And Meredith doesn’t lose gracefully.”

    Ariana leaned back in her chair, her lips curving into a faint smirk. “Good thing I’m not planning to let her win.”

    Varric chuckled softly, but his gaze remained steady. “Careful, Pup. If she’s dragging family into this, she’s ready to up the stakes.”

    Ariana hesitated, her gaze dropping momentarily before she met his eyes again. “I’ll handle it,” she said firmly, though the unease in her chest didn’t ease. She hesitated for a beat before speaking again. “But I’ll need your help, Varric.”

    The smirk faded from his face, replaced by quiet curiosity. “What kind of help?”

    “I need you to reach out to Frederick and my father,” she said, her voice lower now. “If Meredith found Michael, she could easily turn her sights on Kira next. I won’t let her get anywhere near Kirkwall. We need to move her first.”

    Varric tilted his head, his expression thoughtful. “You want me to put out feelers, see if we can make her… vanish?”

    “Exactly,” Ariana replied. “If Frederick’s Knight-Commander friend is willing to transfer her somewhere quiet—off the books—that’s ideal. And if both Circles lose the paperwork, even better.”

    Varric nodded slowly. “I’ll see what I can dig up,” he said, his tone serious. “You know I’ve got people everywhere.”

    “Good,” Ariana said softly, her gratitude clear. “If Kira becomes a target—”

    “She won’t,” Varric cut in, his voice firm. “We’ll handle it, Pup.”

    “Thanks, Varric,” Ariana said genuinely. One thing she knew was that she could always count on him.

    ~~~

    The night air carried a gentle coolness, a refreshing contrast to the lingering warmth of the summer day. The stars stretched across the dark expanse above, gleaming like scattered jewels. Ariana sat on the stone bench in the courtyard, her eyes drawn upward. The stillness of the evening, broken only by the occasional murmur of the wind through the trees, offered a rare and soothing reprieve from the tension of the past few days.

    She heard the soft sound of footsteps behind her, and then Michael’s voice broke the silence. “I see this is still a habit of yours.”

    Ariana turned toward him, a soft smile tugging at her lips as she straightened. “It is. The stars calm me,” she replied, her tone light as she motioned for him to sit beside her.

    Michael settled next to her, his movements deliberate and unhurried. For a moment, neither of them spoke, the quiet between them not unwelcome.

    “You’d probably think I’m crazy if I ever told you about the night I ran away,” Ariana said with a quiet chuckle, her gaze still on the stars.

    Michael looked at her, a faint smile playing on his lips. “Probably,” he said, his tone carrying a teasing warmth. “Though I think much of what you’ve done sounds crazy.”

    Ariana laughed softly, leaning back against the bench. “Fair point.”

    Michael took a deep breath, his expression shifting to something more somber. “Ari… I wanted to apologize.”

    She turned her head to look at him, her brows furrowing slightly in confusion. “For what, Michael?”

    “For how I treated you… back before the Blight,” he said, his voice quiet and laden with regret. His gaze dropped to the stone beneath his feet. “For dragging you to the Circle and having you thrown in a cell. For trying to take you again after you came to warn us about the Battle of Ostagar. I remember how I reacted when I saw you and Cullen standing there together. And for how I spoke to you back then.”

    Ariana reached out, placing her hands over his. Her voice was gentle as she said, “It’s alright, Michael. You were doing what you thought was best.”

    “Maybe,” he said, shaking his head slightly. “But it wasn’t fair to you.” His voice dropped further, filled with quiet remorse. “Over the years, I’ve come to realize I was… unfair. Hypocritical, even.” He glanced at her, his blue eyes sincere. “I joined the Templars to escape that life of nobility. The politics, the expectations, the endless rules that told you what you could and couldn’t be. And yet, I expected you to stay, to shoulder the weight I had cast off.”

    Ariana didn’t reply right away. Instead, she pulled him into a hug, wrapping her arms around him tightly. “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you I was alive,” she said softly. “Getting to Lake Calenhad wasn’t easy during the Blight. I actually… almost got myself killed trying to go back there.”

    Michael pulled back slightly, his eyes wide. “I didn’t know. I’m so—”

    “It’s alright,” Ariana interrupted gently. She smiled faintly, her hands still on his shoulders. “How about we both agree we made mistakes back then? I made a lot of them. We’ve probably both paid for our mistakes more than enough. I don’t think we need to hold on to them.”

    Michael looked at her, his expression softening as a small smile broke through. “Start over?” he asked, his tone light but hopeful.

    “Start over,” Ariana confirmed, standing and offering her hand to him. Michael took it, letting her pull him to his feet.

    As Ariana pulled Michael to his feet, a thought lingered in her mind, quiet but insistent. Meredith’s schemes, as twisted as they were, had unintentionally given her a chance to rebuild something she thought she’d lost with Michael. Despite everything, they were here, together, and she wouldn’t let Meredith tear that apart again.

    And Kira… Kira had always been a ghost, a faint presence on the edges of her childhood memories. But maybe, just maybe, if she could keep Kira safe, she’d finally have a chance to know her—to gain the sister she’d always imagined but never truly had.

    The thought brought a flicker of hope amidst the storm brewing within her. Protecting Kira wasn’t just about defying Meredith; it was about reclaiming something she’d never thought possible.

    “Come,” she said, her tone brightening as she turned toward the house. “There’s someone you need to meet.”

    Michael raised an eyebrow, curiosity flickering in his expression as he followed her inside.

    ~~~

    As they stepped into the kitchen, Ariana’s gaze immediately fell on Cullen. He was seated on the bench, Emma perched comfortably on his lap, her tiny hands gripping the amulet that always hung around his neck. The sight tugged at something deep within her, drawing a soft smile despite the tension lingering in her chest.

    “Well, I see someone’s already found her favorite Templar,” Ariana teased as she walked closer, her tone light but tinged with warmth.

    Cullen glanced up, the corner of his mouth lifting in a faint smile. “Yes, I’ve already been ordered to the library,” he said, his voice carrying a soft humor. “But I managed to negotiate a delay until after dinner.”

    Ariana gestured for Michael to follow her. “Emma,” she said gently, her tone softening as she addressed the little girl, “meet your uncle Michael.”

    Emma turned at the sound of her name, her wide eyes landing on Michael with innocent curiosity. Without hesitation, she reached for the shiny clasp of his Templar insignia, her tiny hands signaling her desire to be picked up.

    Michael hesitated briefly, confusion flickering across his face before he obliged, lifting her carefully into his arms. Emma immediately busied herself with his buttons, her small fingers tugging at them with focused determination.

    “Ari…” Michael began, his voice low and uncertain as his gaze shifted between her and Cullen. “Is she… are you…” He trailed off, motioning vaguely between them as if trying to piece together an answer.

    Ariana exchanged a glance with Cullen, her cheeks already beginning to flush. She opened her mouth to respond, but Isabel appeared from the pantry, her calm voice cutting through the moment.

    “She’s my daughter, Michael,” Isabel said matter-of-factly, setting down a plate on the counter.

    “Thank you, Isabel,” Ariana muttered, her tone dry as her blush deepened.

    Cullen’s chuckle broke the brief silence, his hazel eyes dancing with quiet amusement. That knowing smile—one that seemed to hint at someday—only made Ariana more flustered. She groaned softly and retreated to the table, dropping her face into her folded arms.

    “Go ahead, laugh it up,” she mumbled, her voice muffled.

    Isabel shook her head, her tone carrying a hint of exasperated fondness as she set out more dishes. “Alright, enough fussing. Sit. Dinner’s nearly ready.”

    Michael eased into the chair across from Ariana, Emma still nestled in his lap, content to fidget with his insignia. His faint smile faded as his eyes flicked back to his sister. “Ari,” he began cautiously, “if she’s Isabel’s… then how am I—”

    The lightness in the room seemed to evaporate. Ariana straightened, her expression cooling as she cut him off with a single word. “Mark.”

    The name hung in the air like a bitter curse. Michael’s jaw tightened, his face reddening as his hands stilled against Emma’s small frame. “Entitled bastard,” he spat, the venom in his voice barely restrained. “I hope he never comes to visit. I’ll kill him.”

    Ariana let out a dry laugh, though her gaze dropped to the table. “I don’t worry about it anymore,” she said quietly. “He doesn’t visit. I doubt he even cares that he has a daughter.” Her voice softened slightly, her fingers tracing the grain of the wood. “Besides, Father forbade the entire family from coming to Kirkwall unless I specifically invite them. He’s the one who brought Isabel and Emma here, knowing they’d be safer and happier.”

    Michael’s shoulders eased, though the anger in his eyes didn’t fully dissipate. He glanced down at Emma, her innocent curiosity a stark contrast to the weight of their conversation. His expression softened as she gave up on the buttons and patted his chest with a satisfied grin.

    “She is very cute,” he said quietly, his voice losing its earlier edge.

    Ariana’s lips curved into a faint smile, the heaviness in her chest lifting slightly. “Welcome to being an uncle.”

    Across the table, Cullen had been silent, but Ariana caught the subtle way his hand tightened around the edge of the bench. His eyes flicked briefly to hers, filled with a quiet but fierce protectiveness that sent a rush of warmth through her. Beneath the calm exterior, she could see the storm of thoughts stirring behind those hazel eyes.

    When his hand brushed against hers under the table, she gave a gentle squeeze in return, the silent exchange grounding her. His steady presence felt like an anchor, and she was grateful for it, even if the moment was fleeting.

    For a brief moment, Ariana let herself breathe, her thoughts drifting to Kira. Mark’s selfishness had cost him nothing, yet its shadow loomed over the people she cared about. A bitter thought flickered through her mind before she could stop it: If only Mark had been the one to turn out a mage. She pushed it away, ashamed but unable to deny the fleeting wish. Maybe, just maybe, saving Kira could give her the chance to have a sister—someone she could protect before Meredith’s machinations reached her.

    Cullen’s quiet strength, Michael’s rediscovered loyalty, and Isabel’s steady presence reminded her that not all bonds could be shattered by the past. Some were reforged, stronger than ever.

    And perhaps, she thought as her gaze flicked between them, there was hope for the future after all.

    ~~~

    When Isabel returned with the wine and the final dishes, the mood shifted into something lighter, warmer. They all settled at the table together—Cullen, Michael, Isabel, Emma, and Ariana—a small but oddly complete gathering. For the first time in a long while, Ariana felt the weight of their collective lives ease, even if only for an evening.

    The food was delicious, the wine flowed generously, and conversation came easily. Michael shared stories from his time as a Templar, carefully choosing the lighter ones that wouldn’t dredge up painful memories. Isabel chimed in with anecdotes of Emma’s latest adventures around the estate, making them all laugh as Emma gleefully babbled about “helping” Isabel in the garden and “defeating” imaginary monsters.

    Ariana watched it all, a soft smile playing on her lips as she leaned back in her chair, her glass of wine cradled loosely in her hand. Despite the circumstances surrounding Michael’s arrival and the looming threat of Meredith, she liked having him here. She hadn’t said it earlier in the courtyard, but she regretted so much about their interactions back in Ferelden. She hadn’t been kind to him then, and even months ago, on the road, she’d kept her distance. Now, though, there was a chance to start fresh.

    Yet, beneath the warmth of the evening, a quiet isolation stirred. Her love for Cullen, her gratitude for Isabel and Emma, and the newfound connection with Michael—they were all precious to her. But they weren’t the whole of who she was. The White Wolf was missing. The longer she stayed in Hightown, wrapped in the guise of a noblewoman, the more she felt herself fading.

    Her gaze drifted to Cullen as he laughed softly at something Isabel said. His hazel eyes were warm and content, and her heart swelled with love for him. But even with him beside her, she felt untethered. She needed purpose, needed the fight again. Varric’s suggestion to join Hawke had sparked something in her—a reminder that she wasn’t meant to sit idly by.

    As the evening wound down and Isabel began clearing the table, Michael was the first to rise, stretching languidly. “I think I’ll turn in,” he said, stifling a yawn. “Too much wine, and I’m no good tomorrow. And my Knight-Captain doesn’t let anything slide.” he teased, earning a chuckle from Cullen and Ariana.

    Isabel smirked, already stacking the empty plates. “Your room’s ready, as expected,” she said, her tone brisk but fond. “Go get some rest, child. You’ve earned it.”

    Michael gave a small nod before glancing at Ariana. “Good night, Ari,” he said, his tone softer. “We’ll talk more tomorrow.”

    Ariana smiled, her affection for him evident. “Good night, Michael.”

    As he disappeared down the hall, Isabel continued clearing the table, her efficient movements filling the quiet space. Cullen began to rise, his hand brushing against the back of his chair as he prepared to leave. Ariana touched his arm gently. “Stay,” she said softly, her voice carrying a quiet vulnerability that made him pause. “Please.”

    Cullen’s eyes searched hers for a moment before he nodded. “Of course,” he replied, his voice low.

    Isabel arched an eyebrow but said nothing, simply watching as Ariana led Cullen upstairs to her room. Once inside, the air shifted, the tension of the day giving way to a more intimate stillness. Cullen wrapped his arms around her, holding her close without saying a word. She let herself lean into him, the weight of her thoughts momentarily eased by his steady presence.

    They shared little conversation, both content to let the quiet speak for them. That night, as they lay entwined beneath the covers, Ariana felt a flicker of peace.

    ~~~

    Ariana tightened the straps on her practice gear, her twin daggers gleaming faintly in the soft morning light. Cullen stood across from her, rolling his shoulders as he adjusted his grip on his practice sword. The crisp air carried the faint scent of salt from the harbor, and the gentle hum of the waking city seemed far removed from the quiet tension between them.

    “You’re sure about this?” Cullen asked, his voice calm but tinged with concern as his hazel eyes scanned her figure. His gaze lingered briefly on the area around her ribs, where he knew she still felt the phantom ache of past injuries.

    “I’m sure,” Ariana replied with a faint smirk, gripping her daggers loosely. “I need to stretch these muscles. Sitting idle isn’t helping them heal.”

    Cullen frowned, his jaw tightening slightly. “You could just stick to stretches, Ariana. You’re still recovering.” His tone was measured, but the protective undercurrent was unmistakable.

    Ariana arched an eyebrow, her lips curving into a teasing smile. “You’re not going to let me break, Knight-Captain,” she said lightly. “And if you are, we can always stop.”

    Cullen sighed, lowering his sword slightly. “Fine,” he said, though his tone was reluctant. “But we’ll stick to the basics. No sudden movements, no overexertion. Just focus on your form.”

    Ariana inclined her head, stepping into a ready stance. “Very well.”

    They began slowly, Cullen testing her reflexes with light, deliberate strikes. Ariana moved carefully, her daggers flashing as she deflected each blow. The movements were smooth, but her body reminded her of its limits with every twist and turn. The muscles around her ribs protested faintly, but she pushed through, focusing on her breathing to steady herself.

    “Your stance is off,” Cullen said, stepping back briefly to observe her. “Shift your weight to your left leg. It’ll take the pressure off your ribs.”

    Ariana adjusted, nodding slightly as she met his gaze. “Better?”

    “Better,” Cullen confirmed, circling her with a cautious precision that spoke volumes about his restraint. His strikes were slow and measured, designed to test her balance rather than push her endurance.

    Ariana held her hand up, pausing their session to get some water. She held his gaze for a moment before stepping closer, her tone shifting to something more serious. “I need your help.”

    Cullen straightened, his brow furrowing slightly. “With what?”

    “Kira,” Ariana said, her voice steady but edged with worry. “I’m afraid Meredith will target her next.”

    Cullen’s frown deepened, but he said nothing, waiting for her to continue.

    “Frederick has a Knight-Commander friend in Markham,” she explained. “If we can get Kira transferred there quietly, it’ll keep her out of Meredith’s reach. But I’ll need you to keep an eye on transfer orders—make sure nothing slips past us.”

    Cullen considered her words, his hazel eyes narrowing in thought. “You really think Meredith would go after your sister?”

    “I know she would,” Ariana said firmly. “If she thought it would give her leverage over me, she wouldn’t hesitate.”

    Cullen exhaled slowly, the tension in his shoulders easing as he gave a small nod. “Alright,” he said. “I’ll keep watch. If anything comes up, you’ll be the first to know.”

    Relief flickered across Ariana’s face, and she offered him a faint but genuine smile. “Thank you,” she said softly, her voice filled with sincerity.

    Cullen returned her smile, his tone lightening slightly. “Just promise me one thing.”

    “What’s that?”

    “Next time,” he said, his smirk returning, “don’t wait until we’re sparring to tell me what’s on your mind.”

    Ariana laughed, the sound light and genuine. “Deal.”

    They resumed sparring, the rhythm steady and deliberate. Cullen’s strikes remained light, focusing on her form and stance rather than speed or strength. Ariana matched his pace, her movements gradually becoming more fluid. Each deflection and counterstrike stretched her muscles, easing some of the stiffness she’d carried for weeks.

    “Better,” Cullen said after a particularly clean parry. “You’re moving more naturally now.”

    “Don’t sound so surprised,” Ariana quipped, though the faint sheen of sweat on her brow betrayed her effort.

    The faint creak of the courtyard doors caught her attention, and she glanced up mid-motion, her breathing steady but quickened. Michael stood at the edge of the courtyard, his expression a mixture of surprise and curiosity as he watched them.

    Ariana paused, lowering her daggers as Cullen stepped back, his own gaze shifting toward Michael.

    “Michael,” she said, her tone light but edged with curiosity. “Didn’t expect you up this early.”

    Michael crossed his arms, a faint smirk tugging at his lips. “Didn’t expect to find you out here sparring,” he replied, his eyes flicking to her daggers. “The last time I saw you train, you could barely hold a wooden sword. Father was just humoring you back then.”

    Ariana chuckled softly, wiping the sweat from her brow. “I guess I’ve had some practice since then.”

    Michael shook his head, his expression caught somewhere between amusement and disbelief. “I’d say so. You’re a far cry from the little girl who used to run off with the wooden sword to go find imaginary dragons with Frederick.”

    Ariana laughed more genuinely than she had in a while “Maker… I didn’t even remember that.” she said suddenly smiling at the memory. She turned to look at Cullen, reaching for his hand “Come on. Let’s get breakfast before Isabel starts wondering if we’ve run off.”

    Cullen set the practice sword aside, his gaze lingering on Ariana for a moment before taking her hand. Michael trailed slightly behind, his eyes flicking between the two of them. The weight of the sparring session hung lightly in the air, a subtle but poignant reminder of how much had changed—and how much had stayed the same.

    As they stepped into the warmth of the kitchen, the scent of freshly baked bread and brewed tea greeted them, promising a brief reprieve from the weight of their thoughts.

  • Chapter 33 – Wolf in Kirkwall

    21 Drakonis – 28 Drakonis 9:34

    Ariana stirred, her eyelids heavy and unwilling to fully open. The faint ache in her ribs flared with each shallow breath, and her entire body felt drained, weighed down by exhaustion. As she forced her eyes open, the dim room around her came into focus. The walls were plain stone, dark and cold, illuminated only by a faint light from a single lantern on a desk. The room was small, devoid of decoration, practical in every sense. The bed she lay on was narrow, the mattress firm beneath her. Everything felt unfamiliar.

    Her gaze drifted, scanning the sparse furnishings, and she stiffened as she noticed a figure on the far side of the room. A mage stood at a table, their back to her, methodically preparing something she couldn’t make out. Her voice came out soft, barely a whisper. “Where am I?”

    The mage startled, turning sharply to face her. Relief flickered across his features when he saw her awake. “The Gallows,” he said simply, his tone calm but grave. “You were gravely injured. The Knight-Captain brought you to us.”

    The words hit her like a blow, and a surge of panic rippled through her groggy mind. She tried to sit up but quickly regretted it, the sharp pain in her ribs stealing her breath, the wound at her side burning as she moved. The Gallows? Fragments of memory swirled in her mind—the docks, the battle, Cullen’s arms—but nothing solid. She didn’t remember being brought here.

    The mage noticed her struggle and stepped closer, lowering his voice as if to soothe her. “Don’t move. You’re safe here.” He hesitated, his eyes searching hers before he leaned in slightly. “I… thank you. Your secret is safe with me. I promise I will not let you die.”

    Her chest tightened, though whether from the pain or the implications of his words, she couldn’t tell. “Who…” Her voice was weak, the act of speaking itself a strain. “You know who I am?”

    The mage nodded, his expression steady. “You saved my friend. I owe you more than I could ever repay.”

    He reached down, his hand squeezing hers briefly—a gesture of reassurance, gratitude, and solidarity. Ariana opened her mouth to respond, but the room swayed, and her strength failed her. Darkness crept at the edges of her vision, and she sank back against the mattress, unable to resist the pull of unconsciousness.

    ~~~

    The next time she woke, it was with a dull, persistent ache in her ribs, a tightness on her side, and the lingering fog of exhaustion. The dim light of the room hadn’t changed, though now the air felt heavier, quieter. Ariana blinked a few times, her gaze adjusting, and her breath caught as her eyes landed on a familiar figure sitting at the desk.

    Cullen.

    He was leaning forward, his elbows braced on the wooden surface, his hands clasped together as if in thought. His armor was gone, replaced by a plain shirt and trousers, though his sword was propped against the desk within easy reach. The flickering lantern light softened the usual sharpness of his features, but the tension in his posture was unmistakable.

    Ariana tried to speak, but her throat felt raw, her voice little more than a rasp. “Cullen…”

    He looked up immediately, his golden eyes locking onto hers. Relief washed over his face, followed by a mixture of concern and something she couldn’t quite place. He stood quickly, moving to her side.

    “You’re awake,” he said, his voice steady but soft. “How are you feeling?”

    “Like I lost a fight with a dragon,” she muttered, her lips quirking in the faintest attempt at a smile. Even that small movement hurt.

    Cullen huffed a quiet laugh, though the worry in his eyes didn’t fade. “You came close. You’ve been unconscious for… almost two days.” His gaze swept over her, taking in her pale complexion and the exhaustion still etched into her features. “Do you remember what happened?”

    Her brow furrowed, pieces of memory slotting into place. The battle, the docks, the Alienage… the rest was a haze. “I… remember fighting. Helping people. And then… nothing.” Her hand instinctively moved toward her side, but she stopped when the movement made her ribs protest. “What happened?”

    “You were bleeding badly when I found you,” Cullen said, his voice quieter now. “The wound in your side… if I hadn’t brought you here…” He trailed off, his jaw tightening. “I had to make a choice. The Circle’s healers were your best chance.”

    Ariana’s breath caught at the mention of the Circle. The faint memory of a mage leaning over her flickered in her mind, but she pushed it aside, focusing instead on Cullen—his presence steady, his concern palpable.

    “Can’t imagine Meredith was happy about that,” she muttered absently, her voice still weak. The words slipped out before she fully registered what she was saying.

    Cullen froze, his brows knitting together as he processed her comment. “What do you mean by that?”

    Ariana’s eyes widened slightly, realizing her mistake. She quickly shook her head, forcing a faint, dismissive smile. “Just… what I’ve heard. She doesn’t seem the type to appreciate a Hightown noble taking up space in the Circle, even for healing.”

    Cullen studied her for a long moment, his expression unreadable. Her explanation felt thin. However, he seemed to let it drop—for now.

    “Hmph,” he murmured, glancing away as if the thought unsettled him. “Meredith has her priorities.”

    Relieved that he didn’t press further, Ariana let herself relax against the pillows. But then she shifted slightly, and the sensation of bandages wrapped snugly around her midsection drew her attention. Only then did she notice her armor was gone, leaving her in nothing but her undergarments beneath the blanket. Heat crept into her cheeks as the realization hit her.

    Her eyes flicked back to Cullen, and a faint smirk tugged at her lips despite the ache in her ribs. “You know,” she began, her tone teasing, “I can’t help but notice that I’m… well, mostly undressed.”

    Cullen stiffened, his golden eyes widening slightly as a flush crept up his neck. His gaze darted away, landing somewhere around the far wall. He cleared his throat awkwardly. “One of the healers…” His voice cracked, and he coughed lightly before trying again. “One of the healers undressed you. To treat the wound. Of course.”

    Ariana raised a brow, her smirk widening as her hazel-green eyes sparkled with mischief. “Of course,” she echoed, her tone light but playful. “Glad to know you’ve still got your sense of decorum.”

    Ariana’s smirk deepened as she tilted her head slightly. “Though,” she added, her voice light but with a teasing lilt, “I wouldn’t mind if you did leave that sense of decorum behind. Just for a moment.”

    Cullen’s eyes widened, the blush on his cheeks spreading rapidly. “Ariana—” he began, his tone flustered, but she cut him off with a soft laugh.

    “You’re easy to unsettle, you know that?” she said, her voice quieter now, though the playfulness lingered in her gaze. Her fingers lightly brushed against his hand, grounding him.

    His lips twitched again, this time giving way to a small, reluctant smile. “You don’t make it easy to stay composed,” he admitted, shaking his head slightly.

    Ariana’s smirk returned, her eyes glinting with playful defiance. “Well,” she said, her voice laced with teasing mischief, “it’s not like I undressed myself.”

    Cullen’s mouth opened slightly, then closed again as his blush deepened. He shifted his weight, clearly searching for a response, but Ariana let out a soft laugh and waved a hand dismissively.

    “Relax, Cullen,” she said, her tone gentler now. “I’m only teasing.” Her teasing faded into something softer as she leaned back against the pillows, her gaze steady. “Thank you… for everything.”

    The shift in tone was enough to ease the tension, and Cullen exhaled, giving her a faint smile. “You should rest,” he said again, his voice quieter now but no less firm.

    Ariana shifted her hand, tugging gently at the front of his shirt. “Come here,” she murmured, her voice soft but insistent.

    Cullen hesitated for a moment before leaning closer, his golden eyes searching hers for a moment of reassurance. She raised her hand, brushing her fingers against his cheek before letting it settle there, the warmth of her touch drawing his full attention.

    “I’m sorry,” she said softly, her hazel-green eyes locking onto his. “I didn’t mean to worry you.”

    Before he could respond, she leaned in and pressed a light kiss to his cheek, her lips lingering briefly before she pulled back. Cullen’s breath caught, the vulnerability in her gesture leaving him momentarily speechless. But then his expression softened completely, a quiet resolve in his gaze as he leaned closer.

    “I can’t lose you, Ari,” he said softly, his voice carrying the weight of unspoken fears and hopes. His hand brushed against her face as he leaned in, pressing a light, tender kiss to her lips. “I need you.”

    The words settled between them, unspoken truths finally given voice. Ariana’s hand lingered on his neck as her eyes fluttered shut, a faint smile on her lips as she whispered, “Then you’ll just have to keep saving me.”

    “You saved yourself,” he replied quietly. “I just carried you the rest of the way.”

    Her lips curved in the faintest smile, but exhaustion finally claimed her before she could respond, but the warmth of Cullen’s presence stayed with her as she drifted back into the safety of sleep.

    Cullen stayed by her side, his worry easing only slightly as her breathing evened out. For now, he could breathe too.

    ~~~

    The door creaked softly as Cullen stepped into the room, his boots clicking against the stone floor. His gaze immediately landed on her—standing by the desk, clutching a glass of water, her figure illuminated by the faint light streaming in through the narrow window. 

    He froze for a moment, his breath catching. She was wearing only her undergarments, her bandaged torso visible beneath the dark lines of old scars and the faint, fresh bruising. Without the layers of armor and clothing that usually concealed her, every detail of her form was visible: the taut muscles of her arms and legs, the wiry strength honed through years of battle. It was an unexpected sight—one that struck him harder than he anticipated. She wasn’t just fast; she was built for survival. Every inch of her spoke of someone who had endured far more than she let on. 

    And yet, despite her imposing presence, there was an effortless grace to her, a softness that never quite disappeared. She stood there, barefoot, sipping water as though nothing were amiss. 

    “You should be resting,” Cullen said, breaking the silence as he stepped fully into the room and closed the door behind him. His voice was firm but carried a note of concern that betrayed his irritation. 

    Ariana turned slightly, her movements slow and measured. Her hazel-green eyes met his, and a faint smirk tugged at her lips. “I was thirsty,” she replied, her voice rasping slightly, though the teasing edge was unmistakable. “Lying in bed wasn’t going to fix that.” 

    Cullen sighed, crossing the room to stand in front of her. Up close, the shadows under her eyes were more pronounced, and the lines of exhaustion etched into her face deepened. “You’ve been unconscious for four days,” he said, his tone gentler now. “You’re lucky to be alive.”

    “Four days?” Her brow furrowed slightly as she glanced around the room. Where… where am I, exactly?”

    Cullen’s expression softened. “My quarters, in the Gallows. It was the safest place I could think to bring you. I wasn’t going to risk leaving you anywhere less secure.”

    “You could have just stayed with me, you know.” she replied, gesturing around the room before tilting her head. “For my safety, of course.” 

    Her words hung in the air, teasing yet pointed. Cullen’s composure cracked, his gaze snapping to hers as a flush crept up his neck. “Ariana,” he said, his voice low, the hint of a warning in his tone.

    She chuckled softly, the sound sending a strange warmth through him. “And where have you been staying, Knight-Captain?” 

    “In the barracks,” he answered simply, his golden eyes narrowing slightly. “It’s not important.” 

    Ariana’s gaze lingered on him for a moment longer, and he couldn’t help but notice how comfortable she seemed—standing there, barely clothed, teasing him without hesitation. As if she were trying to tell him something, subtly but deliberately. It unsettled and intrigued him in equal measure. 

    She swayed slightly, and Cullen’s hand shot out to steady her, his fingers brushing against her arm. “Enough,” he said, his voice firm. “You’re pushing yourself too hard. You need to get back in bed.” 

    Instead of complying, she leaned lightly against his chest, her arms resting against his sides. Cullen stiffened at the contact, but wrapped his arms around her. His heart pounded in his chest, the proximity of her—the trust implicit in the gesture—both comforting and overwhelming. 

    “Ariana,” he murmured, his tone softer now. “You need to rest.” 

    She didn’t reply immediately, her head tilting slightly as she exhaled against him. The weariness in her posture was palpable, but her voice, when it came, was laced with quiet defiance. “I’m fine.” 

    He sighed deeply, slipping an arm around her back and another under her legs, lifting her effortlessly. “Fine or not, you’re going back to bed,” he said firmly, his tone leaving no room for argument. 

    As he turned toward the bed, she looped her arms around his neck, and for a moment, time seemed to still. Her hazel-green eyes locked onto his, and he felt as though she were studying him, searching for something. 

    Then, without warning, she leaned in and kissed him—a soft, fleeting kiss that sent a jolt through his entire body. 

    Cullen lost himself in their kiss for a moment. The relief of having her in his arms, safe, washing over him. She pulled back slightly, her forehead resting against his, her voice a barely audible whisper. “Thank you, Cullen. For everything.” 

    For a moment, all he could do was stand there, holding her, his thoughts a tangled mess of relief, worry, and something deeper that he refused to name. This wasn’t the time. The memory of almost losing her was too fresh, too raw. 

    Finally, he exhaled slowly, stepping forward and gently lowering her onto the bed. He grabbed a nearby blanket and draped it over her, tucking it in with careful hands. 

    “Stay here,” he said, his voice steadier now as he moved to retrieve a glass of water. “I’ll get the healers to check on you again soon.” 

    Ariana chuckled softly, her teasing spark not entirely gone despite her exhaustion. “Am I still making you uncomfortable?” she said, her tone light but mischievous. “I would get dressed but I have no clothes here…” 

    Cullen shot her a look, his jaw tightening as his blush deepened. “You’re impossible,” he walked over to the nearby dresser, pulling out a shirt and handing it to her. “Here. Put this on,” he said softly.

    Ariana chuckled as she reached for the shirt, her hazel-green eyes glinting with amusement. “You wouldn’t have me any other way.” she teased, her tone light despite her fatigue.

    ~~~

    Cullen leaned down and pressed a kiss to her forehead “Get some sleep,” he whispered “I’ll be back to check on you later.”

    Ariana settled back against the bed, but then her thoughts drifted to the estate. “Cullen wait,” she called before he walked out “Isabel? Emma? Are they alright?”

    “They’re fine,” Cullen said, as he turned back towards her “I checked on them myself. The estate is untouched. Isabel has been… understandably worried about you.”

    Relief washed over her, though it was quickly tempered by the anxiety of everything she didn’t know. “And the city?”

    Cullen sighed as his expression darkened, his shoulders tensing as he returned to sit on the bed next to her “The Viscount is dead. The Arishok killed him during the fighting.”

    Ariana’s chest tightened. She had known the city was on the brink, but hearing those words felt like the ground shifting beneath her. “And the Arishok?”

    “Hawke,” Cullen said simply, his tone carrying a mixture of respect and disbelief. “Hawke killed him in single combat. She challenged him, and now… now she’s the Champion of Kirkwall.”

    Ariana blinked, the weight of his words settling over her. Champion of Kirkwall. It made sense, and yet it felt surreal. “Hawke…” she murmured, shaking her head faintly. “Of course she did.”

    Cullen glanced at her, a faint smile tugging at the corner of his lips. “She’s already managed to keep the city from descending further into chaos. Barely.”

    “And the Qunari?” Ariana asked, her voice steadier now.

    “Gone,” Cullen replied. “Their remaining forces surrendered after the Arishok fell. It’s over, for now.”

    Ariana exhaled slowly, her shoulders sagging slightly in relief. But the tension in her ribs quickly reminded her of her injuries, and she straightened with a grimace.

    “I need to go home,” she said quietly, glancing at Cullen.

    “Not yet,” he replied firmly, his tone brooking no argument. “Only when the healers say you’re safe to leave. Until then, you stay here.”

    Ariana sighed, her frustration evident, but she didn’t argue further. Instead, she leaned back against the headboard, the glass of water cool in her hands as she tried to process everything he had told her.

    The city was still standing, but everything had changed. And for now, all she could do was wait.

    ~~~

    Ariana stood quietly, smoothing the fabric of the plain travel outfit Isabel had sent. It was simple and comfortable, yet every movement around her ribs sent a dull ache radiating through her side. Her fingers lingered on the bandages beneath the fabric, a reminder of how close she had come to losing everything.

    Cullen’s quiet voice broke her thoughts. “Are you ready?”

    She looked up, meeting his gaze. His expression held that familiar blend of concern and steadfastness, the same look that had brought her comfort countless times over the past week. “I’m ready,” she replied softly, her voice steadier than she felt.

    He stepped closer, offering his arm without hesitation. She accepted, leaning into him lightly as they began the slow walk toward the estate. Each step was a stark reminder of her injuries, but the steady warmth of Cullen’s presence grounded her.

    The streets of Kirkwall felt different now—haunted by the aftermath of the Qunari attack. The echoes of battle had given way to an oppressive stillness. As they walked, her sharp gaze caught every detail: the shattered windows, the scorched remnants of once-bustling shops, the faces of people who passed them—worn, hollow, and wary.

    It wasn’t the devastation that unsettled her most, but the heavy presence of Templars. They were everywhere, their gleaming armor catching the light as they stood watch, their hands never straying far from their weapons. A subtle tension hung in the air, one that felt more stifling than protective.

    “More Templars than usual,” Ariana murmured, her hazel-green eyes narrowing as they passed another pair conducting a tense conversation with a merchant.

    “They’re helping maintain order,” Cullen replied, his voice careful, as though testing the weight of his own words. “Ensuring the city doesn’t spiral into chaos.”

    Her lips tightened, and she glanced up at him, noting the slight set of his jaw. “That’s the official reason.”

    Cullen hesitated, his pace slowing almost imperceptibly. “Yes,” he admitted, the discomfort evident in his tone. “And to ensure there’s no… further unrest.”

    She said nothing, her thoughts swirling as her gaze swept over the scene around them. Order enforced through fear—it was a familiar pattern, one she had seen in far too many places. Yet now, standing beside Cullen, it felt more personal. Her trust in him warred with the reality of what the Templars represented here in Kirkwall.

    “Feels like a different city,” she said finally, her voice quieter.

    “It is,” Cullen replied, his golden eyes darkening with thought. “The Qunari may be gone, but what they left behind…” He trailed off, his tone heavy. “It’s going to take time.”

    Ariana’s gaze lingered on the remnants of a collapsed building. Her chest tightened at the sight of an old woman sweeping rubble from her doorstep as if it were a routine chore. “Hightown will rebuild,” she said softly. “But for Lowtown and the Alienage? They’ll be left to pick up the pieces on their own, as always.”

    Cullen’s brow furrowed, and he glanced at her, his steps slowing. “You care deeply about this city.”

    “It’s not the city,” she corrected, her lips curving into a faint smile. “It’s the people—the ones who can’t fight back, the ones who are always forgotten.” Her words hung in the air, unspoken truths passing between them.

    They walked on in silence, each lost in their thoughts until Cullen broke it. “Thank you,” he said quietly, his voice almost hesitant.

    Ariana tilted her head, puzzled. “For what?”

    “For trusting me,” he said, his gaze fixed ahead. “For letting me take care of you when you needed it most.”

    She stopped, pulling gently on his arm to make him face her. Her hazel-green eyes softened as they met his, her voice steady but filled with quiet conviction. “Cullen, you don’t need to thank me. I’ve always trusted you with my life.” She paused, her voice lowering as she added, “I’m sorry I put you through that.”

    The weight of her words lingered between them, the air charged with something unspoken but deeply understood. Cullen’s lips parted as if to respond, but he seemed to think better of it, nodding instead.

    As they resumed their walk, Ariana leaned into him a little more, her mind easing despite the pain. For a moment, she wondered if him knowing that she had almost died saving him would be easier or hard for him to deal with.

    ~~~

    As they stepped into the estate, the warm light of the house enveloped Ariana, a welcome contrast to the tense streets outside. The scent of fresh bread and the soft murmur of voices carried from the kitchen, offering a brief moment of reprieve. She barely had time to process the change in atmosphere before the familiar clatter of boots echoed in the hallway.

    Hawke appeared first, her stride confident and quick, followed closely by Varric, who carried Bianca with his usual casual ease. Without hesitation, Hawke closed the distance and pulled Ariana into a firm hug.

    “Well, well, look who finally decided to grace us with her presence,” Hawke teased, her tone playful yet tinged with relief.

    Ariana managed a tired grin. “Champion of Kirkwall,” she said with mock reverence, her voice soft but light. “What an honor to find you sullying my humble home.”

    Hawke smirked, stepping back and offering her arm dramatically. “I elevate every place I visit. You’re welcome.”

    Varric leaned against the kitchen table, his arms crossed as he chuckled. “Don’t let her fool you, pup. She was pacing outside like a restless mabari before she barged in.”

    Isabel, who had been lingering nearby, approached with a warm smile. “It’s good to have you back, my child,” she said softly, wrapping Ariana in a gentle embrace. The steady presence of Isabel’s arms reminded Ariana of the family she had built here, and she allowed herself a moment to relax.

    Cullen stood by the door, observing the reunion with quiet detachment. The faintest smile touched his lips, though the tension in his shoulders remained. After a moment, he stepped forward, his hand settling at Ariana’s waist as he drew her close.

    “I need to get back. Please get some rest,” he said quietly, his voice low and tinged with reluctance. Leaning down, he pressed a tender kiss to her lips.

    Ariana’s breath caught at the gentle urgency in his touch. She returned the kiss, her hand rising to cup his cheek. For a moment, the chaos of the past days faded. When they parted, her gaze softened as she whispered, “I will,” a promise she intended to keep.

    Cullen’s golden eyes searched hers, as though ensuring she meant it, before he finally nodded and stepped back. Without another word, he turned and left, the door clicking softly behind him.

    The silence that followed was brief.

    “Maker’s breath, Ari,” Hawke said, her smirk practically glowing with mischief. “That man is madly in love with you.”

    “Oh, he’s completely gone,” Varric added, shaking his head as if in awe. “I’ve seen some things in my time, but this? This takes the cake.”

    Ariana’s cheeks flushed faintly, and she groaned, rubbing her temples as though she could block out their voices. “I just got out of the Gallows. Can I have five minutes before the torment begins?”

    “Absolutely not,” Hawke declared, crossing her arms with a mock air of authority. “The Knight-Captain of Kirkwall is in love… with you. You’re going to hear about it.”

    “And we’re here to make sure you do,” Varric quipped, his grin widening.

    Ariana opened her mouth to retort but faltered, Hawke’s words echoing in her mind. Madly in love. It wasn’t that she didn’t feel something—she did, deeply—but she had never put it into words, not even to herself. Did he love her? Did she deserve that? Did he?

    The thought made her heart quicken, a mix of warmth and trepidation swelling in her chest. She shook her head, brushing the thoughts aside with a forced laugh. “Fine,” she said, feigning exasperation. “Get it out of your systems now.”

    “Not a chance, pup” Varric shot back. “We’re in this for the long haul.”

    Once the laughter and teasing died down, Ariana’s smile faded as reality crept back in. “What do I need to know? What happened while I was unconscious in the Gallows?”

    Hawke’s smirk disappeared, replaced by a grim seriousness. “With the Viscount dead, Knight-Commander Meredith has stepped in to ‘keep order.’”

    Ariana’s hand froze mid-motion, her cup of tea trembling slightly before she set it down. “What?” she asked, disbelief etched in her voice. “A Templar cannot rule the city.”

    Varric shrugged, his tone dry. “Technically, she’s not. But with no Viscount and no council to rein her in, she’s running the show. Templars on every corner, curfews, restrictions. Meredith’s version of ‘order’ looks a lot like tyranny.”

    Ariana’s fingers curled tightly around the edge of the table, her jaw tightening. “Cullen didn’t mention any of this.”

    “Not surprising,” Varric said, leaning back. “He probably doesn’t want you to worry—or maybe he’s just trying to avoid an argument.”

    Ariana’s mind raced, piecing together fragments of her conversations with Cullen. “‘Meredith has her priorities,’” she murmured, recalling his words. “Now I see what he meant.” Her voice faltered as the full weight of the situation sank in.

    “What are you talking about, pup?” Varric asked, his head tilting.

    “Cullen’s words,” Ariana said, her voice tinged with realization. “I made a comment about Meredith likely not being happy that I was in the Gallows, and that was his response. I remember thinking it was an odd thing to say, but now it makes sense.” Her words trailed off as the implications of Meredith’s increasing control settled over her.

    Hawke’s gaze darkened. “This is exactly what everyone feared. The Qunari left destruction in their wake, and Meredith’s using it to seize more control. If she keeps this up, Kirkwall will tear itself apart.”

    Ariana clenched her fists, a dull ache blooming in her ribs as her tension grew. “This… this is what the Divine feared,” she muttered, her mind flashing back to their conversations. The fractures in Kirkwall were deepening, and Meredith’s power grab would only widen them.

    “And the Templars?” she asked, her voice sharper now. “Are they targeting anyone? The mages?”

    Varric’s expression softened slightly. “Not yet. Meredith’s focused on ‘restoring order.’ Lowtown’s a mess, but most of the Rangers are staying under the radar. No direct trouble so far.”

    Ariana exhaled, though her shoulders remained tense. “For now, that’s a relief. But we need to stay vigilant. If Meredith’s control grows, she’s going to start looking for enemies, real or imagined.”

    Varric leaned forward, his elbows resting on the table. “The question is, what are we going to do about it? I don’t think the White Wolf or the Champion can just sit back and watch this happen.”

    Hawke crossed her arms, her tone heavy with frustration. “It’s not just mages anymore. She’s tightening her grip on everyone. If she keeps this up, there’ll be riots—and then she’ll use that as an excuse to crack down even harder.”

    Ariana rubbed her temples, her thoughts spinning. “First, we need to figure out just how far she’s willing to go. If this escalates, the last thing we need is open conflict between the Templars and the people.”

    “And Cullen?” Varric asked cautiously. “What does the Knight-Captain think of all this?”

    Ariana hesitated, her chest tightening. Cullen couldn’t be blind to Meredith’s flaws, but could he see how dangerous her control had become? “I don’t know,” she admitted quietly. “But I need to find out.”

    Silence settled over them, the weight of their precarious situation pressing down on all of them. Finally, Hawke broke the quiet, her tone laced with wry amusement. “Speaking of heroic feats, word’s spreading about the White Wolf saving the Gallows.”

    Ariana’s brow furrowed. “And?”

    Hawke smirked. “And apparently, your Knight-Captain is looking for you.”

    Ariana blinked, her pulse quickening. “What?”

    Varric chuckled. “It’s true. He’s been asking around Lowtown, trying to track down the mysterious White Wolf.”

    Her stomach churned. Cullen was hunting her, though he didn’t even realize it. “You know,” she said slowly, “he didn’t even mention the White Wolf when we talked about the attack.” she muttered, her voice tinged with frustration and something else—hurt.

    Hawke raised an eyebrow, her grin fading slightly. “Really? After all that?”

    “Not a word,” Ariana muttered, her tone tinged with something close to hurt. “The Gallows would have fallen to the Qunari without me, Valentina, and Lamberto. He would have been injured—or worse—and yet he’s looking for me?”

    “Well, you did save his life,” Hawke said, her grin softening. “Maybe he’s just curious.”

    Ariana’s jaw tightened. “Or maybe he still sees the White Wolf as a threat. A risk to his precious order.”

    Her words carried a bitter edge, but she couldn’t entirely blame him. Cullen didn’t know the White Wolf had been injured, didn’t know the risk she’d taken. And yet, it stung that he couldn’t see the good the Rangers were doing.

    The room fell quiet for a moment, the weight of her words hanging in the air. Varric broke the silence with a soft chuckle. “Well, if it helps, Valentina and Lamberto left him with a lasting impression.”

    Ariana’s brow arched as a smile tugged at her lips. “Of course they did, they’re both Antivan.”

    Hawke chuckled, shaking her head. “I would’ve paid to see Cullen’s face.”

    Ariana laughed softly, she could definitely imagine the exchange and Cullen’s frustration with whatever it was that Valentina and Lamberto said.

    “For now,” Varric replied, his tone turning more serious, “no one seems to have a clear lead on where to find the White Wolf. Lay low,” Varric advised. “The more visible the White Wolf is, the harder it’ll be to keep the Rangers safe. Meredith’s got eyes everywhere, and if she catches wind of anything…”

    Ariana sighed, her hand brushing through her hair as she leaned against the counter. “I’ll keep a low profile,” she said finally. “For now. Guess it’s up to you, Champion of Kirkwall…”

    But her mind remained tangled in conflict. Cullen—the man she trusted above all others—was now unknowingly searching for her other self. The irony gnawed at her, but the ache in her chest was harder to ignore. Safe as she felt in his presence, she couldn’t shake the fear of what would happen if he ever uncovered the truth.

    ~~~

    Ariana sat in the library, the late morning light filtering through the tall windows. The room, usually a sanctuary of quiet reflection, felt oppressive today. The weight of recent events bore down on her shoulders as she stared at the half-written letter in front of her, the ink still glistening faintly. Her pen hovered over the parchment, but the words refused to come.

    Isabel entered the room, a warm cup of tea in hand. She placed it gently in front of Ariana before taking the seat across from her, her expression calm yet thoughtful. “No one could have seen this coming, child,” she said, her voice steady and comforting. “You couldn’t have predicted the Qunari would try to take the city. And Meredith… well, she is the sort who sees every crisis as an opportunity. This was a convenient coincidence for her. She likely had contingency plans ready long before this.”

    Ariana exhaled sharply, setting the quill down with more force than intended. Frustration etched lines into her otherwise composed features as she stared at the unfinished letter. “Linnea did, she had just told me a few days before the Qunari were growing anxious. We just saw it too late.,” she said, her voice heavy with self-reproach. “But Meredith… if she has consolidated this much power, what does that say about how effective I’ve been here?”

    “That she consolidated it before you even got here,” Isabel replied pointedly, leaning forward. Her tone softened, but her words remained firm. “You’re not responsible for this any more than you were for the Blight. You cannot take on the world alone, no matter how much you might want to.”

    A bitter chuckle escaped Ariana as she shook her head, a rueful smile tugging at the corners of her lips. “No, I just want to stop it from falling apart.”

    Isabel’s gaze lingered on her, quiet understanding in her eyes. Ariana sighed and picked up the tea, the warmth of the cup grounding her momentarily. She took a slow sip, savoring the calming taste before setting it back down. “I need to get word to the Divine. And Riley…” She hesitated, her fingers drumming lightly against the table. “If this is heading where I think it is, we’ll need to start evacuating a lot more mages than we have been. I’ll need the Divine’s permission—and more Rangers in Kirkwall.”

    Isabel tilted her head, her expression unreadable for a moment before she nodded. “It’s a dangerous move,” she said, her tone measured. “But if anyone can manage it, it’s you. Write to the Divine. Tell her everything. If she sent you here, then she knew this might happen.”

    Ariana’s brow furrowed as she considered Isabel’s words. “Riley is going to kill me,” she said, raising an eyebrow as she glanced at Isabel. “I’ll be surprised if she doesn’t show up herself.”

    Isabel’s lips curved into a small smirk. “Riley might curse you for the work you’re about to pile on her,” she replied, her tone teasing. “But she believes in you and what the Rangers stand for.”

    Ariana smiled faintly, shaking her head as a flicker of warmth broke through her otherwise somber demeanor. “She’s going to have a few choice words for me in her reply, no doubt.”

    “And every one of them well-deserved,” Isabel quipped, her laughter light but genuine. “But she’ll do what needs to be done, just as you will.”

    Ariana leaned back in her chair, her hazel-green eyes thoughtful as they wandered to the parchment in front of her. “One of the healers at the Circle recognized me,” she said suddenly, her voice quieter. “He thanked me for saving his friend. Said he wouldn’t let me die.”

    Isabel’s expression sobered, her brow furrowing slightly. “He knows who you are?”

    Ariana nodded, her gaze distant. “I didn’t know how to respond. But in that moment…” She paused, her voice growing steadier. “It reminded me why we’re doing this. Why we have to keep fighting. If not us, then who?”

    Isabel reached out, placing a comforting hand over Ariana’s. “You’ve done more for this city than most would dare to dream. Don’t lose sight of that.”

    Ariana squeezed Isabel’s hand briefly before turning her focus back to the letter. Determination replaced the doubt in her eyes as she dipped her quill into the ink. “Then I guess it’s time to put all of this into motion,” she said resolutely. “Let’s hope the Divine is as prepared to act as we are.”

  • Chapter 32 – The Qunari Uprising

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    Ariana’s heart raced as she navigated the streets of Hightown, the weight of the chaos pressing down on her. The screams, the clash of steel, the guttural shouts of the Qunari—it was a cacophony of destruction that seemed endless. But in the midst of the turmoil, her focus remained razor-sharp. Find survivors. Avoid the main force. And Cullen… She pushed the thought aside for now. Worry wouldn’t help. Don’t think, Ariana. Act. Krieger’s words as steadfast as ever in her mind. He wasn’t wrong.

    As she moved, she kept to the shadows, dispatching lone Qunari when necessary but avoiding larger groups. Her daggers flashed in the dim light, precise and efficient. She had to conserve her strength—there were too many of them to take head-on. In the distance, she saw a large force moving toward Viscount’s Keep, their disciplined march unmistakable even in the chaos. The sight made her blood run cold. They’re making a play for the city’s heart.

    She pressed on, descending toward Lowtown, where the chaos seemed to thrum like a living beast. The narrow alleys and crowded streets were a dangerous labyrinth, but Ariana knew them well. As she rounded a corner, she caught sight of Valentina ahead, flanked by a small group of the most proficient recruits. Relief washed over her as she approached them.

    “Wolf,” Valentina greeted, her voice calm but tense despite the chaos. “We were on our way to find you.”

    “Good,” Ariana replied briskly, her eyes scanning the group. “Where are the others?”

    “The newest recruits are holding position at the warehouse,” Linnea’s voice answered from above, as she dropped down from a nearby rooftop with Lamberto close behind.

    Ariana nodded, wasting no time. “I need to know where the Qunari are concentrating their forces and where we can make the most impact,” she said quickly, her tone leaving no room for argument. “Avoid detection, save what innocents you can but… we still need to stick to the shadows as best as possible.”

    Linnea hesitated, her expression flickering with frustration. “We should have seen this coming. I should have seen it. I thought we had more time—”

    “We all did,” Ariana cut her off gently but firmly. “There’s no point dwelling on what we missed. We act now.”

    Linnea nodded, her jaw tightening as she pushed the guilt aside. “Understood.”

    “Relay a message to Hawke,” Ariana continued, turning to her. “The Qunari are marching on the Viscount’s Keep. She needs to know immediately.”

    Lamberto frowned. “The Keep? Are they after the Viscount?”

    “Probably a good guess,” Ariana replied curtly. Then, softening slightly, she turned to Valentina. “Find Cullen. Confirm he’s safe, but do not engage unless he’s overwhelmed. If you see no other choice, help him, but do not draw attention.”

    The Rangers acknowledged her commands with a unified, “Understood, Wolf,” before melting into the chaos like shadows.

    Ariana took a steadying breath and pressed on toward Lowtown. The carnage was no less intense here, but she moved with purpose, rescuing whoever she could while staying clear of large Qunari groups. Her daggers worked quickly, cutting through binds to free captives and holding off the occasional skirmish.

    Her heart skipped a beat when she spotted familiar figures in the distance—Hawke, Varric, Merrill, and Anders, their weapons drawn and faces set with determination. Relief flickered through her as she ran to meet them, calling out over the din.

    “Hawke!” she shouted.

    Hawke turned, her blade glinting in the dim light, and nodded sharply. “Ariana.”

    They closed the distance quickly, Hawke’s voice sharp and businesslike. “The Qunari are staging a full-scale assault.”

    “I know,” Ariana replied, her voice tight. “They were moving toward the Viscount’s Keep. Their numbers are significant.”

    Varric, his crossbow cocked and ready, gave her a grim look. “Then you know things are getting worse by the second. The guard’s scattered, and the Templars aren’t exactly swarming to help.”

    “Anders, Merrill, and I have been focusing on evacuating the streets,” Hawke added, wiping sweat from her brow. “But we need to regroup. If they’re targeting the Keep, they’re making a play for control of the city.”

    Ariana’s mind raced, her thoughts flickering between the Keep, the Rangers, and the Gallows. Cullen… But now wasn’t the time to let her mind wander. She turned her attention back to Hawke. “We need a coordinated effort,” she said, scanning the group. “Where do you need me?”

    Hawke paused, considering for only a moment before gesturing toward the docks. “We’ve heard reports of skirmishes there. It’s close to your Rangers’ warehouse. If the Qunari get a foothold there, they’ll control all incoming supplies.”

    Ariana nodded sharply. “Understood.”

    She exchanged a quick glance with Varric, who gave her a nod of encouragement, and then turned to make her way toward the docks. The battle wasn’t over—not by a long shot—and Ariana knew the decisions they made in the next few hours could determine the fate of Kirkwall.

    ~~~

    Hawke smirked, brushing the dirt from her gloves turning to Ariana before leaving. “And if the White Wolf and her Rangers don’t mind handling the rest of the city, then we’ll make our way to Hightown.”

    Ariana raised an eyebrow, her lips curling into a dry smile. “Oh, just save the rest of the city, then? Simple enough.” She shook her head but gave Hawke a knowing glance. “Leave it to us.”

    As they prepared to part ways, Ariana turned back one last time. “Oh, and Hawke, Varric… don’t go dying on me. I’ll pull you back from the Fade and kill you myself if you do.”

    Varric chuckled, a rare flicker of lightness in the dire moment. “Don’t worry, Pup. I’ve survived worse.”

    Ariana watched as the group disappeared into the chaos before turning her focus back to the task at hand. She pulled the horn from her belt and sounded it—a distinct, sharp call designed to rally Rangers in the area. The sharp, resonant tone echoed through the narrow streets, cutting through the noise of battle like a beacon. But she knew the risk: the sound could draw not just allies, but Qunari as well.

    Her hand stayed on her weapon, her sharp eyes scanning the surrounding streets. Soon enough, Rangers began to converge on her position, moving efficiently through the alleys and shadows of Lowtown. Ariana gave quick, clear orders, dividing them into squads to secure key areas and evacuate civilians.

    As she moved toward the Alienage, Lamberto and his squad fell into step with her, their presence a reassuring weight at her side. Together, they swept the area, engaging pockets of Qunari and ensuring the safety of the residents. The fighting was brutal but swift; the Rangers moved with the discipline of seasoned warriors, cutting through the chaos with precision.

    Just as they were finishing up, Valentina approached, her face pale but her voice steady. “Wolf, Knight-Captain Cullen is at the docks. He and a small force of Templars are holding the position, trying to keep the Qunari from advancing toward the Gallows. But…” She hesitated, her eyes flicking to Ariana’s for permission to continue. “They won’t last much longer.”

    Ariana’s chest tightened, her mind racing through the implications. Cullen… Maker, what would I do if I lost him now? The thought threatened to paralyze her, but she shoved it down, focusing instead on the task before her. “Valentina, Lamberto, with me. Linnea, take the remaining Rangers and keep scouting,” she ordered, her voice firm. “Save as many innocents as you can. I will handle the docks.”

    Linnea hesitated, her expression flickering with concern. “What are you going to do?” she asked, her voice low, wondering if Ariana was prepared to expose the White Wolf to Cullen.

    “We’re going to make sure the Qunari don’t overwhelm them and take the Gallows,” Ariana replied sharply. “The city will be lost if they do.”

    Linnea opened her mouth as if to protest, but thought better of it. She straightened and saluted crisply. “By your order, Wolf,” she said before disappearing back into the shadows with the remaining Rangers.

    Without another word, Ariana led Valentina and Lamberto through the winding streets of Lowtown, her steps quick and purposeful. As they neared the docks, she motioned for her companions to split off and flank the enemy forces, positioning themselves on either side of the battlefield.

    Ambushes aren’t won from the ground.

    Ariana leapt onto the nearest rooftop, her movements swift and deliberate. From this vantage point, she could see everything—the Qunari pressing against the Templars’ crumbling line, the chaos of battle threatening to spill further into the city. Her eyes fixed on Cullen at the center, his sword rising and falling in a blur of steel. He was holding the line, barely. Her pulse quickened. Hold on, Cullen. Just hold on.

    Suddenly, she saw a group of Qunari breaking toward Cullen’s position while he was already engaged in another fight. Don’t hesitate. Hesitation is death. With a controlled breath, she dropped silently into the fray, her blades flashing. Her first target fell in seconds, her blade slicing across his throat before his axe could drop. The second lunged, and she sidestepped smoothly, her twin daggers plunging into his side in one fluid motion. The third swung a heavy blade; she ducked beneath it, rolling behind him and driving her blade into his exposed back.

    She felt Cullen’s eyes on her as she moved, a flicker of recognition in his gaze. Their eyes locked for a brief second, and the weight of his unspoken questions pressed against her. If he knew, what would he say? Could he ever understand? But now wasn’t the time to dwell. He turned back to the fight, his movements more decisive, as though her presence had bolstered him.

    “Behind you!” Cullen’s voice rang out, sharp and commanding.

    Don’t think, Ariana. Act.

    Ariana spun, her daggers catching the Qunari mid-strike. The force of the blow rattled her arms, but she pushed through, sidestepping to deliver a swift counter that sent her opponent crumpling to the ground. She glanced back at Cullen, nodding her thanks before falling into rhythm with him, their strikes synchronizing effortlessly. They moved as if they had always fought together, her speed complementing his strength.

    Focus, Ariana.

    The fight surged on, the Qunari relentless, their brutal force threatening to overwhelm the defense. Ariana stayed in motion, her strikes swift and precise.

    Lamberto’s voice cut through the din. “Templars! Hold the line! Push them back away from the docks!”

    The Templars rallied, their efforts renewed by the Rangers’ intervention. But the Qunari pressed harder, determined to break through. Ariana’s blades flashed as she wove through the chaos, intercepting enemies wherever the line threatened to falter. She could feel the strain in her muscles, the burn of exertion, but she couldn’t stop. Not now.

    You don’t fight to survive, Ariana. You fight to win.

    Then she felt it. A shift in the weight behind her, too quick to fully react. The sharp, cold bite of steel pierced through her side, the force of the Qunari’s blade driving her forward. Her breath caught, the pain radiating like fire as she stumbled, barely managing to stay upright.

    What’s the point of speed if you can’t predict your enemy’s next move?

    The reprimand seared through her thoughts as she gritted her teeth, forcing herself to twist sharply and drive her dagger into the Qunari’s neck. He fell, his weapon still embedded in her side, but she refused to falter. Her hand brushed the wound briefly, her fingers coming away slick with blood.

    You’re too important to lose the thought of Krieger’s voice for the first time was soft, almost regretful.

    No one noticed. Cullen had turned to rally the Templars, his focus on regrouping their forces. Ariana bit down on the pain, removing the weapon from her side, forcing her steps to remain steady. The blood soaking her cloak and armor was indistinguishable from the surrounding carnage, and her movements gave no sign of weakness. She couldn’t afford for anyone to see, to ask questions. She had to keep moving. She was the White Wolf, and she had to endure.

    The battle pressed on, but the tide was beginning to turn. The Rangers and Templars fought as one, driving the Qunari back step by step. Ariana moved with them, her blades carving a path through the chaos, her focus unyielding.

    For now, the line held. That was all that mattered.

    ~~~

    Cullen’s arm burned with fatigue as he raised his blade again, his shield battered from repeated blows. It felt like hours since the battle had begun, and the relentless tide of Qunari showed no sign of stopping. He gritted his teeth, the thought of retreat flickering in his mind. But retreat meant giving up the docks, and the Gallows—and the city. No, it all depended on this position holding, there was no retreat. His thoughts shifted to Hightown, to Ariana. Maker, let her be safe.

    He barely had time to process the image of her face before a hulking Qunari charged him head-on. Cullen braced himself, lifting his shield, when a flicker of movement on his left caught his attention. Another Qunari was closing in from the side, weapon raised high. Too late.

    A shadow dropped between him and the attacker, moving with deadly precision. A cloaked figure landed with lethal grace, steel flashing in the moonlight. The first Qunari’s advance was cut short as the figure’s blade struck true, dropping him in a single, precise movement. The second swung wildly, but the figure sidestepped with ease, delivering a swift counterstrike that sent him crumpling to the ground.

    Cullen blinked, trying to process the scene. The cloaked figure—wearing a white fur-trimmed cloak, a mask concealing the lower half of their face—moved like liquid fire. Their strikes were deliberate, calculated, and brutal. More Qunari rushed forward, but the figure intercepted, weaving through the chaos with practiced ease.

    “Behind you!” Cullen shouted as another Qunari advanced, blade aimed for the figure’s back.

    The figure didn’t hesitate. Pivoting on their heel, they parried the incoming strike and turned it into a fluid counterattack that left their opponent on the ground. They glanced back briefly, their masked face unreadable, they nodded their thanks before returning to the fray.

    Cullen snapped out of his daze, raising his own blade to engage the Qunari pressing in on his side. Whatever else was happening, there was no time to question it now. He moved closer to the cloaked figure, his instincts guiding him to their side. Without a word exchanged, they fell into a rhythm, fighting back-to-back against the Qunari horde.

    Suddenly, another figure joined the fray, calling out with a commanding voice. “Templars! Hold the line! Push them back!” It was a man in dark armor—Cullen vaguely recognized him as one of the figures he had seen arrive on the docks a few months back when he first saw the White Wolf.

    The Templars rallied at the call, bolstered by the arrival of reinforcements. The Rangers moved with brutal efficiency, their attacks coordinated and precise. Cullen couldn’t help but notice how the cloaked figure directed the fight with subtle gestures—motions that the others responded to without hesitation. Whoever this White Wolf was, they commanded the battlefield.

    Finally, the last of the attackers fell. Silence descended over the docks, broken only by the sound of heavy breathing and the distant echoes of battle from other parts of the city. Cullen turned, lowering his weapon, his eyes narrowing as they fixed on the cloaked figure. He’d heard stories, whispers about the White Wolf, but to see them here again—and fighting with such ruthless efficiency—was something else entirely.

    “You’re the White Wolf,” Cullen said, his voice low but tinged with disbelief. “What are you doing here?”

    The figure froze for a moment before Valentina stepped forward, her expression composed but unreadable. “The White Wolf fights where the people need them,” she said smoothly, her tone neutral. “Tonight, you needed them.”

    Cullen’s eyes flicked back to the cloaked figure, frustration simmering beneath the surface. “Why are you in Kirkwall?” he demanded, his tone sharp.

    The figure gave no reply. Instead, they raised a gloved hand, gesturing toward the fallen Qunari as if to say, Your city is still standing because of us. With deliberate care, they inclined their head in a slight, deliberate bow. The meaning was clear: You’re welcome.

    Before Cullen could respond, the figure turned and disappeared into the shadows, their white cloak vanishing into the night.

    Cullen stepped forward instinctively, but Lamberto and Valentina moved to block his path, their postures firm but not overtly hostile. “That’s far enough, Knight-Captain,” Lamberto said evenly.

    “I have questions,” Cullen pressed, his frustration bleeding into his voice. “Kirkwall isn’t a battlefield for mercenaries to play hero.”

    Valentina’s eyes hardened slightly. “The White Wolf isn’t here to asnwer your questions and they aren’t playing, neither are we. We saved your position. Perhaps you should focus on keeping it.”

    Cullen’s gaze flicked to her, recognition dawning. “I’ve seen you before. At the docks. Weren’t you supposed to be in Starkhaven?”

    Valentina smirked faintly. “Who says we weren’t. Maybe we were just leaving when the chaos broke out.”

    Cullen’s brows furrowed, his frustration mounting. “If you’re truly with the Crows, then why do you answer to the White Wolf?”

    Her smirk widened slightly, but her eyes remained unreadable. “You think you know everything about us?”

    Before Cullen could retort, the other Templars began to gather around, their exhaustion giving way to murmurs of awe. “The White Wolf,” one of them whispered, eyes wide. “They saved us.”

    “Andraste’s grace, did you see them fight?” another added. “Like something out of the stories.”

    Cullen’s grip tightened on his blade, the praise grating against his nerves. “Back to your posts,” he ordered sharply. “The docks still need defending.”

    As the Templars dispersed, Cullen turned back to Lamberto and Valentina. “This isn’t over.”

    Lamberto smirked faintly. “It never is.”

    Without another word, the two Rangers melted into the shadows, leaving Cullen standing alone amidst the wreckage of the battlefield. His thoughts churned as he scanned the darkened alleys, frustration warring with a begrudging sense of respect. The White Wolf… The name echoed in his mind, heavy with unanswered questions.

    For now, those questions would have to wait. His priority was clear. He needed to find Ariana and make sure she was safe. Letting out a steadying breath, he turned and began making his way toward Hightown, the memory of the White Wolf’s silent, calculating movements etched into his mind.

    ~~~

    Cullen’s thoughts churned with equal parts frustration and urgency. The battle had drained him, but the memory of Ariana’s face kept him moving. She had been on his mind through every strike, every parry. She wasn’t trained for this—or was she? The thought lingered, unbidden. He found himself reminded of that day on the Wounded Coast, the slavers that had ambushed them, and the way she had cut through them with lethal efficiency. He hadn’t expected that—not from her. He had known she was capable, but the precision and ruthlessness she displayed that day hinted at a far deeper training than he’d understood.

    Even so, the memory offered little comfort. A few slavers in the wilderness were a far cry from the organized fury of the Qunari. He couldn’t shake the nagging fear that she might overestimate herself, or worse, underestimate the sheer brutality of her enemy.

    The image of her estate flashed in his mind—the warm halls, the steadfast presence of Isabel and Emma. He clung to that thought like a lifeline, hoping against hope that the battle hadn’t reached that far yet. The idea of something happening to her—or to any of them—pushed him forward, his pace quickening.

    The White Wolf… The name echoed in his thoughts as his boots struck against the cobblestones. The rumors surrounding this enigmatic figure had spread across Kirkwall, equal parts alarming and intriguing. They fought with the precision of someone who had seen years of battle, someone unflinching in the face of chaos. Yet… there was something unsettlingly familiar about the way they moved, the way they carried themselves. He couldn’t place it, but none of that mattered now.

    All he cared about was Ariana. He had to make sure she was safe, that nothing in this chaos had reached her. He needed to see her, to hold her, to know for certain she was all right.

    As Cullen passed through Lowtown, the remnants of the Qunari assault were everywhere. Bodies littered the streets—Templars, Qunari, and civilians alike. Smoke curled into the night sky, its acrid scent stinging his nostrils. The air was heavy with death and the muffled cries of those tending to the wounded. He forced himself to keep moving, his boots splashing through shallow puddles of blood as he climbed the stairs toward Hightown.

    The higher he climbed, the quieter the streets became, though the tension in the air was palpable. Hightown was far from untouched—broken glass and splintered wood scattered the pristine stone streets, signs of the battle that had reached even here. A few city guards lingered, dragging debris to clear paths, but they seemed as lost as anyone else.

    Cullen’s heart pounded as he turned the final corner, the familiar silhouette of Ariana’s estate coming into view. The grand stone walls stood tall, the windows glowing faintly with the warm light of the hearths inside. Relief washed over him, though it didn’t fully quell the anxiety gnawing at his chest.

    He quickened his pace, stepping up to the door and knocking firmly. For a moment, there was no response, and the silence only fueled his unease. Then, the sound of hurried footsteps reached his ears, followed by the door creaking open to reveal Isabel.

    “Cullen,” she said, her voice a mixture of relief and surprise. “You’re alive.”

    “I could say the same for you,” Cullen replied, his eyes scanning the entryway behind her. “Ariana—”

    “She’s fine,” Isabel interrupted, stepping aside to let him in. “But she’s not here.”

    Cullen’s brows furrowed, his heart sinking. “Not here? Where is she?”

    Isabel hesitated, glancing toward the stairs. “She went out earlier… She was looking for our staff that weren’t home. She would have headed for the Alienage most likely, but she hasn’t returned yet.”

    Cullen’s fists clenched at his sides, his thoughts racing. “She’s out there? Alone? Does she realize what’s happening in the city?”

    “She knows,” Isabel said, her voice firm. “But you know Ariana—she’s not one to sit idly by when people need her.”

    Cullen’s frustration flared, but he tamped it down. Maker save me, does she have to be so stubborn? “Did she say where she was going after the Alienage?”

    Isabel shook her head. “No. Just that she’d be back as soon as she could.”

    Cullen exhaled sharply, his mind already calculating his next move. “If she comes back, keep her here. Don’t let her leave again.”

    “And where will you be?” Isabel asked, crossing her arms.

    “Finding her,” Cullen replied simply, stepping back toward the door. “She shouldn’t be out there.”

    “She’s not helpless, Cullen,” Isabel called after him. “You give her too little credit.”

    He paused, turning back to face her. “She’s not helpless, but she’s not invincible either. Neither am I. Someone else just saved me from being overrun.” he hated having to admit that, but it was the truth. And if he and his Templars had needed saving, what chance did Ariana have alone.

    Isabel’s expression shifted to confusion, though her concern remained clear. Before she could respond, Cullen turned and stepped out into the night again, the heavy weight of uncertainty pressing down on him. His heart tugged in two directions—toward the search for Ariana and the responsibilities pulling him back to the Gallows. But for now, one thought overpowered the rest: Find her.

    The battle had ended at the docks, but Cullen knew the night was far from over. However, despite his distrust for mercenaries, for better or worse he knew that there appeared to be Silver Rangers currently defending the city. To what end he didn’t know, but it didn’t matter now. All that mattered was finding her.

    ~~~

    Ariana slipped into the warehouse, her steps measured, her breaths shallow as the adrenaline of the battle ebbed, leaving a gnawing ache in its place. The dim light inside cast long shadows over the Rangers gathered there, their faces a mix of exhaustion and relief. She pulled off her blood-soaked cloak and discarded it without ceremony, along with her gloves and weapons—each piece a symbol of the White Wolf she could no longer afford to be in this moment.

    Linnea’s sharp eyes immediately caught the dark stain spreading across Ariana’s side. “Wolf, you’re hurt,” she said, stepping toward her, her tone more commanding than concerned.

    “It’s nothing,” Ariana replied quickly, her voice steady but quieter than usual. She unwound the sash from her waist with a practiced motion, pressing it tightly against her side as a makeshift bandage to stem the bleeding. She tied it off with a wince, her movements efficient despite the sharp sting that flared with each motion.

    But as the adrenaline faded further, a deeper pain began to settle in, sharper and more insistent with every breath. She leaned briefly against the edge of the nearest table, her free hand pressing against her side. A sharp, stabbing sensation spread from her ribs, stealing the breath from her lungs. She clenched her jaw, forcing herself to straighten, but the movement sent another spike of pain radiating through her torso.

    Her mind raced, piecing it together. The blade had run her through cleanly, but the force of the strike—it must have cracked or broken her ribs. She exhaled slowly, trying to manage her breathing, but even that came in shallow, halting gasps.

    Linnea’s frown deepened as she stepped closer, her gaze fixed on the growing crimson against the fabric. “That doesn’t make it nothing,” she said, her tone sharper now.

    “I’ve had worse,” Ariana said, brushing past her with a dismissive wave, though her hand instinctively tightened against her ribs, her fingers trembling slightly. Each step sent jolts of pain coursing through her side, her body betraying the injury she was determined to hide. She couldn’t afford weakness. Not here, not now.

    But as she moved deeper into the warehouse, the realization settled heavily in her mind: she wasn’t just bleeding. The fight had left her more broken than she’d thought. And if she didn’t find a way to manage it soon, her strength wouldn’t hold out much longer.

    Linnea frowned, her gaze fixed on the spreading crimson against the fabric. “That doesn’t make it nothing.”

    Her hazel-green eyes scanned the room, taking stock of the Rangers, ignoring Linnea’s protest. “We need to take stock first. Is everyone accounted for? Any casualties?”

    Valentina stepped forward, her expression both respectful and worried. “Everyone’s back. No losses, just a few minor injuries.”

    Relief flickered across Ariana’s face, but she refused to let it linger. “Good. That’s what matters.”

    Linnea crossed her arms, her expression hardening as she followed Ariana’s movements. “And what about you? You’re bleeding all over the floor.”

    Ariana stepped toward the map table, but the motion sent a sharp jolt of pain through her ribs, sharper than before. Her breath hitched, and she felt an oppressive tightness settling in her chest. She clenched her jaw, forcing her posture to remain steady. “I’ll deal with it later. Right now, I need to get back to Hightown.”

    Valentina and Lamberto exchanged concerned glances, and Valentina stepped closer, her voice firm but hesitant. “Wolf, you’re in no condition to go anywhere right now. Let us—”

    “No.” Ariana’s voice cut through the room like a blade. She turned to face them, her expression firm despite the pallor creeping into her features. Her stance was authoritative, a leader unwilling to entertain further argument. “Cullen might already be looking for me. If he finds me here, it’s over. For all of us.”

    Valentina opened her mouth to argue, but Ariana silenced her with a raised hand, her tone softening slightly. “I’ve discarded the cloak, gloves, and my weapons. He won’t recognize me. It’ll be fine.” Her eyes swept over the group, the faintest hint of gratitude breaking through her exhaustion. “You’ve done enough tonight. Rest. Regroup. And keep to the shadows.”

    She moved toward the door, her steps careful but deliberate. Every movement was a reminder of the wound she couldn’t afford to dwell on, but her focus was already ahead—on the estate, on getting back before Cullen realized she had been out.

    The Rangers watched in tense silence as she left, Valentina’s hand twitching as if to reach for her, but ultimately staying at her side. Linnea muttered something under her breath, though she didn’t move to stop Ariana either.

    The cold night air hit Ariana like a wall as she stepped outside. Each step toward Hightown felt heavier than the last, the pain a constant companion beneath the makeshift bandage. Her mind raced, each thought tangled with the next. Just get home. Just make it back before anyone sees.

    But as she disappeared into the shadows, one thought pressed harder than the rest: How long can I keep this up?

    ~~~

    Ariana moved swiftly through the streets, her breath coming in short, sharp bursts. Each step sent a jolt of pain through her side, her makeshift bandage doing little to stem the bleeding. The wound throbbed relentlessly, her ribs protesting every movement, but she forced herself onward. Her discarded cloak and gloves back at the warehouse left her in plain armor, dirtied and bloodstained, blending her into the aftermath of the battle. To any casual observer, she was just another survivor staggering home.

    As she neared the stairs towards Hightown, the faint echoes of chaos from Lowtown lingered in the distance, a reminder that the city’s respite was temporary at best. Ariana’s focus was singular: get home before Cullen returns. He couldn’t find her like this—not bloodied, wounded, and barely holding herself together. Not now. Not ever.

    She rounded a corner, her heart stuttering as she saw a familiar figure ahead. Relief warred with dread. Cullen. His armor was battered, his sword sheathed at his side, but his determined stride betrayed no sign of exhaustion. She had hoped to avoid him, to slip into the estate unnoticed, but it was too late. He hadn’t seen her yet.

    “Cullen,” she called, forcing her voice to sound steadier than she felt.

    His head snapped toward her, his sharp gaze locking onto her. Relief flashed across his face, quickly replaced by frustration as he closed the distance between them. “Ariana! What were you thinking, being out here alone?”

    “I wasn’t alone,” she countered, her tone defensive, though her voice wavered slightly. She forced herself to stand straighter, every movement deliberate to hide her pain. “I was looking for our staff. Some of them were out in the Alienage when this started. I couldn’t leave them.”

    Cullen exhaled sharply, running a hand through his disheveled hair. “Did you find them?”

    “I did,” she said with a small nod. “Most of them. The ones I could.”

    Before she could say more, he reached out and pulled her into a tight embrace. The sudden pressure against her ribs sent a sharp, searing pain shooting through her chest. She bit down a gasp, but the flinch was unavoidable, her body stiffening in his arms.

    Cullen immediately stepped back, concern replacing his frustration. “You’re hurt.”

    “It’s nothing,” she said quickly, shaking her head. “Broken ribs, maybe. Breathing hurts, but I’m fine.”

    His eyes narrowed, his gaze sweeping over her with the same precision he brought to combat. “Broken ribs aren’t nothing,” he muttered, his tone edged with frustration. His gaze dropped lower, catching the dark stain seeping through her armor at her side. The blood stood out against the dirt and grime, vivid and damning. His heart sank.

    “Ariana.” His voice was low, almost disbelieving, as he gently took hold of her wrist and moved her hand away. The blood soaked through the makeshift bandage and continued to flow, pooling against the leather. “You’re bleeding.”

    “It’s—” she started, her voice faltering as she caught sight of the extent of the wound. She swallowed hard, her deflection failing her at last. “Alright… perhaps not nothing.”

    Her knees buckled as the words left her lips, her strength finally giving out. Cullen moved instinctively, catching her before she could hit the ground. Her weight sagged against him, her head resting briefly on his chest as her eyes fluttered shut. “Ariana! Stay with me,” he urged, his voice tight with panic.

    He shifted, lifting her into his arms with practiced ease. Her head leaned slightly against his shoulder. His jaw tightened, his mind racing. “Hold on,” he murmured, his voice both a plea and a command. “I’m taking you to the Circle.”

    She stirred weakly, her fingers grasping at his collar. “No… the Circle,” she mumbled, her voice barely audible. “I can’t… go there.”

    “You can,” Cullen said firmly, his arms tightening around her as he lifted her effortlessly. “And you will. You need a healer, Ariana. Don’t argue with me now.”

    Her protests faded into incoherence, the last of her strength slipping away. Cullen’s jaw tightened as he adjusted his hold, his strides quickening. The looming spires of the Gallows came into view, their oppressive shadow a stark reminder of what awaited them both. But in this moment, the fear of what might come later paled in comparison to the fear gripping his heart now.

    Her head rested against his shoulder, her blood staining his armor. Every step felt heavier, every breath of hers he couldn’t hear tightening the knot in his chest. His prayers were silent but fervent: Maker, let her live. Let her fight another day.

    The battle at the docks had ended, but for Cullen, the night’s true fight had just begun.

  • Chapter 29 – A New Alliance

    10 Wintermarch 9:34

    Ariana sat at the library table, her fingers absently tracing the edge of a map laid out before her. The fire crackled in the hearth, but its warmth barely touched the chill knotting her chest. She needed Hawke and Varric’s help, the stakes for Kirkwall were too high.

    The library doors creaked open, and Isabel stepped in, leading Varric, Hawke, and the three Rangers—Valentina, Lamberto, and Linnea—inside. Ariana stood, steadying herself as her guests entered. Varric, ever the charmer, greeted her with his trademark smirk, while Hawke’s sharp gaze roved over the room.

    “Nice setup, Ariana,” Hawke said, lips curling in amusement. “Puts my little estate to shame.”

    Ariana rolled her eyes, though a small smile tugged at her lips. “You live three doors down, Hawke. I’m fairly certain our houses are the same size.”

    “Not true,” Varric chimed in as he sank into a chair. “Yours doesn’t have a library like this.”

    Hawke crossed her arms, mock-pouting. “Well, that settles it. I’m officially jealous.”

    Varric chuckled, leaning back. “This is why I stick to the Hanged Man. No petty comparisons, no upkeep, no nosy neighbors.”

    “And no peace and quiet,” Hawke added dryly, earning a laugh from Varric and Ariana.

    The banter lightened the room, but Ariana’s humor quickly faded. Her expression grew serious, and the change was not lost on her guests.

    Before she could speak, Lamberto glanced around and asked, “So… does this mean we finally get to renovate the manor, Wolf?”

    Ariana groaned, feigning exasperation. “What? The manor is already larger than this. And didn’t you just fix and renovate most of it?”

    “The library isn’t this nice,” Valentina chimed in.

    “I’ve never seen either of you in the manor library,” Ariana quipped.

    “It’s true,” Linnea added with a smirk.

    “Manor?” Varric interjected, raising a brow.

    Ariana sighed, brushing a stray lock of hair behind her ear. “The Rangers have a manor outside Redcliffe. I recently acquired it—it had been abandoned for years after the Blight.” She shrugged. “It fits our needs. Large grounds, stables, a workshop.”

    “But this is fancier,” Lamberto teased.

    Ariana waved a dismissive hand. “Very well. Do whatever you want with the manor when you get back. If that’s settled, can we move on?”

    The Rangers snickered but quieted as Ariana straightened, her tone growing firm. “Hawke, Varric, thank you for coming. What I’m about to share doesn’t leave this room.”

    Varric’s smirk faded, replaced by a calculating look. “You’ve got it.”

    Hawke nodded, her curiosity sharpened. “What’s this about?”

    Ariana produced a letter from her pocket and slid it across the table. “Start here.”

    Hawke unfolded the parchment, her brow furrowing as she read. Varric leaned over to skim the contents. Meanwhile, the Rangers sat down, their expressions unreadable—they already knew what was coming.

    When Hawke finished, she set the letter down carefully. “So,” she said, her tone measured but heavy with meaning, “what does she want from you?”

    “To risk everything,” Ariana replied evenly. She launched into an explanation of the Divine’s concerns: the Templars’ tightening grip on Kirkwall, her desire to help mages, and the chilling rumors about the Rite of Tranquility. She outlined the Rangers’ objectives, emphasizing discretion and the danger they faced.

    Varric let out a low whistle. “Maker’s breath, pup. She’s throwing you straight into the wolf’s den.”

    Ariana tilted her head, raising a brow with faint amusement. “Really? That’s what you’re going with?”

    Varric’s grin returned. “Couldn’t resist.”

    “She doesn’t trust anyone else to handle this quietly,” Ariana said, her voice steady despite the storm brewing inside her.

    Hawke’s jaw tightened, her arms crossing. “If the rumors are true, and Templars are making mages tranquil without cause… what then?”

    Ariana met her gaze. “Then we stop them. We stop more mages from being sent to Kirkwall. And we help the ones already here escape.”

    Hawke exchanged a troubled glance with Varric. “You’ll be going up against Meredith herself.”

    “I know,” Ariana said quietly. “But if mages are being made tranquil for no reason—” Her voice faltered briefly. “We can’t stand by and let that happen.”

    Hawke hesitated, then said, “There’s something you should know. When we first met Anders, he asked for help freeing his friend, Karl, from the Gallows.”

    Ariana stiffened, the name unfamiliar but the weight of Hawke’s tone unmistakable.

    “We found him,” Hawke continued, her voice bitter. “He’d been made tranquil—and not because he was a threat. The Templars used him as bait to lure Anders and anyone helping him. After we killed the Templars holding him, Karl begged Anders to… end it.” Her expression hardened, though pain flickered in her eyes. “He didn’t want to live like that.”

    The room fell silent, the tension palpable. Ariana swallowed hard, her fists clenching at her sides. The Rangers exchanged grim looks, and Valentina broke the silence. “So the rumors are true.”

    “It appears,” Ariana confirmed softly, her voice laced with resolve. “And now you see why we’re here.”

    ~~~

    Their conversation stretched on for hours, punctuated by bottles of wine that seemed to materialize endlessly, thanks to Isabel’s attentiveness. The initial tension had given way to a camaraderie built on shared concerns and trust. Varric and Hawke both leaned forward in their seats, their attention fully on Ariana as she finished outlining what the Divine had asked of her and the Rangers.

    Valentina, Lamberto, and Linnea sat quietly nearby, their expressions carefully neutral as they observed. Though briefed on their mission, hearing the details laid bare again—this time with Ariana’s close allies—added a weight that wasn’t lost on them.

    Varric broke the momentary silence, his tone lighter but still serious. “What of Cullen? Does he know?”

    Ariana froze for a moment, her glass poised midway to her lips. Her eyes flicked to the fire, its warm glow doing little to soften the sudden weight pressing on her chest. “No,” she said quietly, lowering the glass. “Not yet.”

    Lamberto leaned forward slightly, his brow furrowed. “Wait—Cullen? You mean the Knight-Captain of Kirkwall? Meredith’s second?”

    Valentina’s eyes narrowed slightly, her sharp gaze darting between Ariana and Varric. “The one we intercepted the other day? And why would he need to know?”

    Linnea, usually the quietest, tilted her head curiously. “Unless… is there more to this?”

    Ariana exhaled through her nose, her expression guarded. “He doesn’t know because I haven’t told him. Not yet.” Her tone was steady, but a faint edge betrayed her unease.

    Hawke raised an eyebrow, leaning back in her chair. “Why not?”

    Ariana hesitated, choosing her words carefully. “I… I don’t have enough yet. If I tell him now, without proof, I could be putting him in an impossible position. He’s loyal to the Order, to Meredith. If I’m wrong—or even if I’m right and he doesn’t know—what am I asking him to do?”

    Varric sighed, setting his glass down with a soft clink. “You think he doesn’t know?”

    She shook her head, her voice quieter. “I don’t know what to think, Varric. When I first came back to Kirkwall, looking for him, you were the one who told me he was Meredith’s right hand. You told me how quickly he was promoted.” Her gaze turned distant, her fingers tracing the edge of her glass absently. “I didn’t think much of it then. Of course he’d rise quickly—he’s everything the Order values. Disciplined. Loyal. Principled.”

    Valentina exchanged a quick glance with Lamberto. “You know him well,” she observed, her tone cautious.

    Ariana hesitated, realizing she couldn’t sidestep the subject any longer. “Cullen and I… we were close. Before everything. Before the Blight.”

    Linnea’s eyebrows rose slightly, and Lamberto let out a low whistle. “Close? You mean—”

    “Yes,” Ariana interrupted, her tone firm but not unkind. “It’s… complicated.”

    “Complicated?” Valentina repeated, her voice carrying a mix of curiosity and incredulity. “Wolf, you’re involved with the Knight-Captain of the Templars? And you’re only telling us now?” 

    Ariana set her glass down deliberately, meeting Valentina’s gaze. “It’s not something I advertise, Val. And it doesn’t change the mission.”

    Linnea leaned back in her chair, arms crossed. “Doesn’t it? If he’s loyal to Meredith, how do we know he won’t—”

    “He won’t,” Ariana said sharply, cutting Linnea off. “Cullen isn’t like her. He’s not… unhinged.” Her voice softened slightly. “But I don’t know if he’s blind to what’s happening. And until I do, I won’t put him—or us—at risk.”

    The room fell quiet for a moment, tension rippling in the wake of her words. The Rangers exchanged uncertain glances, but they didn’t press further.

    Hawke broke the silence, her voice measured. “And if he is in that position? If he knows, or worse, if he’s complicit, what then?”

    Ariana stared into the fire, her expression troubled. “Then I suppose we’ll stand on opposite sides of a upcoming war. But Maker help me, I hope it doesn’t come to that.”

    Varric leaned forward, resting his elbows on the table. “You need to figure out if you trust him enough to tell him, pup. Because if you don’t, this whole thing is going to unravel—quickly.”

    “And if you do trust him,” Hawke added, “then you need to tell him before someone else does. If you’re right about Meredith, she’s not going to let her second-in-command stay in the dark for long.”

    Ariana nodded slowly, the weight of their words sinking in. “I know,” she said softly. “But until I know more, I can’t risk it. Not yet.”

    Valentina tilted her head, studying Ariana carefully. “So what’s your plan, Wolf? You can’t keep him in the dark forever, not with everything we’re about to do.”

    “I’ll tell him,” Ariana replied, her voice steady but subdued. “When the time is right. But not until I have proof. Not until I’m sure.”

    Lamberto’s gaze lingered on Ariana, a mix of skepticism and concern in his expression. “And what if he takes it the wrong way? What if he—”

    “He won’t,” Ariana interrupted firmly, though her tone carried a hint of doubt. “Cullen isn’t the enemy. He deserves the truth… just not yet.”

    Varric leaned back in his chair, his tone light but carrying an edge of seriousness. “Just promise me one thing, pup. When you do tell him, don’t do it in a crowded room. We’ve got enough rumors flying around already.”

    Ariana let out a quiet laugh, a faint smile tugging at her lips. “I’ll keep that in mind, Varric.”

    The tension in the room eased slightly, but the air remained heavy with unspoken worries. Ariana turned her gaze back to the fire, her thoughts racing. Whatever lay ahead, she knew trust and timing would be everything. She could only hope that when the time came, Cullen would stand with her—and not against her.

    ~~~

    After hours of planning, it mostly came down to a fairly simple breakdown of duties designed to fit seamlessly into the daily chaos of Kirkwall. Hawke would simply continue being Hawke—stirring trouble when needed, investigating leads, and inserting herself into situations where others feared to tread. Her reputation as a meddler worked in their favor; no one would think twice about her sticking her nose into Templar or Circle business.

    If, in Hawke’s dealings, she uncovered anything tied to the Gallows or the Circle that could deepen their understanding of what was happening, she would share it. Similarly, if Ariana came across information she felt was actionable, she would approach Hawke and let her know that something required her intervention. Anything that fell within the realm of Hawke’s usual “meddling”—be it through the city guard, Templar politics, or even Lowtown connections—would remain Hawke’s domain.

    It wasn’t a perfect plan, but it was a start. This allowed the Rangers to operate in the shadows without being discovered. Or so they hoped.

    Eventually, Varric and Hawke took their leave, both offering parting words of caution and camaraderie. Varric lingered for a moment at the door, catching Ariana’s eye. “Take care of yourself, pup,” he said softly, a rare seriousness in his tone. “You’ve got a lot on your plate.”

    Ariana nodded, smiling faintly. “I’ll manage. I always do.”

    Once the door closed behind them, the room fell into a comfortable quiet, broken only by the crackling fire and the soft clink of glasses. Isabel had long since retired, leaving the remaining bottles of wine within easy reach. The Rangers leaned back in their chairs, their earlier reserve giving way to the warmth of old friends sharing stories.

    Valentina swirled her wine lazily in her glass, her sharp eyes glinting with curiosity. “So, Wolf. Cullen. How did that start?”

    Ariana laughed softly, leaning back against her chair. “That’s going back a while.”

    “We’ve got time,” Lamberto said with a grin, topping off his glass. “And wine.”

    Ariana’s smile softened, her gaze drifting to the fire. “Very well. I was here in Kirkwall, but my father told me I would be too easy to find. Told me to run. So Varric made arrangements for me to leave for Ferelden.”

    “Ferelden? During a Blight?” Lamberto asked, raising a skeptical brow.

    “It was before the Blight,” Ariana clarified. “This was back in 9:29—no word of darkspawn at the time. So here I am, a sixteen-year-old on the run, by myself. After I arrived in Ferelden, I was on my way to Lothering and stopped near the Lake Calenhad docks for the night. Walked into the Spoiled Princess to ask for some food and a room. Turned out, Cullen was there.” She chuckled softly at the thought.

    Valentina arched a brow. “Sixteen? That’s young.”

    Ariana tilted her head. “You know how old I am, Val…”

    “I do,” Valentina replied, smiling wryly. “But I guess I never stopped to think about it.”

    “He was an off-duty Templar who thought I was probably a runaway mage.” Ariana continued. “So he came to my table to flirt with me and see if he could catch me. We ended up talking for hours. So long, in fact, that the tavernkeep had to kick us out—everyone else had left long ago.”

    At that, they all laughed softly. They were seeing a side of Ariana none of them had known. They had been there only for the darkest times of her life, watching her survive, but never glimpsed the young girl who existed before the Blight and Krieger.

    “Well, anyway, it was just a few months later that we got word of the Blight. After the Battle of Ostagar, things became more complicated, and eventually, we lost track of each other. The Circle Tower had been sealed, no word in or out, and Crestwood flooded. I spent months on my own, always trying to get back there. But then I was eventually cornered by darkspawn…” Ariana trailed off.

    Lamberto’s grin faded slightly. “And if the Blades hadn’t found you…”

    “I wouldn’t be here.” Ariana’s voice softened. She glanced between Valentina, Lamberto, and Linnea, her expression sincere. “I owe all of you my life.”

    Linnea gave her a small, reassuring smile. “And here we are, following you into more madness.”

    Ariana smirked. “Would you really have it any other way?”

    They shared a laugh, but the mood sobered quickly. Linnea leaned forward, her expression turning serious. “Does Riley know about Cullen?”

    “Yes,” Ariana replied, swirling her glass absently. “The highlights.”

    Linnea’s eyes narrowed slightly. “Do you trust him?”

    “With my life,” Ariana answered without hesitation. Then her expression grew more somber. “But for what we’re doing… that’s different. It’s a direct conflict with his belief in the Order, in proper institutions. You saw his reaction at seeing the White Wolf in Kirkwall.”

    Valentina frowned, recalling the encounter. “When he spoke to me about it, he seemed… unsettled. Suspicious.”

    Ariana nodded. “Cullen believes mercenaries only follow coin. They don’t have principles and aren’t accountable to anyone. His Templar training doesn’t let him understand how someone not bound to the Chantry, the Templars, or an army could do good just because they believe in something.”

    The Rangers exchanged uneasy glances. Valentina broke the silence, her tone careful but probing. “Do you think he’d turn on you?”

    Ariana shook her head. “No. But that doesn’t mean he’d agree with what we’re doing. For Cullen, loyalty and honor mean everything. And if he thinks I’m crossing a line…” She paused, her jaw tightening. “I don’t know what he’d do.”

    Linnea leaned back in her chair, her gaze steady. “He’s going to find out eventually, Wolf. You can’t keep this from him forever.”

    “I know,” Ariana said softly. “But for now, I need to focus on what’s ahead. On keeping all of us alive.”

    The fire crackled warmly, casting flickering shadows across the room. Though the wine still flowed, a heavy understanding settled among them, unspoken but shared. Trust was a fragile thing, and in the days to come, it would be tested in ways none of them could predict.

  • Chapter 28  – A New Secret

    9 Wintermarch 9:34

    The early morning sun streamed through the library windows, casting a warm, golden light over the scattered maps and documents spread across the heavy oak table where Ariana sat. The Divine’s letter lay at the center, its words etched into her mind she had memorized the words by now. She didn’t need the reminder, but some part of her clung to it anyway, as if holding the letter made the impossible task it represented feel more tangible. She leaned back in her chair, her brow furrowed in thought. Despite her hopes, her gut told her the Divine’s suspicions were correct. The trouble she had gone through to bypass the Seekers and reach Ariana directly spoke volumes. She doesn’t trust them. And she’s afraid.

    The faint sound of footsteps echoed in the quiet space as Isabel entered the library, carrying a tray with tea and fresh hearth cakes. The soft clatter of the tray as she set it down on the side table brought Ariana back to the present, grounding her momentarily as she glanced at her friend with a small, grateful smile.

    “What’s on your mind this morning, child?” Isabel said noting the worry in Ariana’s eyes.

    Ariana sighed heavily, not knowing where to even begin telling Isabel what happened. What she had agreed to.

    Isabel’s demeanor softened instantly. Her posture straightened as she settled into the chair opposite Ariana. “What happened with the Chantry?” she asked gently, her tone laced with concern.

    Ariana didn’t answer immediately. Instead, she reached for a folded letter on the table beside her and handed it to Isabel. Watching as Isabel read, Ariana stayed silent, the sunlight from the windows highlighting her face.

    “You met with the Divine?” Isabel finally asked, her shock evident. She lowered the letter, her sharp green eyes locking onto Ariana.

    Ariana hesitated, her fingers tightening around the edge of the book. Taking a deep breath, Ariana leaned back in her chair. “The Divine,” she began, her voice steady but low, “asked me to investigate what’s happening in Kirkwall. There are rumors about the Rite of Tranquility being abused. About the power Knight-Commander Meredith is amassing. The Divine believes it’s outside the bounds of any Templar, but she cannot bring it to the Order herself. She needs someone like me—someone outside the Chantry, the Seekers, or the Templars.”

    Isabel’s brows furrowed, her worry etched plainly on her face. “That’s dangerous enough as it is, but I have a feeling there’s more.”

    Ariana nodded, her jaw tightening. “If the rumors are true, and mages are being sent to Kirkwall only to be made Tranquil without cause… the Divine wants me to intervene. To help those mages escape.”

    Isabel inhaled sharply, her hand clenching the letter. “That’s no small ask, Ariana. The Templars—”

    “—would come for me and the Rangers if they ever found out,” Ariana interrupted, her voice firmer now. “I know. I told her that. But she trusts me to handle it discreetly. To stay in the shadows. She said we cannot risk open defiance; it would destroy everything.”

    “And you agreed to this?” Isabel asked softly, though the weight in her tone carried a deeper meaning—concern for the impossible task her charge was taking on.

    Ariana leaned forward, resting her elbows on the table, her hands clasped tightly together. “I had to,” she said, her voice quiet but resolute. “If the rumors are true… if innocent people are being subjected to Tranquility…” Her voice hardened as she shook her head. “I couldn’t say no, Isabel. This is exactly what the Rangers are meant to do—help those who have no other way.”

    Isabel studied her for a long moment, the sunlight streaming through the windows catching the worry in her green eyes. Slowly, she set the letter down and reached across to place a hand over Ariana’s. “You are a strong woman, Ariana. Stubborn, even. But this…” She trailed off, then gave her hand a gentle squeeze. “Just tell me what you need. I’m here for you.”

    Ariana looked up at her, her lips curving into a faint, grateful smile. “Thank you,” she said softly, her voice carrying a rare vulnerability. “This is not just about me anymore. If I fail… if the Divine’s trust in us falters… everything we’ve built could fall apart.”

    “And if you succeed,” Isabel countered, her voice firm, “you could save lives. You could stop something terrible before it becomes unstoppable. Focus on that.”

    Ariana nodded, the determination returning to her eyes. “You’re right,” she said. “I have work to do.”

    Her voice softened as she added, “But what of Cullen? He believes in the Order…”

    The weight of her words lingered, unspoken but heavy between them. Isabel sat back in her chair, her brows knitting together in thought.

    “He’s a man of conviction,” Isabel said carefully, her tone contemplative. “When we spoke about the Rite of Tranquility, he admitted he didn’t think it should be applied more widely, that the Harrowing has served well for centuries. But…” She hesitated, her gaze steady on Ariana. “He also acknowledged there’s a case for it in some instances. He mentioned that Hawke’s interventions made him uneasy, even if he didn’t outright disapprove.”

    Ariana’s jaw tightened, her gaze turning away as she absorbed Isabel’s words. She could picture Cullen’s struggle—his unwavering sense of duty clashing with his humanity. It was one of the things she admired most about him, but it also made her worry. Would he understand the choice she had made? Could he reconcile what she might have to do with the beliefs he held so close?

    Isabel leaned forward, her voice softening. “Cullen cares for you, Ariana. Deeply. I saw it in the way he spoke of you when you were gone. But…” She gestured subtly toward the letter from the Divine still resting on the table. “This will test that bond. He’s a good man, but his loyalty to the Order will always weigh on him.”

    Ariana’s fingers tapped lightly on the table, her thoughts racing. “If he knew,” she said quietly, almost to herself, “what the Divine has asked of me… what I might have to do… I don’t know if he could see me the same way.”

    Isabel reached out and placed her hand over Ariana’s, her touch steady and reassuring. “Then let him see you as you are. Strong, determined, and willing to fight for what’s right. If his heart is true, he’ll come to understand. Maybe not immediately, but in time.”

    Ariana met Isabel’s gaze, her eyes filled with a mixture of doubt and hope. “And if he doesn’t?”

    Isabel smiled gently, squeezing her hand. “Then he’s not the man you think he is. But I don’t believe that’s the case. Have faith in him, as he has faith in you.”

    Ariana nodded slowly, but the uncertainty lingered. “You mentioned Hawke intervened in something? What did she do?”

    Isabel hesitated, her expression shifting as she weighed her words. “It was about the Rite of Tranquility,” she said finally. “A Templar had requested that it be applied more widely, claiming it was necessary for order. The request was denied… officially. But then the Templar was found dead under suspicious circumstances.”

    Ariana’s stomach tightened, unease prickling at the back of her mind. “And Hawke?”

    “Hawke investigated,” Isabel said, her voice tinged with caution. “She went digging into matters the Order would have preferred to keep buried. From what I’ve gathered, she uncovered some unsettling truths. Cullen mentioned it once—he didn’t outright disapprove of what she did, but he wished she had stayed out of it. The Order doesn’t take kindly to outsiders meddling in their affairs.”

    “It sounds like she has a knack for uncovering things,” Ariana said, her tone thoughtful.

    Isabel quirked an eyebrow. “You’re thinking of trusting her with this?”

    “I was already planning to ask for her help,” Ariana admitted, her gaze distant. “If she’s already crossed paths with the Templars over the Rite of Tranquility, she might know more about what’s really happening in Kirkwall. And Maker knows I can’t do this entirely on my own.”

    Isabel’s expression softened as she nodded. “Hawke is resourceful. And she has her own… unique sense of honor. But be careful, Ariana. Bringing someone like her into this is a risk. For both of you.”

    Ariana tapped her fingers lightly on the table, her mind already turning over strategies. “The risk might be worth it. If the rumors are true, this isn’t just about me or the Rangers. It’s about lives—mages being subjected to something worse than death. If Hawke can help me stop that, I’ll take the risk.”

    Isabel studied her for a long moment before finally smiling faintly. “You always were the one to take the weight of the world on your shoulders.”

    Ariana chuckled softly, though the tension in her voice remained. “Someone has to,” she said lightly, though the truth of her words ran deeper than she let on. “I’ll have Varric bring Hawke and the Rangers here tomorrow morning. I have a feeling we have a lot to discuss.”

    “To the estate?” Isabel asked, her tone tinged with alarm. “What if Cullen comes by?”

    Ariana shrugged, though her expression flickered with unease. “Cullen is usually busy in the mornings with rounds and training recruits. Let’s hope he doesn’t break that habit tomorrow.”

    Isabel nodded slowly, a faint smile tugging at her lips. “Very well. But I do wonder how long you can keep this tangled web before he figures it out.”

    Ariana gave a half-smile, her eyes carrying a weight Isabel could see. “Not as long as I’d like, I imagine. But I need to gather what I can first. If anyone can help me uncover the truth in Kirkwall, it’s Hawke.”

    Isabel’s expression softened further, her voice gentle as she replied, “Be careful, Ariana. You’re walking a fine line.”

    Ariana met her gaze, the flicker of determination in her hazel-green eyes burning brighter. “I know,” she said simply. “But it’s a line I need to walk. Someone has to.”

    Ariana couldn’t help the guilt twisting in her chest as Isabel left the room. Her fingers tightened around the edge of the table, her thoughts running in circles. What she was doing—keeping Cullen in the dark—felt like a betrayal. Her thoughts turned back to the night before“You don’t have to tell me right now. I’ll wait. For as long as you need.” She was certain he had meant it, or thought he did. But how long would he wait? Deep down, she knew she couldn’t bring herself to face him with half-truths. Not now. He’s the Knight-Captain of Kirkwall… she thought to herself. All she could hope for was that he would never be involved in something like this.

    She sank back into her chair, letting out a slow, measured breath. If I tell him now and I am wrong… if the rumors prove unfounded… it would risk everything for nothing. She rubbed her temples, the weight of her choices pressing down on her. And if I wait too long and he finds out another way… The thought of his hurt, his disappointment, was almost unbearable.

    Ariana pushed herself up from the chair, pacing the room as her mind continued its relentless debate. He believes in the Order… in what it stands for. How can I ask him to even consider that something as vile as abusing the Rite of Tranquility might be happening under his watch? Her steps slowed, her gaze shifting to the bookshelves lining the room.

    But even as she wrestled with the guilt, a deeper part of her rationalized the need for secrecy. I need more. I need proof. Otherwise, it’s all speculation, and Cullen deserves better than baseless accusations.

    Her hand drifted to the pendant she wore, her thumb brushing over its surface absentmindedly. “I will tell him,” she murmured to herself, her voice barely above a whisper. “I just… I need to do this first.”

    ~~~

    Ariana adjusted her cloak, stepping out into the bustling streets of Hightown. The morning sunlight warmed the stone pathways, but her focus was firmly on the task ahead. Setting up a base of operations was essential—somewhere secure and discreet, a place where they could lay the groundwork for what was coming.

    The Hanged Man was as lively as ever, with the sounds of laughter, clinking mugs, and the occasional brawl filling the air. Inside, Valentina, Lamberto, and Linnea sat at a corner table, their expressions a mix of anticipation and guarded curiosity. Varric, meanwhile, leaned casually against the bar, chatting with Corff. Bianca was propped beside him, as always, a silent reminder of his readiness for anything.

    “You’re late, pup,” Varric called as Ariana approached, a teasing smirk on his face. “Your merry band of misfits has been waiting.”

    Ariana rolled her eyes, but her lips twitched into a small smile. “You’re awfully vocal for someone who wasn’t even invited to this meeting,” she shot back, sliding into a seat.

    Linnea cut to the chase, her sharp eyes flicking between Ariana and the others. “What’s this about?” she asked, her voice low but commanding.

    Ariana glanced at the group, folding her hands on the table. “We need a base—somewhere secure, with good access to the docks and Lowtown. The kind of place that doesn’t attract attention.”

    Varric ambled over, pulling up a chair and gesturing for Corff to bring over drinks. “So, you’re setting up shop,” he said, his tone casual but his eyes sharp. “Mind telling me exactly what kind of shop we’re talking about here?”

    Ariana hesitated, the faintest flicker of a smile crossing her face as she deflected. “I’ll tell you later, Varric. For now, secrecy and access are all that matter.”

    Varric raised an eyebrow, his expression equal parts curiosity and skepticism. “Secrecy and access,” he repeated, leaning back in his chair. “Sounds shady. I like it. Lucky for you, pup, I happen to know a thing or two about Lowtown real estate.” His grin widened as he added, “And I might just know a couple of places that fit the bill.”

    The drinks arrived, and after a quick round of agreement from the group, they set off with Varric leading the way. The streets of Lowtown were a stark contrast to Hightown’s orderly paths—narrow, grimy, and teeming with activity. Merchants called out their wares, children darted through the crowds, and the air carried the faint tang of saltwater and smoke.

    Varric led them through a series of winding alleys, his movements confident, as though he knew every brick and shadow of the district. Finally, he stopped in front of a weathered but sturdy warehouse. Its facade was unremarkable, blending seamlessly into its surroundings.

    “This,” Varric said, gesturing grandly, “is option one. Plenty of space, easy access to the docks, and best of all, no one asks questions about what happens here. Lowtown’s golden rule.”

    Ariana stepped closer, inspecting the building with a critical eye. “How secure is it?”

    Varric shrugged. “It’s Lowtown. Security’s what you make of it. But the location’s solid, and there’s enough room inside to set up for whatever grand plan you’re not telling me about.”

    Valentina crossed her arms, nodding approvingly. “It’s got potential. We’d need to make some adjustments, but it’s workable.”

    Lamberto ran a hand along the doorframe, frowning slightly. “We’ll need better locks, maybe reinforce the walls. And guards—rotations at all times.”

    Linnea scanned the surrounding area, her gaze sharp and calculating. “Escape routes are decent,” she said. “And it’s not too conspicuous. That’s a point in its favor.”

    Varric’s grin widened, clearly pleased with their reactions. “I’ve got another place to show you, but I’m betting this one’s already your favorite.”

    Ariana smiled faintly, nodding. “Show us the next one. I want to be sure before we commit.”

    As they continued deeper into Lowtown, Varric fell into step beside her. “You know,” he said, his tone lighter now, “you’re really leaning into this whole ‘mysterious leader’ routine. Just saying, I’ve seen it before, and it always ends with people asking more questions.”

    Ariana smirked, her voice low enough for only him to hear. “Then I guess I’ll have to keep you busy enough not to ask.”

    Varric chuckled, shaking his head. “Secrecy and access,” he muttered, his tone dripping with mock exasperation. “This had better be good.”

    Ariana glanced at him, the faintest hint of gratitude flickering in her eyes. Whatever was coming, she knew she’d need every ally she could trust—and Varric, for all his questions, was firmly on that list.

    ~~~

    The group followed Varric as he led them deeper into the winding streets of Lowtown. The atmosphere shifted the closer they got to the edges of Darktown. The air grew heavier, carrying a faint tang of rot and damp earth. The streets became narrower, darker, and less inviting. People moved quickly, avoiding eye contact, and the shadows seemed to linger longer than they should.

    “I hope this second option is worth the smell,” Valentina quipped, wrinkling her nose.

    Varric turned back with a grin. “Ah, Darktown charm. You either love it or hate it. Mostly hate it.” He stopped in front of a building tucked against the side of a cavernous stone wall. “Here we are. Option two.”

    The warehouse was smaller than the first, but its location offered a significant advantage: it was well-hidden, almost impossible to spot unless you knew exactly where to look. The thick stone walls of Darktown enveloped it, and its inconspicuous entrance blended seamlessly with the surrounding environment.

    “It’s not as roomy as the first,” Varric admitted, motioning for the group to step inside. “But it’s out of the way, practically invisible to anyone not actively searching for it. Plus,” he added, gesturing toward the faint sound of rushing water nearby, “there’s an underground access point here that connects to the docks. Perfect for keeping secrets.”

    Ariana stepped inside, her boots echoing faintly on the stone floor. The interior was surprisingly clean for Darktown, with high ceilings and a few sturdy support beams. Crates and barrels were stacked neatly in the corners, indicating that it had been used recently but wasn’t currently occupied.

    Linnea was the first to speak, her sharp eyes scanning every corner. “It’s defensible. Only two entrances that I can see—one here and one leading to the underground passage. That makes it easier to secure, but it also means limited escape routes if we’re compromised.”

    Lamberto nodded thoughtfully. “The underground passage is a huge advantage. We’d need to scout it thoroughly, make sure it’s safe and free of any… surprises.”

    Valentina ran a hand along one of the support beams, inspecting its integrity. “It’s small, but it could work for covert operations. Not ideal for training recruits, though.”

    Ariana frowned slightly, her arms crossed as she considered both options. The location was excellent for staying hidden, but the lack of space and limited access points gave her pause.

    Varric leaned casually against the wall, watching her deliberate. “So, what’s the verdict, pup? This one’s a little less glamorous, I admit, but it’s got its perks.”

    “It does,” Ariana replied, her tone thoughtful. She glanced at her Rangers, reading their expressions. Linnea seemed intrigued by the secrecy of the location, while Lamberto and Valentina both looked less convinced. “We’ll need to weigh our priorities. Security and discretion or space and accessibility.”

    Varric nodded, his smirk widening. “Sounds like you’ve got some thinking to do. Take your time. Both locations are available, so there’s no rush.”

    Ariana’s gaze lingered on the underground passage, her mind already spinning with possibilities. “Let’s head back for now,” she said finally. “I need time to consider.”

    As they made their way out of Darktown, Ariana couldn’t help but feel the weight of the decision pressing on her. Both options had their merits, but whichever she chose would shape the Rangers’ presence in Kirkwall—and their ability to operate undetected in a city already brimming with tension.

    ~~~

    The group made their way back to the Hanged Man, the tension of the decision hanging over Ariana’s shoulders. By the time they reached Varric’s suite, the familiar din of the tavern filled the air, offering a brief reprieve from the weight of their work. Ariana sank into one of the chairs, her fingers tapping lightly against the armrest as she looked to Varric.

    “Alright,” she began, her tone brisk but thoughtful. “Let’s talk about the price difference between the two warehouses. What’s the gap?”

    Varric leaned against his desk, arms crossed. “The first one? It’s about thirty percent more expensive. Like I said, it’s bigger, and its location in Lowtown makes it more visible. This one,” he gestured toward the general direction of Darktown, “is cheaper, discreet, but, you know, comes with all the charm of Darktown’s… ambiance.”

    Ariana nodded, her fingers still tapping. “And if we go with the second option, we’ll need to make sure the underground passage is secure. Any risks we should know about?”

    “Nothing immediate,” Varric replied with a shrug. “It’s mostly stable, but it hasn’t been actively maintained. You’ll want to scout it first. Make sure nothing’s lurking down there. Darktown’s full of surprises.”

    Ariana turned to the Rangers. “Once it’s dark, I want you to scout the passage. Take a full sweep—entry points, stability, any potential risks. Report back to me in the morning.”

    Valentina nodded, her expression serious. “Understood.”

    “Good.” Ariana shifted her gaze back to Varric. “In the morning, I’ll need you to bring them to the estate. Hawke too.”

    Varric raised an eyebrow, a sly grin tugging at the corner of his lips. “Hawke? Planning something big, Pup?”

    Ariana smirked faintly, though her expression remained focused. “I think we’re going to need her help. There are still some things I need to fill you in on. The more eyes and ears we have on this, the better.”

    Varric chuckled, pushing off the desk. “You got it. Hawke loves a good mystery.”

    Rising from her seat, Ariana smoothed her cloak, her mind already moving to the next task. “I’m heading back to the estate. If anything urgent comes up before morning, send word.”

    “Will do,” Varric said with a nod.

    Ariana offered a small smile before leaving the suite, her steps quick and purposeful as she exited the Hanged Man. The cool night air greeted her as she made her way back toward Hightown, her thoughts swirling with plans and contingencies. By the time she reached the estate, she was ready for some rest, though she knew her mind wouldn’t allow it to come easily.

    ~~~

    The library was quiet, the only sound the occasional crackle of the fire in the hearth. Ariana sat curled in the armchair, a book resting on her lap and a glass of wine in her hand. She wasn’t reading, though. Her gaze was unfocused, staring into the flames as her thoughts wandered back to her conversation with Isabel. The weight of the Divine’s task still lingered heavily on her shoulders, and no matter how she tried to distract herself, her mind always seemed to circle back to the same questions.

    The sound of footsteps broke her reverie, and she looked up to see Cullen entering the room. His golden eyes softened when they met hers, but his brow furrowed slightly, as though he could sense her unease.

    “You’re still up,” he said, his voice warm but tinged with concern. “It’s late.”

    Ariana blinked, glancing toward the window, where the darkness outside hinted at just how long she had been sitting there. “I lost track of time,” she admitted, offering him a small smile. “What about you? I didn’t expect to see you tonight.”

    “I wanted to check on you,” he replied. His gaze lingered on her, studying her face with the careful attention of someone who knew her far too well to be fooled. “And I haven’t seen you all day, and… well, I missed you.”

    The admission caught her off guard, and she felt a warmth rise in her chest. Before she could respond, Cullen crossed the room and crouched in front of her, his smile softening further. “You seemed… preoccupied yesterday. Is everything alright?” His voice was steady, but the flicker of worry in his eyes was unmistakable.

    Ariana hesitated, her fingers tightening slightly around the stem of her glass. “Just tired,” she said, though her voice lacked conviction. She could tell by the way his brow arched slightly that he didn’t believe her.

    “What happened in Val Royeaux?” he asked, his tone quiet but probing. “The Chantry summoning you—it’s been weighing on you since you returned, hasn’t it? What did they want?”

    Ariana hesitated, her fingers tightening slightly around the stem of her glass. She felt the weight of his question, the weight of everything she couldn’t tell him, pressing down on her chest. “They brought up my… obligations,” she said finally, choosing her words with care. “My family’s reputation with the Chantry is still tied to the engagement I ended. They wanted me to reconsider it.”

    Cullen’s frown deepened slightly, his eyes searching hers. “Are you?” he asked, his voice steady but unsure.

    Ariana shook her head quickly, her smile growing more genuine. “No, Cullen. I assured them I had made my choice long ago.” She leaned closer to him, her hand brushing his cheek in a gentle, reassuring gesture.

    She couldn’t let Cullen press any further—his questions might tread too close to the truth. Instead, she latched onto a lighter story, one that, if anything, would amuse her and distract him. “Speaking of Val Royeaux… did I tell you a noble there propositioned me?”

    Cullen blinked, caught off guard by the sudden shift. “What?”

    Ariana’s smile widened, and she crossed one leg over the other, settling more comfortably into her chair. “A Comte, actually. He offered to be a very… generous benefactor in exchange for me becoming his mistress.”

    Cullen’s expression darkened instantly, his jaw tightening as his brows knit together. “He did what?”

    “Oh, yes,” she said breezily, clearly enjoying his reaction. “He was very insistent. Said his mistress had recently left Val Royeaux and that he found himself with more leisure time. Apparently, I was to help him fill it.”

    Cullen’s fists clenched at his sides, and he took a step back, his voice low and edged with jealousy. “And what did you say?” Cullen took a breath, trying to temper the jealousy flaring in his chest. He trusted her, of course, but the thought of another man propositioning her stirred something primal within him.

    She tilted her head, her smile turning playful as she watched him stew. “Why, Knight-Captain, are you jealous?”

    “Ariana,” he said, his tone carrying a warning, though the faint blush creeping into his cheeks betrayed him.

    Finally relenting, she stood and closed the distance between them, her movements slow and deliberate. She couldn’t help but feel a flicker of satisfaction at the way his gaze softened as she approached. “I told him my heart already belonged to another,” she said softly, her hazel-green eyes locking onto his. “And that I wasn’t in need of additional… entertainment.”

    Cullen’s breath hitched slightly as she stepped closer, her hands coming to rest lightly on his chest. She rose onto her toes, leaning in to brush her lips against his in a soft, lingering kiss. When she pulled back, she smiled up at him, her voice barely above a whisper. “You have nothing to worry about.”

    The moment was brief but carried the weight of her unspoken truths, her quiet promise that despite the secrets she held, her feelings for him were unwavering. Her smile returned, brighter now. “You’re the one I want,” she said simply, her words carrying a rare vulnerability that made Cullen’s heart ache.

    Cullen exhaled slowly, his hand lifting to gently cup her cheek. For a moment, he simply looked at her, as though trying to commit the moment to memory. “And you’re the only one I could ever want,” he replied, his voice quiet but sure.

    The fire crackled softly behind them as they stood there, the weight of her secrets hanging between them. For now, though, the warmth of the moment was enough to push everything else aside.